Thoughtful: Fifteen
Since Zhao Zhao sealed the holy decree of Yousiwei, the days of thinking have not stopped. At the beginning, when you thought about going to the street, you could always meet so many people who wanted to get on the front and almost move their hands and feet, but fortunately, there was the protection of General Kang Ting, who was afraid of his daughter-in-law, and he didn't wait for those people to get close, so he had already kicked and flew on the side of the road.
Later, at night, someone broke into the courtyard where Yousi lived, Yousi lay on the bed, listening to a fight outside, there would be a thick bloody breath to the nose, the closer to the day of canonization, these assassinations never stopped, and even several times the guards outside could not stop it, and there were masked assassins who broke into Yousi's face.
Yousi sat up from the bed, looked at the assassin, remembered what happened to the old minister's granddaughter before, and asked, "Are you a flower thief?" β
When the assassin heard this, his eyebrows became more and more hideous, and he said viciously: "I am here to ask for your life!" β
After thinking about it, he was so bored that he wrapped his fingers around the hair that fell on his shoulder, "I can't give you my life, so it's better to give me your life." β
As soon as the words fell, the man had already slashed the knife in Yousi's forehead, as if he was blocked by a huge force for a moment, and he could not move forward at all, nor could he retreat half a minute. Shocked, the assassin tried to drop the knife and escape, but found that his body was already welded to the blade, and he could not move.
With a pop, the sound of flesh breaking was heard, and the assassin's eyes widened as he looked at a pair of white and tender hands, gently slicing open his chest, and then pulled the dirt of his heart out from under his nose with the sound of blood sticky.
Yousi put a lump of flesh and blood on the tip of his nose and sniffed it, frowned, and said unhappily: "I eat too much in the world, I don't like to eat raw meat, I smell fishy and disgusting." As he spoke, he threw the bloody, still faintly beating heart to the ground.
Along with the heart fell to the ground, and the frightened assassin was about to breathe, and stared at a pair of eyes in disbelief, watching his heart on the ground twitch on the side.
Afterwards, the people who came in to collect the corpses were surprised, and some even fainted on the spot, but Kang Ting, the little general who was afraid of his daughter-in-law, seemed to be well-informed, and his face was still a little calm, and ordered his subordinates not to tell this matter, and threatened to say that if anyone said it, they would be beheaded.
It didn't matter what others thought of her, but Yousi was still very upset about what she did, because that night she heard that there was an assassin, Ruyue ran into her room, and as soon as she entered the door, she saw Yousi throw the man's heart on the ground, and even fainted.
Until the next two or three days, Ruyue was still a little scared and thoughtful, and her face was white and blue, but after a few days, she noticed that Yousi was still kind to her, and her heart began to accept it slowly.
From Ruyue's reaction, Yousi also sighed that Zhao Zhao really had two shots, and when she watched her kill so many people in the broken temple, she didn't even have a breath.
The wedding day is getting closer and closer, and Ruyue is becoming more and more interested in Yousi, and she has mentioned a lot of rules and the like, and repeatedly patted the folds on the red phoenix robe for her.
Yousi asked Ruyue, why is she so good to her?
Hearing this question, Ruyue, who has always been polite, pondered for a long time before lowering her head and saying to Yousi that as long as the master likes it, she will try her best to take care of it.
Thinking about this sentence, his cheeks flushed, and he began to trace the makeup on his face in the mirror again.
On the day of the canonization, because during the national funeral, there were fewer decorations of lanterns and red and green, and more solemn.
Yousi's hand was pulled by Zhao Zhao, step by step on the one hundred and ten steps in front of the main hall, she Yousi from today on, become the queen of the Great Liang Kingdom, Zhao Zhao's wife.
Worshiped by the hundreds of officials in the court, there was a trace of panic for no reason, Zhao Zhao took her hand and clenched it slightly, just like they warmed each other in the snowy night when they were wandering, giving each other encouragement.
So, thinking about it and slowly calming down, she felt that no matter how long Zhao Zhao lived in this life, she would accompany him, even if he was gray-haired and couldn't tell the north and south directions with a stick, she would guard him and never leave.
After the ceremony, Yousi went to the Fengyi Palace where she should live in the future, and found along the way that this time Zhao Zhao not only married her, but also welcomed the daughters of many ministers into the palace, and the harem concubines were all sealed at once, and the niece of the old lady of the queen mother, Wei Xian, the daughter of the uncle Wei Wei, was among the concubines.
Thinking about it, comforting himself, Zhao Zhao said that he only had her in his heart, so what he really wanted to marry was only her, and he was still afraid of the power of the Wei family, so he had to go against his will and marry so many women.
Yousi told Ruyue what he thought and asked Ruyue if this was the case, Ruyue looked at Yousi and nodded.
In the night, Yousi has been waiting for a long time, and finally waited for Zhao Zhao to come, but he didn't see Zhao Zhao for many days, Yousi happily told Zhao Zhao about the endless thoughts in his heart, Zhao Zhao handed the glass of wine that the husband and wife should drink to Yousi's lips, but they couldn't block her mouth.
