Chapter 35: Change
It's just that if it's gone, there's no chance.
Grief-stricken, Paglia walked back with her child in her arms.
His legs seemed to be filled with lead, and he couldn't move straight.
He was very agitated right now, and he just didn't understand what he was doing, or what he was going to do. It seems that my life has no meaning.
He couldn't help but look down at the thought that Sanrou had left for him—that white and pure child.
Puglia still vividly remembers Sanrou's expression before she was forced to leave—panic mixed with reluctance to be happy at the moment, grief and a glimmer of longing to survive.
He simply let himself keep this dejected appearance! * That way, Sanrou can still live in his mind, and now everything has nothing to do with him.
But maybe you can try to drive some kind of transport machine up into the endless deep space alone, to find the remnants of your heart, or a real trace of solace - Sanrou is not far away from herself!
Just do it, Paglia has never been a mud and water person.
At the moment, he has a great hope in his heart to put into practice this thing that has just been conceived in his mind, and there is no need to evaluate the value again, sometimes it is better to trust his intuition.
This may be a remedy that will never succeed.
But human beings are so funny, and when the mood breaks down, the mind is almost completely blank. In other words, it is not possible to think of effective solutions to the situation at this time.
But after a while, there may be something that really exists in the human body that overrides the brain's thoughts, and it will actively make some adjustments to make the brain return to normal work.
Just like when the body is greatly stimulated, it will autonomously control the brain to secrete excessive adrenaline to resist the huge invasion that has already occurred on the body, as if the body will not be able to withstand the huge invasion.
This is a response to a crisis that is unique to the human body, and its means are often diverse. Maybe it's a substance that's been explicitly studied, or it's a special feeling that no one understands.
We have to be thankful that this existence has forced many life-threatening moments into another time track.
In fact, a paradoxical paradox has been introduced here - is it these stressful substances that save us? Or is it the change of space that distorts time and loses its main channel direction?
Both are difficult to explain. One is the substance that belongs to human beings that can be called "divinity". The other is controlled by the outside world, and it is difficult for us to determine whether the subject of the grasp has the possibility of intentional imposition. But this shocking verdict cannot be ruled out.
Therefore, the existence of stressful substances or sensations is the exclusive result of human beings. Or a kind of shackle that is caught in the body to communicate with other beings!
There is nothing wrong with this, it is the person who recognizes the situation who is wrong.
So, it's still the same sentence, the benevolent see the benevolent, and the wise see the wise!
Paglia staggered and climbed onto the massive fuselage of the "Meteorite" with the child in her arms. After several months of repairs, the overall situation of the "Meteorite" has changed considerably.
In other words, it has the ability to take off basically. Originally, the others didn't have much to do lately, and they just needed to continue to explore the surrounding areas in a team that they didn't fully understand.
You can get out of this hellish place! The physical confinement under the "Meteorite" had been cut half a month ago. During this time, little Maggie completely lost control of the main control center. So there's no way she can break the shackles. She became more and more stupid, and eventually lost the ability to communicate with humans as a basic intelligent AI.
She has been missing for more than a month. It was suddenly in a state of silence in the processing unit of Sanrou's autologous ecological device, and then disappeared soon after.
I don't know if it's really stupid or fake. What exactly did she want the members to believe - did she believe that she had no use for anything?
Paglia searched a few times, but did not get any information with clear significance, and gradually gave up.
However, the spearhead is obviously pointed at this unsolicited and disappearing intelligent AI, without any suspicion, everything is reasonable inference.
Only she has the ability to break everyone up unconsciously after getting acquainted with them, and then eat them up step by step!
The thought of this was all the more painful for Paglia, and he couldn't understand why almost all outsiders had to go against him. I have the ability to take my life directly! But on the basis of torturing himself, he refused to kill himself.
The purpose is to bring yourself down, very simply!
Puglia screamed in almost hysterical terms: "Lao Tzu will not let you succeed!" Lao Tzu ......"
The egg-shaped ecological defense device in his arms seemed to shake slightly, and he found the little guy "Cloud", which seemed to roll over in dissatisfaction, and then slowly opened his eyes that had been closed for a long time because of his deep sleep.
"Wow......" cried out without a hint of foreshadowing. Children are like this, they cry when they want to cry, they laugh when they want to laugh.
It's not like adults still have to worry about this and that.
