Chapter 228: What it looks like in memory

Time flies, and it is already three days later, and she can't remember much of the gossip after being drunk that day, but the words that brought her to Bizhou three days later were like a seed deeply rooted in her heart, which had already taken root and sprouted deeply, growing crazy day and night, as if those three days were like years, counting the days every day, and even hoping that it would grow a pair of wings, and fly directly from this day to that day, sometimes even she didn't know why she suddenly had a problem three days later, There will be so much hope and expectation.

It's like there is a question that has been lingering in his heart, whether he thinks about things or people, or because of people.

"Knock knock! Just as she was thinking, a sudden knock on the door made her quickly come back to her senses and turn to open the door.

The door of "Squeak ......" was opened, and it was Yang Zhe who was standing at the door, only to see that he had already packed his bags and was carrying a box in his hand, it seemed that he was here to ask her to go to Bizhou together.

As soon as Yang Zhe saw Mo Xiaoxiao, he said: "I thought you hadn't gotten up yet, it turned out that you had already gotten up, so let's leave now without further ado, and we have to go to the living room to say goodbye to my aunt, have you cleaned up?" ”

Mo Xiaoxiao looked absent-minded, as if she had something on her mind: "I, I don't have anything to clean up, just just change my clothes, but I don't know if my mother will allow me to go with you, are you confident that you can do it?" ”

Yang Zhe gently touched her head and said gently: "Don't worry, I have already mentioned to her before, she will not be uneasy with me by your side, why do you look a little unhappy, isn't this a thing that makes you happy?" How does it look that the mind is heavy and absent-minded! ”

Mo Xiaoxiao smiled as if she didn't have anything to hide her emotions: "No, it may be that I didn't sleep last night." ”

"Okay, if you don't have a good rest, go to the boat to rest, then I'll wait for you in the living room, you hurry up!" Yang Zhe said softly.

"Well, good!" Mo Xiaoxiao nodded in agreement. As soon as the words fell, Yang Zhe left with a relaxed face.

Yang Zhe and Lin Yushu waited in the living room for a while, and Mo Xiaoxiao slowly walked in from the door.

"Mother, brother, I'm sorry to keep you waiting." Mo Xiaoxiao seemed to have drawn a light makeup to make her mental temperament look a little better, wearing a light-colored dress, but she still couldn't hide the haggard on her face.

Lin Yushu looked at him again, looked up at Mo Xiaoxiao again, and said seriously: "Xiao Yu, why did you come here for so long?" I've been waiting for you for a long time, you and Ah Zhe went to Bizhou this time, Ah Zhe has already told me that he will take good care of you, but you can't be naughty, you have to remember that your brother is like a father, and you have to listen to him when you are outside. ”

"Well, mother, I know!" Mo Xiaoxiao nodded lightly.

Seeing her preoccupied appearance, Lin Yushu took her hand and said to her gently, "Why don't you look happy at all?" If you really don't want to go, you can also go, it's a long way to go, bumpy and tiring all the way, can your body stand it? If you don't want to go, just stay at home, and talk to me anyway! ”

Mo Xiaoxiao listened to her words, and hurriedly pulled out a smile: "It's okay mother, I just didn't have a good rest last night, in order not to delay the time, let's go now, mother, don't worry about me, don't worry about you when we went before, you have to take good care of your body at home, I heard my brother say that it may take a month to go, but we will come back before the New Year." ”

"That's good, remember to listen to my brother, if it weren't for being with him, I wouldn't agree with you to go out alone! Then without further ado, let's go now, and remember to pay more attention to safety along the way! Lin Yushu said with a peaceful face, and there seemed to be some reluctance in her eyes.

Yang Zhe nodded lightly: "Well, then aunt, we will set off, you take care of yourself at home, I will definitely take good care of Sister Xiao Yu." ”

After saying a simple goodbye to Lin Yushu, the two walked out together and walked towards the dock.

Two days later, the two arrived at the pier in Bizhou by boat, the pier was as crowded as ever, and the endless crowd was mixed with all kinds of strange smells.

The boat has already arrived at the shore, Mo Xiaoxiao stood at the bow of the boat thoughtfully, her eyes were dull, her expression was in a trance, she just looked at the clear water and blue waves under her feet indifferently, and did not notice that she had reached the other side, Yang Zhe lifted her suitcase and was about to walk to the shore, but suddenly turned around and found that she was still standing like that, unmoved, which made him very curious, and turned around again, and did not respond even to call her a few times, until she patted her shoulder, she woke up like a dream.

"What do you think, I called you a few times just now, but you didn't answer, we've already arrived at the disembarkation! How do I look at your absent-minded appearance, it can't be that you have something on your mind, look at the way you have been stunned for the past two days, what else is on your mind when you have come? Yang Zhe smiled shallowly at her.

