Chapter 141: Will You Come Back
The sun outside the window has gradually moved to the other side of the mountain, and a little bit of light looms in the sky, like a piece of blue-gray cloth, covering the previous brilliant brilliance, and the night is coming.
Mo Xiaoxiao lay in He Yuwen's arms and sobbed quietly, irrigating those sour tears into his wide cotton bathrobe little by little, at this moment there is no kiss, no gossip, and no difference between men and women, it is said that it is two best friends, it is better to say that it is two souls who comfort each other, He Yuwen doesn't know why, when he heard her breathing and sobbing sound rising and falling in his arms, his heart would be so stable, just like a cruise ship that had been adrift for several days and finally found its home.
I was surprised that the lovesickness was not revealed, it turned out that it was just because it had already been deep into the bones, love without knowing it, thinking without knowing it, love without knowing it, just because I didn't know that it was love.
I don't know when, but he has slowly begun to care about her, she is such a cherished girl, and such a strong and brave girl, tangled contradictions again and again, he is not sure of his love for her, when others debunk him, he can't wait to deny it, but when she disappears, he is looking for her all over the world, unable to sleep all night, when his mind is her, he began to understand that she has long been quietly living in his heart, And he has long had a different friendship with her, but his pride and loneliness made him love without knowing it, and he didn't dare to admit it.
He Yuwen's hand was a little helpless, he didn't know how to place it, just gently placed it on her shoulder, he wanted to wipe away the tears that fell for her, but he never had the courage.
"Mo Xiaoxiao, I ......" He Yuwen wanted to say something, but he couldn't say the words in his mouth, as if he was sealed by something.
Hearing He Yuwen's voice, Mo Xiaoxiao raised her head slightly, then pulled out of his arms, hurriedly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes in a panic, and sat aside, obviously a little restrained.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just got sad from it, and I didn't control my emotions for a while, and I was a little rude." Mo Xiaoxiao said while sorting out his emotions at a loss, He Yuwen was slightly embarrassed, in fact, he didn't mean that, but Mo Xiaoxiao had already opened his mouth, and he was no longer embarrassed to explain anything, so he could only look at her quietly.
There was a strange atmosphere in the air, and the silence made both of them a little cramped and uneasy, He Yuwen wanted to say something, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he was interrupted by Mo Xiaoxiao: "Actually, I just ......"
"Oh yes, you know me..."Mo Xiaoxiao and He Yuwen blurted out almost at the same time, and this embarrassing tacit understanding once again made the atmosphere tense.
"You can say it first, and you can say whatever you want." He Yuwen glanced at Mo Xiaoxiao, who was a little dazed, and said lightly.
"Actually, I've been in Yangzhou these days, do you remember the friend Yuhua brought back to Bizhou last time?" Mo Xiaoxiaoyun said lightly, and looked at his reaction from time to time.
"Well, you go on."
"After I went out to find Mo Yao that night, I accidentally met bad guys in a lively street market, and they dragged me to a restaurant, and then in that restaurant I met Yuhua's friend, he stepped forward to save me, I was drugged by those people, and then I didn't know anything, and when I woke up, it was already three days later, and I was already in Yangzhou, and it was Yang Zhe, the eldest son of Yang Huaiping, who saved me." Mo Xiaoxiao said with a stop in her heart, and when He Yuwen heard that she was almost killed, her heart was also tightly suspended.
"Yang Zhe? What is he doing here? So these days, you are in Yangzhou, you and him, can you know him before? He Yuwen said in disbelief.
Mo Xiaoxiao shook his head lightly: "I heard him say that it seems to be doing something for a friend, and I was only a one-sided relationship with him before, but now, he, he is already my brother." ”
As soon as Mo Xiaoxiao's words fell, He Yuwen's brows frowned slightly: "Brother? You ......"
"Perhaps, these are all destined in the dark, I found my mother in Yangzhou this time, and my mother is actually Yang Zhe's aunt and uncle's wife, and now it is also my father, I still recognize my mother." Mo Xiaoxiao said slowly, her expression seemed to be a little happy, it was an indescribable mood, as if she had lost and regained.
"You found your mother? It's great that you are finally reunited with your mother, no wonder I turned Jiangcheng all over and didn't find any news of her, it turns out that you have already settled in Yangzhou, and you will settle in Yangzhou in the future, right? However, it is better that you don't have to run around like this, because God owes you all this...! He Yu said lightly, and couldn't help but secretly feel happy for her, but I don't know why, there was a little loss when those words came out, as if she had suddenly lost something.
