133 The human heart is more terrible than a demon
"Because" After thinking about it, Shen Mo had a good answer, "I was blocked by Sui Xin and had nowhere to go." ”
This answer left Su Yao speechless.
A hint of cunning flashed in his eyes behind the gold-rimmed glasses, which explained why he was here, and put the blame on her, killing two birds with one stone.
Su Yao was a little embarrassed, and whispered with little confidence, "Didn't you say that I was not trustworthy?"
"And, your ex-girlfriend, she seems to be in this neighborhood too."
That's where they last met.
"It's a while to be able to hide, not to mention the trouble you're looking for, shouldn't you help solve it?"
The cat bared its paws and hooked the bird with the tips of its nails.
"How do I fix it? She knows we're not a couple anymore, and she won't believe it anymore, eh, can you tell me what's going on with the two of you? Su Yao didn't give in, and made a condition that he must confess.
"If you don't say it, there's nothing I can do."
"Didn't you guess it all, because of the previous patient." Shen Mo originally thought that he would never mention this matter again for the rest of his life, except for Sui Xin and the dead party, even his parents didn't know about it, but in the face of Su Yao, he wanted to be honest once, "It's just that because of Sui Xin, I couldn't cure her." ”
"And what's wrong with her?"
What does it mean to not be cured, and mental illness is not like a physical illness
"She killed herself."
Su Yao's body was cold, and any words seemed pale and powerless at this moment, and the deceased was gone, and comfort was the most superfluous.
Because it didn't work.
"That, what do you mean because of Sui Xin? Won't she let you treat each other? After a while, Su Yao asked again.
"Yes," Shen Mo's smile was bitter, helpless, and self-blame, "That female patient is just like you, trapped by love, and the process of treatment has slowly improved, I thought I was just doing my duty as a doctor, but she misunderstood my behavior." ”
People are inherently fragile in that situation, and it is natural to have feelings for such a person of the opposite sex by their side, and when Shen Mo realized that the patient had other feelings for him, he told Sui Xin about it.
"She told me to stop treating this patient immediately, and she showed a great deal of rebellion, with symptoms similar to those of a depressed patient at the beginning."
"I started to worry if it was because of my problems that she didn't trust me anymore and even got sick."
Shen Mo transferred the patient to other colleagues, made a serious handover, and then stayed at home to accompany Sui Xin, but the matter did not end there, the patient came to harass him several times, and Sui Xin's illness became more and more serious.
"I quit my job at the clinic and moved, but Sui Xin still didn't get better, no matter how I counseled her, it didn't work, I watched her start from mild depression and slowly turn to moderate, I was anxious, I felt that it was because I didn't take a good sense of proportion, so I would let the patient misunderstand."
One day Shen Mo came back from outside and saw a bouquet of roses at home, Sui Xin said that it was sent by the patient, and the other party must have been cured a long time ago, but he deliberately pretended to be sick to show him.
"I comforted her that things were not what she thought, but that night, Sui Xin cut his wrists."
Su Yao covered her mouth and didn't dare to make a sound, although she hated Song Zhiyi and was very sad about what she had experienced, she never thought of committing suicide.
Why punish yourself for the mistakes of others, it's so stupid to give up your life for such an unworthy person.
And Sui Xin is even more stupid.
"Do you think Sui Xin is very pitiful?"
"Hmm," Su Yao nodded vigorously, but after answering, he saw Shen Mo sneer.
"I also felt that she was very pitiful at the time, and I stayed with her in the hospital, during which I asked my former colleague about the patient's condition, and the other party also said that she was almost fine, that is, she still wanted to see me, and asked him for my address."
"But on the day Sui Xin was discharged from the hospital, I received flowers again and a box of chocolates."
Watching his girlfriend sit in the room and break down and cry, Shen Mo became angry with the patient for the first time.
"I went to her and told her not to disturb my life again, and her attitude was very bad. At that time, I thought she was already a healthy person, but Sui Xin almost died because of her, and we became patients instead, and that feeling was similar to being beaten up by a doctor. ”
"And then?" Gradually realizing that things must have taken a turn for the worse, Su Yao swallowed his throat, "She, it's not good, is it?" ”
"Yes, when I was about to climb up the cliff, I completely pushed him down."
The patient committed suicide by jumping off the building, and Shen Mo was also suspended for investigation, but until that time, he was still worried about whether he would be unable to take care of Sui Xin, and if something happened to her, he would definitely not be able to bear it.
But Sui Xin didn't have anything.
As if nothing had happened, it comforted him and told him not to worry too much.
She said that it was not his fault, the other party's death was due to illness, and it had nothing to do with him, and the later attending doctor was not him, so there was no need to take it to heart.
"The one who pretended to be sick from beginning to end was Sui Xin."
His heart trembled, and Su Yao felt that it was even more terrifying than listening to ghost stories.
"We are all studying psychology, she understands the symptoms of depression too well, every step is calculated, I am like a fool, she is playing with the palm, blame the patient, the bouquet of flowers was sent by the other party, but not to provoke, but to come and see her."
Whether Sui Xin said anything to that woman, he didn't know, but if he did, it must not be a good thing.
"That second time"
"The second flower and chocolate were bought by Sui Xin."
In order to completely cut off contact with the other party, Sui Xin did not hesitate to direct and act in a big play, not only did he not feel any guilt after death, but he was complacent like a winner.
"Do you know why I'm avoiding her now?"
Nodding vigorously, Su Yao understood.
Including why he didn't take over the female patients who were trapped in love, why he was always so indifferent, not like other psychiatrists at all.
"Are you also traumatized?"
glanced at her, silent and helpless, "Maybe." ”
"By the way, I saw Sui Xin in the hospital that day, pestered by a doctor, and I helped her." Su Yao remembered the events of that day, and couldn't tell who was right and who was wrong for a while.
That situation shouldn't be acting.
"Su Yao, never believe her, seeing is not necessarily believing, Sui Xin's grades are very good, she has a natural advantage in demagoguery, and she will not let herself suffer in vain at any time."
"Are you a bit bitten by a snake once, and you have been afraid of the well rope for ten years" Su Yao rubbed her arms, although she was not simple, she still felt that Shen Mo was a bit alarmist.
"Then we'll see if she can finally sell the equipment to your cousin's hospital."
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