Ji Fan said: "I understand. ”

Li Ning smiled reluctantly, "Actually, I don't want to introduce my junior sister to you." ”

Her tone was particularly calm, "What should I do if people complain about me when I turn around?" You are the same as Lao Lei, you can't see anyone all day long, you only know how to work, the longest time a year is not at home half of the time, and the remaining half is overtime every day. ”

In the past, I often heard Li Ning complain that Lao Lei was busy with work and couldn't take care of his family, and every time he went to his house for dinner, Li Ning always had to repeat it.

But at that time, she was smiling, and complaining was not really complaining, but a kind of fun.

But now, it's really heartbroken.

She muttered, "Talking doesn't count." He said okay, when he is a little better in the future, he will apply to take me to the launch site to watch his work fly into space...... He always lied to me and always talked and didn't count......"

said it repeatedly, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, covering his face, and tears fell big and big.

Ji Fan was silent.

This situation has been staged continuously in the past few days, how strong Li Ning is in front of Lao Lei, how vulnerable he is where he can't see, as if he will collapse anytime and anywhere.

At first, he would comfort, but gradually he understood that any verbal comfort was too pale and had no effect, and what Li Ning needed was not comfort, but catharsis.

He leaned back in his chair and stared at the ceiling of the hospital in obsessed interest, and suddenly remembered the figure that had been pressed in his heart for a day.

Remembering her last words.

"I'll never confess again."

Later, when he saw her, he would probably only be able to see her through the screen.

It took a while for Li Ning to regain his composure.

found Ji Fan in a daze.

She wiped away her tears, "I'm sorry to let you listen to me complain every day, I don't really complain about him." ”

He thought he was annoyed by her complaints.

Ji Fan didn't speak, and took out a tissue to wipe her tears.

Li Ning took it, and still couldn't help but say: "I just like him to be so committed and so serious, but I thought we still had a lot of time, and when we got old, we had a lot of time, but now we don't have it." ”

At this time, Ji Fan spoke: "The doctor said that there is great hope for a cure, rest assured." ”

Li Ning shook his head: "You don't understand. ”

How could he not understand that the person closest to him was sick, even if it was slight, he was worried.

Li Ning looked at his phone: "It's almost seven o'clock, I'll go home and make dinner, Ji Fan, I worked hard for you a while ago, my unit has nothing to do during this time, and I keep vigil at night." ”

Li Ning went back, and Ji Fan walked into the ward.

When Lao Lei woke up, there was no sound in the ward, and he saw Ji Fan standing against the wall opposite the bed, with his head down, not knowing what he was thinking.

The patient in the next bed was discharged this morning, and Lao Lei usually suspects that his house is noisy, but now he finds that there is still some movement in the ward.

He coughed, and Ji Fan raised his head, "Awake?" ”

"Well, I'm fine, I don't have to guard, what about Xiao Ning?"

"Sister-in-law goes home to make dinner," Ji Fan shook the bed up a little and poured him a glass of warm water.

Lao Lei took a few sips slowly, "I fell asleep just now, did your sister-in-law cry again?" ”

Ji Fan took the cup and put it back on the table, but did not answer.

Lao Lei sighed: "The eye circles are always red, and they are still pretending to be in front of me, stupidly." ”

"You're not stupid, you're sick and dragged on until now."

A trace of remorse appeared on Lao Lei's face. "Usually there are some minor illnesses and pains, and I didn't know it was so serious, otherwise I would have come early." He looked at Ji Fan, "Don't you do this, okay?" Now that cancer is not terminal, I checked it, and the hope of my cure is quite high, and my willpower can definitely overcome it. ”

Ji Fan nodded, "Well, I believe you." ”

Lao Lei glanced at him, "Ji Fan, thank you for coming back." ”

"Don't have such a big face."

Lao Lei smiled, "Don't come to the hospital in the future, you're going to start to be busy, bah, bah...... Busy flying. ”

When it came to this topic, he explained some problems at work again, and then told again, "Don't tell the people in the unit about me first." ”

"Hmm."

"I won't be able to work for at least two years, and I'll leave it to you anyway."

Ji Fan said "um" again, and said very flatly: "Don't worry." ”

It was almost eleven o'clock when he got home, Ji Fan walked to the sofa and sat down, feeling tired from the bottom of his heart.

The phone rang, it was Liu Ming's.

"Ji Fan, look at the class group."

Ji Fan clicked on the buckle, and Liu Ming said: "See, what I just posted, it's all being hotly discussed, what's going on?" ”

A classmate posted a video, and the video was the process of painting, and of course, Ji Fan.

Liu Ming gritted his teeth a little at the other end, "Looking up at the seven stars, it is the popular star Lin Qixi, this is what you said, you can see it everywhere on the street?" ”

He hadn't thought of Lin Qixi for a while, but so many people liked to mention her.

The high school group, the college group, always see them beating and discussing.

He clearly didn't want to hear her name, but when they mentioned her, his heart seemed to welcome her.

