Chapter 220: Seeing the grief in my brother's eyes
"Xiao Chen, Xiao Xuan is your sister, your relationship like this is fruitless, listen to your mother, give up, you don't want Xiao Xuan to be sad, now she has amnesia, if you let her know that his brother has always loved her, what do you want her to accept."
"I want to see her." Xu Yichen weakly interrupted Qi Rui's words, and hot tears rolled down in his closed eyes, "I promise you, I will suppress it well, and I will never let her know, but if you want me to forget, it is impossible." ”
"Okay," Qi Rui could only compromise temporarily, and it would be counterproductive to force it any longer, "Then you should eat well and nourish your body, otherwise if you want to meet her like this, what will be the first impression you give her." ”
"Huh, first impressions? It doesn't matter, don't you want us to stay away, maybe the worse you are, the happier you are, don't do too much, I'm going now. Xu Yichen laughed mockingly, he hadn't completely lost his mind, and he could guess that Xiao Xuan's amnesia might be done by his mother, these days for Xiao Xuan's amnesia, she didn't have any surprised or worried emotions, some seemed to be taken for granted, although the emotions were well hidden, but he had also been rolling in the mall for so many years and had seen enough in the court in his previous life, it is not so difficult to have a pair of eyes that are insightful of people's hearts, and it is still possible to see people, is this the means of mother's dear? It's funny, he knows that if he continues like this, it will really bring danger to Xiao Xuan.
Hearing the ridicule in his words, Qi Rui's anger immediately rose, "What kind of attitude are you, are you blaming me?" Am I also wrong to do this, or do I let you continue, and the bad people will spit on and ridicule you? ”
"No, I just want to say, in fact, Xiao Xuan is very innocent, because she doesn't know anything, all along, I am just an older brother in her eyes, this life is like this, this life is like this, maybe even the next life is like this, there is nothing else but this, not even friends." Hehe, mother, you think that Xiao Xuan was forced to be like this by my feelings, you think you can erase all her memories, but in fact, it is useless, everything is just back to the original point, but you make me have more hatred, and make my love for Xiao Xuan more profound, my dear mother.
Hearing Xu Yichen's words, Qi Rui's face turned pale, but she still pressed it down, stood up, and didn't look at Xu Yichen, "Eat first, and I'll go to the United States to see her tomorrow, otherwise I won't talk." With that, the man had disappeared in the doorway.
Xu Yichen opened his eyes slightly, looked at the starless and moonless sky outside, and thought of the girl running in the garden again, the girl who kept pestering him to play the piano, the girl who always secretly ran out to see him, and because of her existence, the cold heart got a little warmth, and because of her existence, the cold palace came to life, but as she grew up, that abnormal love slowly expanded, big enough to destroy him, and it was because of this that he finally chose to die. Maybe death is the best relief, lying in her arms, looking at her frightened face, very distressed, but also very happy, to look at her, to be able to lie in her arms and die quietly, I thought that this would be free, but I didn't expect to be reborn in another strange time and space, in this time and space, there are parents who love each other, there is a well-behaved sister, I thought I would be very happy, but it is different, it is different, I want to work hard to treat that sister as her favor, but I still can't do it, his sister is destined to be one, And his feelings will only be given to that person, too, since then he has closed his heart, since he was a child, he has been using a hypocritical appearance to cover himself, and he has never paid attention to this sister, even if he saw her kidnapped, he just turned around silently, knowing that she was being used and did not stop it, because she was not her, and when he heard the news of her suicide many years later, he only felt guilty, only a little bit.
But when I saw her again at the airport, I felt surprisingly familiar, especially the confused eyes at that time, which made him unforgettable, and the next relationship, she completely changed, no longer the cowardly and pampered girl in the past, but also made him sure of her guess, after all, he also came over like this, nothing is impossible, even if it wasn't, he had to be her yes, he liked to sneak into the room at night to see her, that feeling was very familiar, he used to be with her like this, and, That's how he knew in his dream that she was really that person, the person he loved the most in his life, but he cursed him when he was glad that God had eyes, because this time she was still a sister, a sister, is it true that he and her are only brothers and sisters.
But it doesn't matter, this time he won't compromise again, he will fight with fate, even if he is ruined in the end, he is willing, this time it is a real awakening, and the soul that has been closed for many years has finally woken up.
