Chapter 13: Life to Death
"Is that you? How could it be you? ”
Taeyang looked horrified. I looked at the person in front of me in disbelief.
"I've always dreamed of you and not you?"
It's always been you and not you?
At this time, Taiyang was indescribably chaotic. It had always been you and not you, a strange word that came out of his mouth that he didn't know how to interpret himself.
"I've been dreaming about the same background all this time, but the dreams are getting more and more terrifying, and there has always been a girl in the dream, but I have never been able to see what the girl looks like, I just feel that ***** has always had an inexplicable sense of familiarity. That girl has always been you, right? ”
"And now you're not you," Taeyang said, "you're not Wei Xin!" ”
Taiyang continued: "Today I had that terrible dream again, in the dream I finally saw who that girl was, she looked exactly like Wei Xin, I originally thought that the girl was actually Wei Xin. But it seems, am I wrong? ”
After speaking, Taiyang looked at Wei Xin. Still sitting. Wei Xin stood in front of Taiyang. looked at Taeyang noncommittally.
Taeyang gets an answer he doesn't want. I feel very uncomfortable. Although subconsciously he was convincing himself, he still couldn't believe it.
Home, car accident. Intact and home again. There is absolutely nothing plausible about it. There is only one thing that can be explained.
In a dream-like place, he meets an old man and his granddaughter in a fairytale-like place. The chaotic memories of this period of time made him think that this was actually just a dream. However, if the person in the dream appears in reality, then the dream is not a dream.
This is actually the reality. In reality, he really experienced those things. So is he X big or not X big? Where did the original Wei Xin go? How did he meet Wei Xin? ……
Suddenly, several problems hit Taeyang like a beast with a huge stream of water after the reservoir was hit by a meteorite.
For a moment, Taeyang seemed to be about to faint. Too many things are hard to understand. Too many questions need answers. However, it was in such an urgent moment that he could not clear his chaotic thoughts, and he did not know where to start.
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I don't know how long it has been. Because of the private room, the guests outside have already left. But because it wasn't time for the restaurant to close, no one had come to disturb them - Taiyang and Wei Xin, who was not Wei Xin.
"Time, as expected, has the ability to destroy everything."
At this time, "Wei Xin" is completely like a different person, although she has changed a person, Taiyang has a sense of familiarity with her "as if she has seen it somewhere".
"Do you remember how confident you used to be?"
How confident do you look?
Am I confident?
Taeyang thought about it in his mind, and after that, shook his head.
"Do you remember what Grandpa told you, always have faith in yourself!"
Taeyang said, "I had lost faith when your grandfather told me! ”
Wei Xin seemed speechless. So he turned around and turned his back to Taeyang. Seems to want to hide something. On the side that Taiyang couldn't see, Wei Xinqiao's face turned strange red. I don't know what came to mind.
There shouldn't be silence because Taeyang has so many questions to ask. But when it comes to self-confidence, Taeyang is silent.
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"If I'm not X big, but a school that doesn't go into the stream and doesn't even have a name, would you still be willing to be friends with me? Are you going to dislike me like that...... Will you find all kinds of reasons not to want to see me, and never pay attention to me again? ”
Taiyang had thought more than once about the picture after he told Wei Xin the truth like this one day.
He thought of a thousand ways to tell the truth, apathy, low self-esteem, sadness, sadness, sadness, crying......
But he never thought about what would happen after telling the truth.
Because he didn't dare to think about it.
He didn't dare to think deeply.
Taiyang thought that Wei Xin would ask him, "Then which school are you?" Why did you find yourself at X Major? And I'm more familiar with X big than I am? ”
Although Taiyang couldn't answer, he still hoped that Wei Xin would ask him. At least being questioned like this would make him feel better.
However, as it stands, all this is so unreal. Like a dream, but more elusive than a dream. Because it's so real that it's hard not to believe it – it's real.
Taiyang actually wants to say:
You're a student at such a great school as X University, how high you are. Being friends with you, as much as I cherish the friendship between us, I can't suppress the inferiority complex in my heart. Because of my inferiority, I flowed down from the mountains, through the mountains, across the plains, to the edge of the cliffs, and when I fell, it would become an uncontrollable flood. So I don't dare to hope that one day you will know that I have cheated on you, and our friendship will survive.
Still, I really want to see you every day, and I cherish every moment we can spend together. Although every minute of this becomes extremely untrue because it is based on lies. Sometimes I'm about to fall into it, but I always remind myself to be clear about who I am.
So a lot of times it's actually very ripe, but I give up...... I don't know if I didn't have the confidence to say those three words, or if I couldn't accept what I was going to face after saying those three words.
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Taeyang slumped on the couch. The desperation in his eyes grew stronger.
A sense of lack slowly rose from the ground in Taiyang's heart from the little sapling, I don't know how time passed so quickly, and it became a towering tree in the blink of an eye.
He had never been so afraid of losing someone. Even if this person seems to be just a dream person at this time.
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"You're here, where is the real Wei Xin?"
This is the first question Taeyang has asked in such a long time.
He was finally able to ask questions.
What a simple thing it is. But at this chaotic critical juncture, it's not so simple.
"You have very old blood in your veins! The blood is incomparably precious and rare. Our family has been the guardian of the bloodline since ancient times. The bloodline possesses a purifying power of self-purification. Some time ago, because your decadence polluted the bloodline, the bloodline started a self-purification process. Hence that paradoxical car accident. In normal time, you would have reborn yourself because of your bloodline. But at the time of the crash, an external force was inserted. Despite Grandpa's care, you enter the turbulence of time. In the turbulence of time, everything will become chaotic. To date, it is not known whether the turbulence of time will have an effect on the final part of the bloodline's self-purification program, life to death, but we must be convinced! ”
"Firmly believe in what?" Taeyang listened attentively, and suddenly stopped, allowing him to subconsciously ask.
"Believe it has!"
Taiyang's miraculous discovery, I don't know when it started, his whole person seems to be undergoing magical changes.
The chaotic emotions are gone.
The tiredness is gone.
The mind became extremely clear.
The mood is extremely happy!
"My name is Xingxing. I temporarily entered Wei Xin's body! In normal time, Wei Xin will have her own life. The next thing we have to do is escape the turbulence of time! ”