"Who chatters with an axe,

Repeat for the immortality of the unchanging,

The different touches make the blood half push,

My name is Joker and I just want a friend......"

【…… It's noisy. Shen Feng pursed her lips, she was thinking about the previous details, but the nursery rhyme that sounded out of nowhere had been echoing in her ears since she woke up, making her distracted.

She is annoyed that someone is interrupting her while she is thinking, which can make her unconsciously irritable.

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A few days ago, Shen Feng woke up in a building that was about to be blasted.

[I'm ...... Kidnapped? 】

When Shen Feng opened his eyes, he saw that the scene around him was unfamiliar, and he thought about it reflexively.

The memory in my mind was still stuck on the road with endless flow of people one second, and the next second I woke up in a room with no wallpaper on the four walls of the house. There was only a palm-sized empty power hole on the wall, and the same was true for the ceiling above, there were no lights, no wires, and no windows, only the location where the door should have been installed on the side revealed the light outside to let Shen Feng know that it was daytime outside.

Headache, severe unbearable pain.

It seemed as if a needle was pricking her brain, and the dizziness, nausea, and buzzing in her ears from her hindsight prevented her from standing up immediately.

Shen Feng gasped a few times on the spot, but did not make a sound, not because he was afraid of being discovered, after a short observation, Shen Feng knew that there was no one else around her for the time being.

She didn't want to make a sound because her jaw seemed to be detached from overexertion, and her sore nerves were tugging when she moved.

[It shouldn't be a dislocation, right? 】

Shen Feng thought about it, and his hands helped his chin move together, but he first touched a piece of wetness.

took the mobile phone that was discarded aside and turned off, and took advantage of the black screen between boots, Shen Feng saw a face covered with blood.

That's what she just kneaded herself.

But whether it was the pain of the brain being overdrawn, the teeth on the lips and the overexertion of the jaw, or the angle at which the phone was placed on the ground and the muddy dust on the soles of the feet, it all told Shen Feng a fact - she came over and experienced a painful and desperate thing by herself, but had to be quiet and patient.

"Is that you......?" Shen Feng muttered to himself, touching his chest as if he could feel the existence of another person, and his heart was overflowing with a sickly gratification.

That's a different personality.

I don't know when Shen Feng realized that he might just be a sub-personality.

And when Shen Qingqing died, she was truly sure that there was a master personality in her body.

However, as usual, there was no response.

Shen Feng was disappointed, so he had to stand up with difficulty first, and when he saw a drop of bright red liquid falling on the ground, he realized that he should stop the nosebleed first.

- Did you get knocked on your head, as if you were getting sluggish?

Her indifferent self-censorship, through the reflection of her phone's screensaver, she saw that in addition to her nosebleeds, she also oozed blood from her eyes and ears.

[Ahh 】

Shen Feng was curious about what the master had done with his body to make him embarrassed.

The phone had already lit up, and it was confirmed that it was less than half an hour before she lost consciousness, and she was relieved - it was very difficult to explain if she had lost contact for no reason in these years, and she was still a student who was under the attention of her guardians and counselors.

When I walked out of the building, I realized that it was a building to be demolished, but it was just ......

What's wrong?

Although it is a demarcated safety zone, this area is rarely visited, but not far from the city is one of the city's main traffic arteries, why is it so quiet? No horns, no music.

"Ding, ding, ding!" The phone finally took up its duties and began to vibrate incessantly.

It is the voice of the message. One after another, it seems that there is something urgent and important.

Shen Feng hurriedly opened it, just a phone call.

It's Mom's.

"What are you doing? Why does my phone keep turning off? Didn't you see that I made so many calls? ”

Mother-sama, I can't see your phone if I turn it off......

Shen Feng complained in his heart, and his attitude was extremely deferential: "Hmm...... Just because the weather was cold, the phone automatically turned off, but I didn't find out. Is there something you can do? ”

"Be careful in the future! Where are you now? ”

Shen Feng raised his eyebrows, surprised that his mother actually skipped the shutdown this time: "I'm near the school, I plan to buy something and go back to school." What's wrong? ”

"Fengfeng, don't you see anything there? A god who suddenly appeared in the sky? ”

Shen Feng: ?

Shen Feng subconsciously concealed his previous abnormality, and said casually: "I was indoors just now, and I didn't see the outside." ”

"Forget it, you have been staying at school recently and don't walk around, my aunt just called me and said that I want to go home, it's not safe for you to be at home alone, my mother will come back soon, did you hear that?" The female voice on the phone was quite stern, but at the end it showed the soft worry of being a parent.

