Chapter 24: How a Normal Person Does Not Suspect Himself of Paranoia

After Taiyang eased up, he just felt comfortable, but he suddenly felt angry again.

"Where did you just go? Why are you not there when you are always needed? Do you know or not, I always have the feeling that when others memorize ancient poems and then are tested with half a bucket of water, I can't remember them, and I usually have a very bad (very bad) white sentence. You, where the hell did you go? ”

"I've always been there, it's just ......"

"Just lazy?"

"It's just that you won't let me out!"

"What??"

Although Taeyang asked out in his heart. But he didn't have any doubts, he figured out something at once. The Soul of the Manuscript may not be real. It was his own imagination. That's why it crashes at a critical time and doesn't work, just like when you can recite a lot of ancient poems when your friends play together, but you can't always write them during the exam.

"I object!" The voice of the Manuscript Soul sounded in Taeyang's head.

"The objection is invalid." Taiyang retorted angrily.

The thought of possibly the soul of the manuscript was only a part of his own consciousness — he wondered if he might be schizophrenic — he felt a deep sense of despair. This kind of desperation has the feeling that parents are looking at their children without a way.

"Why did you go?"

An angry face suddenly appeared in front of Taeyang's eyes.

When Taeyang returned to school, it was recess after the first class in the afternoon. Seeing this angry but very good-looking face in front of him, although Taeyang felt inexplicable, he had an absolutely real sense of reality. The inexplicable suspicion of reality along the way disappeared without a trace.

Although I don't know when this feeling may suddenly come out like that rabbit. But at this moment, he no longer doubted that he was still deep in the depths of the deep trap of boundless fear

"I've been looking for you for dinner at noon, and I've been looking for you for a long time."

Vera's puffy face stretched out because of Taeyang's mood change. Vera is a sensible girl and an attentive girl. Seeing Taeyang's face, she guessed that something must have happened, so she quickly changed her mood, trying to do her best not to let Taeyang have any burden.

But like everyone else, when you encounter an unhappy thing, and it is because of what you like, what you belong to, and what belongs to you, it becomes a knot in your heart. If it's a knot, it has to be untied. Some are of high difficulty and some are of low difficulty, and how to unravel them is completely untraceable, and can only vary from person to person.

"Okay, I've got something to do at noon. Don't be angry. ”

Taeyang's comfort for Vera can solve any problem.

Taeyang knew that this was in the classroom, and words were words, although they had already expressed their hearts to each other, but Taeyang thought it would be better to get along as ordinary classmates. That's why they talked about it at the beginning.

Hongcheng High School has made it clear that "no love is allowed" at the time of entrance education, and between classmates, especially between men and women—this rule seems to be outdated now, or even redundant (there should be a man between a man and a woman)—must maintain a safe distance. As for what the safe distance is, there are many opinions, so don't know how to keep a safe distance.

It's like some things, such as the meaning of life, are not in textbooks, and teachers can't tell you directly and clearly. But through learning, it is possible to find one. So, all the teachers will let you study well. As it turned out, the teacher was right. Otherwise, Taiyang would not choose to come back after 30 years!

……

Taiyang's control of "distance" has its own weights and measures. This measure is based on the school's regulations. Together is together! But it's definitely not like being together after college, holding hands is not allowed! The kiss is absolutely static...... The mind is not yet mature to love, so stay in love like a fantasy of the starry sky.

"Okay, if there is something like this or that in the future, you have to follow me in advance! Don't let me find you! Vera deliberately made an angry face again. Taeyang saw that he loved it very much, and he originally wanted to touch her head, but thinking of the environment he was in at this moment and the stage of development of his life, he held back.

"Okay, promise you!"

There are two speeds of time in high school. Classes pass at a very slow pace – especially in math and physics. The end of class passed quickly. Especially for Vera at this moment. The damn class bell rang at a bad time.

The class bell rings. The classmates who had been chatting hotly in the corridor all dispersed, and the classmates walked to the common classroom together. Those who are not in the same class say goodbye and go back to their respective classrooms.

It was at this time that Taeyang grabbed Wei's stretched hand.

Vera's hand hesitated, slowly, and when the bell rang, it paused. Taeyang felt the need to save the girl's restless heart. At the same time, it also completely eliminated his suspicion that he had paranoia.

The heart-warming temperature, the real touch... That watery tenderness, it is truly unforgettable!

Feelings change. There is such a classic question: who do you like and who like you, who will you choose? The specific content of the question is this: there is a person you like, you like it very much, but you don't know if she likes you, and if you take the risk to chase it, you may not recover. The other person has made it clear that she likes you, if this girl confesses to you, what will you choose? Do you choose to take the risk and chase the girl you like or accept the girl who likes you and confesses to you?

I think this problem is no longer a problem for Taiyang at this time. Under the subtle influence of the flow of time, Taiyang has made a good choice. Since then, there is one more girl in this world who will only love a sad girl silently in his heart.

Nights are a good time to do big things.

Taiyang finally got rid of Shao Xubo's entangled gossip questioning. He lay on his bed, no matter how Shao Xubo pushed him, he was like Mount Tai, not moving at all. Shao Xubo felt that he had touched a mountain that he couldn't pry, so he forced himself to give up in a deep unwillingness.

"Soul, are you going to wait for the dead of night for us to do something big?"

"First of all, don't do the thing of stealing chickens and dogs!"

As soon as Taiyang asked the question of "full of warm thoughts" because he was lying very comfortable, this sentence appeared in his mind.