Mo Xiaoxiao turned around and pretended to be casual, with a vague smile on the corner of her mouth: "It's nothing, it may be that the wind on the boat is relatively strong, and my mind is a little dizzy and a little seasick!" ”

Yang Zhe touched her head dotingly and said gently: "Okay, then let's go now, we have arrived, go back and have a good rest later!" ”

The two of them carried their luggage, stepped on the old deck and got off the boat, and poured into the crowd, the streets were noisy and busy, and people came and went, pouring into the bustling crowd, trying to cover up the sorrow in their hearts.

As the two walked, Mo Xiaoxiao suddenly turned his head and found that this road was so familiar, and suddenly remembered that this road he had indeed come, and it seemed to be the road leading to the He family......

Mo Xiaoxiao's original absent-minded appearance suddenly lifted his spirits, and suddenly turned back to him and asked, "Didn't you say that you would go directly to the warehouse of your own wharf?" How did you bring me here? ”

Yang Zhe showed a shallow smile at this time, and was silent for a moment before saying: "It's you who want to come here, not that I have to bring you here, besides, didn't you want to come here when you accompanied me to Bizhou?" There's Sydney Spring here, but not at the pier! ”

When he said the three words of Sydney Spring, his tone was extremely different, as if he was deliberately recognizing something, which made her feel shocked, as if she had been guessed by someone, and wanted to refute it, but she wanted to say it and stopped saying anything.

At this moment, it is the midwinter weather, there is a gray patch everywhere, even the stone road on the ground is full of cold, the dead trees that have lost their leaves on the side of the road stretch out their crooked branches, like the skinny hands of the old man, stretching out aimlessly towards the sky, and there are gusts of cool breeze in the air from time to time, blowing the only little body temperature left on people's bodies, Mo Xiaoxiao's thoughts are extremely chaotic, like a dead leaf that has been blown by the wind and rolled up on the ground, and it has been trampled to sparsely, and finally scattered into mud.

This road is very familiar to her, those yesterday's times seem to be vivid, so that she remembers it vividly, as if it just happened yesterday, she still remembers, when the He family suffered a catastrophe, she still chose to stand behind him without hesitation, although the strength is weak, but she has been supporting his remaining will, the He family's former description and prosperity step by step, to the present day the people and guests are scattered and no one cares, for her is just a dream, no matter what, the He family is always the infinite scenery of the He family in his eyes.

This road is extremely remote, not the rich courtyard of the He family in the past, but a dilapidated courtyard, a miserable and cold courtyard in the suburbs, but whenever she walks into this road, her heart will always surge, I don't know whether it is nostalgia or regret.

All the way over, her thoughts were like a mess, she had been twisted in her heart, unable to extricate herself, so that she had walked to the door, she hadn't reacted yet, if Yang Zhe hadn't called her a few times, I'm afraid she would have walked through.

Yang Zhe patted him lightly on the shoulder and said calmly: "We have arrived, don't think too much, the past is over, now we don't think about the past, you don't have to think too much." ”

Mo Xiaoxiao came back to his senses at this time, raised his head and looked at the tattered door, with the ancient gate, there were already many cracks, and those cold winds took the opportunity to drill in, and the wind slapped the door with a gurgling sound, like a seriously ill person moaning in pain, in addition to desolation or desolation, which made people feel a sense of pathos from their hearts.

"Let's go in, I remember the first time I came, it was a night like this, but I drank a lot of wine that day, and you helped me in, I don't know if you remember!" Yang Zhe said calmly.

Mo Xiaoxiao hesitated a little: "Well, I naturally remember, but let's go in like this abruptly, is it really good......

"What's wrong, you don't have to worry, you just need to remember that everything in it, including people and things, is what you remember, it has never changed, what has changed is only your own heart." Yang Zhe said indifferently, and pushed the door open.

The door was pushed open, and it was still the same yard that couldn't be more desolate, overgrown with weeds and fallen leaves, and he remembered the last time he had taken care of it, probably two years ago, when everything was still there, including those who had been lost.

The two walked into the courtyard, through the courtyard can see the inner room, dimly through a layer of hazy light, the smell of fireworks in the dilapidated windows, even so, still can't hide the desolation, just like in the desert inaccessible, walking alone looking up and looking back, all you see is yellow sand everywhere, a barren.

The room seemed to be lit up, but it was dim and lacking some life.

"Let's go, let's go in, the temperature at this time is the lowest, it's quite cold outside, although it's not as good as at home, but I believe here, you are still used to living!" Yang Zhe teased her.