"Okay mom."

After hearing her daughter's clear reply, Shen's mother hung up the phone. Shen Feng stroked his mobile phone, figuring out the word god in his mother's mouth before.

Mother is a staunch materialist, and has always had a respectful attitude towards gods and ghosts, but the fact that she asked very naturally just now can only show that she is very convinced.

Did you witness a miracle with your own eyes?

She is familiar with her mother's personality, and she guesses jokingly, but she doesn't know that she was right by mistake.

It's just that......

When I heard my mother say the gods, what was the disgust and disgust that welled up in my heart?

It stands to reason that she doesn't feel disgusted for no reason, or rather, she hasn't had it for a long time.

Shen Feng smashed his mouth, chewing the word god repeatedly in his heart, in order to promote the disgust of his body.

- Interesting.

Shen Feng opened the message he sent before while thinking, and there was a video in it.

Although vague, the light that appears out of thin air in the sky and the strange warmth of the light in the unknown existence makes people spontaneously know that this is a god, a god that has been recorded in history and has now become a myth and legend.

Shen Feng's eyes widened unconsciously, staring at every frame of the video, and suddenly knew how Ye Gong felt like Ye Gong in the dragon.

Panic, overwhelmed.

However, this mood was short-lived, and she was suddenly in high spirits.

[Could it be that she suddenly hid in the abandoned building because of this incident?] 】

Shen Feng thought of his own experience, thinking that the disgust that sprouted in his heart was another existence from his body.

[It's not.] 】

It could almost be called abrupt, and Shen Feng felt that someone in the dark had responded to her words.

Shen Feng: !!

God knows, she just habitually speculated that the master was talking to herself, but she didn't expect that the personality of the master she had been waiting for a long time actually appeared, appeared, and !!

[Is that you?!!!! Shen Feng was so excited that he didn't know what to say.

[See you in a dream.] 】

It's a pity that the owner's personality is too cold, and he disappeared after leaving three words. No matter how Shen Feng called (tiao) and called (xi), there was no response.

"Okay, I'll see you in my dreams, I'll see you in my dreams, and it's not bad to wait for so long."

Shen Feng smiled, she felt that her mood was really tens of thousands of times higher!

Shen Feng replied to the message happily, and when the class group told the counselor that the school had decided to temporarily suspend classes, he conveyed his mother's decision to let him stay in school.

This kind of reply is not uncommon in class groups, especially those who are out of town. Because in just a few minutes, the most recent tickets were booked, and the plane tickets stopped a few minutes ago, so the ticket sales were stopped. As a result, many students are unable to go home.

Shen Feng clicked on the webpage again, according to the timeliness of the current media, there should be a lot of interesting things.

Really.

The hot videos on the Internet are almost all the same, the difference is only that the location of the building below is different; In addition to the coming of a new era of the gods, there are also various eschatological pessimistic arguments on the contrary.

The two parties quarreled on the Internet.

[Let's go back to school first.] Seeing the catastrophism that gradually gained the upper hand, Shen Feng understood what his mother's previous worries were. Just like the divination rumors of ancient civilizations in the past, some people went bankrupt to build the ark of survival, and now the prophecy of the gods appears brightly, and the world does not know what will become of it.

Although at this moment they can be called the first victims of the historic moment.

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In the evening, Shen Feng finished dealing with the excited classmates, sorted out the emergency dry food and vegetarian food bought from the supermarket, and sighed, "Fortunately, I responded in time and went early......

She was referring to the supermarket near the school.

Because NTU is surrounded by universities, there are many convenience stores and large supermarkets, especially the supermarket at the southeast gate, which is close to the dormitory building. Therefore, they managed to buy a few boxes of instant noodle bread before others could react - thanks to the rumors of the end of the world, although it was not the end of the world, but left a lot of valuable reference experience.

When they all moved their things back to their dormitories, there were several stampedes on the supermarket stairs on the Internet, forcing the authorities to send force agencies to maintain order.

Perhaps after the gods said that the disaster would come, the official had already said something.

Shen Feng looked at the corner of the army-green clothes that was blocked by the crowd in the picture and guessed.

Although they know that the officials are well-intentioned, and the media is full of the tired and appeased figures of the officials, the fear of hunger in their bones and the luck of not being accountable to the law make them panic and choose a way.

It's too dangerous out there now.

