Chapter 145: Rainbow Dash, Goodbye

Fu Yunao was silent for a moment and asked, "So, without me in your future life, you fell in love with Li Shaoqing?" ”

"Yes, I was in love with him, and he loved me." Fei Yue nodded affirmatively, her tone was sweet, full of happiness, "After being with him, I learned what true love is, it will make people's hearts beat faster, and make people feel that as long as there is each other every day, even the air is fresh, which is not the way the two of us used to get along." ”

"Moon, I can give you whatever you want, I can do what he can do, you don't like the way you got along before, can I change my career?" Fu Yunao still refuses to give up, and he does not give up.

Fei Yue was unmoved by him, and said: "You still don't understand, I'm not just talking about the way of getting along, but the love represented behind the way, different people will get along differently, and the kind of relationship we used to get along with is not getting along with lovers at all." ”

She was logical, Fu Yunao opened her mouth, not knowing what to say.

Fei Yue paused, took a breath, and continued: "You don't have experience getting along with too many girls, it's normal to not understand, but you ask yourself, do you have the same attitude towards me as you do towards Song Jiayin?" ”

"Of course it's different, I like you and hate her." Fu Yunao replied without hesitation, but after speaking, he reacted that Fei Yue didn't mean what he meant.

After understanding what Fei Yue was talking about, he couldn't help but be stunned.

"The difference between the attitude towards you and towards Song Jiayin......" he muttered quietly, and an answer slowly popped up in his mind that made him a little frightened.

That is, he and Fei Yue get along very comfortably, but it is more bland, and there is no feeling of rapid heartbeat at all, just like a left hand pulling a right hand.

As for Song Jiayin, although he hates her, sometimes he does have a moment of distraction for her gentle and affectionate eyes.

When taking care of her, she fell asleep, and he looked at her quiet sleeping face, and for a moment, he would have the idea of kissing her, which he didn't have when facing Fei Yue.

Could it be that he really just relies on Fei Yue, and he likes Song Jiayin between men and women?

After thinking of this, Fu Yunao panicked instantly, he didn't want to believe this answer from the bottom of his heart, shook his head, threw this idea out of his mind, and asked Fei Yue instead: "Moon, when did you stay with Li Shaoqing?" ”

"It didn't take long for me to suddenly figure it out some time ago, and I thought it was him, and he could accompany me for the rest of my life." Fei Yue said simply, and did not explain to Fu Yunao in detail the meaning of her and Li Shaoqing's love history.

Fu Yunao's tone was a little lost, and asked, "If I contacted you during this time and didn't ignore you, would you not be with him?" ”

"No, it won't." Fei Yue denied it, and her tone was firm, "My liking for him is not a whim, nor is it a pastime when I am lonely, I really like him and want to spend my life with him, and even if you contact me, it is impossible for me to be with you."

Together. ”

Hearing Fei Yue repeatedly say that he liked Li Shaoqing and would not choose Fu Yunao, Fu Yunao suddenly felt very uncomfortable in his heart, but he felt that what Fei Yue said was very reasonable, and he couldn't refute it.

After a while, he sighed and said, "Song Jiayin already knew about this, and just came back and told me to let me die for you, but I didn't believe it at that time, thinking that she was lying to me, after all, she used to do this often." It just so happened that I was also busy during that time, Song Jiayin's pregnancy was very hard, I was also very tired to take care of her, and I was busy with my studies, so I left this matter behind me after a while. ”

After a pause, he sighed again, the sadness in his tone couldn't be concealed, and said softly: "Until today, she asked me if I liked her, I said I didn't like it, she went crazy, asked me if I was still thinking about you, and said again about you and Li Shaoqing together, let me hurry up and die, I just got in my heart, called you to ask you, I thought she was lying to me, but I didn't expect it to be true." ”【… Aiqi Literature ¥ Better Newer Faster]

"It's true, she didn't lie to you." Fei Yue gave him an affirmative answer again.

Fu Yunao smiled bitterly when he heard this: "Moon, is he good to you?" ”

"Very good, very good, indescribably good." Fei Yue said.

Fu Yunao was speechless for an instant, he wanted to say that if Li Shaoqing treated her a little bit badly and made her even a little unsatisfactory, he would let Fei Yue return to him, but when he heard Fei Yue's answer so affirmatively, he didn't know what to say in an instant.

Moreover, he thought again, even if Li Shaoqing was not good to Fei Yue, could he be good to Fei Yue? What qualifications does he have to bring her back to him?

