Yuyu listened to Shen Yu's words, slowly sat down, slowly sorted out the wad of money in his hand, and put it neatly on the table, and did not react immediately.

She's using this process to think about what she's going to do.

Whether to stay or go, this is really a question that she struggles with. Now it is not a question of whether it is troublesome or not, but if she stays, she may face unknown dangers and consequences that she cannot afford.

People who have been tempered by life have no naivety and enthusiasm, only compromise and even cowardice after repeatedly weighing the pros and cons, Yuyu admitted that she was cowardly and unrighteous, at this moment, she was seriously thinking about how not to let Shen Yu be too disappointed and sad.

Shen Yu slammed towards the door after Yuyu sat down, knocking away the basin stand and a chair, like a rhinoceros on fire on its head, rampage, destroying everything in its path.

Before Yuyu could figure out what to do next, he subconsciously chased after him, "Hey! What are you running?! Shen Yu! You wait! Why don't you let people talk and run?! Shen Yu! ”

Shen Yu had disappeared into the darkness of the country night, and the fish chased him into the yard, and soon his footsteps could not be heard, only the noisy croaking of frogs and a few dog barks in the distance.

Yuyu was like an old man who was about to die, slowly moved to the stone table under the grape trellis, sat down slowly with his hands on his knees, and left a cold water stain on the stone bench at night, Yuyu subconsciously beat his waist and knees after sitting down.

This is a habit left over from the previous life, her waist and knees have been the root of the disease in the long-term fatigue and damp and cold environment, and in the next few years, as long as she has a little cold, she will be swollen and stinging, and her thirty-year-old body has actually been overdrawn into the health of the elderly.

It is not only the body that is overdrawn, but also the state of mind.

She knew that she was selfish and accidental, and she was so cold that she was not qualified to accept Shen Yu's intentions. But she longs too much for Shen Yu's warm and pure feelings, because she knows that she will never have such a heart and enthusiasm again, so she wants to get closer and have it more.

I remember that there was a time in my previous life when there was a particularly popular saying, I wish you to run away for half your life and return as a teenager. Yuyu herself really spent half of her life, and now she is back in her youth, but she really knows that she will never be able to be a teenager again.

The body of a young man has a cold heart of accidents. That's why he is so willing to get close to Shen Yu, because he has a young man's pure and hot heart.

Yuyu looked at the sky, the stars were shining in the dark blue sky, and she was as small as a grain of dust. Small and selfish, accustomed to weighing the pros and cons, subconsciously curling up to protect themselves.

In fact, she had already made a decision for herself subconsciously, and before she realized it, the sensitive Shen Yu had already noticed it.

He must have been disappointed.

Like a small animal, she took out her sincerity and trust and put it in her hands, wholeheartedly, without any defense, expecting to be cherished and loved by her, but she didn't take it well and threw it on the ground.

Yuyu is also disappointed, disappointed in her selfishness, but she clearly understands that she will never be able to change herself like this.

Every step in life will leave traces, and the good and the bad are entangled and cannot be separated. She was not very lucky in her previous life, and she received too many lessons from life and human nature, which left her little confidence and courage, so she did not have these things to repay Shen Yu.

Yuyu understood very clearly at this moment that she couldn't do anything about herself like this, and she couldn't change it.

Because it was something that had precipitated bit by bit over the past few years, she had paid a heavy price for it, and it had long been deeply integrated into her blood and bones, and no one could change it, not herself.

So she didn't chase Shen Yu anymore, she was such a person, she couldn't afford it and couldn't deserve Shen Yu's heart for her, and sooner or later she would disappoint him.

The night dew was cold, and Yuyu's hands and feet began to be cold, so he sighed deeply, stood up and walked to the courtyard gate: "Shen Yu, come back." If you don't want to see me, I'll leave now. ”

There was silence outside the courtyard, but Yuyu didn't say anything more and walked back slowly.

If some things are destined to be disappointed, it is really better to hurry up rather than late.

Yuyu didn't think that Shen Yu would be able to cope with it if she left, she was really not that important, just like in the past twenty years, without her Shen Yu came over as he wanted, and it will be the same in the future.

He is willing to show weakness in front of her, but it doesn't mean that he can't protect himself in front of others, otherwise where would he still be Shen Yu now? Maybe there is no such person in the world for a long time.

So Yuyu wasn't worried about him suffering, she was just afraid that he would be disappointed......

Yuyu slapped himself hard, it's really hypocritical! The bad thing was done by herself, is it her turn to worry? I really look down on myself!

"Shen Yu, come back!" Yuyu said again to the darkness outside the door, "This is your house, and if you want to leave, I will go." ”

When I went back to the house to take a look, I found that she didn't have to clean up anything, she came empty-handed, even the toothbrush was brought by Shen Yu, and now she can walk empty-handed.

Yuyu circled around the house, touched his hand where he had walked, forced himself to withdraw his hand, clenched his fingers to prevent himself from looking any further, and walked out quickly.

Every step in life will leave traces, and the good and the bad are entangled and cannot be separated. She was not very lucky in her previous life, and she received too many lessons from life and human nature, which left her little confidence and courage, so she did not have these things to repay Shen Yu.

Yuyu understood very clearly at this moment that she couldn't do anything about herself like this, and she couldn't change it.

Because it was something that had precipitated bit by bit over the past few years, she had paid a heavy price for it, and it had long been deeply integrated into her blood and bones, and no one could change it, not herself.

So she didn't chase Shen Yu anymore, she was such a person, she couldn't afford it and couldn't deserve Shen Yu's heart for her, and sooner or later she would disappoint him.

The night dew was cold, and Yuyu's hands and feet began to be cold, so he sighed deeply, stood up and walked to the courtyard gate: "Shen Yu, come back." If you don't want to see me, I'll leave now. ”

There was silence outside the courtyard, but Yuyu didn't say anything more and walked back slowly.

If some things are destined to be disappointed, it is really better to hurry up rather than late.

Yuyu didn't think that Shen Yu would be able to cope with it if she left, she was really not that important, just like in the past twenty years, without her Shen Yu came over as he wanted, and it will be the same in the future.

He is willing to show weakness in front of her, but it doesn't mean that he can't protect himself in front of others, otherwise where would he still be Shen Yu now? Maybe there is no such person in the world for a long time.

So Yuyu wasn't worried about him suffering, she was just afraid that he would be disappointed......

Yuyu slapped himself hard, it's really hypocritical! The bad thing was done by herself, is it her turn to worry? I really look down on myself!

"Shen Yu, come back!" Yuyu said again to the darkness outside the door, "This is your house, and if you want to leave, I will go." ”

When I went back to the house to take a look, I found that she didn't have to clean up anything, she came empty-handed, even the toothbrush was brought by Shen Yu, and now she can walk empty-handed.

Yuyu circled around the house, touched his hand where he had walked, forced himself to withdraw his hand, clenched his fingers to prevent himself from looking any further, and walked out quickly.