With a chuckle, Kole lowered the strand of severed hair, snow-white and dazzling.

"If so, listen. I am now an abandoned woman, how can I make you an emperor tempted. You have the responsibility to take care of the world. I can't drag your legs. Do you understand? Even after three years, you are free to come and go, I still can't accept you. I only have brother and sister affection for you, and I will keep our brother and sister relationship well. There are some things that are better than not being able to get them. I have entrusted my dear sister and son to you. I hope you will treat it well. Kou Le'er said easily, but in Jing Ruoran's heart, it was a heavy piece of iron, making Jing Ruoran unable to breathe.

She rejected him, and she refused to die. He was never given any chance in his life.

"Le'er, why do you want to do this?" There are the most unexpected things today, and the number of things I can't accept the most. Jing Ruoran's heart was dripping with blood. He held Ko Leer's hand and held it hard, afraid that he would not be able to hold it again in the next second.

"You and I are not the same people as I was, and I am no longer the same Kole Er, I am willing to live an ordinary life. If so, you have your life, I dare not disturb. You have your concubine and the lovely concubine Yang, I can't disturb it, I have taken up your true feelings, and I will have a disturbed conscience. Please let it go. Pulling out his hand and taking the child, Kou Leer's tears are still flowing, so helpless, he can't control his own fate, let alone the fate of his own children, survival is like this, it's too difficult and too difficult.

"Le'er, I just want to ask you one thing, have you ever fallen in love with me?" Jing Ruoran thought about these words for too long, he felt that he should ask Kou Le'er in a particularly good environment, but now he was too helpless.

"I'm sorry. If you are brother. Kole opened the door, held the child in her arms, and went out. Her eyes were full of tears, who said she was ruthless, but some feelings were destined to be unacceptable, and she couldn't bear such love.

Jing Ruoran's heart was broken. A word of sorry shattered all his dreams. There was no chance of a reply.

"Amitabha. Men and women come and go. Please look at the donor and walk away. The matter of red dust has its own certainty. If it's not yours, you won't be able to ask for it after all. "The meditation master said it very easily. But her heart is not a special taste, her child is sad, and there is no mother in the world who is not sad. There is only a meditation teacher. She can see it so openly, because she is not a person in the red dust, and mundane things can't bother her. Saying. Can't you really bother her? If she couldn't be disturbed, why did she come to this meditation hermitage?

Jing Ruoran had nothing to say, just let himself be silent, and Jingxin Shitai walked to his side. Gently placed the plain hands on his shoulders. It's like comfort, but this kind of maternal love is too far away from Jing Ruoran. Jing Ruoran raised her eyes to look at her, but she didn't want to say too many words, so she let the meditation master struggle alone in her heart.

That night, Ko Le'er and Huan'er were in the same room.

At this time, after Huan'er was carefully dressed, she was a little unusually outstanding, as if this woman was born for the deep palace. Looking closely at Huan'er in front of her, the style between her eyes is as charming as Concubine Yang, and that kind of confidence is similar to Concubine Shu.

In front of him, there is an incense altar, and in the altar, there are three yellow incense sticks, and a room of smoke. Kou Le'er also dressed herself up carefully, and the two of them finally looked like some sisters.

Kneeling side by side, Koleer swore an oath to the sky.

"I, Kou Le'er, are sisters with Kou Huan'er today, Kou Huan'er is my sister, Kou Le'er is my sister, although I can't be born on the same day and month in this life, I hope to die on the same day and month of the same year. If this is not true, heaven and earth will not tolerate it. Kou Le'er sent the yellow incense in her hand into the incense altar. Turned around and looked at Huan'er.

"I, Kou Huan'er, are sisters with Kou Le'er today, Kou Huan'er is my sister, Kou Le'er is my sister, although I can't be born on the same day and month in this life, I hope to die on the same day and month in the same year, if I violate this word, heaven and earth will not tolerate it." Huan'er also sent the yellow incense in her hand into the incense altar, and the two looked at each other and smiled.

Because Huan'er was separated from her family many years ago, she didn't know who her surname was, so she had to borrow Kou Le'er's surname and become sisters with her, just like that, the two were much more equal, and Wu Wei prevented her from entering the East Palace because of her identity and status.

"Sister." Kou Le'er called sincerely, the two really had some fate, so that Chunhong was older than herself, and Huan'er was really a few days older than herself, so naturally, Huan'er was a sister and Le'er was a sister.

