The Order of the Void Epilogue diary

This is fate, the shackles of fate; I have no reason to cut it, let alone the ability to cut it.

Maybe I shouldn't be bothered about these things, maybe these things will never happen to me. I don't have to be like a fool and stay here indifferently and think silently about how I died.

But it's really annoying, alas! Why can't it come faster? Come on! Come sooner, and I'll be free.

It's my birthday, but I don't want anyone else to know, death is life; To live is to die! So can I understand my birthday as a dead date? Hehe, maybe that's right! I came to the starting point of my first visit to the city: the train station.

The bustling crowd, everyone is so raw, there is less smile and expectation in the past; There is more sorrow and helplessness.

In fact, I have always wanted to taste the fragrance of time, but now this beautiful fragrance is just an invisible poisonous mist that wants to swallow me.

I stayed like this, and before I knew it, it was afternoon.

Twilight.

No, you can't say that, that's the old way of saying it! In the new order, there should be a new narrative. But I can't find this new expression, the only thing that can be explained is that sentence: death is life, life is death! This is a famous quote of this era, this is a symbol of the times.

I guess it's night! I can clearly see that everyone is sleepy and yawning, even if the time is out of order, there will still be the right time to rest!

The sky was still cold, gray.

At this time, what did I see? Moon! I saw the moon!

The bright moon hung in the cloudy sky, and the dim moonlight made me can't believe my eyes. Oh, yes! It's been too long since I've seen the sun and moon; The world is divided only equally white and black; Who would believe that one day will be able to see the moon?

I thought it was time for it to be over; It was as if it had been a nightmare, and now this nightmare was finally about to wait until dawn.

I thought that I had a lot of time and a lot of capital to pursue......

Until I turned to the death certificate with my name engraved on it, I never thought I would be the enforcer of the new order. To be precise, it is a product of order.

What is the product of order? It's just a game character born out of the mixed order game; It's very similar to the video games played in the game hall before, and the data without memory disappears forever after the health bar disappears.

What is the fate of the products of order? Like the people who died under the order - the executors of the last days.

It's ridiculous that an unknown dead man can have such a nice title.

I think it's time for me to go, too; Even I still can't wait for that moment of horror to come.

I remembered, I remembered everything.

The first page of this four-page notepad reads: On April 1, Xiao Junyan confessed to me; I covered my mouth amid the coaxing of my classmates.

It's just that I don't know why, everything from this page of the diary back to that has been torn up; I can't remember who did this disgusting thing, and I can't see the memories that belong to me anymore.

Xiao Junyan fell asleep again.

Go to sleep! He was so tired.

I don't know if I should look back at him one last time. After thinking about it, I still forget it; Don't wake him up.

- "Li Yiquan's Diary"

"Why can't you ask for this?" "Who?" I looked around nervously. If you think about it, it's nothing, it's just the time to come.

"You're right, Yiquan Li! Don't you remember how you got here? You just vaguely remember that the moment you opened your eyes, you were already sitting on the chair of this train station, and then your thoughts seemed to be controlled, and you consciously went to find your old love Xiao Junyan. You never think about the question, where do you come from? ”

"Well, tell me, please." I shuddered, expecting only the answer that was still there. "This is very unfortunate news, and it came out of unfortunate times. You have loved him and given him a lot. Later, your father offended people in society who should not be offended, and you were killed by them. After that, your mother also received a call that you had been kidnapped and that they had defrauded you of all your possessions. You don't remember any of that. ”

"So, why am I here?"

"You are a special wraith and deserve special treatment. Evil spirits don't know love and hate, but even if you're dead, you still know how to love and hate! You continue to love him, and you hate the people who kept you from being together. So, with you as the end, in this time when there should not be love and hate; You will be the most special element of the order of nothingness to put an end to this order; At the same time, you will also be the last executor of the Order of the Void, opening a new order. ”

"So, I have a long way to go!" I smiled wryly, I didn't want to plead, and I didn't have to say more. It's a fateful decision, and there's no reason why I shouldn't follow it.

"You weren't qualified to love and hate, but your peculiarity kept them going for a while. Now, these rights are about to be taken back, and you are about to disappear into the end of the void order. The owner of the voice said silently.

I looked down at myself and found myself gradually becoming transparent, blurry......

Yes, I'm dying, I'm dying, I want too much!

I want to look up and look at the moon in the sky.

But I am only a product of order, and I am not qualified to choose between love and hate; All I can do is say goodbye silently; can only silently watch himself disappear into the void order.