It seems that all the unspeakable things, once they begin, all the unspeakable that follows can be said naturally.

I looked at Jiang Yueze's eyes a lot more naturally, I didn't worry about what he would think of my caution and panic, and I didn't have the luck and escape psychology that I didn't want to face.

His calm and deep eyes were broken by the unconcealable distress and complex emotions, and in the end, he slowly returned to calm and turned into a silent encouragement wrapped in warmth and love.

I looked at him, and all emotions disappeared, leaving only the calmness and sobriety of a bystander, the insipidity and objectivity that did not concern him.

"I haven't told you because I don't want you to look scary when something happens, and I don't know how to tell you. After all, it was I who hit people first. ”

He held my hand, bowed his head slightly, and gently kissed the back of my hand, warm and delicate, silently warming my body and mind.

He bowed his head in front of me, thick black hair, long, curly eyelashes fluttering, reverent and beautiful.

After a long time, he slowly raised his head, and his eyes could be put into the open-mindedness and clarity of my whole person: "No." ”

"You won't scare me, and you're not going to be a vexatious troublemaker."

The joy in my heart slowly rippled.

"You must have your own reasons for doing this."

Slowly, the joy turned into the soreness of being pampered and pampered.

I smiled at him, silently moved, embarrassed and guilty: "At that time, it was in the women's bathroom. Me and ...... There was an argument, so I punched her directly in the eye socket. ”

When Jiang Yueze heard my words, his brows furrowed involuntarily, and the red at the end of his eyes was even worse.

I pursed my lips, my mind was full of images from that time, my heart was chaotic, and my tone was a little upside down: "You know, I have learned taekwondo with Jiajia for many years, so my fists are very powerful." So on the spot, her glasses flew away, and her eyes were bleeding, and she was very swollen. ”

He looked at me, silently holding my bare hand with half-broken nails in his palm, and gently stroked it one by one, as if he were smoothing the hair of a fried kitten, gentle and patient.

This eased my troubled emotions a little, and his firm eyes and gentle movements seemed to tell me silently, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, those things are over. No matter how difficult it is, no matter how terrifying it is, it's all in the past.

I instantly had the courage to continue, and my mood improved: "At that time, many people in the toilet were watching us. I remember the moment I threw my fist down, a lot of people were screaming. After seeing her bleeding, she was even more flustered and noisy. A lot of people are talking about me, accusing me, and cursing me. ”

His brow furrowed even tighter as he listened, his lips pursed into a line, and he held my hands tightly without saying a word. And those good-looking eyes, the bottom of the eyes were bloodshot and distressed.

I instantly felt a hot mist rise under my eyes, slowly spreading, and my voice trembled slightly: "At that time, I was on the verge of collapse, and when I saw everyone accusing me like this, I was even more angry, and I simply broke the jar and broke it, and I felt that since I was beaten, I didn't care about a few more beatings." ”

"So, I was like crazy, and I threw myself over, and I couldn't hear the words of dissuasion, but I was confused, listening to the noise around me more and more, getting higher and higher."

"It wasn't until I didn't know who called Lu Zhixin and Gu Jiatong to come, grabbed me who lost my mind, put the school uniform on my head, and brought it back to the class, I realized what I had done."

"After that, whenever I see similar movements, I feel anxious and can't control my emotions. Taekwondo naturally doesn't touch. ”

Jiang Yueze stared at me without saying a word, gradually lowered his head, leaned down and kissed my fingers.

I looked at Jiang Yueze, who was so weak and helpless, and my heart was dull and uncomfortable.

I don't know what kind of expression I have at this time, but when I saw Jiang Yueze slowly looking up, facing me with four eyes, the original appearance of the moon breeze was replaced by full of distress and self-blame, regret and sadness, and when I was no longer the usual Jiang Yueze, my tears finally couldn't help falling.

Jiang Yueze gently wiped away my tears and hugged me tightly into his arms.

Then, his suppressed hoarse voice sounded with an imperceptible tremor: "It's okay, it's okay." ”

In his arms, warm and reassuring, all my grievances poured out in one go.

I nestled in his neck socket, smelling the familiar and good-smelling lemon mint, and tears fell in big tears: "I didn't mean to beat her, and I regret it too." If I had known that such willfulness would endanger you, and that I would never have the face to see you again, I would never have done it in death. ”

He stroked my long hair for a while, kissed my earlobe gently, and said in a dumb voice for a long time: "I know, Chu Xiao, don't cry." ”

I was so aggrieved that my heart hurt to death when I thought of the two years of separation.

Two years without news may seem like nothing to others. But for me, these two years are not two years, but a lifetime of my determination not to contact each other again.

If I hadn't met Jiang Yueze Chongwen again, I wouldn't have contacted him again, inquired about him, and knew any news about him for about the rest of my life.

The rest of his life will have nothing to do with me.

What a merciless and desperate punishment it was for me.

