Chapter 112 One word of love is the sea of bitterness

Zhaolian is a liar, and she is so bitter to deceive.

Five years ago, when she and Qiqi went on a mission, because they wanted to assassinate the gentry of Yangzhou City, the old horseman was a good show, she was a drama with Qiqi, she was Xue Xiangling, and Qiqi was Zhao Shouzhen.

The mission succeeded, but she was wounded by the crossbow arrows of the gentry's guards. It was Zhaolian who saved her.

He asked him for his first name, and he teased her, saying "Xiaosheng's surname is Zhou".

That year, Qiqi asked him when he liked him, and he said: "I was very fond of seeing the young lady on the stage. ”

They all thought that Zhaolian was talking about Qiqi, but who knew that it was her.

Ah Qi laughed and cried, like a madman.

She doesn't understand, she doesn't understand.

Yesterday, she asked Zhaolian again when she liked her. Zhaolian's eyes were in a trance, as if he had fallen into madness again, and he called her "Qiqi" again, and he said: "I saw Miss on the stage that year, and I was very fond of it. ”

She asked her what she liked best.

Zhaolian didn't speak, and was in a trance for a long time. The nib of the pen stopped and stopped on the paper. It turned out to be, this sentence.

Ah Qi held the piece of paper and carefully covered it in his heart.

After a long time, she put the paper on the table, staggered out, her legs were weak, and she subconsciously helped the wall but ripped off the painting hanging on the wall. It was the Qiqi painted by Zhaolian before. She was about to pick up the painting when she saw the tear mole on the face of the person in the painting, which was very piercing.

She picked it up, and a piece of letterhead fell out of the mezzanine.

On the letterhead was a familiar handwriting - the letter was written by Zhaolian.

"Ah Qi:

See the words as they are.

I saw the young lady on the stage that year, and I was very fond of it.

I know that my time is short, and there are some things that I can't say when I'm alive, but I feel too sorry if I don't say them until I die. I should have taken these things underground so that I wouldn't be upset for you. Aqi, forgive me for being selfish. Those who like, I still want to say with you to listen.

When I first saw you that year, I was pleased with you, but because I was drunk for a while, I had a skin-to-skin relationship with Qiqi.

Since then, I have had to bury my love for you in my heart, I thought I had deceived myself, but after Qiqi's death, I became more and more unable to see my heart.

I've lied to you for too long, and although I'm crazy, I've always been able to tell you and Qiqi.

You pretended to be Qiqi to lie to me, and I lied to myself, immersed in this deception more and more difficult to extricate myself.

Ah Qi, it's not easy for you to sit on the throne of God, I don't want to be a drag on you, I have lost my legs, and I'm always delirious, I can't help you with anything, and one day I may become the weakness of others to threaten you. I've been so strong all my life that I don't want to be like this.

Many years ago, I brought back a strange poison from Miaojiang called 'Heaven and Man Five Decays', which is a strange poison that Mr. Sun does not know, and it will slowly exhaust and die after taking it. So I chose this path myself, and you have done a lot for me, so you don't have to blame yourself.

The one I like, Ah Qi, is strong, tenacious, and worthy of all the good things in the world. If I hadn't become a waste, I would have had the luxury of seeing you in your wedding dress.

Ah Qi, when you see this letter, I'm afraid I'm no longer there.

Many like don't know how to say it with you to listen.

Now I only hate Xiaosheng's surname Zhou.

The word love is a sea of bitterness.

Ah Qi, the love is gone, and the bitter sea returns. Live well, even if you forget me.

Zhaolian is a masterpiece. ”

Ah Qi only felt that his liver and intestines were broken, and he hated to die just like that. She has liked such a person in her life for half her life, how can she not fall in love, and how can she forget?

Ah Qi carefully folded the letter and the piece of paper, held it in his heart, staggered out of the door, led the horse, turned over, and rushed out of the courtyard.

When Ah Qi got off the horse, she had already arrived in the Qinglong Temple, and she went straight into the Daxiong Treasure Hall, where the abbot was lecturing and saw her retreating from the disciples.

The abbot asked her, "Why did the benefactor come from?" ”

Ah Qi said softly: "He taught me to put away my remaining hatred, avoid coquettishness, and reform myself, change my temperament, stop falling in love, turn back from the bitter sea, and realize Lan Yin early." ”

"Is the donor willing?"

"I don't want to."

"Then why worship?"

"The believer wishes that she will not create killing karma for the rest of her life, and she will be alone and taste all the suffering. In exchange for the next life, when you meet him again, you will not miss it again. ”

"Donor's Day mourns. People will eventually return to where they came. ”

Ah Qi was silent for a long time: "In the next life, let's not meet again." His life was too bitter. ”

The abbot shook his head: "What is suffering? The suffering of the female benefactor is not necessarily his suffering. Some people can't meet a person they really love in their life, and since they can meet it, it's not bitter. ”

Ah Qi smiled bitterly: "He likes me and broke a pair of legs for me, and because he likes me, he is afraid of dragging me down...... Commit suicide. I've heard that a person who commits suicide can't be a human being when he is reincarnated. I don't want him to suffer this anymore. ”

"This is the wish of the female benefactor, not his."

Ah Qi raised his eyes and looked at the abbot, very puzzled.

I just heard the female donor talk about the broken leg, and the old man knew what the donor's fate was. Earlier, a young man who called himself Lotus Gongzi once hung a vow sign in our temple, and the old man himself offered it to the lamp. Unintentionally offended, I saw that it was written, 'May we meet again in the next life, and a good relationship can be forged, and it will be a gift.'" I will be hired by Lin Nan'. ”

Ah Qi suddenly couldn't hear the abbot's words, she seemed to see Zhaolian kneeling in front of her, and he said: "When I saw Ah Qi in this life, I was very fascinated. May we meet again in the next life, and the good fate can be forged, and it will be a gift. It will be hired by Lin Bag. ”

She muttered, "Master, I think I understand how you felt back then, it turns out that this is what heartbreak tasted like. ”

After a long time, she stood up and thanked the abbot.

