157. I have loved and have no regrets in this life

"Ko Le'er, you're going to feel distressed too?" Shura Qing's expression was obviously a kind of happiness after revenge. The happy ones are a little perverted.

"In the world, everyone's heart is made of meat, no one will not feel distressed, only you, you won't, because you have no heart." Kou Le'er said softly, she has always wanted to cherish her life, but God does not fulfill people's wishes, and it is difficult for her to escape the arrangement of fate after all.

"Yes, I am unintentional, because my heart has died, after my child was saffroned by you, my heart is dead, in this life, I can only be accompanied by hatred, you have let me live again and again, again and again, I know, you are not because you pity me, you are because you want me to die in his hands." Although Shura Qing has only a small part of her long hair, she is still as smart as ever.

"You're smart too, so you think of my soft spots." Coller admitted.

"Kole'er, I'm going to let you die today. And, I want you to die by your own hands. Shura Qing's purpose was so obvious that she threw a knife from her sleeve and landed on the ground with a bang. There was a tinkling sound.

"This knife is good. I don't care if I can die under this knife. Colle chuckled, bent down to pick up the knife on the ground, and gestured at her neck. I hope you are still a trustworthy person. The meaning of Kou Le'er's words, Shura Qing naturally understood it.

"Don't worry, my enemy, it's just you, Kole'er, and you have nothing to do with others." Shura Qing can be regarded as giving Kou Le'er a reassurance.

"Le'er, don't, why are you bothering? What does this child have to do with you, and why do you exchange your life for his? "Shura Lie didn't understand, he really couldn't understand why Ko Le'er was overflowing with love.

"In this world, there is a cause and an effect. I have a causal relationship with this child. If so, after I die, Shura Qing will not let go of this child, please be sure to save this child. This is the last time I'll ask you to do something for me. Kou Le'er closed her eyes, her child couldn't die, mother and son were close at hand, but they couldn't recognize each other. This man, if he didn't take advantage of her when he first met her, then maybe he would fall in love with him, because when he was with him, he was so relaxed. She really wanted this kind of ease, to stay with them forever. However, the snow is deep, the fragrance is far away, and I can go back to the past, but I can't go back to the past.

"Le'er, don't you?" Shura Lie watched as the knife was taken to the neck by Ko Le'er.

"Stupid woman, why are you listening to her?" Jing Si must be a child, his mind is far inferior to that of adults, so there are some things, even if he sees it, he can't understand it, but his mind clearly tells himself that this woman can't die, can't die because of herself.

"Child, you are not young, you don't know the common sense and ethics of the world. I saved you, maybe because we were destined. Seeing you so small and so cute, I was relieved. Remember, child, that in this world, you must not let the enemy grasp your shortcomings. Take control of your soft spots. You have to keep it in mind. In the future, he will be a wise man and govern the world well. "Kole wants to use her life to teach her children a lesson. There is no demand, only pay.

"So in this case, this prince is your soft spot?" Jing Si didn't give up, he didn't understand why he had become a strange woman's soft spot.

Kou Le'er closed her eyes, letting her eyes fill with tears. Wanton flow.

The steel knife slashed at her neck inch by inch, and the bright red blood flowed down her neck, slightly, little by little, wetting her clothes, so red, red that Shura Lie's heart tugged. She is still as kind as she was back then, and she can give up her life for an irrelevant child.

"However, Prince Ben doesn't want to be anyone's soft spot." Suddenly, Jing Si's eyes rolled, he reached out and took out a sharp knife from his small sleeve, and pierced it into Shura Qing's abdomen, and then, the rope tied to his hand broke at some point, Shu Luo Qing squatted on the ground, looking at Jing Si with ruthless intentions in his eyes.

Cachinnation. "You, really ruthless enough, worthy of being his son, as ruthless as him." Shura Qing's eyes revealed a particularly peaceful smile.

Her body slipped limply to the ground, looking at Kou Le'er with desperate eyes, although she was covered in blood, she still won, because she still had her life, but she didn't have her life.

"Qing'er." Seeing Shura Qing's desperate eyes looking at him, Shura Lie moved his heart to hide.

"I won't keep anyone who wants to kill me." Jing Si said such cruel words at a young age, and in Kou Le'er's ears, it was like a stranger, her son, who was too young to take on the responsibility of a future emperor.

"Okay, in this way, people can sit on the world and become a Ming Jun." Shura Qing smiled and looked at Kou Le'er again. "Kole'er, you were born with a good life, I am so jealous of you. So jealous. ”

"Let go of everything, you can live a happy life, I once said, spare your life, you and I have grievances. But you can't let go, such an ending is also your result. Kou Le'er wiped the blood from her neck and looked up at Shura Qing.