Since leaving the hospital, Yixuan has been staying in that holy place, she doesn't like to meet strangers, although those people say that they are her friends, but she still can't face them until she recovers her memory, even if she doesn't hate them, especially those two beautiful girls, but she just can't face them, and in the end she can only let Qin Mufeng think of a way, refuse those people, and find an excuse to avoid here, but the first time I saw this place, it was really familiar, not only did it feel familiar, Or is it because this palace is almost the same as the palace in the previous life. There are also a lot of strange formations here, they say that it is all made by her, she has no doubts, not only because she likes them from the bottom of her heart and trusts them, but also because her body seems to react instinctively, and the light flashes in her mind, and she will go through those formations, and she does not feel strange at all.
Life is not bad, but there is only one thing that gives her a headache, that is, there are some languages here that she does not understand, fortunately Daniel and they all speak Chinese, otherwise they don't know what to do, which is also the reason why she avoids those friends, the language barrier, how to communicate.
"What's the matter, it seems that I'm not happy." William walked over gently, naturally put his clothes on her shoulders, and looked at Yixuan, who was beside him at this time, feeling very satisfied, maybe it would be good like this.
Yixuan shook his head slightly, sighed, and reached out to pick up the falling flowers, "No, I'm just thinking about how to recover my memory." ”
The gentle words pierced William's heart like a thorn, and the hand pulling the clothes also paused.
Feeling William's stiffness, Yixuan turned his head, but saw that William's eyes were full of sadness and pain, such a pain made Yixuan also painful, and unconsciously stretched out his hand to gently caress the beautiful and charming eyes, she didn't want to see such pain in those eyes that were as clear as a lake, it was not suitable for him.
William took Yi Xuan's hand and hugged her gently with a little unfading pain and pleading, "Xuan, don't want those memories to be good, don't think about recovering your memories anymore, it's good, isn't it." ”
Yixuan didn't understand, according to them, the relationship must have been happy, why not, "Why? Don't you mind if I forget you? ”
"Mind" Daniel walked out, and several others also came out at the same time, "But I'm more afraid of that painful you, I believe that as long as you see so desperate and painful at that time, no one will want you to recover your memory, although we don't know what makes you suddenly so desperate and so painful, and even to the soulless doll, painfully want to escape, but we don't want you to experience that kind of pain again, and we can't afford it, these days are already the most painful torture." ”
"That's right, Xuan, don't think about those memories anymore, isn't it good now, the rest just need to get used to it slowly, you are still you, except for a little less memory, nothing else has changed, but now it is very good, there are not so many painful memories before." Qin Mufeng also smiled and accosted.
Yixuan looked at them in confusion and then looked at the other two people behind him, they all looked sure and agreed, saying that it was false to say that he was not moved, even if he had no memory, in the past fourteen years, except for the seventh brother, he had no friends, the palace was fighting openly and secretly, intriguing everywhere, and the master was even more in crisis, he could lose his life anytime and anywhere, everyone took care of himself and went to a high place, who would stop and come back to see the weak you, and even finally go to Hanfeng, he was also locked in it alone to practice martial arts, and a practice is three years, During the period, there were no friends, not even a single one to speak, although there were a few junior sisters and sisters who were better, but the time was very short, and now there were such good friends here, Yixuan was very fortunate at this moment, fortunately had these good friends, they gave her warmth, so in this way, she couldn't be selfish, selfishly forgot about them, maybe those friends who haven't had time to see are also very good, she can't forget them because she escapes the pain.
Thinking in his heart, but he didn't say it, because he knew that they would not agree, and now he could only lie silently in William's warm arms, silently feeling the tenderness of this moment. How many years have not been warm, this Yixuan can't remember.
Looking at the two people hugging each other under the moon, no one felt that it was inappropriate, dazzling, after this time they also understood, in fact, such days are also very good, why force who is who, who loves whom.
