There was too much disappointment on her face. She didn't want to go to the official to die. If he lived, he could think of a thousand reasons to hate her, but when he died, did he have a reason to hate him?

He couldn't die because he hadn't waited for her revenge. Why did he die like that? This kind of damage is much deeper than the damage he did to Kou Leer back then.

An imperceptible sneer appeared on Zi Ruoqing's tearful face, Kou Le'er actually felt like this when she heard the news of his death, it seemed that she had made the right move.

In her heart, she hated him, otherwise why would she cry and say that she would take revenge on Shangguan and never love him?

Colle thought her heart was dead. She thought she would never cry again, but she cried anyway, because of him.

"Sister, don't be so sad. He has you in his heart, and he is much stronger than me. Zi Ruoqing's face had tears in her face, she was not hurting her body, but her heart.

That man, since she entered the Shangguan Mansion, has never been as close as she was many years ago, although he has got his people, he is with him every day, but he has never had skin to skin, and he also calls her just his sister to the outside world, who has been separated for many years, and finally found it.

For her, that was the most disappointing thing for her, she thought that if she found him, she could rely on him for a lifetime, but what she didn't expect was that his feelings for her were no longer the feelings he had for her.

Although people are together, they are also like strangers, helpless, helpless.

Koleer was heartbroken. But she still noticed the sneer on Zi Ruoqing's face. With a squint, Kou Le'er knew that she had arranged all this. She is dressed in filial piety clothes, but her face is slightly red, her eyes are bright, which looks like a person who has just gone through a funeral, besides, she loves Shangguan Jueai deeply, if Shangguan Jueai is really dead, she will definitely not have such a look, her eyes are flashing, and she looks like a person who does not often use scheming.

It turns out that no one can believe that no matter how pure a woman is, she will use tricks because of love. Shura Qing is, Zi Ruoqing is, and so is Huan'er.

Xiao Sichen threw himself into Kou Le'er's arms.

"Mother, mother, don't cry, don't cry, if you cry, Xiao Sichen will cry too, mother-in-law won't cry." Xiao Sichen touched the tears on Kou Leer's face, and a wave of love and pity rose from his heart.

"My son, let's go." Kou Le'er got up, hugged Xiao Sichen, and walked away.

"Sister, he's dead, are you just sad for him?" Zi Ruoqing was unwilling, she wanted to know what Kou Le'er was thinking. Because it's about her happiness in the future. I remember that many years ago, she once asked Kou Leer if she was dead to her. But looking at her series of performances, although she didn't see him, she still had him in her heart.

"Do you still want me to grieve for him for the rest of my life?" Kou Le'er lukewarmly put down such a sentence, pulled Xiao Sichen's hand, and walked away.

Zi Ruoqing clearly remembers that day.

The flowers in the garden are in full bloom, and it is a beautiful night. Zi Ruoqing and Shangguan Jueai sat opposite each other in the garden. Good food and wine on the table. The two of them had a good drink.

The wine has been made to the third round. Shangguan Jueai's face already felt slightly drunk. And Zi Ruoqing also drank a little too much, her hand gently stretched out to Shangguan Jueai's face, caressing the wrinkles on his eyebrows, I don't know when, this man's face actually had wrinkles.

"Qing'er, you are my sister, there is a difference between men and women, so don't be so close." Shangguan Jueai stretched out his hand, gently pushed her hand away, and rejected her like this.

"But, Brother Che, I vividly remember the days when we fell in love. I wasn't your sister then, and you weren't my brother, and we loved each other as freely. But now, I am your sister, you are my brother, and we have no reason to love each other anymore. Zi Ruoqing picked up the wine glass in front of the table and drank it in one gulp.

All of this is because of Kou Leer, because he said that he has only one wife in his life, that is, Kou Leer, and even if she dies, she is only his wife for life. And he can only have such a wife in his life.

"That is in the past. I can't give you a name, so it's better not to give you hope. Shangguan Jue Ai got up and looked at the moon hanging high in the sky. A longing, where to vent, wine is a good thing, but it can't happen too much because of wine, he has broken off his love, and will never hurt too many people.

"Brother Che, I don't want a name, I just want you to love me. All right? I don't care if you have him in your heart. I just want to stay by your side and be with you. I don't want any fame, I don't want any promises, I just want you to have mercy on the people in front of you. Luckily? Zi Ruoqing stretched out her hand and wrapped it around Shangguan's beloved back. Stick to his back. Feel his warmth.

"I'm sorry, Qing'er, I can't do it. You are just my sister, and there can only be affection between us in the future. Shangguan Jueai reached out and tore her arm apart. The body also jumped out, keeping a distance between him and Zi Ruoqing.

