Wanwan looked at her calm and unhurried look, and didn't know how to talk to her, she pitied her very much.

"Madame, do you know your illness?"

"Well, it's probably because of the old illness, and after giving birth, I'm often uncomfortable." She said calmly, without a trace of panic on her face, as if she was talking about someone else's business.

Wanwan just looked at her silently, didn't say anything, Wanwan couldn't bear to say it, Song Xiwan suddenly smiled slightly, the corners of her mouth rose, and her eyebrows looked at Wanwan gently: "I'm powerless to return to heaven with this illness, right?" Am I going to die?"

Wanwan was shocked in her heart, how could she never have thought that Song Xiwan would say such a decisive thing so suddenly, but this extremely terrible thing in the eyes of others was so easy and calm in her mouth, which also shocked Wanwan.

She was a little flustered, and hurriedly opened her mouth to hide her panic: "No, it's not like this, don't think nonsense, your illness is not so serious, as long as you take the medicine on time, you can get better." ”

Song Xiwan suddenly smiled slightly, she stared at Wanwan intently, her voice was very soft, like a thin petal accidentally fell into a lake, her face was pale and weak, and she looked like a piece of paper who could be crushed by a light touch.

"Actually, I already knew that I didn't have much time, and my body was getting worse day by day, these comforting words I know are just that you can't bear to see me desperate, in fact, you don't have to be like this, because I already understand my situation, I just have some regrets." Song Xi said leisurely, Wanwan just looked at her silently.

"Just tell me, how long can I last? Thank you, Mrs. Xu. Song Xiwan smiled slightly, looked at her and said.

Wanwan looked at her and didn't know why, seeing that she was obviously laughing but it was more pitiful than crying, she moved her lips and said lightly: "Mrs. Yang, your current situation is indeed very bad, your illness is indeed as you think, I'm afraid, I'm afraid it will only be a month at most, I just don't understand why you aren't afraid, is death so common for you?" Don't you want to finish it satisfactorily?"

Faced with Wanwan's words, Song Xiwan's heart suddenly hurt, she leaned on the bed rail extremely hard, and said lightly: "When I married into the Yang family and became the wife of Brother Zhe, I already understood that I married not only him but also this house, this magnificent courtyard is actually like a temple, this is not to say that I am not happy, I am very happy, because my husband loves me very much, but he is the head of the family and the mainstay of the future, and his shoulders are not only family responsibilities, There is also the glory of the whole family, he is not only for this family, I am proud to have such a husband, even if my aunt has lived all her life, she is the glamorous Mrs. Yang, but she is more alone in the empty room, maybe this is the fate of the woman in the deep house, but I have never blamed my husband, because the rise of this family, I need him more than me. ”

Wanwan's heart suddenly felt like she was being pinched by something, she was very shocked, and the aristocratic young grandmother who seemed to outsiders to be infinitely beautiful was so lonely and pitiful, she was a little throbbing.

"So, so you didn't tell your husband when you were sick, because you were afraid that he would worry about you?"

"I don't want to worry and distract him because of me, if I am her lover, I want to tie him up all the time, because I just want him to belong to me, but I am his wife, a virtuous helper behind me, I have to help him, he is outside for the family, I will call everything for him at home."

Speaking of this, Song Xiwan sighed deeply: "Hey, if I can do it all over again, I don't want to marry him, I'd rather be his lover without a name, but in that case, he will never look for a concubine outside after he gets married, because my husband is such an upright man, Mrs. Xu, you may not know, he is a graceful and graceful man, and he is the man who is most admired by the girls in Yangzhou, and marrying him is the most beautiful thing in this life!" ”

When Song Xiwan talked about Yang Zhe, she smiled with crooked eyebrows and eyes, and her face was full of admiration, as if she had eaten the sweetest candied fruit, and Wanwan couldn't help but feel sorry for their sad and short-lived love: "It can be seen that you love your husband very much, but now it seems that if you want to grow old with him, it is terrifying that you will rarely get your wish......"

