Order of Origin Chapter 41 Prose Diary - Gains and Losses
"This man's habits are not bad, just like me, he loves to keep a diary." The founder of the zero-dimensional world looked at the shriveled corpse of Li Yiquan, picked up the "Li Yiquan's Diary" that was sent with her body, opened it and read it:
Looking back on the past years, I have gained a lot, but I have lost a lot.
In my spare time, I sit in front of the window and look up at the stars, moon, rain and snow outside the window, and I can't tell what special feeling is lingering in my heart. Is it worth my sadness for what I have lost? What I have gained, is it worth my celebration and lingering?
Looking at the stars, moon, rain and snow outside the window, I felt as if I was in the past countless happy snowy nights, and the bright fireworks and hearty laughter resurfaced in front of me at this moment. The unchanging eternity extracted from the memory bank is like a vivid movie projection.
I approached the snow, and the black leather jacket melted into the black snowy night, and the dazzling white snow was so stunning. I seemed to see them, and I used to be, chasing revelers in the snow together. Turn around, and don't see. It was a show with no ending, in those days full of innocence. After all, it is scattered, scattered with deep and shallow traces, and scattered with the warmth of laughter and laughter.
Grab a ball of snow and ask: Am I missing? What did I lose after all? What did you get? Snow didn't answer me, but slipped silently between my fingers.
I lost and I gained.
At that age of self-righteousness, I met someone who could tie this self-righteousness to me, and his smile seemed to seal the demonic alter me forever in my heart, so that I would no longer go wild.
There have been many moments in the past, when I was complacent, thinking that I had got everything I wanted; But when that subtle pleasure was gradually extinguished in the fainting noise of the people around me, my beautiful dreams shattered in the blurred back and cold corners of my eyes.
I've had countless dreams in my dreams that made me blush, and in each one I did what I wanted to do most with the person who tied me up; When I woke up from my dream sweating, no matter how much I tasted it, I couldn't find the smell of my dream anymore.
I never thought about losing, I just wanted to get.
It is only when loss does come that we know what it really means to me.
lost the record of these beautiful past, lost those figures that ran like the wind; But I got my eternal memory, the blazing temperature of one day many years ago.
If you have gained, you will not be afraid to lose; I have lost, but I want to get it more.
I left the icy snowy night and went back to the house and sat by the window. The window was covered with thick ice, and I couldn't see the stars, moon, rain and snow outside the window.
Sitting in front of the computer with a cup of fragrant coffee, looking at the friends who have been offline for a long time in the friends bar, I suddenly remembered that on a cold and snowy night a few years ago, I chatted with them cordially and greeted the new year.
It's just that for a few days, I can't hear any news anymore; Is that mutual greeting on that snowy night the eve of never being seen?
The laughing voice said: "It's ridiculous, separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and I have never seen each other, why do you remember it like this?" I replied, "As long as it can drive away the loneliness of the snowy night, give me a reason to continue typing on the keyboard, and convey the silent words to the other side, it is worth remembering." ”
Are you okay? Friends I haven't seen in a long time! I have received the blessing from the other side to drive away the loneliness of the cold night; Lost, lines of familiar fonts, a kind greeting.
Looking back, I have gained nothing, I have lost nothing.
Because everything has turned into the past, but it has changed.
So I asked heaven and earth: What is gain and loss?
- "Li Yiquan's Diary"
This short diary was written on the last page of "Li Yiquan's Diary", and the creator had no intention of turning the previous content, but just looked at the last diary and threw it back to Li Yiquan's side: "You wrote it well, ugly gift; I may not like the style very much, though. ”
"I still have a very headache that I haven't had time to deal with." The founder closed his eyes slightly and shook his head: "Ai Pu, he is mixed with the Executor of the Three-Dimensional World and the Time Person, should I punish him?" Of course, punishment at the cost of someone else's suffering. ”
Time Spiral - The Gate of the Vortex.
"Look!" Ai Pu pointed to the surging whirlpool and shouted excitedly, "Look! The Vortex Gate is starting to kick in again! Sure enough, the vortex of time, which had been still, resounded with the sound of rushing water, and the pleasant sound echoed under the clear sky.
"Quick! Let's get over there! You should be able to reach the zero-dimensional world soon! Ai Pu excitedly pulled up Light Blue and AP and walked towards the center of the whirlpool.
"It seems that the origin reflow problem just now was just an accident that started in time!" Ai Pu sighed.
The time vortex is like a sensor elevator in a shopping mall, and the moment the three of them just step into it, they react violently; The bodies of the three of them could not move involuntarily, and they could only follow the violent whirlpool and were forced to spin wildly.
"Don't worry! Soon it will be good! It may be that the time pressure has changed, so this time the Vortex Gate activation is abnormal! Ai Pu tried to open his mouth and shouted, but AP and Light Blue could only see his mouth moving through the violently rotating whirlpool, but they couldn't hear a word of what he was saying.
The time vortex continued to spin wildly, and the hands of the three of them could no longer interlock their fingers, and they were forced to let go of each other; Losing the last of its support, the vulnerable body had to be sent into the world outside the Vortex Gate under the crazy and extremely fast surge of the Vortex.
"Here...... Is it a zero-dimensional world? "AP was the first to wake up from the darkness, and this time the blue sky was no longer visible; It was only pitch black in front of you, and if you tried to look into the distance, you could barely see the bustling crowd on the street, and you could hear the sound of people talking.
"That's right! This is the zero-dimensional world! AP, here you are safe; Otherwise you will be the executor of the 3D world on the last turn. Ai Pu said, placing his palm on AP's shoulder.
"Oh......" AP replied nonchalantly, "Wait, what's the light blue?!" ”
"Light blue!" Ai Pu exclaimed, Light Blue was neither an executor nor a product of order; Not even the living dead! He's just a passenger who hitched a ride in the game of Order! He had nothing, let alone the ability to survive alone in a zero-dimensional world.
"What's wrong with this person?"
"I don't know, I think I'm seriously injured!"
"He doesn't look like one of us!"
"Whatever!"
"But no one wants him to die!"