After dinner, it was already dark, and the teacher was going to see the evening self-study, and Jiang Yueze and I also went out.

Before leaving, the master patted the back of my hand and said with a narrow expression: "Next time, you have to hold hands." ”

I was a little flustered by being poked in the middle of the matter, and I waved my hand: "Master, don't think about it, I ......"

Shi Niang patted my hand and motioned for me to relax: "Silly boy, what's so embarrassing about this." Your teacher and I know that. ”

I was a little shy and a little frustrated in an instant, the whole person was dumbfounded, and my tone was not very cheerful: "You and the teacher, do you know?" ”

Shi Niang smiled softly, with a kind face: "As soon as you enter the door, your eyes will float towards Yue Ze at every turn, and even fools can see it." ”

I was embarrassed to laugh and replied, "It's so obvious, I don't even know it." ”

Shi Niang nodded my head dotingly, and her tone was extremely gentle: "Silly girl, what is the use of this yourself?" You'll have to let Koshizawa know. ”

I glanced at Jiang Yueze, who was changing his shoes at the door, and even did this kind of thing in a unique style, which was eye-catching.

I replied sullenly, "Or not?" ”

Shi Niang smiled and shook her head: "This kid is also affectionate to you, your college entrance examination results are still checked by him for you, you are not unrequited love." ”

I was instantly speechless. He, he, the college entrance examination results he helped me check?

Shouldn't he have been in college at that time?

How, how will it come back?

I was stunned, and I couldn't speak: "Teacher, teacher, what did you say?" ”

Shi Niang looked at me, couldn't help but tease, and nodded my forehead again: "You, you don't have to worry about your own scores, and you have to be managed by others." The day before the scores came out, he happened to come back to Rencheng for something and called your teacher and said that he was willing to help check the scores. ”

What the? He, who came back at the end of June?

"When the scores came out, your teacher called him and asked him to come over, Yue Ze was neatly dressed at 2 o'clock in the middle of the night, and he didn't sleep at first glance, waiting for your teacher to ask him to check the score."

I was speechless for a long time, and could only unconsciously ask, "Really?" ”

Shi Niang gave me a look of disgust: "Can Shi Niang still lie to you?" As soon as he enters the door, he will ask your teacher for your admission ticket number and password, and find out your score as soon as possible. also compared Chongwen's scores over the years to determine that you can be admitted with a high score, and when you choose the major you want to choose, you have a little smile in your eyes. ”

I looked at Jiang Yueze, who was slowly standing up with his shoes on, and his eyes were a little wet.

Shi Niang touched my head, and her voice was warm and warm: "So, little girl, you must know how to seize the opportunity." ”

I turned around, hugged my mother, nodded heavily, and said in a dependent tone: "I know, thank you." ”

Shi Niang patted me on the back and said in a loving tone: "Next time I come back, I don't know when." When you go to your uncle's house, remember to come and have a look, anyway, it's just a neighborhood away, which is convenient. ”

I nodded vigorously: "It will be, Master." ”

I let go of my sister and saw Jiang Yueze waiting for me at the door, patient and leisurely.

The master sent me to the door and instructed Jiang Yueze: "Take care of Jinyu, help in all aspects." ”

Jiang Yueze smiled, there was a sea of stars in his eyes, and his tone was firm: "Don't worry, Master, it will be." ”

Shi Niang nodded and let go of me: "Go ahead." ”

Jiang Yueze and I left the teacher's house and walked side by side on the street. The warm breeze on the early autumn night caresses people's faces, like a delicate and gentle kiss of a lover. The endless flow of vehicles, noisy pedestrians, high-lit street lamps, and the already dark sky constitute an ordinary and beautiful scene of the city.

I had just learned a beautiful secret hidden in my heart, and my heart was like a working steam engine, bubbling sweetly out.

None of us spoke, walking silently under the streetlights. Looking at the two shadows that were stretched and clinging together under the lamp, I couldn't help but raise the corners of my mouth again.

Suddenly, Jiang Yueze asked softly, "What time do you want to take the car?" ”

I was suddenly embarrassed and stumbled: "Huh? Actually, I can ...... myself."

"Fang Jinyu," he interrupted me suddenly, his tone serious and low, "It's always not safe for girls to go out alone. ”

I was silent for a few seconds and whispered, "140XXX19991218XXXX, my ID number." ”

Jiang Yueze was stunned for a moment, and laughed softly, the laughter was like a summer lotus, refreshing.

Then his helpless tone sounded: "I know. ”

I muffled again: "I'll leave at 9 o'clock." I can't get up too early. ”

Jiang Yueze's tone was indulgent, "Okay." ”

Soon I arrived at the intersection, and when I waited for the green light to come on, I was about to cross the zebra crossing, Jiang Yueze grabbed my wrist and protected me behind me.

I looked at the white and slender hand, the delicate touch made my scalp tingle, the slightly cool fingertips held on my wrist, and suddenly my breathing and heartbeat felt like it was not my own.

I looked at his slender and straight back, and my heart was sweet and sour.

Crossing the street, he didn't let go of me immediately. He didn't let go of me until I passed a lot of cars.