"Fengfeng, we haven't stored water yet!" The girl on the bed next door was sorting out the snacks she bought, and suddenly thought of this, and turned her head to Shen Feng, who had already packed up her things and played with her mobile phone.

Because the liquid is too heavy and takes up space, it is not in their rush entry.

"I'll go get some water, and you can remind the others." Shen Feng nodded and said to his roommate.

There were originally four people living in her dormitory, two of whom were not in the dormitory, one moved out with her boyfriend soon after school started, and the other lived in the local area and returned home after the change.

There were only two people left in the dormitory.

Originally, Shen Feng should also go home, just because his mother didn't worry about her alone.

Although they are all adults, mothers seem to treat her as a child forever.

Shen Feng turned on the shower head and opened the folding bath bucket they had bought, washed it clean, and then put the water out.

"Fortunately, I bought this because I wanted to take a bath." When the roommate came back, he leaned against the bathroom door and handed the tissue to Shen Feng.

"Yes, it's reassuring to have such a big bucket of water." Shen Feng took the tissue and wiped his forehead and arms.

"How did you buy such a thing?" The roommate asked, and when she came back, she wanted to ask, and Shen Feng bought too few things, "Is the money not enough?" ”

This girl said as she wanted to see how much she had left, and wanted to support her friends.

"Hahaha, no." Shen Feng smiled and watched her turn on her mobile phone to check the balance, "I think that my queen mother will not let me stay in school all the time, and it will be very troublesome to move when the time comes." ”

This sentence reminded my roommate that she might have to stay at school for a long time, because her home is far away in the provincial capital, and it usually takes three or four hours to fly.

Shen Feng saw the sadness on her face, raised his eyebrows, and said in a gentle tone: "When the time comes, you will be alone in the dormitory, you remember to lock the windows and doors, and stay with your friends during the day." Stay safe. ”

"Hmm!" The girl nodded back to her senses, looked at the worry on Shen Feng's face and said, "Fengfeng, you are so good, I feel super safe with you!" ”

Shen Feng touched her head, although she was taller than Shen Feng, it was still very easy to sit and stand one by one: "Silly girl." ”

This is what Shen Feng said sincerely.

The sister felt that Shen Feng was exceptionally reliable, as mature and stable as an older sister, especially when they met Shen Feng who returned to school when they were all six gods and no masters, she directly suggested that they go to buy some supplies first so that they could seize the opportunity. Then Shen Feng contacted a few boys who were in school and had a car, and they acted with them, etc.

Inadvertently convincing others.

"You guys go out tomorrow and buy some medicine and stuff, and see if you can get gasoline when you get back." Shen Feng said.

The girl nodded ignorantly, they didn't necessarily think of these, but after listening to them, they felt that they had to buy them.

"Ahh How are you so smart! Just don't go and come with us! The girl screamed and hugged Shen Feng's waist.

Shen Feng smiled and explained: "You can also think of it if you read more books." ”

"The end of the world?" The girl doesn't read novels much, she loves TV series, but seeing Shen Feng so just organized, she thinks that she also wants to store a few novels in her mobile phone.

"Not only that, you can take a look at related posts, some of the big guys have sorted them out." Shen Feng casually suggested.

Her mind was now on the voice that had appeared during the day, and she wanted to see her so badly, starting with the realization that she might exist.

The night was long, and finally everything was packed up, and the roommate and sister also went to take a shower, and after Shen Feng checked whether the doors and windows were locked, he climbed the stairs and entered the bed.

Her heart was beating all the time, as if she was excited to try. But today's scene flashed in my mind, and I was hypocritically nostalgic for the calm and stability that I don't have now.

The nervousness and frenzy of the crowd in the general environment also affected Shen Feng, and she would not say to her roommate the words that seemed to be unintentional to show off, but actually made the other party uncomfortable.

Is it because something unexpected happened that caused the program to be chaotic?

The reason why Shen Feng suspected that his existence was only a sub-personality originated from the sense of isolation from the world that could not be ignored after his thoughts and concepts gradually matured.

At first, Shen Feng thought that he was just the usual secondary school and self-perception changes during his adolescent development, but gradually, Shen Feng became more and more confused about his behavior, as if he was prescribed by something - especially in the presence of others, his behavior and personality were even affected from the ideological aspect.

Shen Feng, who is alone, looked at himself during the day and found that it was not just as simple as being influenced, it could be called the opposite.

Listen to the comments of those around her: she has a childlike heart, has a sun-like personality, has pistachios, is sloppy, and lazy.

What a good review, not outstanding, but popular.