Every time I think of me almost losing Jiang Yueze, I can't breathe in heartache, only Jiang Yueze tightly clamps my movements, and I can feel the hot beating of the two hearts and his warm and reassuring embrace, which makes me feel that the turning point of fate is so worthy of celebration and cheers.

It made me feel that my panicked heart had real and reliable comfort.

He kept coaxing me, gently wiping away my tears, and kisses of tender pity fell on my forehead, eyelids, nose tip, cheeks, earlobes, and the tone was out of control and regret that I had never heard before: "It's me who didn't protect you, it's me who is wrong." "Think again

I listened, and the tears that had been slightly stopped began to roll down again.

He took the trouble to repeat the action just now, his tone was distressed and helpless, and he was a little panicked: "Chu Xiao, if you cry again, I'm going crazy." ”

I listened to him and stopped crying.

Seeing this, he wiped away my tears with pity in his eyes, kissed my eyelids, moved gently, and said in a more gentle tone: "As soon as you cry, my heart feels crazy." ”

I looked at him and forgot to blink my eyes.

He kissed the tip of my nose and said softly, "I like the way you smile brightly, like a rose." I don't like you crying so sadly, my heart hurts for a while. ”

Now, I forgot about the sobs.

He parted the broken hair in my ear, his movements lingered, and his voice was as gentle as a dim light: "You are brave enough to face what you don't want to face, you have done a great job, and I am proud of you." ”

His tone, with the movement of stroking my long hair, rose and fell, but gentleness and encouragement ran through: "I also know that the royal sister in everyone's mouth is a warrior who can overcome obstacles, even if she is afraid of the difficult road ahead, she will not back down." ”

"Because, the Fang Jinyu I like is a rose with fresh thorns, not a greenhouse flower. One day, she will overcome those thorns and setbacks, overcome anxiety and hesitation, and bloom bright and bright flowers. ”

I looked at his eyes that contained thousands of stars, and I couldn't help but cry again.

He gently stroked my cheek and gently kissed away my tears, his eyes full of love and encouragement.

"I know it's hard, but I'll be with you and always with you." His tone was gentle and unspeakable, soothing all my uneasiness and anxiety: "No matter how difficult it is, I will be by your side and accompany you." ”

When I heard this, I threw myself into his arms and cried even harder.

He hugged me, his dry, warm palm gently patting my back, indulgent and gentle.

In the past, I may have heard a lot of likes. It's all about him, watching her make trouble, watching her laugh, indulging her tantrums, playing his favorite games with him, watching him play...... Wait, this kind of liking is undoubtedly heard the most, and it is also very envious.

But I didn't expect, and I didn't think about, that I would get much more than that.

I never thought that it would be Jiang Yueze who gave me these.

When I was in high school, he gave me friendship and courtesy as a classmate, listened and respected me as a friend, and gave me guidance and advice as a leader in my studies.

When I was in college, he gave me experience and encouragement as a senior, gave me care and help as an old classmate, and most importantly, he gave me a pure love for the girl I liked.

With full of positive energy, with his few gentleness, he slowly soothed my uneasiness; With his patient encouragement and guidance, I gradually became willing to face the unbearable and traumatic past; With his commitment and companionship, he watched me grow slowly.

Let this simple young love become a mutual admiration and fulfillment of responsibility, thickness, and companionship and growth.

From now on, no matter how difficult the road is, I will not be afraid or hesitate.

Because I know, I know very well, that I will always have him by my side.

How lucky to have him in this life.

When Jiang Yueze led me out of the lounge, when I looked up, I saw six people chatting in pairs.

Needless to say, Lu Zhixin and Ren Zijin can also understand Gu Jiatong and Yu Wanzhou, but I really don't know that Wang Jiayi and Xu Siyang have known each other for less than two hours, what is there to talk about.

I stared at Xu Siyang suspiciously, and he quickly noticed my gaze and turned his head instantly.

His eyes were full of worry.

I casually glanced at Wang Jiayi and understood a little.

It should have been a brief explanation of my situation with Xu Siyang, so Xu Siyang wrinkled his eyebrows and looked solemn.

When I thought of this, I felt very guilty, so I had to smile at Xu Siyang awkwardly: "Siyang, let you worry, I invite you to drink milk tea, and I will definitely not release your pigeon this time." ”

He glanced at Jiang Yueze, and his wrinkled eyebrows slowly loosened, but there was no trace of a smile: "No need, you take care of yourself, it is the best thank you to me." ”

The tone of business made me look scornful.

"Seeing that you're okay, then I'm relieved." He was expressionless, and said in a flat tone: "I still have to be on duty, so I'll leave first." ”

I nodded, and hurriedly waved my hand to say goodbye, with a humble attitude like an old mother.

Everyone looked confused.

I was a little sneering and wondered, is Xu Siyang angry?

If you are angry, what are you angry about?