54. I only have him

Chujun's Mansion, Begonia Gardenβ€”β€”

"Why don't you rest, I didn't sleep all night last night, I'm tired."

When Nishino Yunji came back from bathing and changing, he found that Man'er was still holding her knees on the couch in a daze, and she didn't even notice that he had taken the gauze from her hand to wipe her hair.

Calmly sat down behind her, skillfully wiping the wet green silk for her, the tip of her nose seemed to be filled with the smell of medicine on her body, and she only felt that the tiredness of the day had diluted a lot.

Man'er was silent for a while, and then said, "I don't know when they will be able to open their hearts, and I don't want them to miss it like this." It's too difficult to meet someone who is in love with each other, why do lovers torture each other like this, in case he really doesn't live long, wouldn't he even miss the last time to stay together. ”

Xiye Yunji naturally knew that she was worried about Yunge and Mu Yun's affairs, thinking of her somewhat pessimistic little emotions along the way, she asked rhetorically, "What about us?" ”

The brute raised his eyebrows: "We? ”

Nishino Yunji was a little gloomy: "You are so anxious to relieve me and my father of the poison on our bodies, and write down our physical conditions one by one, and entrust them to your master and brother, but think about it, if the destiny of heaven cannot be violated, you will leave me." ”

Man'er was indeed worried that she would not be able to escape the destiny of heaven, and it would be too late to detoxify them for them, so she entrusted all this to her master and senior brother in advance, but she never had to fight even if the destiny of heaven was inviolable, and it was not her style to kill her neck.

Feeling his depression, the brute hurriedly said, "I didn't-"

Nishino Yunji turned her body, and his slightly cold eyes looked at her eyes with disdain: "It's better not, you remember, I have already identified you in my life, as long as you leave me, whether you are gone or die, my result will not change." ”

Man'er was stunned for a moment, and said a little sluggishly: "Yun Ji, don't say that, you scared me." ”

Hearing this, Xiye Yunji instantly lost the anger in his eyes, and said lightly: "I just don't want you to do anything stupid in order to keep me alive well, if it is really impossible to violate the destiny, then we should cherish every remaining moment, instead of doing something stupid like Ah Duan to waste the time that the two can be together." ”

Man'er was a little uneasy, so he had to say softly: "I won't, don't say these words anymore, I actually ...... I'm a little afraid of you being so paranoid. ”

The corners of his lips tugged helplessly: "But I'm just so stubborn, I can't change it in this life, if you don't want me to do anything extreme, you have to work hard to live and stay by my side." If you leave me alone, I don't know what I'll do. ”

Man'er held his face, the silky snow muscles smoothed the subtle roughness on his face, and said softly: "I will, I will definitely try my best to keep myself alive, so you also promise me that if the final result is unsatisfactory, you will also live well." ”

Nishino Yunji lowered his eyes, the blood under his eyes was even thicker, and there was a breath of desolation all over his body.

Man'er covered his cold hands and said word by word: "Yun Ji, two people love each other in order to be able to meet a better self, not to give up themselves at will for the sake of another person, or even throw away their lives." ”

Nishino Yunji raised her eyes suddenly, the cold glow and mist in her eyes stung her eyes, and she was fiercely clasped down, and a gust of palm wind blew out the fire candles in the room, leaving a faint cool moonlight reflected in the window lattice.

The scorching breath and the fragrant fragrance in the square gauze tent slightly dispelled the coldness in his heart, but it made him sink deeper and unable to extricate himself.

I don't know if the moonlight was too lingering that night, since that day, Nishino Yunji has almost not allowed her to leave his field of vision, and he is tired of being with her all the time.

She lost a lot of money on the trip to the snowy region, and he was not in a hurry to take her over to Miao Jiang, although she protested many times that she had received several letters from her senior brother, and Yan Ming had been waiting in Miao Jiang for a long time, but once Xiye Yunji thought of the tiger and wolf words that her senior brother taught her, she felt that it was good to let him wait for ten more days and half a month.

"I heard someone say you want to see me, what's the matter?"

"Man, thank you so much for that day."

"You don't have to, I'm not for you, I'm for the face of the southern country."

Shangguan Wan suddenly grabbed her hand, and the barbarian turned around in astonishment to see that she had already burst into tears.

Shangguan Wan's posture was extremely low, almost begging her: "Barbarian, sister, please, for the sake of the fetus in my womb, let the lord let my sister go." ”

Man'er frowned: "You want to leave?" ”

Shangguan Wan snorted: "My belly is already big, if I really give birth in this mansion, who knows if he will not kill or give away my child in order to save face?" ”

Man'er pondered for a while, and then said lightly: "If you want to leave, I can go and talk to him, but there is one thing I don't know if you have received news, your mother concubine, who has repeatedly put down her crimes recently, has been deposed as a concubine and given to death." ”

Shangguan Wan was stunned suddenly, staring at Man'er deadly, wanting to see a trace of lying in her eyes, but she couldn't do so, and her frank face told her that all this was true.

The figure shook, and the whole person fell to the ground, his eyes full of disbelief: "What did you say?" My mother is dead? Was he deposed as a concubine before he died? ”

Man'er nodded: "Yes, of course, the Queen Mother is still sitting firmly in Shouning Palace, and the prince is still the prince despite his bad circumstances, if you want to go to them, you can do it." ”

Shangguan Wan looked ahead with empty eyes and smiled bitterly: "Defect to them? A selfish brother, an old witch who has long seen my true face, how can they shelter a princess like me who has lost her name and is useless? Even if they accepted me, it was just taking away my children and giving me to others, which had already achieved the effect of winning people's hearts. ”

Man'er looked at her with a complicated expression, originally as a younger sister, she should have some compassion for her, but she was too selfish, in the past, she always felt that Shangguan Wan was like who, but she couldn't think of it, now she knows, Shangguan Wan is like the queen mother, her heart is ruthless, she will do whatever it takes to achieve her goals, and her inner perseverance is far better than that of men.

A trace of sympathy crossed Man'er's eyes: "You have to think about it, I'll come back tomorrow." ”

Before she could cross the threshold, Shangguan Wan stopped her: "Barbarian, can you give Yao back to me?" ”

The man's mind flashed Yao Fang's terrifying eyes, and the bitter hatred on his body, and he was about to leave directly.

Shangguan Wan said sadly: "Please, I only have him." ”

The barbarian paused, and finally left without looking back.