Puglia is angry and funny, but unfortunately as a new dad, he doesn't have any experience with a baby. I can only find some useful ways to bring a baby in my own database.
Obviously, judging from the howling and crying posture of the little "cloud", he must be hungry! But where to find fresh milk?
He has already recognized the fact that Sanrou left, so he must maintain his mentality on the basis of Sanrou's departure, so as to prevent himself from being unable to get out of this shadow.
Paglia had an idea, and it occurred to her that the storage compartment of the "Meteorite" contained a lot of nutritious Explorer's exclusive milk powder, although it was for adults.
However, the selection of materials is very particular, and it should not stimulate the stomach of infants and young children.
With excitement, Paglia opened the tightly wrapped milk powder with her excited hands. It seems that no adult loves to drink this. Therefore, neither the previous crew of the "Meteorite" nor the latest group of visitors who boarded the "Meteorite" did not have the slightest intention of dismantling this large batch of milk powder materials.
But it did Paglia a big favor! With great difficulty, he found a cup and a spoon. Although it is a little too large for a baby.
But as long as you feed it spoonful, it shouldn't be a problem!
He used his mind to control the autologous ecological device that he had been wearing on his body to gradually expand, because of its excellent elastic permeability, so there is no need to worry about the user not being able to resist potential risks, or not being able to observe the real-time environment of the outside world in time.
The autologous eco-device had a circular hole in its stomach that was about to open, and Paglia simultaneously pressed a button on the egg-shaped eco-defense device carrying the "cloud". A slightly smaller circular opening is also revealed at the top of the upper layer.
Paglia carefully fits the two round mouths together. Nothing unexpected happened, and the edges of the round mouth seemed to be softening further from rigidity to the point where they could be blended.
Without any sound left, Paglia re-equipped the egg-shaped eco-device and glued it to her stomach. From an onlooker's point of view, the scene is somewhat comical.
It's like a big dinosaur, so that people who see it can't figure out why his stomach is quite straight. It's okay if you don't know his gender, and if you really understand, most of you will show that you don't care about this chubby and shrugging beer belly.
The two have almost blended into each other, and Paglia has changed the color of their surfaces. At least from the outside, there's nothing wrong with it.
However, he just wanted to tie his son firmly around his waist. He didn't want to lose anyone anymore, he had lost so much that even God couldn't make up for it. Because painful memories are testimonies of everything that really happened today, and they cannot be removed by talking.
Isn't there no meaning to grief then? Isn't that ridiculous!
However, this has the advantage of being convenient for himself to feed Xiaoyun. You can't teach a newborn kid to eat by himself through two layers of devices!
Paglia carefully and gently pressed her hand on Xiaoyun's face. Sure enough, what he felt was the softness that belonged to a baby, and the gentleness that hit his heart shattered him instantly.
Xiaoyun seemed to be making more noise, and Paglia hurriedly created a sizable space in her own self-ecological device, and then passed the tightly wrapped milk powder, cups, and spoons through the mechanical means of external covering.
The specific scenario is to wrap what you want to get like a smooth bubble wrap, thus forming an enclosed space. Then he opened his mouth in the opposite direction again, revealing what he had just taken.
This is done by avoiding contact with the outside air to avoid exposure to unknown viruses.
Therefore, the protective measures that should be in place cannot be easily relaxed for a moment. Don't say that today, it has been done since all of them landed on the surface of the Land of the "Last Leaves".
It's called prevention!
However, the way to obtain hot water is much more convenient, the bottle-type device that stores cold water has its own independent heating device, and it can also be stuffed directly into the connection of the autologous ecological device on the face through the already designed opening of the bottle head - just to facilitate eating or drinking!
Paglia scooped about six spoonfuls with a spoon, then added 200 milliliters of warm water at 50 or 60 degrees Celsius into the cup, and stirred it carefully. It seems simple, but it is more convenient than eating by yourself. It's a lot of trouble!
But he enjoyed it!
After waiting for a long time, until he tasted it, it didn't seem to be very hot, and Paglia scooped a small spoonful and slowly put it to Xiaoyun's mouth. The little guy didn't pick and choose, and the corners of his mouth seemed to mumble a few times, and finally drank obediently. After a long time, I didn't cry anymore. began to show a silly smile! I don't know what he's happy about!
Therefore, Xiaoyun's childhood life is still very miserable, and he doesn't even have a decent pacifier!