"Sister." Huan'er didn't dare to think that she would become sisters with Kou Le'er for the rest of her life, and what was even more terrifying was that she was about to enter that deep palace, and she was also the position of the emperor.

"Sister, I will entrust the child to you. Please protect him as you protect me. Kou Le'er's eyes were a little damp, because the identity and origin are not what you can choose how you want, just like yourself, you can't make some fundamental choices for your children, and if you can't choose a good one, just give him the safest.

"Sister rest assured, in this life, my sister will only have one child, and I will definitely do my best to ensure his safety, protect him, and protect his country." Huan'er's hands held Kou Le'er's hands tightly, as if she couldn't show her innocence.

"When you enter the harem, you must remember to convince people with virtue, don't be too public, be careful every step, and put your own safety first." Kou Le'er was afraid that Huan'er wouldn't be able to cope with it after entering the palace, so she cautioned.

"Don't worry, I will definitely do as you say, protect your children, and protect your man." When Huan'er said this, there was a kind of loss in her eyes, and Kou Le'er understood such a loss, and she said clearly.

"If it's just my brother, I never dare to have any wrong thoughts about him, in this world, the last thing I believe in is a man, but I can believe it, because what he does, what he says, is completely for my good, just like you, although we don't know each other for a long time, but, it's so heart-to-heart, but I can't have that kind of love for men and women, from the beginning, maybe it's because I already have his existence in my heart, even if he hurts me too deeply, I still miss him. If it is a man who can entrust a woman for life, so you choose him, I am happy for you and for him, take good care of him, and he will definitely be able to take back his eyes and put it on you. I and him, this life is impossible. Kou Le'er understood Huan'er's worries.

Also, this man has been by his side for a long time, and he has infinite kindness to himself, but he can easily see the deep affection for him in Huan'er's eyes, maybe because of his identity and status, but now everything is no longer what it used to be, she has the right to love any man, even if it is an emperor with boundless power.

Perhaps, only in this way can their children be safe in this life.

"In his eyes, I'm afraid that there will be no me, so I don't dare to ask for extravagance. I just want to pounce on the child's body, take good care of him, and create a Ming Jun for my dynasty in the next life. "Huan'er is a delicate woman, but many things can be seen, in Kou Leer's words, I'm afraid it's not deeply involved in the world.

"There are some things that you don't ask for in return. You must know that as long as you are good to him, his heart will come back one day, and maybe he has made plans to give up everything for me, but I can never be that sinner. "Kou Le'er has a little bit of Huan'er's meaning, Huan'er is extremely smart, of course she understands, so she has to respond.

Among men and women, the biggest question is not the junior, but how deeply one loves the other.

Jing Ruoran stood outside the door, and wanted to push the door in several times to ask Kou Le'er, why did he push himself to other women, even if he didn't love himself, he couldn't find any home for himself, he was a little angry, why did this woman always hurt herself, and she was more and more ruthless every time. However, everything is what you want after all, and who can blame it.

The cold wind outside the window, blowing Jing Ruoran's good-looking face, such a loss, his heart, on the day he met, was quietly handed over to Kou Le'er, but because of secular concepts, he has never dared to confess to her publicly, and now he finally has a meeting, but she doesn't want to.

Walking alone in the wind, recalling the bits and pieces of being with Ko Leer, her hands are so soft, her heart is so pure, and her smile is so amorous, but she still has nothing to do with herself.

One loves another. There is no need to reciprocate, thinking of her words again, Jing Ruoran is a little indifferent, she has paid so much, she is willing, Kou Leer doesn't accept it, how can she be lost because of this, maybe her own efforts are not enough. Looking at her white hair, it's so pitiful. But she didn't easily say her difficulties, she just carried it alone.

Her child became the future emperor, her sisters became themselves and the emperor, I believe, she is not what she wants to see, Jing's country, she is a female generation still knows and cherishes, why don't you know how to deal with it, thinking of this, Jing Ruoran's heart is more and more calm, she wants to be a good emperor, she loves her children well as she wishes, raises his children to grow up, becomes a useful person, and contributes to Jing's world, at that time. When things in the world are too peaceful, I will accompany her to the ends of the earth, I am afraid that at that time, she will not refuse herself again. Moreover, she had no more reason to refuse.

With hope in my heart, I walked a little easier. An indifferent smile appeared under Jing Ruoran's face, and he took a deep breath of fresh air, boundless loneliness.

Finally. I still have to go back, and I still have to go back with a mask. Helpless.