Only Shen Feng himself knew how cold and dark he was.

Oh, and there's a ......

Her own mother, the woman who was so gentle as to coward, said her last words before she died, as if she had seen through her.

She couldn't stop the irritability and tyranny in her heart.

Shen Feng was adopted by Shen's mother from the orphanage, because this child is different from other children who are inferior or timid or silent, she is especially liked by everyone, anyone can be a friend, with a cheerful and sunny smile, and the dean also said that this child is extremely sensible and considerate.

Shen's mother learned from the dean that the child was only a single mother, but she died when she was 12 years old.

Mother Shen lamented that the child was well raised by her own mother.

But no one knew that for Shen Feng, the experience before going to the orphanage was not a good memory, maybe the only thing worth seeing in the memory was the gentleness of the woman and the sentence she often talked about-

"Don't blame others, don't resent others, everything is my fault, you still have me."

Tut.

She has always dismissed this sentence, but the latter sentence is the reason why she lives in silence under the smug, because she wants to protect the woman who is gentle to the point of cowardice.

Yes, she knew that she was bastard, and she knew from the beginning that a person born with original sin, an existence that was not expected.

Living in the Shen family's sphere of influence for twelve years, and even being sent by her to Shen Shi'an's side after the woman's death, this is a nightmare existence.

However, looking back to the Shen Feng who was scolded by others on the surface, the more ugly and laughable he was, the more lonely he blamed himself, and even studied hard and longed for his father's attention, and took advantage of the kindness of others to decisively disappear to an orphanage thousands of miles away, these operations are all admired by Shen Feng now.

But I don't know if the mask has been assimilated for a long time or if the fake show is really done, Shen Feng found that it was gradually difficult to control himself, it should be said that the subconscious did not want to control, as if it was someone's expectation.

Is it Mom?

Shen Feng immediately surfaced the last scene of the woman and found that it was not.

She knew herself, so she knew that she was the only one who could make her willing to change.

But not this oneself.

Since then, Shen Feng has guessed that there is another Shen Feng who has been with her, although she does not speak, Shen Feng can feel the faint satisfaction and amazement in her heart whenever there is a big change in mood - that is the only thing she can clearly perceive.

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Breathing slowly, Shen Feng's consciousness came to a small pastoral building halfway up the mountain.

The small building is a common two-story self-built house in the countryside, with a back garden that can overlook the distance.

"This is ......," Shen Feng felt familiar.

"It's my mother's favorite place." A figure came from behind, "This is the spiritual space. ”

Shen Feng looked at this girl whose facial features were almost exactly the same as hers, as if looking in a mirror, but her face was paler, and her expressionless face and dark and empty pupils made her look gloomy and unapproachable, very different from Shen Feng, like the difference between light and darkness.

But the heart may be the opposite.

"It's a memory of when I was eight years old, right?" Shen Feng thought for a moment and asked.

Another reason she affirms that she is a sub-personality is memory.

The memories in my mind, especially before the age of nine, are only two fragments. The memory after the age of nine is unexpectedly clear, but the role of memory is only like a recorder that can be played backwards for Shen Feng, not so much that there is no deep emotional residue, but that there is no one else, so even the memories cannot stimulate the rest of the feelings.

Of course, in fact, Shen Feng did not guess wrong, she was indeed created by the master personality when she was nine years old.

"What shall I call you?" Shen Feng approached cautiously, she liked this existence too much, and she could feel the attachment from the soul. This strong and real emotion made Shen Feng sigh, no one else could make her feel in real life, including the gentle woman who died of illness.

The main personality is accustomed to feeling more delicious emotions than ever from the sub-personality, and does not refuse her approach: "Xiaofeng." ”

That's her self-perception.

"Why didn't Xiaofeng show up before? I waited a long time to say. Shen Feng complained about his grievances, holding the arms of his master's personality, as if he had been familiar with it for a long time.

"Sleep, refuel." The main personality replied.

Although she looked at cherishing words like gold, she would definitely give an answer to any question asked by Shen Feng.

"Can you see outside?" Shen Feng pointed to the sky, curious if Xiaofeng could see his ordinary life.

The master nodded silently, took the humanoid pendant on his arm to the backyard of the house, where there was a small pond, and pointed to it, "You can see it here." ”

As he spoke, he waved his free right hand, and a scene appeared above the pond, which was the picture before Shen Feng lost consciousness.

It is also the reason why she has been hidden for so long, but she appeared in front of Shen Feng today.