Chapter 126: The Pastoral of Truth Against the Game (9)

"Jingle Bell"

"Jingle Bell"

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But what is special is that after Shen Feng's observation, not all young people have such a thing as a "candidate certificate", but I saw many people holding the same watch as her wrist, and it is estimated that what they didn't see was that they chose to be invisible like her.

As for the "candidate certificate", I don't know if the equipment comes with special effects, and those who have the certificate are extremely obvious in the eyes of other candidates.

As a key university, the students who are qualified to enter the university also show that they are different from ordinary people in some aspects, so just on the way back to the dormitory, Shen Feng can distinguish the same jewelry worn by some young people in the blink of an eye.

If they are all variant credentials of space equipment, it can only be said that the stroke is not small.

However, it may also be due to the base issue and the fact that they are on the rise.

It's just that......

Shen Feng blinked, although each candidate's credentials were bronze, some were more yellow, some were more blue-gray, and as for hers, silver-gray was heavier.

At first glance, they look similar, but if you arrange them in detail, you can clearly see the difference in color contrast between certain accessories.

As young people of the "Licensed Family", they are obviously more kind to the rest of their partners who are Licensed.

The epitome of society, but it still maintains the innocence of young people!

Responding with a smile and exchanging glances, they are all candidates. Hiding their tacit knowledge of each other, Shen Feng walked through one building after another.

"Momo?" Shen Feng was surprised by the appearance of the person who passed by him, unbelievable.

Mo Jin is the god in the heart of the second personality Fengfeng, the light of salvation in every sense.

Pulled the desperate Shen Feng out of the darkness and changed the trajectory of her life after that.

Eight years ago, the master personality fabricated another figure in his empty spiritual world to support this body in his place.

But three years after the birth of the sub-personality, it was a warm sunny afternoon.

The woman died.

The frail and haggard woman lay on the blue and white striped bed, looked at Shen Feng with a gentle expression, and said, "Mom doesn't want us Fengfeng to be such an amazing person, she just wants her to be kind, positive and sunny, and be helpful like an angel." ”

The main personality watched silently in the spiritual world, looking at the guy in front of him who claimed to be his mother.

"Fengfeng, can you promise your mother?" Although she said the words of request, the woman's hand excitedly grabbed the girl and held her hand.

[But, Mom, it's so hard......] The girl hesitated, and struggle appeared on her face.

Seeing the reluctance to struggle on the girl's face, the woman's originally gentle voice immediately sharpened, "I just want you to be like a normal child, can't you?" ”

"Mom?!" Feng Feng raised his head in a panic, but found that his mother's pale face had become ruddy, even if he didn't know how to return to the light, his intuition was not good.

"Mom knows that you have improved a lot in the past few years and have become well-behaved."

"Mom I'm sorry......" Feng Feng Nono apologized, she thought her mother was saying the opposite.

"Mom didn't lie to you, Fengfeng is so good, like a real child, we are all very happy." may be because she is approaching the end of her life, she rarely frequently mentions the father in her memory. "Mom can't be with you anymore, you must remember Mom's words, okay?"

Feng Feng was struck by lightning: "Didn't you say it's just resting?" You lied to me! Mom, don't you die...... Is it good, Feng ...... Fengfeng is obedient, Fengfeng has been obedient......"

That's right, the sub-personality like a blank sheet of paper, under the hope of the master's personality and the mother's words and deeds, slowly became the current abundance.

"It's not enough. Mom knows what you think, but promise Mom not to hold grudges, okay? Don't hurt others, keep going like this, even if it's pretending, I hope you can all be happy......" Hearing the woman's words, the people around him were strange, but they didn't notice that Shen Feng, who was originally crying, lowered his head, and his excessively long bangs covered the emotions rolling under his eyes.

"Can I see her one last time......?" The woman's eyes were opened with difficulty, her breathing became shallow, and at last, as if she had finally seen something, she closed her eyes with relief, and the last words remained in her mouth.

It's an apology.

Shen Feng heard it and was in a state of turmoil.

However, in the eyes of the head nurse who had already gathered around, this was just a child who was so sad that he fainted. Although I saw a lot of life and death in the hospital, I still sighed with pity when I looked at the little girl's thin shoulders and cried red eyes.

As far as she knew, the child's life was miserable, his father was gone when he was a child, and now his mother is dead. Probably because of the child's father, her relatives have long left the city. Even the medical expenses for the hospital and this period of time were paid in advance by a kind person.

The spiritual world.

"Xiaofeng, are you okay?" The sub-personality touched the main personality huddled in the backyard.

The master personality looked at her with a facial expression.

"Uh...... In fact, she recognized that I wasn't you a long time ago! "The sub-personality struggles to find a topic.

"But she denied me."

In the early days of her birth, she wondered why the master Ge would rather watch the outside world develop in the backyard than live by herself, and created a second personality to live for her.

Then, when the person's mouth kept repeating the image of the child in his mind, the sub-personality seemed to understand a little.

It wasn't so much that Shen Feng wanted to find someone to live for her, but that she didn't want to disappoint that woman again, even if she denied her existence.

[It's really awkward, I obviously care about it.] 】

Since she lived with her mother three years ago, the way they get along with each other has always made Fengfeng feel discordant. However, it wasn't until she died that the expectation she said reminded the second personality that this woman had always called her "Fengfeng", not "Shen Feng" or "Xiaofeng".

The latter is the name of the main personality in her memory when she inherited the body, and the name she called when she was in a good mood.

In the eyes of the second personality, this virtuous and gentle woman evaluated by the outside world is more like her true face when she treats her children. The image of the mother in front of outsiders is more like a false mask.

However, the main personality, like her mother, is chasing the false mask of longing.

Before that woman died, she should have realized it, and she apologized unprecedentedly.

It's a pity that as a mask, she said, what's the use of apologizing? The scars have long been done, but the person who can repair them is gone. What's the use of just an apology? What's more, the main personality should not understand the true meaning of the final apology, or say that there is no relief.

The realm of the spiritual world was gradually swallowed up by darkness, and watching the sleeping master personality let itself go, the second personality was heartbroken but helpless.

She is the mask of the main personality and the expectation. But when she is truly desperate, the sub-personality can only watch her suffer and cannot change.

Because in essence, she is also her......

How did you save yourself?

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