Chapter 186: Surprised
Lin Moyan was surprised for a while, thinking that Song Titi's boyfriend wouldn't be in it. Just thinking about it, Song Titi stood up and smiled at him, pulling him to leave, "Let's go, it's too noisy here, let's go somewhere else." ”
Lin Moyan smiled and nodded, as long as I can be with you, I will feel happy wherever I go, he thought silently in his heart, the dullness of the past few days seemed to have disappeared at the moment he saw Song Titi, and was replaced by joy and happiness.
Following Song Titi, I don't know why, I always feel a faint sadness in her back, you must know that Song Titi is usually giggling, but she hasn't met for a while, how did she become like this.
Lin Moyan thought silently, if you are not happy by his side, I will snatch you over, and I am about to blurt it out.
The two of them slowly walked to a bustling street, and on such a night with a strong winter atmosphere, Lin Moyan had a feeling of walking with his beloved. He turned his head and saw that Song Titi was only wearing a thin piece of wool, and the whole person was already shivering from the cold.
He hurriedly took off his coat and prepared to help her put it on, Song Titi felt that it was not good to wear another man's coat, and just wanted to refuse, she heard Lin Moyan whisper, "If you don't want to freeze to death on the street, just put it on." ”
Song Titi had to let him help him put it on, and it was really warmer. The clothes are all smells that belong to him, and Song Titi's mood is very complicated, with a faint sense of guilt and a feeling of being very happy. It's like stealing candy and eating it when you were a kid. She suddenly burst into laughter, confusing Lin Moyan.
"What's wrong with you?" Lin Moyan looked at her and laughed.
Song Titi shook her head, and quickly regained that sad expression.
Suddenly, Lin Moyan stood still, walked in front of Song Titi, stretched out his hand and raised the corners of her mouth up, and said in Song Titi's surprised eyes, "Song Titi, although I don't know what happened but I just want to make you happy, after so long, you should also know what I mean to you, if your current boyfriend can't give you happiness, then I can't sit idly by." Can you tell me what's going on, I don't want to look at you like this, I hope you can be okay, let the former Song Titi come back. ”
After listening to his words, Song Titi was teary-eyed, she shook her head, "No, Lin Moyan, it's all my own business, I know you are kind, but it's all my own decision, what the result is, I should bear it alone, I can't be so selfish, because I can't bear this kind of pain, I will pull you in, you have your life, I also have mine, we are two completely different lives, but I am really happy to have a friend like you." ”
Song Titi didn't dare to go to the party, more because she didn't dare to let all her friends see her like this and worry, yes, she made her own decision, but she didn't have a good time at all, her efforts were not rewarded, but this was more like a punishment from God, looking at Lin Moyan in front of her, all the grievances and helplessness suddenly came to her heart, and his concern made her even more at a loss. But his gentleness could not be accepted by himself.
Lin Moyan put his hands on her shoulders and lowered his voice, "Song Titi, look at what you look like now, where is the previous Song Titi, you should be a happy, lively and cheerful girl, not sullen all day because of these messy things, it's not like you at all." ”
Song Titi's tears couldn't hold back, she snorted, "But what can I do, this is the path I chose myself, crying and going to finish it alone, I have been waiting, waiting for the day when he can turn back, but I seem to be wrong, he only has himself in his eyes, as if my efforts are taken for granted." ”
These days, Song Titi hides all these grievances in the depths of her heart, not wanting others to find out, but more because she doesn't want others to find out her embarrassment and ridiculousness. How firm the choice was at the beginning, how sad it is now.
"But how can he do that, he never took into account my feelings, he doesn't know how much courage I used to be with him, but he is disdainful of everything about me, he is too much, how can he be like this, Lin Moyan, can you tell me what he thinks." Song Titi suddenly cried bitterly, which was completely different from her previous calmness.
At this moment, all of Song Titi's seemingly strong shells were shattered, and all that was left was the fragility of her heart, in fact, she was not strong at all, and she would hurt her fragile heart if she was not careful, but she persevered for so long, and she supported herself for so long.