The warm touch disappeared instantly, and I was instantly sober.

It's like the gentleness just now, it didn't happen.

For the next half of the journey, I kept thinking about the bits and pieces that happened between us, guilt, hesitation, uncertainty, withdrawal, and low self-esteem locked me again.

I suddenly understood a cruel truth: even if we meet again after a long absence, time has passed, and I still owe him a lot.

And I, who is good to him, has long been unqualified to accept it.

Before I knew it, he had sent me downstairs to my house, and there was silence all around, only the two of us and the Autumn Queen were awake.

He was silent for a long time before he whispered, "It's not early, let's go up." ”

I didn't answer, and I didn't move. He waited until I spoke.

After being silent for a long time, I spoke with difficulty, word by word, to make sure he could hear clearly: "Jiang Yueze, you don't have to be so good to me. ”

I didn't dare to look up at him, because I was afraid that when I looked into his eyes, I would soften my heart, and I would lose the courage to say no to him, and I would indulge in his tenderness.

He didn't speak, just slowly lowered his head closer to me, almost close to my forehead.

Close enough to breathe, close to deafening heartbeat, close enough to see the pale cyan veins of his neck and shoulders, close enough to smell the faint mint and lemon fragrance on his body.

It was a long time, long enough for me to think my heart was about to beat out of my chest, that he said softly and hoarsely: "Why? ”

I was stunned, why?

Because, it's not worth it for me to drag you down like this.

Because, I'm not good enough enough.

Because, it's easy for me to take it seriously.

Because, I'm afraid I won't be able to control it, and I like you more.

I didn't say what was in my heart. Jiang Yueze waited for a long time, did not wait for an answer, and did not urge.

After a long time, I heard a barely audible sigh, followed by his low, intoxicating voice.

"Don't be afraid. I want to be nice to you. ”

"Like you did to me."

I slowly raised my head, and was instantly sucked into the galaxy of his eyes.

"So, don't resist, don't be afraid."

In an instant, the whole world fell silent, and even my breath couldn't help but lighten up, afraid that it would make a noise to the loop of this sentence in my heart.

Then, I felt like I heard the sound of fireworks in my heart.

It was a long time before I heard the voice in my throat, dull and gentle.

"Okay."

"Then I'll be better for you."

Jiang Yueze looked into my eyes, his smile slowly bloomed, and his voice was delicate and gentle.

"I know, you will."

I looked at his face and smiled from the bottom of my heart.

Just be willful again, the last time.

It was the first time he had approached me.

I won't, and I don't want to refuse.

When I went upstairs and closed the door of my room, I could clearly feel the cheerful voice in my heart, and my cheeks, which were already quietly reddening.

I couldn't help but caress my chest and feel my surging excitement and irrepressible joy.

No beautiful singing voice or words can compare to it.

Actually, when it was really time, he took the initiative to get close to my side.

It's probably the most wonderful and romantic thing I've ever had.

I was rejoicing alone when suddenly a text message came in.

I clicked on it and found that Jiang Yueze sent good night, through the current, through the floor, to my mobile phone.

Looking at those two words, my smile was put to the maximum.

I suppressed the throbbing in my heart and replied to him.

Good night.

Come late to think of Jun, only hope for Jun'an.

The next morning, I packed up myself, took my things and went downstairs, and saw Jiang Yueze waiting for me downstairs.

Didn't you say that it was good to meet at the station? How did you get downstairs to my house...... I don't know how long I waited......

I walked up to him with my heart full of emotion, and he took the paper bag in my hand and looked at him for an extra second.

I immediately explained, "I said I wanted to bring them special products, so I brought some pastries for them to taste." ”

He nodded and motioned for me to give him the bag.

I looked at my dynamite bag and tried to refuse, but he reached closer to me, and I slowly handed him the bag.

He carried my bulging black hiking bag on one shoulder, a bit like an artist on the streets.

I couldn't help but laugh and thought it was a little cute.

He glanced at me, and the tenderness in his eyes flowed quietly: "Let's go." ”

I nodded and followed.

Everything went smoothly, I got my ticket at the station and didn't wait long to get on the train.

Jiang Yueze put his things away and sat down beside me.

"Have you had breakfast?" He asked me coldly.

I was a little confused, and subconsciously replied, "I usually don't eat breakfast." ”

He took out a thermos mug, a box of matcha biscuits, a delicate box of sandwiches, and various mooncakes in transparent packaging and intricate patterns.

I looked at the brand and flavor of the mooncakes I liked to eat, and I was speechless for a while.

As if nothing happened, he slowly unscrewed the thermos cup: "I brought some." ”

Then the sweetness of the milk slowly spread and reached my heart.

I took the thermos cup and took a small sip, it was silky and slightly sweet, not greasy at all. He opened the box, took out a small sandwich and handed it to me, I took a small bite, it was still hot, soft and chewy, and I immediately squinted comfortably.

I turned my head to look at Jiang Yueze and said thank you vaguely.

He didn't speak, and the starlight under his eyes faded like ripples.

I happily took another bite.