Perhaps because only this moment can he release the emotions of being imprisoned.

Ji Fan raised his hand and turned off the lights in the office, in the darkness, he held the phone and said calmly and calmly: "Well, she is Lin Qixi, my high school classmate. ”

As he spoke, his eyes fell on Qixi, who was smiling at the camera.

The corners of his mouth curled involuntarily.

In the future, it may never be seen again.

Ji Fan fell into an unprecedented busyness.

The colleagues in the institute have long been accustomed to the overtime method of "white plus black" and "six plus one", but it is still a little shocking to see him fully dedicated.

When he came out of the laboratory, his colleague couldn't help but persuade him: "Take it easy, don't toss into the hospital like Lao Lei." ”

My colleague knew that Lao Lei was sick, but he didn't know the real condition.

"It's okay, I know what to expect."

He certainly doesn't joke with his body.

After returning to the institute, his life became even more regular than before.

In the past, he would forget to sleep and eat with Lao Lei from time to time, but now he eats and rests on time and exercises and fitness.

He keeps his schedule tight and tight, leaves no gaps, and then executes it strictly.

"Anyway, you haven't taken dozens of days off, right?" Colleague said.

"How?"

"After coming back, it's like a divine help, one, two, three, four, five, and the points that were stuck before have been solved. Ji Fan, you are so motivated, do you want to take advantage of Lao Guan's hospitalization to seek to usurp the throne? ”

Ji Fan smiled, "You can get out." ”

The colleague rolled out, but he stood still, sneering at himself.

Why did he keep himself so busy?

The real reason is only clear to him.

Yu Man sent him a message for the first time in his life.

Her message was straightforward: "Is there time?" Come out and meet up?"

Glancing at the information, Ji Fan put away his phone indifferently.

When he came back, it was probably Liu Ming's big mouth.

Ji Fan's residence was not far from his unit, and he walked back, but there was a figure standing at his door.

Yu Man stood at his door wearing a thin cashmere coat, his whole body was carefully cleaned up and untraced, and it seemed out of place with the relatively simple house.

He didn't expect her to wait for him here.

And Yu Man thought, she came here to find him, probably she was confused.

But even if she is obsessed, she must see Ji Fan at this moment.

Otherwise, the heart that has been burned since seeing the video cannot be calmed.

The tongue rusts because it talks too much, and the eyes rust because the dream is too small.

She has always felt that Ji Fan's dream of being a scientist is too unrealistic.

Scientists, heh, a job that doesn't earn money and doesn't flatter.

But Ji Fan said: "If you don't even have confidence in yourself, then you are really outdated." ”

He had always had a lot of faith in himself.

In the past, the most personal love was that after separation, she lived herself as that person.

At that time, she supported his dreams and cooperated with him because she liked him.

But......

A bustling city is the most intolerant of people who are not practical.

It doesn't matter where you come from, it doesn't matter where you are going, you can find a reason to live, just to live better.

The so-called heart is determined, only focus on doing things.

So, she broke up with him, and from then on she only focused on work.

But I heard Liu Ming inadvertently say that Miss Lin and Ji Fan had a painting competition together.

Yu Man, who was in F City, naturally didn't watch the live broadcast.

Miss Lin, she doubted, was it her?

But how is this possible?

How could Ji Fan get involved with her, he never liked her.

For Qixi, Yu Man has always had a subtle emotion.

When she was in junior high school, she was the real proud girl of the sky, the smartest and the most beautiful, but in high school, there was a girl in the class who was more beautiful than her and popular, and it was difficult for Yu Man not to have some ideas.

But fortunately, her grades are better than hers, and fortunately, she confessed to the boy she also liked and failed.

So later, she successfully confessed to Ji Fan in college, and told her high school colleagues who had not been in touch for a long time as soon as possible.

She knew she was gossipy and would tell everyone in her high school class.

At that time, in addition to the joy of her long-cherished wish being fulfilled, she also doubled her happiness when she thought of Lin Qixi, who failed to confess.

But a few years later, Ji Fan was with Lin Qixi?

They painted together and appeared in public with a high profile......

Yu Man couldn't sleep all night.

It can be anyone, but how can it be Lin Qixi.

Is it because she's a star today?

It's ridiculous.

She turned her head to look at it consciously, only to see Ji Fan walking slowly.

The coat on his body is not high-end, but he was born with a hanger there, and no matter how ordinary he wears, he is tall and tall.

A few girls passed by, looking at him from time to time, he didn't realize that in his infatuation with him when he was young, this is probably a plus, so many people like boys......

In fact, in the early years, Yu Man never regretted breaking up with Ji Fan.

Why regret it? A man who can obviously get a high salary, but for the sake of his so-called ideals, trying to make the other party take on more family responsibilities is too naïve and selfish.

The high consumption in big cities will never be discounted because of his ideals, they are all born in ordinary families in third- and fourth-tier cities, how can they gain a foothold in such a big city if they don't work together?