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"Weixi, you must get better quickly, you must cheer up quickly. In all these things, you are not at fault, and you cannot destroy yourself because of those who make mistakes.
You are smart, very capable, and study hard. The teacher believes in you, as long as you cheer up and continue to work hard, you will definitely live better than you are now. ”
Looking at Wei Xi who was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, Wang Hua could only comfort Wei Xi with such encouraging words.
Weixi is a good child, she is obedient, sensible, hard-working, as long as she can be cultivated well, she will definitely achieve great things in the future.
She didn't want a kind little girl like Weixi to be defeated by the darkness of this world and become a victim of all these evils.
She thought that even if Weixi's parents didn't care about her and didn't care about her, from today on, she would stand by Weixi's side, always accompany her, and encourage her. Pull her out of the vortex of rapid descent.
But for the current Weixi, nothing is important. Because she has nothing left.
Li Rong and Bai Yu came to the hospital to see Wei Xi the day after Wei Xi woke up.
When they arrived, all they saw was staring blankly at the ceiling.
"The bad guys have been arrested. It's all gone. ”
"Is it over? How can you get by? ”
Wei Xi turned his head and suddenly stared at Bai Yu with sharp eyes.
"Only the ......"
"Weixi, my mother and Uncle Li have already solved the matter for you. If you still want to get our attention in a suicidal way. Then don't do it.
Mom knows it will make you sad to say that, but Mom has to tell you.
Mom now has Uncle Lee's baby. It's Mom and Uncle Lee's baby.
We have children of our own, so we naturally have to pay less attention to you.
So, in the future, don't do stupid things like suicide anymore. ”
"Mom, I'm tired."
"Weixi, I miss my dad so much."
"Mom, let Weixi go."
Wei Xi closed her eyes, and two tears slowly slid down from the corners of her eyes.
Bai Yu stood in place, unable to say anything, so he could only stare at Wei Xi in a daze.
Her daughter said that she was tired, that she missed her father, that she wanted to leave this world and go to her father.
Her heart hurts, but she is also selfish.
She selfishly wants to leave all her love and attention to the child who belongs to her.
And for the daughter in front of her, who has her blood on her body but doesn't have much affection for her, she naturally won't pay too much attention to her.
Perhaps for Bai Yu, after Jian Nan's death, it is already her greatest tenderness to be able to take Weixi home and let her learn and grow in such a good environment.
Before there was no such child, Bai Yu was also real, she wanted to fulfill her responsibilities as a mother and treat Wei Xi well, and she also thought about giving Wei Xi the best things in the world.
But now everything is different, and she has a child. It was her and Li Rong's first child, the first, the child that really belonged to them, and her heart was shaken.
And the love and attention that she originally wanted to give Weixi, now she wants to take it back. And, it did.
Bai Yu admits that she has always been a selfish person. From the time he divorced Jian Nan, he had already admitted it. She has no regrets and will never regret it.
Bai Yu looked at Wei Xi, who fell into silence, and also fell silent. Mother and daughter, just like that, stayed in the ward for a long, long time.
Wei Xi knows that in this world, her only tenderness is gone.
After Wei Xi was discharged from the hospital, Li Rong did not transfer Wei Xi to another school, nor did he let Wei Xi move back home.
And Li Rong's secrecy work is indeed very good, except for the principal and a few teachers, no one else knows about the whole thing.
After returning to school, Wei Xi is still living the same life as before. Only this time, there is one more Teacher Wang by her side.
The classmates didn't bully Wei Xi anymore, but still no one wanted to be friends with Wei Xi. Because of the Wei Xi who returned to school again, the anger on his body was a little heavier.
If she was always silent and didn't like to talk in the past, then now Weixi always gives people the illusion that no one should enter. She would give a vicious look to a classmate who was close to her. Now Weixi, except for Mr. Wang, there is no one who can speak.
During this time, Mr. Wang was very good to Wei Xi, and often asked for warmth, and in Mr. Wang, Wei Xi once again experienced the warmth of being cared for and cared for.
"Thank you, Mr. Wang! Thank you for being so kind to me after knowing my terrible life. ”
"You're the smartest kid I've ever met. And the most pitiful child. The teacher appreciates you and feels sorry for you.
Life and life are our own, and we should not be influenced by others. Continue to work hard, continue to persevere, the teacher believes that you will be able to create your own brilliance. ”
"Weixi, cheer up and keep going. Be confident in yourself and believe in yourself. ”
"Ding Ding~"
"I'm going to class, and the teacher will come back to talk to you in the evening."
Looking at the back of Teacher Wang leaving. Wei Xi lowered his head again, as if he was muttering to himself, and as if he was responding to Mr. Wang's words.
"Thank you, teacher."
"However, Wei Xi's heart is dead. It's only possible, I can't hold on anymore. ”
After returning to the dormitory, when no one was around, Wei Xi took out the sleeping pills he had secretly bought at the pharmacy outside the school, and suddenly poured a bottle of sleeping pills directly into his mouth.
The bitterness of the medicinal smell swept through the mouth.
She thought, her life is so bitter, even death is accompanied by bitterness. What a ridiculous ending!
Wei Xi suddenly remembered what Bai Yu had said when he was in the hospital. She said that Wei Xi was committing suicide to get their attention.
It is not so much that Weixi is committing suicide to attract everyone's attention, but that Weixi has really lost hope in the world and lost the courage to continue living. Perhaps, choosing death is the best ending for her.
Wei Xi lay on the bed and closed his eyes. Thinking back to her life.
Her life is only 15 years. Other people's 15-year-old children should still be able to hide in their parents' arms and be spoiled. But when she was 15 years old, she did lose everything.
Her memories brought her back to that summer afternoon, the boy who took her by the hand and took her to their secret base.
The boy who cried with her all afternoon.
The boy who didn't even tell her to leave.
Wei Xi thought that in this life, there would probably be no chance to meet again.