Chapter XXIV

No one stopped me from saying, "If I say I want to go down, they will let me go down, and they won't be afraid that I will die below?" Zhang Tianhe thought while preparing to land again. Tsk, it's quite boring to say this, who let our wife and children have no father and grandma? It's also miserable...... You see, when Shulmi wanted to go down, the little lady on the boat saw him off and told him to be careful, but this guy was very hard, like a landing craft, and he couldn't penetrate it with three or two cannons with a particle cannon.

It is said that everyone can choose his way of life, in fact, anyone who says this kind of thing you can rest assured that you can change the life situation with him, because this kind of person does not have a backache when he stands and talks, and he has a choice when he hears this accent, if he is a robber in Mercury Prison, he will definitely not say such things. As far as Zhang Tianhe is concerned, he can't tell how things came to this point, how he became obsessed with space, how he got on the Star, how he was denied reproductive rights, how he lived a monk-like life like now, and even said intimate words when he encountered an inexplicable crisis (even if it was a fake intimate word!). There are no people, these are mysteries. From the point of view of the star, it is a step by step struggle, from the inability to be born, it is lost step by step, from the abandonment of the normal life of human men and women, this is like aging is a slow oxidation process, unconsciously this indifferent and indifferent state of mind spreads in the mind, like cancer cells, in fact, everyone has it in the body, when they are young, the metabolism is fast, the immune system is strong, and it is invulnerable. If you see too much and live too long, your physiological cycle will slow down, and you will feel that there is no point in controlling cancer from the body to the immune system to the mentality, and in the end, don't all people have to die? And then it all collapsed.

For Martians, cancer or something is simply not worth mentioning, as long as you want to live, you can change anything in the frame of your body, I'm afraid that your brain doesn't want to live, or there is nothing to change for you, or it is not your turn to change - in short, the things in the shell are easy to say, except for the brain, except for your consciousness, this thing can't be stored and replaced, and it is difficult to keep it in the body to the extent that it kills a person. Zhang Tianhe had the idea of not wanting to live once in the middle of promoting the Star Plan, so he went to the Martian government to apply for reproductive rights, and wanted to give himself a thought, he had already accumulated enough points, but he never said anything, and as a result, he was scolded back by others as soon as he mentioned it - ordinary people don't want to live and are insulted like this, so they have to kill themselves, Zhang Tianhe is not, he was excited as soon as he was hit, anyway, it's like this, I still have nothing to fuck out, even if it's just to raise the bar with the Martian Council, I have to do the Star Project......

This phenomenon used to be called psychological rebellion, but it is not entirely like this, and there is often a deep internal cause and effect in the occurrence of the phenomenon, and this kind of cause and effect is not the kind of self-justification of human beings, who first add various reasons and excuses after they have done things. For example, when a person looks at another person unpleasantly, he always holds back an evil fire, and one day he can't control it and beat him. Let's fight, after the fight, I have to say that the person is not good here and there, and people are not like this on the first day, isn't it okay for the mother to be obscene, the problem is that it is not your turn to hit someone in the mouth. You either don't fight, or don't find a reason to arrange other people's mistakes, and this kind of thing is particularly shameless. For Zhang Tianhe, he can feel that there are some internal, obscure, secret, and deep reasons that determine his behavior, but he never tries to explain his behavior, from the perspective of others, he is a rather shameless person, dare to say anything, dare to do anything, his thinking is not the same as ordinary people, his daily behavior is usually debauched, but he can be extremely restrained at critical moments, this person is as unpredictable as quantum.

For example, after he was denied reproductive rights, he went back to tinker with the Star Project, at that time, the big shell of the Star had been assembled in orbit, but what was it used for was divided into two big factions, Zhang Tianhe wanted to drive outside the solar system, but the Martian Council wanted to make the Star a ship for the solar system. Previous explorations were civilian, scientific, and small-scale, but now the Martian population tends to be saturated, and they need a huge ship to support them to run rampant in the solar system, similar to things on Europa happen from time to time, as long as the spacecraft does not carry living people to go anywhere, no one cares about you, but as long as the spacecraft carries people to explore the solar system, it is particularly easy to have accidents inexplicably. The Martian Council blames Mercury Mining for all the problems that arise within the orbit of Mars, and all the problems outside the asteroid belt are all caused by the displaced people of the earth, and in the middle, that is, the orbit of Mars, no one dares to compare with each other, and thousands of particle cannons are no joke. The council believes that it is because the Martians have become more and more motherly over the years, and they have not cleaned up the remnants of the earth that have caused the current consequences, so they want to build a huge spaceship, so big that it scares people everywhere, and use such a guy to support them, and go, on the one hand, to open up the solar system, and on the other hand, to find earthlings.

