Chapter 123: We Are All Tides Driven by Fate
I didn't speak, I listened quietly, and I knew in my heart that what my brother said was right.
In the face of life and death, even the world's smartest advanced animal humans, there is no way to stop it.
You can only accept the arrangement of fate.
We quietly looked at the sky, watched the towering trees around the yard leave dark shadows in the night, and watched the little white dog in the yard move around like a fluffy snowball at night, and no one broke the silence at this time.
Suddenly, my brother pinched my cheek, and I was not prepared at all, and my mouth was forced to pout, and I couldn't make a complete sound.
The elder brother laughed: "Ouch, my chubby-faced sister, she really looks like a cute pig now." ”
I swung away his claws and pounced on him and tore his face: "Fang Jinning, today I will let you know why the flowers are so red!" ”
He hid and begged for mercy: "Alas, don't move your face, what should I do if I catch the flowers?" You tap it. ”
After rubbing it for a while, his hair turned into a bird's nest, and I was content to let go.
The two glanced at each other unpleasantly, and sat down and continued to look at the sky, I was full of unconvinced, and my brother looked indifferent.
"Evening, I'll ask you a question." My brother's voice suddenly became serious, and I couldn't help but look at his expression.
He didn't look at me, he still looked at the stars in the sky, and he looked calm. But his constant blinking still revealed the nervousness and caution in his heart.
"The year and a half I was sick, was it hard?"
As soon as he asked this question, I felt my heart beat violently, as if time had stood still. After a while, it started beating again.
I hummed seriously, afraid to say too much and emotions poured out, tears and sadness burst out again.
He then turned to look at me and smiled cynically: "Did you cry many times again?" Do you miss me so much? ”
I looked deeply at his smiling face and suddenly felt so lucky.
I laughed, but my tone was not sloppy, and I even tried my best to inject all my tenderness into my words: "At that time, I really felt that the world was gloomy." ”
The elder brother stopped laughing, and the distress, regret, guilt and emotion on his face were clear at a glance.
"I remember the weekend when I knew you were sick. At that time, I was in a hurry to go home and wanted to watch the ball game, but I turned over your school bag and documents, medical certificates, and grandma's critical illness notice. ”
My brother didn't say anything and touched my head.
His palms were warm and generous, and my whole heart relaxed.
At that time, the whole person was confused, and he didn't believe it at all. After confirming that it is the truth, I am ready to buy a ticket to find you in J City. ”
My brother laughed and pinched my face: "Stupid or not." ”
I laughed and chimed in, "It's not stupid. The stupidest thing is that the diagnosis I read at the time said that you are lung cancer, and I was shaking and couldn't see the road clearly. ”
My brother didn't laugh anymore, a 187-year-old man, just burst into tears by what I said.
"At that time, I thought, how can God bear to let him get this disease with such a good brother as me? There must be a mistake. ”
My brother's tears fell all at once, and even in the dark, they were shining.
"At that time, I was preparing for the college entrance examination, and I didn't dare to let my family know that I was worried, so I went back to school and cried secretly, crying every day, and I didn't dare to tell others, so I was so bored."
The elder brother choked up: "I'm sorry for worrying you." ”
I shook my head and breathed a sigh of relief, "But it's okay now." It's all gone, and those gloomy days are over. ”
My brother nodded and patted me on the head: "You've grown up, you've really grown up." ”
I didn't talk right away, I just looked at the brightest star in the night sky and couldn't take my eyes off it.
When I tried to speak, I found that my voice was hoarse and low, full of history
The vicissitudes of thousands of sails: "Brother, do you know? During that time, I was afraid every day that your condition would deteriorate and that Grandma would leave me. ”
"I haven't gone to college yet, I haven't seen the outside world, I haven't shared with you what I look like as an adult, but I don't feel willing to see you lying on the hospital bed and moaning."
"At that time, I prayed that I was willing to accept all the tests of fate, and I only hoped that you would be well."
"When your condition is diagnosed clearly and grandma's condition is temporarily stable, although I didn't get into Chongwen, I'm really happy."
"At that time, I felt that God heard my prayer and thought it was worth it."
Later, Grandma left. I've always regretted not seeing her for the last time. But after thinking about it again, how can there be no regrets in life? Since then, I've been thinking about grandma's best appearance in my heart, isn't it also good? ”
The elder brother comforted: "Yes. The previous regrets should be cherished now and taken seriously to make up for them. ”
"So" I turned my head to look at him, smiling like a flower: "Old Fang, you have to take care of your own body, stay with me for a little longer, a little longer, spoil me a little more, and make up for the tears I shed for you during those days, you know?" ”
The elder brother slapped his thigh, and the haze just now was swept away: "No problem, this must be!" ”
I thought to myself, "Really? So can you empty my cart for me? It's almost Double Eleven, and I'm going to eat soil again. ”
My brother took a bite out of me: "No way! ”
I got up and went back to the house.
I looked at his back and felt reassured.
Grandma, I know the brightest star is not you, but I will take it.
If you want to be good, we will all be okay too.
When I booked my ticket and was ready to go to the bathroom, it was already nine o'clock in the evening.
