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"Be obedient, listen to the teacher at school. Wait until you get out of school, and your dad is coming to pick you up. ”
Jian Nan touched Wei Xi's head and said with a slight smile.
"Okay Dad, Weixi is the most obedient, and he must be obedient at school."
"Uh-huh, we're the most obedient."
The father and daughter said goodbye at the school gate, both of them had smiles on their faces, but they didn't know that this farewell was actually a farewell.
When school was out in the afternoon, Wei Xi waited at the school gate for a long time, but her father didn't come to pick her up.
In desperation, Wei Xi had to go home by herself, she thought, there should be something important for her father to delay, right?
When Wei Xi returned home and pushed open the door, a strong smell of blood came to his nose.
That scene will never be forgotten.
Her father, who had always been amiable, was lifeless, lying in a pool of blood. Blood stained his clothes and the white floor.
Looking at this scene in front of her, Wei Xi couldn't believe that the person lying in a pool of blood was her father.
She slowly approached, crouched down, and held her father's already cold hand. She kept rubbing, trying to warm her hands, but the truth was to no avail.
Wei Xi held his father's hand and sat in a pool of blood in a daze, motionless, like a puppeteer.
Her heart is dead, and the only person in this world who treats her well and gives her warmth is gone.
A neighbor's aunt who passed by took Yui Xi and her father to the hospital together. Until the doctor announced the death of the patient, Wei Xi did not say a word, did not shed a single tear.
It turned out that Weixi's father died of schizophrenia. Probably that amiable father couldn't bear the torture of schizophrenia, so he chose his own life.
"I'm so stupid! I should have found out a long time ago, Dad, why are you saying that Weixi is so stupid, you have been sick for so long, Weixi doesn't know.
Dad, you're so stupid to give your life for an unworthy woman.
Dad, what should I do now? WeChat has no relatives, no home, how should Weixi live.
Dad, how can you bear it, how can you bear to leave it alone? ”
Schizophrenia, how ridiculous!
Weixi's father and mother are childhood sweethearts, they grew up together, studied together, worked together, and fell in love naturally.
Jian Nan loves white jade, this is something that everyone knows. Their love was once upon a time also enviable and desirable.
Jane Nan is a very gentle, considerate and gentlemanly man, and was also sought after by many girls when he was in school. But in Jian Nan's heart, he only loves the little girl who has been by his side since he was a child.
After graduation, Jian Nan proposed to Bai Yu.
"Xiaoyu, I have found a very stable job. In a few years we will be able to own our own house and car. Xiaoyu, I love you, marry me, I won't let you suffer with me, I will treat you well. Marry me, okay? ”
At that time, Bai Yu may also really love Jian Nan. Looking at the man kneeling in front of him on one knee, Bai Yu couldn't help but feel a little moved in his heart.
"We've been together for so long, who wants me except to marry you?"
Bai Yu stretched out her hand and motioned for Jian Nan to put the ring on her. That day must have been the happiest day in Jane's life!
Later, they got married, and the two also ran a good life together, Jian Nan worked in a large company, had a stable income, and soon they had their own love nest.
During that time, two fledgling young people were desperately trying to earn money and struggle desperately.
One is to give the other half a stable life and not let her suffer with her.
One is to feel sorry for the other party's efforts day and night, and want to share it for him.
This is probably the love that everyone envies.
In the third year of their marriage, they gave birth to their first daughter, whom Bai Yu named Jian Weixi.
The arrival of Wei Xi added a touch of laughter to the family, and it did bring a greater burden at the same time.
Maybe fate is to see people live too well. When Wei Xi was three years old, Jian Nan's company laid off employees, and Jian Nan was on the list of layoffs.
Jian Nan, who lost his job, ran into walls everywhere, and the resumes he submitted were like stones in the sea, and he was silent.
Now relying on Bai Yu's salary alone, he has to support three people in the family, so you can imagine how difficult it is.
When the passion of love is replaced by reality, it is replaced by life. The rest of the two can only look at each other and hate each other.
There are more quarrels, more crying, and more coldness in their lives.
Finally all the pent-up bad mood exploded in one day.
This day is the day when Wei Xi is going to go to kindergarten, and when he comes to the school, he finds that he has to pay a large amount of custody fees, but Jian Nan, who has no job, can't afford so much money in his pocket and card.
So he called Bai Yu and asked her to send the money.
Bai Yu came home that night and took a man's car. This man Jian Nan knew, it was Bai Yu's boss Li Rong.
After Bai Yu arrived home, Li Rong did not leave immediately, but continued to wait at the door.
After Bai Yu returned home, he immediately returned to his room and took out his suitcase to pack his clothes.
"Are you going to go with that man?"
Jian Nan sat on the sofa and looked blankly at the woman in the room who was packing her luggage.
"yes, what else could it be. The divorce agreement, I'll print it out tomorrow and have someone send it in. Until you get a job, I will pay for all your living expenses. ”
"If you don't take Wei Xi away, it's good that people don't dislike me for being married, why do you still want this child?"
"White jade! Has your conscience been eaten by dogs? Wei Xi is still so young, how can you leave her like this! ”
"Janen, have you forgotten what you said when you proposed to me? You said you would be good to me, but you said you wouldn't let me suffer with you. But now? I can't even eat with you!
I'm fed up with this life. Every day revolves around work and children. Every day is a life of budget-consciousness. I want to go out for a bowl of noodles, I can't buy a lipstick if I want to!
Jian Nan, I don't want to continue this life, let's get a divorce. ”
After speaking, the woman pulled her suitcase and left resolutely.
Until you hear the roar of cars outside the house. Jian Nan just began to hug his head and cry, he kept beating himself, and kept saying that he was useless.
Three-year-old Weixi didn't understand anything, but when he watched his mother leave, his father cried bitterly, and he knew that something bad must have happened.
She walked up to her father, hugged her father gently, and said, "Dad, don't cry, only Xi is here." ”
Wei Xi thought, probably since that time, my father has been suffering from this disease, right?
Now that Dad is gone, Wei Xi can only hate himself, why didn't he find out earlier, why didn't he stop it earlier? Why didn't you warm Dad's heart earlier? Why didn't you pull Dad out of that dark memory earlier?
lost her father's Weixi, and she lost everything, what should she do in the rest of her life?