"Well, but I'm still grateful to you, if I hadn't taken me in, I probably wouldn't have had the chance to reunite with my mother in my life."
Listening to Mo Xiaoxiao's grateful words, He Yuwen didn't feel how happy he was, and even extremely lost, and was silent for a while before he slowly spoke: "Then after you come back this time, will you have to go back to Yangzhou in a short time?" After all... After all, your home is there, not where you live. ”
"Well, I promised my mother that I would go back before leaving, but I probably won't leave until Ah Yao is found." Mo Xiaoxiao suddenly felt sad, and there was shallow sadness in her eyes.
The two were silent with each other for a long time, and He Yuwen said tentatively and slowly: "What if, what if I can't find it...... Will you leave? ”
"No, it won't." Mo Xiaoxiao said firmly.
"Won't anything?" He Yuwen's eyes were like torches and he asked tightly.
"I won't find it, I'm sure it will."
It was hazy outside the window, and the night was quietly falling, and in those chaotic lights, I don't know when a bright fireworks in the world were lit, shining dazzling in the black curtain.
"Mo ...... Xiaoxiao, I think I have something to make clear to you. The two sat on the sofa, there was no light in the room, the sound of the wind rustling the leaves outside the window, and they were silent for a long time.
"Huh? What do you say. Mo Xiaoxiao said calmly.
He Yuwen slowly turned his head and looked at her intently, the Adam's apple that seemed to contain a bead squirmed with his breathing, the sword eyebrows that looked like frost and ink paintings were so clear in the dim light, and the pair of star eyes under the eyebrows seemed to contain an emotion that was difficult to hide.
"I have been in this half of my life, can be described as ups and downs experienced by ordinary people in a lifetime can go through the ups and downs, rain, snow, wind and frost, I thought that I would never love again in this cold world, I no longer have the ability to love someone, I even escaped to escape from it, because I was afraid that I would not be able to bear the heavy feelings to give others a promise, others only think that I am cold and cold by nature, will not how to love, in fact, I also have that tender and love like the waves in my heart, But my responsibility and expectations for the family, so that I am afraid of that love and dare not face it frankly, now I understand that this is not free and easy, but a kind of weakness, I thought I could control myself, I thought I could control the primitive emotions in my heart, and then I found that love is an unpredictable thing, the more you escape from it, the more turbulent it is, locked in the heart it will run out of the eyes. ”
Seeing He Yuwen's nervous expression and complicated expression saying some words that made him look dazed, Mo Xiaoxiao was a little confused: "You... What's wrong? ”
"I said, I find myself in love with you, or to put it another way, I can't live without you, do you believe it? You don't have to answer me in a hurry, I used to control my emotions and that kind of complicated love very hard, I don't understand what love is, and I am so indifferent to everyone, but when you suddenly disappear, I began to understand that loving someone is not necessarily a vigorous declaration of the world, but a kind of unspeakable buried in my heart, only when I lose it will I know that I have already been trapped in it and can't extricate myself, Mo Xiaoxiao, I said I like you I have you in my heart, I wish to love you to the death for the rest of my life, support you, protect you, these words have been buried in my heart for a long time, but there is no reason for me to say it, and then I realized that there is no reason to love someone, so ......"
He Yuwen said affectionately, with a sincere appearance, and when he talked about the depths of his love, he still had a little vague feeling, the dim light could not see his expression clearly, but he could feel his enthusiasm and sincerity from his words, Mo Xiaoxiao was suddenly a little stunned, and it was unbelievable that He Yuwen, who was as cold as an ice stone, would actually say such sensational words to himself.
"So, can you accept such a me?" He Yuwen continued.
In fact, Mo Xiaoxiao's feelings for him are not like this, He Yuwen's warm heart has inadvertently shaken her heart like glass, looking at his angular face through the dim light, the bright eyes like Qingtan are shining with a little light, she is moved......
In fact, she also loves him, but when she loves someone, she often starts from inferiority at the beginning, when he is a young master of your family, she is just an ordinary woman in cloth, how dare she dream of getting his favor and getting his love, there seems to be no shortage of excellent women around him, he is the moon held by the stars, is the eldest young master of the He family, is an indispensable young man, and she is just an ordinary woman who can't be seen in the grass, is a stone that can't be seen in the grass, And Sansheng is fortunate to have a relationship with him, even so, there is still a distance between her and him, and she used to look up to him, but that lowly status makes her look up to him and dare not cling to him, just looking at him from afar.
I never thought that one day I would be able to grow old with his son by his hand, it was like an unattainable dream, a dream that would never come true.