"Brother Toru? Do you really just want me? I have been separated from you for three years, and I have my presence in your heart, but I have been back for three years, and I still haven't been able to pull your heart back. It's really a trick to make people. Zi Ruoqing wanted to cry without tears. The frustration in his eyes, Xu could only use wine to vent in front of Shangguan Jueai.

"Qing'er, I'm sorry for her, I can't be sorry for you anymore. It's been three years, and my brother has found countless men for you, and you can't find any of them. You don't know your brother's heart like this. ”

"You pushed me out, I didn't like you." Zi Ruoqing laughed, the smile was so cold, this man was so kind to himself, if he didn't love himself, why didn't he give up after three years of searching, but he didn't love it after finding it, is it really just the responsibility he said?

"Qing'er, you know what? In this lake, I was once beaten by that Shura, and then hurt one of my sisters, a sister who grew up with me, but I was ruthless, and I couldn't give her anything, so in the end, she chose to become a monk. There is also Shura Qing, she appeared in front of me with your face, but I still had feelings for you at that time, I sang with her night and night, deliberately let her hurt Le'er, and finally when Le'er left, I found out that she was not you. She is willing to hurt me, but you are not. In a fit of rage, I sent her to the Qinglou and tortured her. and Le'er, she has a true love for me, but I thought she was a scheming woman. It hurt her completely. She was gone, and I realized that I loved her. And I love her so much. Shangguan Jue's words seem to be telling a calm story, but the protagonist of the story is himself.

"I said it, Brother Che, I don't care, I don't care about fame, and I don't care if you have her in your heart." Zi Ruoqing felt that she was the most lowly at this time, for a man, for her years of love, she didn't dare to ask for anything anymore.

"But I care. None of the women I am with will have a perfect outcome. Ser'er became a monk, Shura Qing became a prostitute, Le'er was physically and mentally injured, her black hair turned white, and you were also in such pain. I broke off my love, and I can't miss your youth anymore, Qing'er, be obedient, listen to my brother, find a good man, and get married. "Shangguan Jueai is really helpless at this time. Koleer has gray hair. She only has his existence in her heart, so the people who love each other can't stay together, so it's better to give her a true heart.

"Brother Che, you've been looking for her for so many years, but she hasn't appeared. Even if you give her a true heart, she still doesn't know, why do you bother? As I said, pity the people in front of you. Okay?" If there is hope, you can't give up.

"Qing'er, take care of it, I only have one heart, I have given it to Le'er unconsciously, and I can't give it to you. Three years ago, I thought I still loved you, but after so long since you've been back, I don't feel that way anymore. Shangguan Jueai finally said his heart, maybe it was because of drunkenness.

"However, when you found me in the East China Sea, you said that you still loved me." If you have to mention old things, how much more meaning can you have?

"Qing'er. I went to find her that day, but I didn't expect it, but I found you, I had no choice, in order not to break your heart, I had to say that I came to find you. Shangguan Jueai finally told the truth, and after saying it, it was much easier.

"How much do you think you have a heart for her?" The expression on Zi Ruoqing's face was much more relaxed.

"Ten points. My heart is on her. "Shangguan Jue likes to say it so easily, if it weren't for Zi Ruoqing's affection, then he must have talked to Zi Ruoqing at this time and become a friend who has nothing to talk about.

"Very affectionate, but she passed by you, and you didn't recognize her?" Zi Ruoqing chuckled lightly through the wine, and her eyes were full of ridicule of Shangguan's absolute love.

"She could see me at a glance in the crowd, and I didn't recognize her. It shows that she loves me a little more than I love her, how fortunate I am to have such a woman as a wife, so I can't pay her anymore, even if it is the end of the world, I have to find her and love her well. In the second half of my life, I must love her a little more than she loves me. Compensate her for her efforts. ”

"Pathetic. It's really sad. What Zi Ruoqing didn't expect was that Shangguan Jueai could find such a bad excuse. He loved her. If you love in your heart, you will never have a chance again.

"No, I don't feel pathetic. Finding her is what I'm happiest about right now. Shangguan Jueai chuckled, helpless, really sad.

"Where's she?" Zi Ruoqing did not give up. She really wanted to know what attracted his attention so that he could give up his former childhood sweetheart.

"I don't know what's good about her. All I know is that I love her. That's enough. If you love someone, you won't notice her good or bad. "The wine is gone, Shangguan loves to return by the moonlight, today, some words are said, it can be so easy.

"Ahh Zi Ruoqing shouted. I can't wait to vent all my pain. The face has been deformed, because the smell of alcohol is also very obvious. She cried, she should have cried.

"Koleer, I can't get his heart, I won't let you get his people. Even if he has you in his heart, I won't allow it. No, you can't." Zi Ruoqing swore fiercely in her heart.