"I have shared a bed with him as a respectful couple, and I have a child that belongs to us, I am already satisfied, but the only regret is that I can't see him for the last time, if he is not the only son of the Yang Mansion, and there is no family responsibility on his shoulders, I would rather be overstretched and be an ordinary couple with him, rather than he is thousands of miles away from me and suffer from lovesickness day and night."

Wanwan saw her face full of regret, and hurriedly said: "You can let him come back, Mrs. Yang, don't be discouraged, your illness is not to the extent that you can't afford to be sick recently, if you use medicine, it is not difficult to maintain it for three months, during this time, if you want to see him, it is not impossible?" ”

Unexpectedly, Song Xiwan just shook her head: "That's it, let me spend the last days peacefully, I don't want to see everyone in the family frowning because they are worried about me, and I don't want to see their worried looks." Suddenly, as if she remembered something, she grabbed her sleeve and said to Wanwan in a pleading tone: "By the way, Mrs. Xu, can I ask you for one last thing?"

"Madame, but it doesn't matter, I'll do my best."

"That is, can you not tell my family about my situation for the time being, I don't want them to worry, otherwise it will always reach the ears of my husband, my husband is abroad now, maybe he is still busy at this time, can you promise me?"

Looking at Song Xiwan's pitiful appearance, it was really unbearable, there was no light in her eyes, it was as dim as a dead fish eyeball, only when she mentioned her husband, there was a little light in her eyes, and in the face of her reluctant request, Wanwan still agreed to her.

Seeing Wanwan nodding, Song Xiwan was relieved, she looked at Wanwan with a gentle smile, and her eyes were full of admiration: "Thank you, Mrs. Xu, you are a good match for Dr. Xu, I hope you will always be happy." ”

When Mo Xiaoxiao woke up, it was already early the next morning, she opened her eyes and looked out of the window, a hazy white light came in from the window, the room was still a little dim, she rubbed her eyes, and then got off the bed.

It was raining outside the window, and the hazy mist shrouded the entire Yang Mansion like a dream, and the coldness in the air made people feel like goosebumps were coming out.

Mo Xiaoxiao put on a dress and sat in front of the mirror, she carefully looked at the people in the mirror.

The skin is slightly yellow, the eyes are slightly swollen, the dark circles under the eyes have also come out, the whole person looks a little haggard, she seems to have lost weight these days, and the baby fat on both sides of the cheeks does not know when it began to disappear, less childish than before, and the contours are like a real mature woman.

Just when Mo Xiaoxiao was sitting in front of the mirror in a daze, there was a sudden sound of light and slow footsteps outside the door, and then there was a knock on the door

"Miss, are you up, Mrs. Xu is coming to visit you!."

Listening to the sound outside the door, Mo Xiaoxiao's head suddenly sobered up, she looked at herself in front of the mirror, picked up the handkerchief on the dresser on the side, wiped her face casually, and responded while getting up to open the door: "Well, wait a minute, this is coming." ”

"Squeak......

When I opened the door, I saw a girl standing outside the door with a basin of washing water in her hand, and a woman standing behind her, and she looked at Xu Jinyi's wife.

"Sister Wanwan is here, come in and sit down!" Mo Xiaoxiao smiled at her, and invited someone into the house after greeting.

The girl also followed into the house, put the washing water on the shelf on the side, and said lightly: "Miss, after you wash up for a while, come to the front hall, Madame is waiting for you." ”

"Okay, I got it." Mo Xiaoxiao nodded in response, and the girl went out and closed the door.

Mo Xiaoxiao beckoned Wanwan to sit, while soaking her hands in the water, and washed simply: "Sister Wanwan, you can sit down casually, and ask someone to make some tea later." ”

"How's it going, how are you resting?" Wanwan looked at her silently and asked lightly.

"Okay." Mo Xiaoxiao washed her hands, turned around and sat down opposite her, looked at her and asked politely, "By the way, is that child okay?" And my sister-in-law, is she awake?"

Wanwan nodded lightly: "The child is fine, your sister-in-law and her, she still needs to rest." ”

Wanwan really didn't know how to deceive her about Song Xiwan's condition, but thinking of Song Xiwan's request, she had no choice but to respond to her ambiguously.