When Bai Jiaojiao opened Xiao Shujing's mouth to speak, she immediately raised her hand to cover his mouth.

"I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen to you about you, I just want to know that you will be safe and healthy by my side......"

Xiao Shujing felt Bai Jiaojiao's palm hot against his lips, and he listened to her panicked and scared voice, he was in pain.

Her fear stemmed from her mother, Li Shuya, who understood, he understood.

But apart from understanding, he can't save her mother, who has been dead for many years, all he can do is protect her.

But in terms of protecting her, he still needs to cross the hurdle of her grandmother Duanmuya, and of course, more of Bai Jiaojiao.

Because no matter how strategically he is, he will never have confidence in front of Bai Jiaojiao.

He was not confident that she would stay by his side after he told him about his physical reasons.

Duanmuya was not wrong, no one wants to suffer.

How can a dying person hurt others, and what can he take to love others.

Even if they fell in love, he died a hundred times, and in the end, Bai Jiaojiao was left heartbroken.

He shouldn't have confessed.

He shouldn't have confessed his body to her, and he should have snuffed him out of confessing to her that he was Yun Han's business.

From the very beginning, he swapped identities, to abandon Yun Han's identity, and it was right to approach her with the identity of the bodyguard Xiao Shujing, only in this way could she not worry about anything, and rest assured that he was a poor and white man, and she did not have the slightest pressure and burden.

But, at this point, even if he retracted from her what he had just said that he was going to die, he knew very well that he had left fear in her heart.

If he can't take back what he said, let her go, then the final result will be that she will think about it alone, and new contradictions will definitely arise.

He couldn't take it back, and the final result he could do now was explain it to her.

Then, he waited for fate's final judgment on him, waiting for Bai Jiaojiao's answer to himself.

If she finally learns that he will die soon, and chooses not to be with him and leaves him, even if he is unwilling, he can only accept it calmly.

She didn't want him, but his heart for her would never change.

She stayed away from him, and even if he died, he would arrange everything to protect him for the rest of his life.

He would protect her under his wings, and would never let her suffer the days of wandering and helplessness after losing her mother.

He is her dependence, he is her harbor, and if he dies, he will protect her for the rest of her life.

Raising his hand, he took Bai Jiaojiao's hand away with a slight force.

"Jiaojiao......" his voice trembled hoarsely.

"You are not allowed to speak, you are not allowed to speak!" Bai Jiaojiao yelled at Xiao Shujing completely, "You shut up for me, shut up!" You go, you leave my room at once now, I don't want to see you, I don't want to hear anything from you! ”

Xiao Shujing's heart was dripping blood, and Bai Jiaojiao in his arms began to resist pushing him away.

But the next moment he held her arms and body tightly in his arms, and he forced her to face him.

"Jiaojiao, I have never dared to confess these things to you, but I have my troubles, I ......"

"Shut up, you shut up! I don't want to listen to your nonsense. Bai Jiaojiao roared at Xiao Shujing, "You are a liar like my grandmother, what curse, what fate, what a murderous year, be careful, you are all liars!" You're all liars, you don't want me at all! ”

"You go, you let go of me, you go! I know that I am with you in vain, you don't want to be with me at all, and you are only with me because I am shameless and pestering you. ”

"I'm so shameless! I shouldn't be close to you, you're a bodyguard! You're just my husband Yunhan's bodyguard! But I did something sorry for my husband, I cheated on you immorally, everything shouldn't have started, everything shouldn't have started......"

When Xiao Shujing listened to Bai Jiaojiao's self-blame and angry yelling hysterically at him, his heart was dripping with blood.

He had long known the contradictions in her heart, and she kept condemning her inwardly that she should not have approached him.

However, she didn't cheat, she never did, because what she fell in love with was her husband Yun Han, and he was Yun Han.

At this moment, he opened his mouth to tell her all this, but he couldn't say it, and he couldn't say it.

His physical affairs have not yet been accepted by her, if he is saying that he is Yun Han, her white and delicate husband, she is not cheating, she loves the right person.

She must be even more broken than she is now, she will definitely hate him for the rest of her life.

It's hard to speak, he can't say it, and Duanmuya won't let him say it.

He didn't speak, he could only hug Bai Jiaojiao tightly, let him yell at her, let him restrain her, and she was still resisting his constant struggle and writhing in his arms.

"I'm so cheeky, I'm so shameless!" Bai Jiaojiao kept blaming herself in Xiao Shujing's arms, "I am already Yunhan's woman, I am already his wife, even if he is disabled and disfigured and inhumane, I have never disliked him, he didn't embarrass me, he also sent me flowers, gifts, necklaces, think about how good he is to me." ”

"I should guard my heart, I shouldn't have illusions about you, I shouldn't let you, as Yunhan's bodyguard, get close to me, everyone is right, I should distinguish the distance between us in a businesslike way, bodyguards are bodyguards, never get too close, don't lose your heart, and in the end you can only reap the consequences."

"Xiao Shujing, you are tired of the days with me, right, that's why you said such things to me, but you just want me to leave you in the face of difficulties, let you go free, and let you be your bodyguard, so that you won't be sorry for your master Yun Han, and you don't have to perfunctory me anymore."

Xiao Shujing listened to Bai Jiaojiao's words, he didn't speak, he was listening, listening to her say her inner thoughts when she was in pain, which he couldn't know at all.

It turned out that she thought that he was tired of being with her, so he would say the word of checkmate to force separation.

How could he be tired, he longed to be with her every second and every moment, and he wanted to embed her in his body, so that the two of them would not be separated at all, and they would never be separated together.

How could he be willing to leave her, he was reluctant and unwilling.

didn't open his mouth to explain, he just listened to her, and it was at this time that she found out that Yun Han was good.

But she didn't know that he went to the hospital in person to put down her favorite lily of the valley in her bedside vase.

He drew the drawings himself and had the best jewelers in the world custom-order the lily of the valley necklace for her, as well as the lily of the valley bracelet on her wrist, and she still did not realize that his and her names were engraved on the necklace.

He gave her everything she liked, but he gave it to her with his own other Yun Han identity.

He likes her, and he wants to give her the best, all of them.

"Xiao Shujing, that's enough,......" Bai Jiaojiao said heartbrokenly, "You don't have to let me retreat, I promise you what you want, from now on I won't be with you, you are free." ”