Shura Qing stretched out her hand and motioned for Shura Lie to come to her side.

"Brother Lie." Shura Qing's hand tightly held Shura Lie's hand, so desperate. "Brother Lie, do you know that when you were brought home by my father, I fell in love with you, at that time, you were so good-looking, you called me sister, but I don't want to be your sister, I want to be your woman. But you've always treated me like my sister. Brother Lie, I love you, the happiest time in my life is the happiness when I am married to you for one night, although my methods are a little unbright, but, I am really happy, Brother Lie, I really don't want to be your sister, I really don't want to. ”

"Qing'er, I'm sorry, you're just my sister, I can't be a woman who treats you as me. I only have one heart, I have given it to others, but I can't tolerate you. You will always be my sister. "In fact, when a man is about to die, his words are also good. How could Shuralie break her heart again?

"Brother Lie, I love you. I'm sorry Kou Le'er, why can she get your love, when I accepted my feelings and planned to live a good life with Shangguan Jue, you gave me hope and let me do it to Shangguan Jue. I did, so I was appointed to punish me. But you won't save me. The tears in the corners of Shura Qing's eyes fell vigorously, and Kou Le'er didn't want to hate her anymore.

"Qing'er, I'm sorry, I promised Le'er, I want your life, I don't want to kill you, but I can't save you." At this time, he still put Kou Le'er first in his heart. Shura Qing was completely desperate.

"Do you regret it?" Kou Le'er didn't care about the wound on her neck and walked to Shura Qing's side. There was no hatred in her eyes.

"I don't regret it, I have no regrets if I love it in this life." Shura Qing slowly closed her eyes, she didn't regret it, she didn't regret it at all, because she knew that loving someone was happy.

"Brother Lie, you hug me one last time. All right? Shura Qing pleaded desperately, Shura Lie was speechless, and gently hugged her into his arms, which can be regarded as fulfilling her last wish.

Finally, Shura Qing closed her eyes with regret in her eyes, in Shura Lie's arms. Never to wake up again.

"Come on." Jing Si took a handkerchief from his hand and handed it to Kou Le'er. "Tie it up, I don't have a soft place, and I won't be any soft place in the future. Thank you for saving me with your life today. Although Jing Si is very small, the words he said are particularly meaningful, in his eyes, there is a little concern, and there is also a little gratitude, but more is confused, why he has such a feeling of closeness with a woman he has never met.

"Thank you." Kou Le'er took the square handkerchief in Jing Si's hand, squatted down, and hugged Jing Si deeply into his arms, the grievances of the adults seemed to be over, but he and his children did not dare to recognize each other yet, such a cute child, he was so scheming, all this was not what he wanted. She just wants her child to live well and happily, if it weren't for the lack of help, she wouldn't have personally sent him into the palace with complicated battles, and prematurely had the burden of a future emperor.

In her arms, so peaceful, Jing Si didn't want to dodge, nested in her arms raw, absorbing her breath, the feeling of this breath, called Niang.

Kou Le'er clearly remembered that on that day, she wanted to escape from the Shangguan Mansion, but the Empress Dowager Jingxian disagreed. The world is so big that it is not the king's land. If the Empress Dowager Jingxian wants to find herself, what is the difficulty, her own life, Xiao Sichen's life, and the life of this biological son, I am afraid it will be difficult to preserve. For the sake of a foolproof plan, she had to agree to the quid pro quo with the Empress Dowager Jingxian.

Jing Si entered the palace, and the Empress Dowager Jingxian released Kou Le'er and Xiao Sichen, and promised not to disturb their purity.

Empress Dowager Jingxian is looking for a candidate who loves Jing Si to ensure Jing Si's safety and Jing Si's future throne.

In this way, she watched her child enter the palace alive.

"Kid." Kou Le'er was speechless, just gently hugged his small body, such warmth, as long as it could be for a while.

"Why are you so close to my call?" There were too many questions in Jing Si's little head, all of this came too suddenly, this was the closeness he had never had with his mother.

"Kid, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you." Kole is still crying, after so many years, she can finally see her child, such a hope, too long, too long.

"Why are you sorry for me?" Xiao Jingsi still can't figure it out, why would this woman she didn't know feel sorry for herself?

"You still understand too little about the things in the world, and when you grow up, you will naturally understand." Kou Le'er chuckled and buried her face in Jing Si's small neck.

"Then I'll grow up quickly and understand what you're thinking. All right? Jing Si's words were too cute. Stretching out his little hand, he stroked the white hair around Ko Le'er's neck, picked up the handkerchief, and then gently wrapped it around Ko Le'er's neck.

"I'll tie it for you so you don't have any pain. Sorry for hurting you. Jing Si whispered softly in Kou Le'er's ear. Kou Le'er felt a sense of happiness.