Chapter 390: I don't want to be what I hate
"Cen Zheng, you know, I don't want to hear these explanations from you." Listening to Cen Zheng's words, he spoke unusually calmly.
The words of explanation were interrupted by Shenian, Cen Zheng looked at Shenian's cold expression, and only felt that something seemed to have happened in the time he left, at least Shenian's expression had changed a little bit now.
It was sad and sad just now, but now it seems like it doesn't matter.
She Nian looked at Cen Zheng, her eyes were very calm, it was impossible to say that her heart was like water at this moment, but compared to when Lin Mengyue came to make trouble before, she was really indifferent, whether it was because of Yi'er's consideration, or her own and Cen Zheng's later considerations.
A child who grew up in her original family is indeed much better than someone like her who appears halfway.
She can't be a stumbling block on Yi'er's recovery, nor can she become a junior who destroys other people's families, what she hates most in her life is the junior who destroys other people's families, no matter what, she can't be her own resentment.
"Actually, I'm still very confused, I only found out about Tang Yici's existence last night, before that, you should also know, who the child's biological mother is, I don't know at all, last night my mother called me back, for this matter, I did have a memory that was missing, Tang Yici was in that missing memory, and then I woke up and had a child, but who the child's mother was, no one told me." Cen Zheng looked at Shenian, his eyes were full of helplessness and irritability.
He couldn't understand this matter himself, and he couldn't accept it for a while, so he didn't force Shenian to understand him.
"So, since something has happened between you and Tang Yici, then you can't treat it as if it didn't happen, and you should be responsible for it, whether it's for the child or Tang Yici." She was more sensible, listening to Cen Zheng's explanation, she had no way to empathize, and she had no way to understand Cen Zheng, so she could only say that.
"I didn't deny it, but I was a complete stranger to her, and I had no feelings, how could I live with a stranger in the rest of my life, you tell me?" Cen Zheng knew that she was angry, but she didn't expect her to say this, according to the meaning of her words, did she want to accept Tang Yici by herself and take Cen Muyi and Tang Yici to live together?
"Cen Zheng, this is your life, how can I tell you what to do?" Listening to Cen Zheng's rhetorical question, she only felt a little funny, but at the moment she couldn't laugh at all.
She understands Cen Zheng's helplessness and entanglement, how much struggle and pain he has in his heart, how uncomfortable she is at the moment, but what can be done, what happened cannot be changed, and Lin Mengyue is such a situation, if Cen Zheng disobeys her again, and really dies because of this, then Cen Zheng will really have to bear the infamy, and he will live in self-blame and guilt in the future.
She really didn't want to see Cen Zheng like this.
And she has to leave here after all, so take advantage of this matter, maybe this is also the opportunity God gave her.
There are too many reluctances and pains in the heart, but it is also unusually sober, and at this time it is necessary to make a decision, and it is also necessary to avoid chaos in the future.
Cen Zheng knew that the question he asked just now was a little ridiculous, but apart from saying this, he didn't know how to talk to Shenian, this matter was like a bolt from the blue to him, when he was planning all kinds of bright future with Shenian.
Suddenly there was such a woman, she was the love of his time, they conceived a child, this woman's appearance brought all his planned future plans, and the mother's serious illness and stubbornness made everything fall apart.
He thinks he is strong and determined enough, but when faced with this kind of thing, he still panics and doesn't know what to do when faced with the disappointment of sacrificing his thoughts and the idea of wanting to separate and completely cut off everything.
But Cen Zheng didn't know that when he was planning a bright future between him and Shenian, Shenian was also planning to leave him.
Such irony will only make Cen Zheng more distressed.
"I'm sorry, I'm a little out of control. But I hope you can give me a little time, and trust me, I'll take care of these things. Cen Zheng stretched out his hand to stroke his forehead, looked at her Nian a little tiredly, and said.
She Nian believed Cen Zheng, but she didn't have time to wait any longer, after twelve o'clock tonight, she had to leave here with Yun Yi, she still had some things to do, and she couldn't continue to stay.
"Cen Zheng, even if you don't want Tang Yici to be a person, you should think about Yi'er, how important the original family is to a child with autism, you should be invited out." She clenched her fists unconsciously, and her voice was deep.
But when she said this, the pain in her heart felt as if she was going to tear her whole heart apart.
"What about you, what about me? Don't I need to think about us? Children can be healed just as much as we are, and believe me, children like you more than a strange mother. Hearing Shenian say this, Cen Zheng's heart was very flustered, and he had a feeling that Shenian was ready to leave him.