So the Star was almost used as a bandit at that time, at this time Zhang Tianhe and Ka Dan Fairy had a holographic debate, and all the Martians were watching, he said that he was impatient, crawled over from behind the table and grabbed Ka Dan Fairy's hair, and gave her a few mouths. It's not because he can't argue with her, it's because Ka Danxian used a set of sophistries to make him say the same thing over and over again, and the matter has been explained so clearly that everyone can understand it, but Ka Danxian pretended not to understand and let him say it over and over again, so he ...... Zhang Tianhe really fought, and after a few mouths, the mouth of the egg fairy was swollen, and he began to bleed out, and then he was dragged away by the security guards, ready to be thrown to Mercury to serve - for him, he has this psychological preparation, as long as the star plan can be implemented, as long as it is difficult to fight with the Martian council, it is not to maintain stability on Mercury, and it is not that he has not been there, it is not a big deal. As a result, he was released after some political games, and people told him that Fanxing could fly to the outer solar system, and even let him be the captain, but he had to kowtow to Kadanxian, and he had to broadcast live on Mars, shouting slogans such as "Long live Mars" and "Always loyal to Mars" while kowtowing, and you had to put something in your head.

He knocked and shouted, and pretended to be something that I don't know what it was, he can do what ordinary people can't do, and he shows respect and affection to the card fairy, and after knocking, he has to ask "Are you satisfied?" Happy? Is that enough? "For him, this kind of thing is that everyone demolishes each other, and it is a shameless process to see who is really unable to play anymore in the end, and he wins. People can't kill him, they can't kowtow him, and they can't compare to him without shame, so they have to let him go on the star and send him out of the solar system.

Or as Jenny Young said, he has a deep affection for the Star...... He did say so, but in fact, it is also average, the star is just a tool, human feelings for tools must not be as deep as feelings for other human beings, just like the past entrepreneurs always said that they have deep feelings for their own business, deep your sister, that is a tool, you love it more than love other human beings, it can only mean that you have a problem with the three views of this person. But in the slogan, his feelings for the stars are still very deep, and even in essence they are no worse than his feelings for women - even if it is clear, this kind of feelings are quite deep, but it is by no means impossible to live without it, on the contrary, this is all in the exploration stage. So when he sees others kissing Mimi before leaving, he will inevitably have ideas, but it will not affect his mood at all, and he can only make jokes with himself.

If the Star crashes one day, Zhang Tianhe will not feel that he can't live, he believes that there will be more exciting life goals at that time, and it will be difficult for a person to die, especially for people like him. As for the love life, there is no reproductive right, and at his age, it is actually meaningless, countless stories on the earth in the past believe that love can change everything, fart, that is what people who can't take anything but love will say. Now that he has the Star, so many scientists, and warlike Sulmy and Skuning, does he need love to change anything? Doesn't it smell good with a particle cannon? There are many ways to change the world, and love is the most impotent of all.

The goal of human existence is different, and one will inevitably envy the other, but from my point of view, Schulmy's intimacy with the female crew member, or the affection of Skunin with Athena, or ...... It's all pointless. Zhang Tianhe was on the first of the four landing craft, and he couldn't help but think as they swooped into the ocean. This universe is too big, we can do too much, and envy others may be the most negative emotion, and it is this emotion that caused the last thermonuclear war, and it is relatively normal to have gains and losses......

According to their plan, one boat would be the decoy to lure the unknown enemy out, and then the other ships would be able to knock this guy out with intensive fire. Zhang Tianhe didn't want to do this bait, he originally jokingly wanted George to drive a ship to do this, but the guy was dizzy and vomited when he heard it, and he almost fell down, so Zhang Tianhe asked his student Brian to go down first.

"You wear earplugs, and if that guy runs out and nibbles on the landing craft again, at least you don't have to listen to that noise." Zhang Tianhe said to Brian in the telemessage.

"I'm fine." Brian replied briefly and went down, followed by Zhang Tianhe, Shulmi, and Shi Kening.

There is still something to explain about the landing craft, this guy is not something that everyone can drive, there is a special pilot, but ordinary scientists can easily play with pig noses, because they always do some exploration and scientific research work, even if they have no experience in space flight, the Mars orbit will inevitably go often. It's not that there are no other pilots on the Star who can be bait, but Zhang Tianhe likes scientists and is willing to be with them, not to mention that there is no risk in this matter. The shell of the landing craft can withstand the bombardment of the particle cannon to a limited extent, and it is not a big problem for such a hard material to go to the sun to bake the corona, and it is difficult to imagine who can penetrate it except the Martian himself, so although I don't know who is on the other side, everyone's mood is quite stable, and people are still chatting in the communicator during the ten minutes of diving.