"What's the trouble?" Looking at the coldness that frowned after answering the phone, Yixuan asked suspiciously.
looked at Yixuan coldly and hesitantly, and sighed, "Your mother and brother are back to see you, and Yu Zheng is there to comfort them." ”
"Mother and brother?" Yixuan lowered his head and muttered, it has been a long time since these two concepts existed, and now I really don't know how to face my mother and brother who don't belong to me, it's ridiculous, is it ridiculous that I really fell to the point where I shot someone else's body and robbed someone else's mother? This is not needed, mother and brother will always have only them, and they will pass away with the wind, "Go see them now, and you should also explain to this body, after all, they are her relatives." ”
Looking at Yixuan's indifferent expression, several people were a little happy and a little guilty, happy was Xu Yichen, this time everyone clearly knew his feelings for Xuan, and it was so profound, so deep that people couldn't bear to open it, but that kind of relationship was destined to only be painful and fruitless, maybe this is not bad, even if they are selfish.
An hour later, the two cars had stopped in front of the manor, and Yixuan looked at this strange place with no expression on his face. The housekeeper was already waiting outside the door, and when he walked into the hall, there were already many people inside, and when he saw the noble lady in the middle with an excited face, it should be the mother of this body.
"Auntie" Daniel said hello at the same time.
Qi Rui nodded, but her eyes stayed on Yixuan's expressionless face, a little lost, walked over to Yang Qi smiled, and took Yixuan's hand, "Xiao Xuan, I'm my mother, I heard the doctor say that you have amnesia, it's okay, my mother will tell you slowly in the future." ”
"No need, I think it's very good, mother" Yixuan withdrew his hand without a trace, nodded politely slightly, it was a greeting, it was still a little difficult for her to call her mother to others, but she had to do it, fortunately, this person was not annoying, it could be seen that she was a mother who loved her children very much, but what she was hiding in her eyes now made her very uncomfortable, and she subconsciously didn't want to have any contact.
The heartache and loss in Qi Rui's eyes deepened when Yixuan spoke, and when Yixuan withdrew her hand, she wondered at that moment, was it really good for her to do that, but now Xiao Xuan has changed and become rusty.
"It's okay, whatever you want, come, come and sit down."
"Well, thank you" Yixuan thanked him again, raised his head and bumped into a beam of painful and surprised eyes, looking at the eyes full of tenderness and pity, he felt very familiar, familiar with a little heartache, for a moment, the two of them looked at each other blankly, a few clips flashed in their minds, but they were so fast that people didn't have time to catch them, "Seventh Brother"
A low murmur stirred up the hearts of several people, some worried and afraid, some happy and happy, excited and uneasy.
Xu Yichen was undoubtedly excited, she recognized it, she actually recognized it, but before the excitement eased, she was interrupted by a few low coughs, like pouring a basin of cold water, everything was extinguished, some were just dead and silent, trying to smile hard, "Xiao Xuan, it's good to see you again." "A thousand words, only this one sentence can be spoken, my heart hurts like a knife, and the expression on my face still hasn't changed.
"Hehe, Xiao Xuan guessed accurately, he is your brother Xu Yichen."
Yixuan didn't hear it, walked in front of Xu Yichen, never left those eyes from beginning to end, stood on tiptoe, and gently stroked the broken but handsome face, "Don't laugh, you laugh so much that I want to cry." ”
Looking at Yixuan in surprise, Xu Yichen grabbed Yixuan's hand and gently stroked her face, there was a drowning tenderness in her eyes, but her fingertips hadn't touched it yet, and the sound had not yet come out, and Yixuan had been pulled back into Daniel's arms.
The others also came back to their senses, Qi Rui looked at Yixuan worriedly and slightly hopefully, his eyes were full of contradictions, "Xiao Xuan, do you remember something." ”
At this moment, Yixuan also came back to his senses, looked at Qi Rui and Xu Yichen who was gloomy in his eyes, and shook his head, "No." "What happened just now, why did I feel as if I had seen the Seventh Brother, or Xu Yixuan himself had too good feelings for Xu Yichen and also affected him, but why didn't he feel for this mother.
When he looked at Xu Yichen again, he was already indifferent and indifferent, "I'm sorry, I was rude just now, maybe I was hallucinating for a while." ”
"Hehe, it's okay, I hope Xiao Xuan has a few more hallucinations." Xu Yichen waved his hand, all the pain in his eyes had been removed, and now there was only joy and tenderness.
Yixuan didn't say anything, this brother made her feel kind, but there were too many things in his eyes, which she subconsciously didn't want to explore, and her intuition told her not to pay attention to it.