Thinking of this, Fu Yunao couldn't help but smile bitterly, and even his voice seemed to be a little bitter, and finally said: "Moon, but I still can't let go of you, what should I do?" ”

Fei Yue was silent for a moment, and said meaningfully: "Look at the people around you, cherish those who are wholeheartedly good for you, you will find that there are people who are better than me, and I am nothing." And it's been a long time. You will also understand that you are not loving me, and I hope that at that time, your heart and people will be settled, and you will not hurt yourself or let others down. ”

Fu Yunao smiled bitterly, not wanting to argue with her about his feelings for her anymore, but said: "I'm sorry, it may be difficult for me to do it, without you, there is no point in what I do." ”

Fei Yue sighed and said: "The earth will rotate the same way without anyone, no one can live without anyone, I am not as important to you as you think, you have grown up, you have to learn to face everything by yourself." ”

Fu Yunao was silent and did not speak.

"Goodbye, Rainbow Dash, cherish." Fei Yue sighed, and hung up the phone after speaking.

This is the last time she calls Fu Yunao "Rainbow Dash", and it is also the last time she will talk to him so much, from now on, they are just ordinary friends, and they will never interfere too much in each other's lives.

He is no longer her Rainbow Dash, and she is no longer his moon, but Li Shaoqing's moon.

In the future, he will have a possible child, his family, and she will also be accompanied by Li Shaoqing until she is old.

And she and Fu Yunao are like two straight lines intersecting, after a short encounter, they are completely separated, and even drift apart.

"Goodbye, Rainbow Dash, goodbye, our were." Fei Yue looked at the wind chimes under the eaves outside the window, and said it again in a soft voice, and then changed "Rainbow Dash" to "Fu Yunao" to the contact person in the address book.

She is a family person, she still has to pay more attention, Li Shaoqing can be jealous, she knows very well, she must not be seen by him.

When she came back to her senses, Fei Yue was just about to return to work when she heard a knock on the door.

Fei Yue didn't know who was outside the door, so she kept an eye on it, put away the important documents she was working on, took out a not very important copy and spread it out on the desk, and then said, "Please come in." ”

The door opened, and the person who came in was Zhu Duhan.

Fei Yue's eyes were subtle, and she secretly sighed that she was fortunate to have packed up the important documents, and she really cleaned them up.

"What's wrong, what's wrong?" Fei Yue asked Zhu Duhan.

Zhu Duhan nodded, put the document in his hand on Fei Yue's table, and said, "I've already taken care of this part, I'll bring it to you first." ”

Fei Yue flipped it open and looked at it, and said, "Well, you did a good job." ”

"It should." Zhu Duhan said, he looked at Fei Yue's face, and asked again, "Yueyue, what's wrong with you?" Not happy? ”

Fei Yue touched her face and understood that it was her abnormal expression that made him see the clues, and couldn't help but sigh at Zhu Duhan's meticulous observation.

Then, she thought that this might be a good time to test Zhu Duhan, and after thinking about it for a while, she said, "No, I just suddenly thought of my dad, and I felt a little sad." ”

"Your dad?" Zhu Duhan showed a look of doubt just right, and asked, why do you feel sad to think of your father? Do you have a bad relationship? ”

Fei Yue nodded, and said with a somewhat stunned expression: "It's not good, my mother died early, he married someone else and gave birth to a son, they used to live together as a family, I lived with my grandmother, and the two sides didn't have much contact." ”

"I see." Zhu Duhan was stunned, and said, "Do you feel that you don't have a home, so you're sad?" ”

Fei Yue shook her head: "It's not, I just found that at some point, my father and I can't talk about going together, usually we will quarrel after a few words, and I never feel cared for me from him, as if I'm just a stranger, no, sometimes it's not even as good as a stranger, it's his enemy!" I guess his family only had his wife and son, and I was nothing. ”

As she spoke, Fei Yue lowered her head, her eyes full of loneliness.

She didn't feel sad when she said that she didn't have a home, but in fact, she said this in and out of her words, and between the lines.

Anyone who listens to it will understand that she actually still loves her father, but with childlike stubbornness and pride - since you don't want me anymore, then I don't want you anymore, so I won't be sad because you don't want me!

Such a Feiyue is distressing.

Zhu Duhan's uncontrollable heart twitched, and he stretched out his hand to touch Fei Yue's head to comfort her, but when it came to the end, he remembered something again and withdrew his hand.

He just said, "Have you ever thought that maybe things aren't the way you made them?" It's just that everyone is at a different angle? You can try to put yourself in your dad's shoes. ”

When Fei Yue heard this, her eyes suddenly changed subtly, and she said in her heart: Sure enough, Zhu Duhan and Fei Zhenglu are in the same group, and he is going to say good things for Fei Zhenglu.

Fei Yue's mood changed for a while, and finally, she raised her head and asked Zhu Du unhappily, "Why should I think about it from his point of view?" He doesn't care about me as a daughter, so why should I think about him? ”

(End of chapter)