Words are very active in the dormitory group, and when I tell me the gossip I heard, I didn't think it was right at the beginning and said that it was really fragrant in the end, and it only took a second.
Because the metaphor is about Xu Siyang's rumored girlfriend.
I hurriedly read that large paragraph carefully, not even a single punctuation mark, and the more I looked down, the more excited I became.
Chongwen's heart: Damn, I'm really a big explosion of character. When I played with Zhao Zixu in the evening, I happened to be on the same court as Xu Siyang. Guess what happened when you were having fun? Summer
Yan Ting was named and very cooperative: What?
Chongwen's heart: I saw a tall and thin beauty standing in front of him and shouting "Si Yang" at him energetically!!
Yan Ting and Jiang Wei were stunned, and shouted three times together: Damn, I'll go, my mother!
Then, the three of them went crazy Aite me: Murmur Aurora, you and Xu Siyang are close, can you tell me who this girl is?
Jiang Wei was also very excited, and there were a lot of typos in what he said.
Monster: Mom, now that the confession wall has blown up, the whole Chongwen knows about it.
Yanyan Summer: I also saw it, tsk tsk, it deserves to be a school grass level character, how many girls are heartbroken.
I was stunned, first I sent a string of ahh
The first thing that comes to mind is ??? What do you really know!?
Yan Ting was also excited: Let's talk about it!
Jiang Wei also followed: Let's talk about it, I promise not to say it!
I posted an emoji of spreading my hands: I'm sorry, I know as much as you do. I'm just guessing he has a crush, I remember telling you guys.
Yu didn't eat the melon, obviously very lost: what do you want?
Yan Ting was also very dissatisfied: I was excited in vain.
Jiang Wei didn't like my big pant either: Wait for you to come back, itchy!
I'm still very excited: come on, come on, send a photo to see, speak, hurry
The boy in Chongwen's heart.
The words quickly became excited: Okay, wait!
In the next second, the high-definition uncensored large picture appeared in front of my eyes.
It's really a metaphorical description, it's really a vitality beauty.
Big eyes, high nose bridge, white skin, ear-length blonde hair, long legs, when looking at Xu Siyang with a smile, the whole person's temperament is down-to-earth and generous, sassy and handsome.
At first glance, she likes sports very much.,Very handsome and cool girl.。
It's no wonder that such a person doesn't fry the pot.
The small group of four people was already boiling, as if we were the parties.
Yan Yu was the most excited, and began to fantasize that Xu Siyang was himself: don't say anything else, just smile at that, if I were Xu Siyang, I would take her down immediately, okay?!
Yan Ting is quite calm, but she is not the usual gentle lady: even if she looks like this, her skin is still so white, isn't this deliberately making me jealous? Acciba, sour!
Jiang Wei, as a leader in face blindness, also admitted her beauty to the point: her facial features are so exquisite.
I was calm and asked the main question: What major is this girl in?
The group was silent for a few seconds.
Really. The roommate is still the same roommate, he has no brains, he doesn't care about the cause and effect, the background of the characters.
Yan Ting quickly reacted: Xing Sisi should know, right? After all, Xu Siyang and Sun Zeyi have such a good relationship.
Jiang Wei also agreed, and actively suggested: Jinyu, you and Xing Sisi are the most familiar, you can ask.
Yan Yu is even more warm-hearted: Of course, if you ask Xu Siyang himself, it is okay.
I sent a meme to the past: Do you see this knife?
Chongwen's heart: Hahahahaha
Monster: I'm going to go through the wall of confessions.
Yanyan Summer: Agreed.
Aurora: Go.
The gossip reached an impasse for a while, and Yan Yu turned to chat with me: When will you come back?
Aurora: Tomorrow.
Yanyan Summer: When is tomorrow?
Aurora: 6 p.m.
Chongwen's heart: It's so late? Why not earlier?
Aurora: I want to spend more time with my family.
Yanyan Summer: Do you want to wait for you to eat together?
Aurora: No. When I got to school, I ate whatever I wanted.
At this time, Jiang Wei came back, and directly took a screenshot: This beautiful young lady is not from our school.
This time it was even more explosive, and the four of them began to scream groundhogs: Wow! Big night.
Words follow Solitaire: not far away
Yanyan Summer: Wind and dust.
Jiang Wei: Affectionate.
Finally, I will summarize: Come to Chongwen and see her Si Yang.
After three seconds, the four of them began to burst into laughter: hahahahaha
Yan Ting was puzzled: Is it a girlfriend?
Chongwen's heart is still in a different place.
Monster: It's hard to meet.
I'm also puzzled: this is not a weekend, why did you come here?
The metaphor also reacted: yes, why?
I sighed: are there any details? Tell me about it
Words are as good as flowing: When Xu Siyang heard her name, he was stupid, and he didn't react when the basketball in his hand was snatched away by Zhao Zixu. Usually, Xu Siyang could make such a mistake.
Yan Ting analyzed: It shows that I care and am distracted.
Jiang Wei also had a heart: he touched his heart, so he was stunned. I imagined that scene, but I couldn't imagine what Xu Siyang's expression should be when he was stunned.
Stunned, surprised, surprised, or indifferent?
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