Chapter 194: Regret

Mother Liu sighed, and her voice sounded lighter than before. It didn't take long for the curtains in the room to be opened.

Yang Qingyun stood in place, and suddenly raised her feet and walked behind the screen. Mother Liu was about to help Zhao up and change clothes, but the latter saw people first with sharp eyes, and immediately smiled, "Sister Yun, you wait for me outside first, I'm unkempt, how can I see people?" It won't make you wait too long, and it will be fine soon. ”

Yang Qingyun looked at Zhao's current appearance, and was a little sad.

The Zhao family is actually not very outstanding, but he is gentle and virtuous. Although he doesn't have a stunning face, he has always paid great attention to maintenance and looks very young; Although the figure is not very plump, it is good-looking and graceful.

And now, in just ten days, her whole body has lost a lot of weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. The smooth and fair face in the past has been eclipsed now, and it has sunk a lot.

The white undershirt on his body looks big, and under the clothes, it may be as Liu's mother said, there are really not a few taels of meat.

"When is it, and what is my mother still worried about?" Yang Qingyun's attitude softened in the end, she let Zhao lie back, but Zhao's hand reached over and held Yang Qingyun.

Yang Qingyun looked down, the bone joints of that hand protruded terribly, and he really didn't feel any flesh when he grabbed it in his hand.

Yang Qingyun frowned, "...... I know it's hit you hard, but you can't go on like this, you have to get better soon. The Hou Mansion has been in chaos for a while, and now it is Aunt Xiao who is on top first, but she has no experience in running a family, and many things are still groping, this family can't leave you. ”

Zhao stared at her, and there seemed to be some light in his eyes, "Sister Yun'er, is this true?" ”

Yang Qingyun didn't think about it, "This is nature. ”

Compared with Yang Siyi, the Zhao family was actually persecuted most of the time, and in the end they were abandoned by their own children, which is actually very sad.

Embarking on this road of no return, she can't refuse. But after the defeat, she was the one who was sacrificed again.

This kind of life is already very bad, Yang Qingyun is not happy in the face of such a poor person.

"Madam, good manner, why are you crying? The third girl is still there, didn't you say before that it would be best if you could see the third girl, but now that you are here, you can't let the third girl worry. ”

The words in his ears brought Yang Qingyun's consciousness back into place, and when he looked up again, he really saw Zhao's tears rippling.

Liu's mother was very anxious when she saw Zhao crying, and comforted her softly; The latter could see that he wanted to clean up his emotions, but probably because he hadn't found an outlet these days, this cry was out of control.

Zhao apologized while crying, "...... I've been thinking about all this mess these days, and I'm always regretting what I did, which is why I'm in this situation. After so many years, the most unbearable thing is Qingyu, and then you, whether you can forgive me or not, I have to say I'm sorry. I know this may not be of much use to you, but what can be done? I don't have anything, that's what I can give. ”

She suddenly raised her head and looked at Yang Qingyun, her eyes were stoic and cautious, "I heard that the knife killed you for a long time, if it weren't for the timely arrival of the Ning Divine Doctor in the palace, I am afraid that I will not be able to return to the sky." I'm scared just thinking about it, but I'm glad you saved it, otherwise I really don't know how to end up. ”

Yang Qingyun immediately understood that what Zhao was talking about was the place where he was 'stabbed' by Yang Siyi in Mingyue Lake, and he didn't say anything about it. She didn't say anything for a while, and Zhao began to think more, and there were tears faintly shining in her eyes, "I didn't know that something like that would happen, Sister Yi said that she would grasp the measure." I thought that even if things were not good for you, because of Hou Ye's favoritism towards you, you would be scolded at most, and life would not be bad after all. But I didn't expect that Sister Yi would do something to you and almost kill you...... I don't have anything to say about what happened now, it's all retribution, if it weren't for our greed, we wouldn't have fallen to this point, everything is our own fault. ”

When she said it to the end, her face calmed down, and even a faint smile appeared on her lips.

Yang Qingyun saw that her state was indeed different, and unconsciously whispered to reassure, "Everything is over, and it's useless to say this." You should take care of your body first, even if you want to atone for your sins, you must get better first, right? ”

Zhao's smile made her a little frightened, and she always felt that she didn't want to live, as if she had survived until now, just to say sorry to her personally.

Yang Qingyun thought for a while, and added: "Besides, Jinrong is still young. ”

The meaning she expressed was very tactful, and Mother Liu on the side heard the meaning of her words, and the eyes cast over were very grateful.

Zhao nodded, "Yes, Jin Rong is still young, and he still has time to teach ...... well" She said as she spoke, revealing fatigue, as if she had lost her energy all of a sudden.

Yang Qingyun didn't bother anymore, and after talking to Zhao again, he got up to leave.

Zhao smiled, his eyes were very clear.

Liu's mother sent Yang Qingyun out of the house, and when she stood at the door, Yang Qingyun recalled Zhao's various performances, and she always felt unsteady.

Mother Liu on the side was probably used to it, and she didn't feel anything. But because Zhao spoke and smiled, she was in a very surging mood.

"Third girl, don't you know, since Madame returned to Ronghua Garden, she has hardly spoken much, and the old slave can't make up ways to tease her, let alone laugh. Now that you are here, Madame is in a good mood, chattering with you non-stop, and the whole person is also much more energetic, and the old slave is really happy to look at it. As she spoke, she thanked Yang Qingyun again, "...... The third girl is a kind one, and Madame saw that you didn't blame her much, and maybe she was in a better mood in the future, and her body could be slowly healed. Thank you for what you said to Madame, whether it was coaxing her or sincerely, the old slave thanked her in advance, she really can't withstand any blows now. ”

Yang Qingyun understood Liu's mother's mood and told her that you were welcome.

"She is the mother of the Hou Mansion after all, and if she collapses, it will not be good for anyone." When she said this, Yang Qingyun glanced at the room behind her uneasily, and said, "Mother seems to have a problem with her mental state, you must spend more time on her." She was hit hard, and I'm afraid she'll have some thoughts that she shouldn't have. If there is anything unusual, you can send someone to inform me immediately, and if there is a shortage of people, tell me, and I will send a few of them. ”

Mother Liu responded and swore an oath: "Third girl, rest assured, the old slave will not let Mrs. do anything stupid." ”