Lan Li didn't want to make trouble, and she didn't want to yell loudly, that would make her feel that she cared about Cheng Yan very much, she really cared about it, she didn't want to care anymore, no matter how much enthusiasm she had, she would be wiped out because Cheng Yan chose Duanmuxi again and again, those things that Cheng Yan had done for Duanmuxi.

Every time she thinks about it, it's like a sharp knife, pierced in her heart, she always fantasizes that Cheng Yan will really treat her as Duanmuxi after starting over, no, she doesn't need too much pampering, as long as he puts her in the most important position, she is a very independent person, willing to face everything with Cheng Yan.

But Cheng Yan didn't need it, no matter what she did, how she waited in the back, whenever he turned around, she was behind him, but when she needed him, the moment she turned around, the person behind him had already disappeared, he disappeared so simply, with the crowd, went to the place where Duanmu Creek was, and walked so decisively.

Sometimes Lan Li also thinks, why is she so careful, anyway, there is no big incident, she doesn't need to be so careful, but this time, she can't convince herself, she stretched out her hand and put it in the position of her lower abdomen, she was obviously pregnant with a child that day, and she ran slower than others, it was their child, didn't he think more about her at that time?

Sometimes the reality is so cruel, she can't face it if she doesn't want to, not to mention, there is Mo Yunxuan, he gave up everything for her, and he is still worried about her, but he himself, because the consequences are so serious, she doesn't even dare to tell him the truth, she feels that she is simply a useless person.

"Lan Li, your belly!" Cheng Yan's gaze moved along Lan Li's hand to her stomach, and suddenly his face changed, and he looked at her dumbfounded.

"You just noticed, Cheng Yan, you really care about me enough." Lan Li sneered, laughing was even more ugly than crying, she always had too many illusions about Cheng Yan, many times, she felt that she was too stupid, but there was no way, she just couldn't control her heart, now it's good, Cheng Yan cut off everything she couldn't bear to be.

"No, don't tell me, it's what I thought it was!" Cheng Yan looked stunned, and then endless pain appeared in his eyes, and he panicked for the first time, it was an expression that Lan Li had never seen before, he covered his head in pain, as if he wanted to confirm something, and said unwillingly: "Lan Li, don't tell me, is that the answer?" ”

"And what do you want to hear?" Lan Li hooked the corners of her lips, revealing a mocking smile, the smile was even a little cruel, she knew that she was soft-hearted, she couldn't bear to see Cheng Yan like this, but she didn't want to be led by Cheng Yan anymore.

"You tell me that the child is fine, she is fine, and she was born safely, right?" Cheng Yan grabbed Lan Li's shoulder and asked anxiously, he couldn't imagine the consequences of his negligence.

Tears suddenly fell from her eyes, Lan Li put her hand on her lower abdomen, remembering the danger at that time, Yuan Yi told her that the doctor asked him to choose whether to keep the big or the small, he chose to protect her, I hope she won't be angry, how could she be angry, if it weren't for Yuan Yi, she would have died on the cruise ship with the child.

Seeing Lan Li's sad appearance, a little despair flashed in her dark eyes, and Cheng Yan said in a deep voice: "Is there really no more?" ”

He actually had the face to ask, Lan Li sneered and said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry to disappoint you, the child is gone, between Baoda or Baoxiao, the person who saved me chose Baoda, Cheng is always powerful and powerful, and he is in love with Miss Duanmu, presumably good things are coming, it is only a matter of time before he wants to have a child in the future, so why let my child suffer between you." ”

"No, I saved Duanmuxi because she knew ...... six years ago"

"No need to talk about how much you loved each other six years ago and how unruly you were to her, I don't need to listen to it, and I don't want to know." Lan Li interrupted Cheng Yan's words, she really didn't want to spend any more time with Cheng Yan.

"Lan Li, listen to me explain, I really have a reason to save Duanmuxi, although that reason seems ridiculous now." Cheng Yan stepped forward and hugged Lan Li, wanting to explain again, he couldn't help but explain clearly, if he didn't explain clearly, he felt that he would lose Lan Li, and he would lose it for a long time.

"Shut up! Let me go! Lan Li pushed Cheng Yan away vigorously, she thought she would not be able to push away as usual, but as soon as she used her strength, Cheng Yan tilted her head and fell straight to the ground, Lan Li's eyes widened, she stood in place in a daze, and suddenly threw herself on the ground and shouted, "Ah Yan, Ah Yan, what's wrong with you?" ”

It was originally a hospital, and after Cheng Yan fainted, there was nothing difficult to deal with, and after hearing Lan Li's cry, a nurse came over and carried Cheng Yan to the emergency room with Lan Li.

Lan Li stood outside the emergency room, very anxious, even if she had no way to be with Cheng Yan in her heart, but she never thought that a powerful person like him would suddenly fall, her eyes were both his haggard and his panic, but she really had no way to be with Cheng Yan.

"Don't worry, Cheng Yan will be fine, you know, he is Cheng Yan." Yuan Yi stood beside Lan Li and comforted him softly.

"I knew he was going to be fine, I just didn't expect him to be so sad when he found out that the child was gone." Lan Li walked to the window, opened the half-open window, and looked at the bright moon outside the window, her eyes were full of confused looks, why is it so difficult to be with Cheng Yan.