Zhao Zhao looked at Yousi with doting eyes, and at this moment today, he also felt extremely satisfied, as if only by hearing the sound of Yousi Tian in his ears, a heart could be filled, and he could settle down, so as not to toss and turn at night, and sleep sadly.
This night, Yousi finally nested in Zhao Zhao's arms again, feeling the warmth around her, feeling extremely happy and cordial, Yousi doesn't remember what her parents look like, but maybe the same kind of body is not much different, she has been alone in the Stygian Sea since she was a child, and the ancestors of the clan taught her the survival of the fittest, and also told her to break through the Stygian Sea enchantment, bloodbath Xianjun and the like, but no one has ever been like Zhao Zhao, giving her love in the details, so that her heart is bound by his joy and anger.
Maybe now, even if Zhao Zhao is not prosperous and rich, she is willing to live like that for the rest of her life if she begs for food with him.
Yousi felt that her love was warm and profound, she heard when she was in the Stygian Sea, the women of the Stygian Sea are all her kind of character, the love is affectionate, if you hate, you also hate it simply.
With intuition, Yousi thought that Zhao Zhao's love for her was not weak, but he hid too many things in his heart, hindering his love.
Yousi felt that she was a shallow learner, if she could help Zhao Zhao like Lian Shu, she was also willing to clear all obstacles for him, so that the sorrow between his eyebrows could be slowly relaxed.
The next day, Zhao Zhao had already left Fengyi Palace to go to the morning court, and he was thinking of sleeping in the quilt in a daze, Ruyue came in and patiently called her three times, saying that it was long overdue to go to the Queen Mother to say goodbye.
When you heard that she was going to see the old woman again, she didn't want to say anything, and finally Ruyue moved out of Zhao Zhao, and you Sicai nodded and agreed, she didn't want to embarrass Zhao Zhao because of some things.
The old lady seemed to be more thoughtful than the last time, picking her nose and eyes, and saying harsh words one after another, thinking for a moment wanted to pounce on the old woman and tear it to pieces, but she gritted her teeth, and there was a stinky wind blowing in her ears.
When he came back, Yousi swore that he would never go to the old woman again, and when he arrived at Fengyi Palace, he found that Zhao Zhao's concubines in the three palaces and six courtyards had gathered together to ask her for peace.
Yousi held his head high, tried his best to put on an elegant posture like the Moon Sect, sat on the right seat, and accepted the harem concubines one by one to salute and say goodbye, although the third came over, Yousi had forgotten the name of the first, and the last one came, Yousi couldn't remember what the title was in the middle, but one of them, Yousi was profound.
The arrogant and tall one is the biological daughter of her uncle Wei Wei, the niece of the old lady of the Queen Mother, and Wei Xian, who is second only to her in the harem.
Although Yousi is not very good at observing words and feelings, even if she closes her eyes, she can feel Wei Xian's contempt for her, as if in Wei Xian's eyes, she is not Zhao Zhao's queen now, but still the beggar who squatted on the street to ask for food.
When she thought about looking at Wei Xian, she also felt funny, when she asked for food, she had already seen too much of this kind of face, but she was just a young lady who was spoiled by rich people, arrogant and naΓ―ve, and in front of the concubines, she was more like a queen than her.
Yousi didn't look at her in her eyes, but that night, Yousi waited for a long time looking at the moon in the room, and didn't wait for Zhao Zhao to come.
Imperial concubine, isn't it Wei Xian.
At this moment, Yousi was lying in front of the window looking at the moon, feeling very sad, she didn't think that Zhao Zhao would marry many women, but imagining, and the fact happened, it was really different, like a heart was bitten by something, not only painful, but also empty.
Quietly Ruyue laid out the futon for her, and came to Yousi's side to comfort her, saying that this is something that will be borne sooner or later by marrying into the emperor's family. Yousi buried half of her face in the crook of her arm, in fact, she knew that not only the emperor's family, but also the rich and noble families in the world, how could they not be like this.
Thinking about this, you think that she is as sad and pitiful as a woman in the world.
Thinking about it, the thoughtful eyes gradually turned red, naively thinking that if Zhao Zhao's women were eaten, Zhao Zhao could only be with her?
At this time, Ruyue told her that being a human being is so difficult, and sometimes if you do something wrong on impulse, it will be even more difficult in the future.
Throughout the night, Yousi began to toss and turn on the bed like Zhao Zhao, and his heart was as heavy as pretending to be a lot of things, but after thinking about it carefully, there was only one Zhao Zhao.
Thinking about the troubles, Yousi sat up, found a corner and leaned herself against the corner, she missed the days when she asked the old beggar for food, when a copper plate, begging for a leftover meal with residual meat, they would all jump up happily, knock the two broken bowls and clank.
At that time, she felt that living in the world was comfortable and simple, but now that she has everything, she begins to feel unhappy in her heart, and feels that it is difficult to go further and take a step back.