"Shenian, you have responded to me, but you want to leave me at such a time? Do you think that with my ability, I can't handle these things well? Cen Zheng's rhetorical question about the idea of leaving, was very painful in his heart.
She Nian knew that Cen Zheng's ability was to handle these things, but she didn't have time to wait.
"I responded to you, but I don't want to be a junior, you won't understand how hateful a mistress is!"
If it weren't for Xiao San's insertion, her family would not have been broken, and her mother and younger brother would not have died in a car accident, all of this started with Xiao San, how could she become the appearance she hated the most.
"You are not a junior, there is not even a marriage contract between me and Tang Yici, I will compensate her, give her an explanation, believe me." Hearing Shenian say this, Cen Zheng stretched out his hand and grabbed Shenian's hand, and spoke very anxiously.
The more determined his eyes were, the more uneasy he became.
"The Tang family won't let you go." She Nian spoke softly, although she didn't know how powerful the Tang family was, but a big family that was almost on an equal footing with the Yun family, how could she easily get it, not to mention that the most important thing for this kind of big family was face.
If Cen Zheng completely offended the Tang family because of this incident, and the Tang family and Yun Yi joined forces to deal with Cen Zheng, then Cen Zheng really had no room to turn over......
No matter what, she can't let Cen Zheng end up like that!
"As long as you believe me, I can solve the rest." But he didn't care about the worries that he thought in his heart, and at the moment he just hoped that he wouldn't leave his side and not give up on him.
She looked at Cen Zheng helplessly, she always knew that she had a lot of weight in Cen Zheng's heart, but she didn't know that he would care about herself so much, she didn't even care about these things for herself, and she also wanted to have Cen Zheng's courage.
I also want to be like Cen Zheng, desperate for the other party, but she is carrying too heavy a burden, and she has no way to be selfish and let Cen Zheng lose everything because of herself.
This danger of having a tiger in front and a wolf in the back should not be attacked by Cen Zheng.
"Cen Zheng, some things don't have to come according to what you think, and we are destined to have no part in it." She Nian looked at Cen Zheng with gloomy eyes, although she was reluctant but resolute enough.
Just when Cen Zheng still wanted something, a flirtatious voice came.
"Yo, it's been such a time, brother, why do you still have the heart to fight with a woman like this?"
Hearing this voice, both Shan Nian and Cen Zheng looked towards the place where the sound came from.
Cen Zheng's arrival shows that the things that Yun Yi is looking forward to and want to see have begun to happen......
Cen Ran walked slowly to the side of Shenian and Cen Zheng, at this moment, Cen Zheng did not have the spirit and cold appearance of the past, he had a little more of the atmosphere of fireworks in the world, and his helpless and frustrated expression made Cen Ran very happy in his heart.
After all, after Cen Zheng knows what is going on later, he will definitely be devastated by the blow!
"It's none of your business." Cen Zheng spoke coldly.
He naturally found that there was something wrong with Cen Ran's attitude, but he was also quiet.
Hearing Cen Zheng say this, Cen Ran hooked his lips very disdainfully and smiled: "How can it have nothing to do with me, everything here has something to do with me, brother, you are really funny." ”
"Cen Ran, I don't have time to listen to your nonsense right now." At this time, Cen Zheng really doesn't have any intention to talk nonsense with Cen Ran, everything today is already chaotic enough, if Cen Ran comes to add fuel to the fire at this time, he will definitely not be able to spare him.
"I'm not talking nonsense, my brother is busy fighting with Nian every day, naturally I don't know, at present, most of the shareholders of the Cen family support me to inherit the Cen family, which means that now the control of the Cen family is already in my hands, and everyone agrees to expel the president of the Cen family, that is, the old brother!" Cen Ran shrugged helplessly, and said very easily.
After Cen Ran's words were finished, there was silence for a few seconds, and even the sound of breathing became very soft.
She Nian didn't expect things to develop to such a point, and she didn't know what kind of means Yun Yi used to allow Cen Ran to get the support of most of Cen Ran's shareholders.
It was easy to fire a president and dismiss him, how could it be so easy, but Cen Ran's expression didn't look like a lie, what kind of method did Yun Yi use......
She Nian's eyes looked around a little flustered, Yun Yi was standing not far away, and found that when She Nian looked at him, he raised his hand to greet him with a gentle smile, and motioned for She Nian to go over to him.