In this season of winter, it still looks sunny, but the temperature has already been cold to the bones, and when I exhale softly, it is already a white mist.

This season has always come in such a hurry, and it hasn't given Su Qingyan a time to add clothes.

A gust of wind blew, Su Qingyan hurriedly wrapped her windbreaker jacket, she is a person who is afraid of the cold, she has lived comfortably in the warm weather in the south in the past five years, and even the old injuries on her body have not recurred.

Returning to the city again, it turned out to be a little uncomfortable.

This is Su Qingyan's first winter back here, and seeing that the New Year is approaching, he can't help but feel a little sad.

"Miss, where are you going?" The driver politely looked at Su in the rearview mirror and asked lightly.

"Suburban hospital." Su Qingyan's voice was very flat.

In the past, when it came to suburban hospitals, everyone would glance at Su Qingyan with strange eyes, and after a long time, it became a habit, as if this was a forbidden area, and no one could mention it.

"It's so late, I'm going to such a far place, I'm afraid there will be no car when I come back." The driver looked at the time, it was not early, this time and again, hours had to be wasted on the road.

"It's okay, there's a bus back." Su Qingyan didn't take it to heart, she was used to such a way.

Listening to Su Qingyan's voice, the driver was a little unbearable.

The driver is not young, he is in his fifties, and he has a child who is about the same age as Su Qingyan, and he has been running around outside.

The moment I saw Su Qingyan, I had the feeling of seeing my child.

"Child, I'm not here to make your money, so be it, you go busy, I'll wait for you, it's still very unsafe to go back to the city alone when it's too late, you can take my work card, which has a report and a police call." As he spoke, he handed the work card to Su Qingyan.

Su Qingyan, who didn't talk much when he first got in the car, heard these words from the driver, and he didn't feel as rusty as he had just gotten in the car.

"It's not good, I don't know when I'll be back." Su said with some hesitation.

It's good to be waiting for her here, but she doesn't know what the situation is with her mother, and if she hadn't received a call from the doctor in the morning, she wouldn't have rushed over in such a panic.

The driver also felt that it was inappropriate for him to be so deliberate, and hurriedly explained: "That's it, I'm downstairs, if I pull a guest, I'll leave first, if I can't pull a guest, I'll wait for you to be a repeat customer." ”

Su Qingyan leaned against the window, she hadn't heard such warm words for a long time, and tears rolled in her eyes for a while.

This kind of care from strangers made Su Qingyan's inner fragility show all at once.

She didn't argue about anything, looking at the scenery outside the window, her mood was much better.

In the hospital, Su's mother was not in a very good state, and the whole person curled up in the corner of the bed in some pain, and the torture brought to her by the illness was far beyond the scope of what she could bear.

Su Qingyan stood outside and looked at Su Mu with some distress through the thick glass, her heart was like a knife.

Her fists were clenched tightly, and even the nails were embedded in the flesh, and she didn't notice it in the slightest.

At first, there was still some pain, but it gradually became severe, and Su Mu began to roll on the whole bed, fortunately, there were guardrails on both sides, and there were safety measures on her wrists, but it still couldn't stop her from doing things that hurt herself.

Feeling useless in her struggle, she had begun to bend down and hit her head against the railing.

"Doctor." Su Qingyan's heart was shocked, and he couldn't help but call the doctor. Dotted Library

"Miss Su, I've already had an injection, and it will be fine after a while, this injection can relieve the pain, but such a painful process must also be experienced." The doctor stood aside with some embarrassment and said weakly.

For such a disease, doctors have no choice, for so many years, if there is a solution, it has been solved a long time ago, how can it wait until now.

The level of medical care is improving, but there are always some difficult problems to overcome, which Su Qingyan is also very clear.

Since God did not let her mother return to a healthy life, all Su Qingyan could do was persevere.

"Do you have to do it every time?" Su said lightly, with tears in her eyes, she was already trying very hard to control her emotions, but when she saw Su's mother, the tears still couldn't stop flowing.

Tilting his head, he tried not to let the doctor on the side see Su Qingyan's emotions.

"It's almost ten minutes, but this injection can last for more than ten hours." The doctor said, raising his wrist to look at the time.

In a few minutes, in Su Qingyan's heart, it seemed like a whole century had passed.

Finally, Su Mu stopped struggling and lay quietly on the bed.

The doctor leaned closer, leaned on the glass and looked at it carefully for a while, and then motioned for the people around him to open the door and enter.

A big lock with a very thick iron chain, such a modern society, is rare, Su Qingyan's heart chuckled.

The mother who loved her the most in the past is now like a bird imprisoned in a cage, struggling desperately and this can only be the result in the end.

Those doctors in white coats, who say better than doctors, are abusers.

Su Qingyan was a little unsteady on his feet, but he still followed the doctor into the ward.

Looking at the traces of being tied on his wrist, Su Qingyan's heart was sour, a little blue, and he could see that this was not a new injury, it had been in such a state for a long time, like a scar on his wrist, which was darker than the previous time.

Su Qingyan held Su's mother's hand tightly, she knew that no matter how hard she clutched, the haggard woman lying on the bed had no way to feel that she was full of longing as a daughter.

The doctor briefly checked Su's mother's body, and then signaled that everyone could leave, the patient's mood had stabilized, and he only needed to inject injections before the next awakening, barely keeping her sane.

"Miss Su, let's go together." The doctor looked at Su Qingyan, who was holding Su's mother's hand tightly, and asked in a low voice.

Su shook her head lightly, in front of her mother, she still wanted to be willful once.

It's just such willfulness, I don't know if Su Mu can feel it.

"Miss Su, patients need a quiet environment to rest now." The doctor looked at Su Mu and said.

In the end, Su Qingyan gently stroked Su Mu's gray hair, got up and left.

In the doctor's office, Su Qingyan sat on the sofa, as if he had been hollowed out by something.

"Miss Su, I know that this time may be a bit too much for you to say, but." The doctor rubbed his hands together hesitantly.

Even if the doctor doesn't say it, Su Qingyan can guess what is going on, the medical expenses paid last time should be almost used, she came this time and specially brought a bank card.

Seeing Su Qingyan take out the bank card from his pocket, the doctor was even more nervous.