Lin Moyan felt a pain in his heart, stepped forward and hugged her into his arms, wanting to give her a place to talk, his eyes were also red, "Silly girl, sometimes you have to know how to give up, if that person makes you unhappy, you have to make some choices to see if what you do is worth it." A person like you carries everything, and all the friends around you will be sad when they see it. I will too, so you can take good care of yourself, be back to your old self, you just need to be responsible and happy. ”
Song Titi felt Lin Moyan's temperature, didn't have any more worries, and cried in his arms, she didn't know how she spent these days, and she didn't want to experience the feeling of gain and loss in her life. Let her indulge this time, just this time, after crying, she has to pretend to be strong, and she has to act in front of everyone, so that everyone thinks she is doing well.
Thinking of this, she felt that there seemed to be no hope in life, life seemed to be nothing more than that, and there seemed to be no light in front of her. She could feel Lin Moyan stretch out her hand and slowly reach out and pat her back to comfort herself, and for a moment, she felt a warmth in her heart.
"Can you tell me how he treated you and why he made you like this, okay?" Lin Moyan hopes that he can help her share these unhappiness and sadness.
Song Titi turned from crying to sobbing in his arms, she felt that this was not good, and planned to get up from his arms, but she was hugged by him again, "It's okay, you can cry a little longer, just because I'm a doll, I can accept your tears, and I will be a good listener." ”
Song Titi smiled slightly, she said sullenly, "Don't worry, I've gotten a lot better, sure enough, I've been holding back for too long, it's much better to cry like this, thank you, Lin Moyan, you can always come to me when I need it, I really thank you, no matter what time you firmly tell me to be happy." ”
Her words came from the bottom of her heart, and at this moment, there was no difference between them of the opposite sex, just like friends, one comforting the other.
Lin Moyan nodded, knowing that she didn't want to talk about her own things, so she didn't press her again, "Did you not eat well at night, will I take you to dinner?" ”
The two of them were talking, and suddenly a drunk man came over, his tone was not very friendly, "Oh roar, Song Titi, you can do this, you hooked up with a little white face so quickly, and you are still crying at me all day long, it seems that you are all pretending, saying that I am not serious and not doing my job properly, and you yourself are not a good thing." ”
When Lin Moyan heard the first sentence, he frowned, subconsciously protected Song Titi behind him, and when he looked at it, the man in front of him didn't look like a person to mess with, only to see that his cheeks were red, obviously he had just drunk wine, and he was holding a woman with heavy makeup in his hands, obviously just coming out of the bar.
Song Titi's face instantly became bad, and she looked at the two people in front of her coldly, her hands were clenched tightly, and she didn't realize that she was still clutching Lin Moyan's clothes.
In the next second, Lin Moyan had already held her hand, as if comforting, and her heart softened instantly.
"Brother, who is this woman, so ugly, not good-looking, and her expression is so ugly." The delicate voice of the woman with heavy makeup came, which made Song Titi feel particularly harsh, she sneered, "Sister, let me tell you who I am," as she spoke, she stepped forward and slapped the woman, the movement was too fast, and everyone was stunned in place, "The man next to you is my boyfriend, do you know now?" ”
Song Titi held back her tears, for so long, she knew that Yang Yulong was messing around outside, but this was the first time she bumped into her, and her heart still hurt a little. She stared coldly at the man in front of her, but there was no trace of panic on his face, but anger and disgust.
"Brother, look, she beats me." The woman's disgusting voice came again.
Yang Yulong looked disgusted, and reached out to push her away in the next second, but fortunately she was caught by Lin Moyan, Song Titi only felt that the world was spinning for a while, and the most painful place was her heart. He actually hurt people like this for a person she just met, how could she not feel cold.
"Are you alright?" Lin Moyan held her tightly in his arms, at this moment, he had already made up his mind, no matter what he wanted, whether Song Titi wanted to or not, he would put her by his side, and never let others hurt her again, he had already decided not to make Song Titi sad again.
Song Titi shook her head, with a bitter expression. Apparently already heartbroken.
Lin Moyan stood in front of her and wanted to beat the man in front of him hard, but he couldn't do this, which would only make Song Titi even more sad.
Yang Yulong looked at him not to be outdone, "Why do you look at me with such eyes, I really don't understand how you fall in love with a woman like Song Titi, there is no femininity, only anger, no fun, and ah, in addition to complaining all day long, it is unlucky to talk about people, if you take a fancy to her, there is no good result, I advise you, it is better to stay away from her as soon as possible." Don't end up being like me and just going outside to have fun. ”