Chapter 195: Drinking to Kill Sorrows
"Okay, let's not talk about those things, let's eat quickly, the dishes are almost cold."
Today is his birthday, and Yao Daqiang doesn't want to block himself, so he put aside the topic just now, and just talks about some parents.
When dinner was over, Fu Juan looked down at the time, seeing that it was already nine o'clock, if he didn't go home again, I was afraid that the family should be worried.
She got up and looked at everyone: "Uncle, Sister Yao, Brother Yichen, it's not too early now, I'll go back first." ”
Yao Mengna was a little worried about Fu Juan, "Why don't I send you back." ”
Yao Yichen was in a bad mood, he didn't want to stay here anymore to make himself uncomfortable, so he took the initiative to say: "I'll send her back, both of you are girls, how can I rest assured." ”
"That's fine, Wanwan, you're okay, right?"
Yao Mengna asked Fu Juan's opinion, Fu Juan was naturally fine, and she couldn't wait for Yao Yichen to send her home, so that the two of them would have a chance to be alone.
Fu Juan held the handbag strap tightly, and his nerves were still a little nervous, "I'm fine, I'm just afraid of troublesome Brother Yichen." ”
The birthday dinner was also finished, and Yao Daqiang didn't want to see Yao Yichen again, "What's the trouble here, you think too much, or he will go home in a while." ”
Listening to Yao Daqiang's words, Yao Yichen's heart was very uncomfortable, especially the sentence "He will go home in a while", he never took the initiative to leave Yao Yichen at home for the night.
But as everyone knows, Yao Yichen has regarded it as his home since he was a child, and the reason why he is looking for an apartment outside is also a helpless thing.
After so many years, Yao Yichen didn't care about what he said this time, covering up the sadness in his heart, and pretending to be casual: "Yes, I'll go home in a while, and I'll send you home just to go for a ride." ”
"Let's go."
So, Yao Yichen and Fu Juan left here.
In the car, Fu Juan also secretly squinted at Yao Yichen, she pursed her lips lightly, she didn't know whether to say it or not, but she was still very worried about him in her heart, and she couldn't bear it: "Brother Yichen, Uncle Yao is very sad about your heart." ”
Suddenly, hearing Fu Juan mention this matter, Yao Yichen frowned at first, but soon, he pretended to be casual again, "I'm used to it, he hasn't always been like this for so many years, and today is good, because of you, give me a good look." ”
Hearing Yao Yichen's words, Fu Juan's heart was faintly unpleasant, "Brother Yichen, why did Uncle Yao treat you like this." ”
Yao Yichen hesitated for a long time, and after thinking of this reason, he suddenly sneered, "Why?" ”
Yao Yichen knew this reason very well, but he didn't want to talk to anyone, including himself.
"How can there be so many whys, if you don't like it, you don't like it, maybe there is no father-son relationship between the two of us."
Fu Juan still felt that something was wrong, "No, don't parents treat their children as the most important treasure, how could Uncle Yao ...... And I can see that he is still very good to Sister Yao. ”
She muttered in a low voice, although the voice was not loud, Yao Yichen could hear it clearly, "You are right, he is still very good to Menna, but he is ...... to me"
Seeing Yao Yichen's painful look, Fu Juan really didn't want to mention this matter, but Fu Juan knew that this matter was a tumor growing in Yao Yichen's heart, and if this tumor was not removed, Yao Yichen would definitely continue to suffer.
When facing Yao Yichen's matter, Fu Juan looked extremely mature, and slowly hooked his lips, "Brother Yichen, although I don't know what happened specifically, what I want to tell you is that some things can't be hidden in our hearts all the time, and we should find a way to solve them." ”
"If we put it in our hearts for too long, it will cause lesions, which will affect our mood and life, and even make our temperament change a lot, which is not worth it."
Yao Yichen listened carefully to Fu Juan's words, and really felt that it made sense, but he had been keeping this matter in his heart for a long time, from childhood to adulthood, it seemed that this matter was faintly painful in his heart every moment.
"Fu Juan, you're right, but it's already too late for me, the idea of growing up is ingrained and difficult to change, so don't try to change me."
After Yao Yichen finished speaking, Fu Juan glanced at him stupidly.
Yao Yichen probably felt Fu Juan's strange gaze, then turned his head and glanced at her lightly, seeing her serious face, Yao Yichen couldn't help laughing, "Okay, look at you girl, are you worried about me?" ”
"Yes, I'm just worried about you, I know your heart must be very painful, but I can't help you get rid of the pain, I'm really anxious."
Seeing Fu Juan's affectionate look, Yao Yichen took the opportunity to say: "If you really want to help me eliminate the pain, why don't you accompany me to the bar tonight, what do you think, it just so happens that I also want to find someone to accompany me." ”
Fu Juan thought of his family, and there was some hesitation, but after thinking about it, it was a great opportunity for the two of them to get along alone, and it was also an excellent opportunity to cultivate their feelings.
She didn't want to miss such an opportunity, so she agreed, "Okay, I'll accompany you to drink tonight." ”
"That's pretty much it, I'll take you to the private bar."
Soon, the two of them came to the bar, found a place to sit down, Yao Yichen drank several glasses of wine in succession without saying a word, Fu Juan looked very worried, "Brother Yichen, drink slowly, don't drink so quickly." ”
Yao Yichen now just wants to use alcohol to numb his nerves, "I don't need you to drink, you can accompany me by your side, when I was abroad before, I went out alone to borrow wine to kill my sorrows, and now it seems to be my honor to be accompanied by a little beauty like you." ”
Fu Juan also wanted to know more about him, "Brother Yichen, do you always go out to drink abroad, all because of this incident?" ”
In Yao Yichen's life, this matter has become a knot in his heart that he can't untie, he can do it like that, more straightforwardly, but he is unwilling to question his mother's innocence.
"Sort of, there is nothing in my work that makes me feel painful, and it can be said that nothing in my life can resist the pain that this incident brings me."
Fu Juan's heart was very sad, and he didn't know how to persuade him, "Drink as much as you want, I will stay sober and send you home." ”
Yao Yichen raised his wine glass and slammed it lightly on Fu Juan's glass, making a small sound, "This is a good sister, be good." ”