When a person lives, no matter how far away he is, there will always be a glimmer of hope in those who miss him.

If you know where he is, it's easy to go and see him if you want to, even if it's secret.

If you don't know, even if the sea of people is vast, you will still expect a miracle to happen, will it be in a certain year and a certain month, in a city with heavy rain, you and I pass by, I rubbed under your umbrella in embarrassment, and crashed into your blank eyes.

This little bit of reverie will be built into a huge spiritual temple, and it will become the force that supports people to continue to live.

But death is different, after death you know that everything is empty, a person dies, you will never see him again, no matter how you wait, how you think, how you hope, you can't see that familiar figure again.

The excitement of wanting to share when you encounter something happy, and the moment you remember that the person is no longer there, it is like cold water poured down from your head, and there is no desire to say anything.

When I encounter something sad, I am full of grievances and want to pour out, but the moment I look at the empty room, my heart is even more sad.

And this is nothing, compared with the pain in my heart, what is more terrible is the gossip of outsiders, treating a woman like Enron, outsiders can give too little sympathy, but they will be labeled as Kefu and fateful.

The reason why she avoided entering a relationship again was that in addition to being afraid of the constraints of the siege, afraid that Gu Yan would not be able to start from the beginning, and afraid of bringing a bad impact to Niannian, what she was most afraid of was repeating the mistakes of the past.

Gu Yan took An Ran home, the two of them snuggled up to the bed, she had never been so obedient as she was today, but Gu Yan didn't want to have a second time.

He would rather she always be strong, aggressive, and unfazed.

And don't let her be scared or sad.

"Don't worry, I won't play racing again, if my mother knows it, she will ask you for tea again to praise you, she is not less anxious with me for this." took her into his arms and took her again, trying to relax her, "Actually, I originally wanted to play, but then I was afraid that you would worry, so I kept watching, but fortunately I didn't go to drive, so Enron, it was you who protected me, as for missing my father, it was purely an accident." ”

"Can you tell me why you're together?" Gu Yan was actually very curious about this senior.

"They are all classmates, others are kind, if you have anything to explain to him, he is never late, he has a good attitude towards the restaurant waiter when he is dating, he is a good person with no major problems, we know the roots, and at that time I thought I should find someone to marry, if I wait until I graduate from graduate school, only others will be left to pick my share, so ...... Didn't Qian Zhongshu say that two people don't hate each other together is the biggest premise for marriage. ”

Isn't she Jiang Jing or promised, she doesn't have such a good family to support, and she is not Su Yao, the more frustrated she becomes, the more courageous she becomes, but she is invincible on the outside, but she has a trace of illusion about feelings on the inside.

Enron is very realistic, and always insists on doing what should be done when it is time to do it.

She firmly believes that finding someone who is similar to her to marry is like picking a tick on the necessary options in life, and no one will urge her to do this again.

In Enron's eyes, finding someone to live with is not a compromise of life, but more like a kind of yang and yin, solving one's life's major events in the most simple and crude way, getting the umbrella of resisting public opinion, and then continuing to live.

She got married, gave birth to children, handled the boundaries between her mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and then graduated from graduate school and stayed in school to become a teacher...... Step by step, she thought that she was walking fast and steadily, and her life was on the right track little by little, just when she thought she could live a peaceful life like everyone else, but an accident happened.

"The world is impermanent, and he actually left me and this home like that, making me feel that everything I did was in vain."

Holding Gu Yan's hand, she told everything she pressed in her heart, she thought that she would never analyze herself like this in front of others in her life, but there were always exceptions in everything.

"This is the punishment that you don't take life seriously, so life gives you, how can anyone treat love and marriage as a task, you should follow the days you want and walk out of your own trajectory, not like everyone else."

"Yes, young master, I was wrong." Smiled helplessly, An Ran sighed, "But I don't think life will treat me well, I work hard according to my thoughts, I may not be able to get my wish, it is better to report a little less hope." ”

How would she know that she would meet a Gu Yan in a few years?

"Life won't, I will." Gently flicked her forehead, Gu Yan's eyes were serious, "You remember, I will never leave you, I will never leave you alone, I will work very hard to live well, whether it is thirty, forty, fifty or seventy, I will not leave before you." ”

His safety, he can't experience the feeling of being abandoned again in this life.

If that's the case, he won't be able to die with peace of mind.

He wanted to cry and laugh when he said it, An Ran nodded, and then asked, "How do you like me?" ”

Fate is inexplicable, and it will make people feel unsteady, and there is a feeling that they can't hold it.

"At first, I thought you were good-looking, but then I was rejected and became more and more frustrated, and then later, I was distressed, I have never seen a person as stubborn as you, I always think, if I ignore you, who will have such patience and good temper as me, you yourself suffer and suffer, and you have to endure it yourself, which is too uncomfortable. If you think about it too much, you will have a sense of mission, and then slowly, it will become natural to get used to it, and it will be too late to find out. ”

However, he admitted.

When Gu Yan woke up the next day, An Ran was gone.

He went out of the room to look for it, and found that the woman had already painted her makeup and changed her clothes.

The makeup is brighter than usual, and such a vigorous An Ran is something Gu Yan has never seen before.

"Where are you going?" Young Master Gu was beating a drum in his heart, not knowing what she was going to do.

"Let's go take pictures."

"Take a picture, what photo?" The man was confused, but he was already moving, "What am I wearing and where am I going?" ”

"Take wedding photos, I made an appointment last night, and the photos taken by the Civil Affairs Bureau are not good-looking, so I have to go to the studio to take them first."

Gu Yan is completely stupid, Civil Affairs Bureau? Did he hear him right?

Knowing that he was surprised, An Ran smiled, "I thought a lot about it yesterday, and I didn't think I had to say goodbye before, so people must rely less on each other, but yesterday's events made me feel that it is because of the impermanence of the world that we must cherish the present." ”

"Gu Yan, I thought about it, let's get married, no matter what happens in the future, at least, we can give each other a name."

Married as a husband and wife, she is more afraid than loses, and she will still be an outsider when she loses.

"Would you like to?"

Gu Yan, who was relieved, nodded like pounding garlic, "Of course!" ”