The phone rang, after so many days, after being entangled, Lan Li finally plugged in the mobile phone card, the first call to come was Cheng Xiaoyue, Lan Li's eyes flashed a trace of emotion, although Cheng Xiaoyue is not her sister, but Cheng Xiaoyue is really good to her, she believes in her without reservation, so that Lan Li has a feeling that she has found a relative.

However, it was always Cheng Yan's sister, not hers, Lan Li took the phone and called Sister Xiaoyue, and heard Cheng Xiaoyue ask: "Ah Yan found you, right?" "Lan Li will turn on, it must be Cheng Yan who went, otherwise this girl would not have turned on the phone.

"Well, he's coming." Lan Li said in a low voice.

"Lan Li, I'm sorry for what Ah Yan did, I hope you don't mind." Cheng Xiaoyue opened her mouth and wanted to say good things to Cheng Yan, after all, she was her younger brother, and she couldn't watch her younger brother be dumped because of some major mistakes.

"Sister Xiaoyue, I don't mind, I'm just cold." Lan Li said.

Cheng Xiaoyue prepared a lot of words and couldn't say it, in the face of such a thing, how many women could still face it calmly, she asked casually: "Lan Li, the child is okay." ”

"The child is gone!" Lan Li Muran said.

Cheng Xiaoyue, who was just casually changing the topic, was stunned on the spot, her beautiful eyes faintly revealed a few cold lights, which looked very terrifying, she pondered for a moment before she said to Lan Li: "I'm sorry, Lan Li." ”

"Sister Xiaoyue, no matter what happens to you, you don't need to blame yourself, it's just that Cheng Yan fainted after finding me." Lan Li didn't want to talk about the child anymore.

"He's been looking for you lately, people are very decadent, they don't sleep well all day, and they always dream, and when they wake up, they say that they saw you and the child have an accident, and they blame themselves, and they haven't slept for almost a day, alas, Lanli, I don't want to say good things to Ah Yan, it's just that you and Ah Yan ......"

Cheng Xiaoyue couldn't go on, at this moment she hated very much for not handling the matter of Duanmuxi back then, if she knew that this would happen, she should have given the Duanmu family the most painful blow, so that Duanmuxi would never turn over again, even if Ah Yan would hate her later, she didn't care.

"Sister Xiaoyue, there is really no way for me and Ah Yan to continue, please understand." Lan Li covered her mouth to prevent her voice from crying, but the tears had already rolled down, it turned out that it would be so sad when she said this.

"Silly girl, no matter what you decide, Sister Xiaoyue won't blame you, take care of yourself."

"Thank you, Sister Xiaoyue." Lan Li shrank in front of the window, constantly crying, Yuan Yi saw this, handed over a white handkerchief, Lan Li took the handkerchief, and suddenly smiled, "Yuan Yingdi, I found a problem, every time I cry, the handkerchief is given by you, you are really the lucky star of my life." ”

"No, you are my lucky star, so I can stand here, this is called voting for me with a peach, and repaying it with Qiong Yao." Yuan Yi picked up some light words and said them to Lan Li.

Lan Li smiled reluctantly and put away the handkerchief, "I'll return it to you when I've washed it, or if you're generous, give it to me for collection." ”

"If you like it, I'll give it to you!" Yuan Yi said.

Lan Li smiled, and suddenly fell silent again, she turned around and asked Yuan Yi, "You say, since you can't bear to care so much, why are you so resolute when you leave?" ”

"Maybe it's because there's something more important waiting ahead." Yuan Yi said lightly.

"You're right!" A few more determined looks flashed in Lan Li's eyes.

After Cheng Yan was sent to the ward, Lan Li sat in front of his bed, looking at him quietly, he looked really haggard, his hair was messy and slippery, he looked like he hadn't taken care of it for a long time, the stubble on his chin was overgrown, but he didn't shave, his eyes were dark blue, he frowned when he fell asleep, and he looked very restless.

I don't know what he dreamed of, he occasionally whispered, "Go, go, I'll be right away, don't be afraid." ”

Lan Li stretched out her hand and gently rubbed it on Cheng Yan's face, drawing his eyebrows and eyes little by little, as if she wanted to keep these traces in her heart.

"Ah Yan, I still love you, but I can't be with you anymore, I don't want to investigate why I don't want to investigate, whether you still love Duanmuxi, Yang or whether you love me or not, it doesn't matter anymore, the important thing is that I love you."

She lowered her head, touched her lips to Cheng Yan's forehead, and said: "But, although I love you, I can't forgive you, someone once said before, not every sorry can be exchanged for it, it doesn't matter, I didn't understand at first, now I think I understand, I can't get over the hurdle in my heart." ”

"Lan Li, Lan Li!" In her sleep, Cheng Yan suddenly stretched out her hand, grabbed Lan Li's hand, and kept calling her name.

Lan Li shook Cheng Yan's hand tightly, "I love you, but I hate you even more, Cheng Yan, you made it impossible for me to continue to be with you, so I chose to leave." ”

She pulled back her hand vigorously, took off the ring on her ring finger, and put it on the table, "Ah, return the ring to you, go find someone who loves you more and bring it, I'm leaving, don't look for me again in the future, because even if you come to me, I won't see you, cherish." ”

Lan Li possessed, and then Cheng Yan's lips imprinted a parting kiss, she stood up and walked out of the ward step by step.

"Lan Li, don't go! Don't go! Don't leave me! Cheng Yan, who was in a coma, suddenly shouted, Lan Li glanced back at Cheng Yan suddenly, and suddenly tears rained down, she resolutely turned around......