The abbot shook his head and sighed: "It's all the fruit of Lan Yin, fate comes and goes, and all the fate in the world is natural." Amitabha. The donor is precious. ”

"Excuse me, abbot."

"Where, when the female benefactor seeks me, she believes in me, which is the good fortune of the old man."

Ah Qi came out of the temple and woke up from a big dream, and Zhaolian's funeral had to continue. She had obviously laughed at other people's funerals, and now it was her turn.

Zhaolian, you're clean this time.

Ah Qi sat in front of Zhaolian's spirit for seven days, and it was not until she saw the coffin nailed to death that she staggered to her feet and saw him off for the last time.

She is not as free and easy as Master, she does not dare to jump into the coffin and die with Zhaolian.

She was afraid that Zhaolian would blame her, and Zhaolian said that if she wanted her to live well, she had to live well. It's just that she can't forget Zhaolian, she can't do it.

Luo Hansheng's arranged drama was properly arranged by the people below.

For a while, there was an uproar in the court, and the days of the Hugh Dynasty were fleeting, and as soon as he went to court, the spittle of the ministers below flew to Li Yizhe's face.

was arguing, Ruoyan walked in from outside the hall in plain clothes.

She glanced at Luo Hansheng, who was standing below, and knew that there was his handwriting.

"Ladies and gentlemen," she bowed, and then went to wait for half of the anger, "This matter is all because of my Yun family, this palace is guilty, and I also know that your lords are sad in their hearts." This shrine is here to apologize to all of you. ”

As he spoke, he kowtowed to the civil and military officials.

Li Yizhe felt so painful that he didn't know what to do, he couldn't rush down and take his Ah Yan into his arms and tell her that it wasn't her fault, but he couldn't, if Yan's move was to relieve him, he couldn't live up to her kindness.

Luo Hansheng listened to Ruoyan's kowtowing voice, and only felt that everything was burning inside, and he knew that it was extremely painful just by listening to that sound.

The ministers below forgot to react when they saw this scene, and only heard Ruoyan knock three times, and when they looked at it again, blood was oozing from their foreheads.

"What are you doing, mother!"

"Mother, get up!"

"What's wrong with Niangniang, count it up, Niangniang is also a victim!"

The ministers who had just made trouble knelt down one after another.

"Concubine, get up." Li Yizhe walked quickly to Ruoyan and wanted to help her up.

"The concubine was deeply favored by His Majesty, and the old case of the Yun family was revealed. The brother did such evil things, and the concubine was ashamed of His Majesty. ”

"The case of the Yun family is an unjust case, Yun Ting...... Villains like Yun Ting have also been punished, and you were injured by him, but fortunately you were imprisoned in a dungeon and escaped death. Now the injuries are not complete, and he is not guilty of taking responsibility for him. Li Yizhe helped her up, "The injuries on her body are not complete, and there are new injuries on her forehead, go and ask the doctor to take a look, but don't leave a scar." ”

"The concubine came today to ask the ministers for their guilt, and the concubine asked the palace maids in the palace to send 200,000 taels of silver from the concubine's dowry to the Ministry of Rites, and give it to those who have lost Erlang's family, and build an ancestral hall to worship. It's also a lot of effort. ”

"Xie Niangniang Chitose, Chitose, Chitose!"

I don't know who was the first to kneel, and for a while the courtiers fell to their knees, and the mountains called for a thousand years.

Ruoyan stood beside Li Yizhe and looked at Luo Hansheng, with mixed tastes in his eyes. She and Luo Hansheng finally came to this point.

After getting off the court, Luo Hansheng asked to see Ruoyan as a righteous brother, and unexpectedly, Li Yizhe was approved.

Luo Hansheng looked at Ruoyan's injured forehead and sighed, "You don't have to be like this. ”

"I am his concubine, and I deserve to share honor and disgrace. He is in trouble, how can I stand idly by? ”

"You're in love with him."

Ruoyan was stunned for a moment, and smiled bitterly: "Sort of, Xiangye should have expected it a long time ago, didn't he?" ”

"I didn't know something was going to happen at the banquet that day."

"Of course you don't know, and you shouldn't know, otherwise you will die that day. Isn't it? ”

"You're complaining about me."

Ruoyan smiled: "What are you complaining about?" What do I have to complain about? That's all I do. My whole family died, and the only surviving relative wanted my life. I was born with such a fate, and I should complain and blame myself for not coming to this world. ”

"Yan'er."

"Xiangye should be called Bengong Niangniang." Ruoyan interrupted him.

"Do you and I have to be born to this point?"

"Luo Hansheng, you have your suffering, and I also have mine. But I have never done anything that is so great that I need to suffer such a scourge as retribution. I protected someone I didn't think was bad, and I was liked by him. I was young and ignorant, and I fell in love with a young man who was as gentle as jade. Is this my fault? The person who likes me does everything he can to get me, and the person I like takes advantage of my liking and takes a so-called document of collaboration with the enemy, and my family is ruined. My sister who loves me the most is shattered, and my father and mother who love me fall to the ground. Is this my fault? That's it, I admit it. But Luo Hansheng," Ruoyan sighed in a low voice, "I'm also human, and I will hurt too." One day I will be too tired to get involved in your schemes or grudges. I've waited for you, and I've got an expiration date for you. But you didn't come. “