I don't know how many points it is, a little? Snake eyes? After bringing me to my senses, I struggled to get out of bed, but I couldn't, and there was a tearing pain in my body. Suddenly, a fine cold sweat broke out all over my body, and I stretched out my trembling arms, exerted all my strength, and finally sat up. Picking up a glass of water from the bedside table, he drank a large glass of water. The unhappiness and a hint of gloom in my heart gradually subsided.

Looking at the empty room without a hint of popularity, I was reminded of the nightmarish scene of a week ago. Mangled bodies, debris of cars strolling all over the place, and the smell of gasoline and blood in the air. The brilliant fire consumed all sin and sorrow. I was left with only numbness, a broken family, and a hopeless future. But what you can see now is still an unoccupied room.

Once I sat down, I took a deep breath and got up. Leaning against the wall, he trembled and walked to the bathroom. I struggled to take off my clothes, and when I saw my pale face and weak limbs in the mirror, I couldn't help but smile bitterly again. The surroundings are quiet, and the ticking sound of the faucet seems a little weird, which also sets off the tranquility of the surroundings even more.

"!" I cursed under my breath and slammed my fist against the wall, but I didn't feel a trace of pain. I turned on the shower and turned it on to the maximum. At that moment, I forgot all my worries, forgot my own experience, and just cared about enjoying the warm water flowing on my body.

After taking a shower, I wiped my hair that wasn't dry. Looking out the window, the sky was gray, like my heart. "Double Ten!" I yelled towards the house. "Sir, what do you command?" The voice of the AI rang out in the room. "Turn on the TV and play a song. Turn on the heating and schedule it for three hours. Turn on the exhaust fan to dissipate the steam from the bathroom. With that, he walked to the bedroom. The TV that was turned on was playing music there alone - "Leave".

When I got to the bedroom, I threw myself on the bed like I had given up, breathed in the fragrance of the sheets, and was silent for a long time. Then I turned on my computer and opened the chat app – that was the only connection I had with the outside world. However, even though I watched others laughing and scolding in the group, I didn't have any intention of participating. Eventually, I started picking up the knife again and doing the same thing.

"Today, let's do it too." I whispered, and then I slashed my hand with a knife, as if there was no pain, and I continued to scratch until my left arm was a blur of flesh and smelled the sweet smell of blood, and I stopped. I know that my heart is like a pool of stagnant water, emitting a foul smell, and underneath the water, there are animal carcasses, buried deep by me for a long time.

I gasped and groaned slightly, bowed my head, and said nothing. Just as I was about to continue, a message that was unusual on the computer caught my attention.

The protagonist seems to be Futaba.,A women's clothing boss in a group.。 At first we thought he was a girl, but it wasn't until he himself said his gender that we realized that he was a man. Because his women's clothes are enough to be fake, and the people are also good, very well-behaved and cute, so he is very popular with thin group friends. A group of us often blackened, so we also called him Yezi.

The other person is a friend of the group owner.,To be honest, this person is really unpleasant.,Don't talk about game technology.,And harassing other girls everywhere.,If he hadn't had a relationship with the group owner.,Others wouldn't dare to move.,Otherwise he would have been kicked out.。

At this time, the two people quarreled.

"Women's clothing is my thing! I didn't get in the way! I don't need to be pointed at me. Ye Zi replied with a hint of anger.

"Spit up! A man dressed as a woman is either a shemale or a psychopath, and you are not normal at first glance. The man retorted.

As the quarrel escalated, the man began to attack him, and Futaba gradually gave up fighting back. Because the group members were afraid of the relationship between that person and the group leader, they only dared to watch and persuade peace, without any intention of helping.

I finally frowned and typed unhappily: "A man, he is very handsome in men's clothes, and his women's clothes are very cute, but you can only play games, but you can only attack personally." What a mentality"

The man immediately became anxious: "Who are you talking about!" After that, he gave up the attack on Futaba and began to have a "deep discussion" with me.

After that, a female manager named Kaguya came, this person I know very well, and it was rumored that she was not feeling well, so the family bought her a house for her to live in, and she could also collect rent to make ends meet. Therefore, this person comes to the group every day to chat, and I have some communication with me, long story short, and a chatterbox. She also has a good relationship with me and Yezi. So, she made a decisive choice to help us. Kicked the guy out.

"I'm sick of it, I just came back from the hospital and saw these things." Kaguya typed.

"Kaguya, that person has a relationship with the group leader, you kicked him like this, aren't you afraid that the group leader will kill you?" I saw friends I hadn't seen for a long time, joking for the first time, but my heart was very happy.

"Huh? What are you afraid of! It's a big deal.,I'm out of the group.,Besides, the group owner pays attention to playing games and making girls.,He doesn't care about these things.。 Kaguya obviously knows everything about the group leader and doesn't care at all.

"Thank you for helping me." Futaba typed these words.

"It's nothing, it's just friends helping each other." I'm polite.

"What's this! Small leaves! Who bullied you to tell me! I'll help you hit him! Kaguya sent a fist meme. It's very cute.

However, Futaba didn't reply.

I took a deep breath and looked out the window again, the sky was getting darker and gloomy, as if it was about to crush the tall buildings, and I was too afraid to breathe because of the weather. "This weather really annoys me to death." I muttered, staring out the window.

It was supposed to be over, but I couldn't sleep. Thinking back to Futaba's weak resistance during the day, that desperate and weak answer, I actually had a trace of excitement. I remembered that when I was a child, I raised insects that I caught. Before I knew it, I opened the chat and came to the interface of the private chat with Futaba.

"That... It's okay today. "I was about to turn off my computer after I finished typing, but I wasn't ready to receive an answer right away. But the other end was quite fast, and immediately replied to me.

"It's okay, thank you and Kaguya for helping me today, otherwise I really can't talk about that person." Futaba replied with a voice for the first time. Listening to the soft and magnetic voice, I remembered the insects I raised when I was a child, and I put them in a closed box and never went out.

I stared at the computer for a long time.

"I can't sleep, I'm so annoying." I said so.

"Huh? Is it? Do you want to have a chat? "He asked for my opinion.

I was immediately interested, and it was better to be respectful than to obey.

"That, Yezi, I've had a question for you for a long time, can you answer it? If you feel too reluctant, you can not answer. ”

"Huh? You say, I'll do my best. ”

"I want to ask." I stopped suddenly, as if I was afraid of something, as if I was afraid that I had opened Pandora's box. Still, curiosity overcame everything, and I asked, "Well, why do you want women's clothing?" ”

I waited, as if I was asleep, and there was no reply for a long time.

Just as I was about to apologize, this sentence came from the other side, which I will never forget.

"Because, I want to be。。。。。。 Girl. "Suddenly, a thunderclap woke me from my distraction. I found out that it was raining heavily in my city.

It was that rainstorm that I began a false period of my youth.