Chapter 154: True and False Dreams
"Grandpa!! Grandmother!! I, Chen Yi, have come to see you!! "I cried out and fell to my knees in front of the tombstone, crying loudly, crying until my heart was broken, crying until I retched.
Crying and crying, I remembered that my grandfather used to hold me in the yard to watch the stars when I was a child, and my grandmother used to tell me stories before I went to bed......
But now, I will never see them again, and in front of me, there is only this cold and merciless tombstone.
I still remember when I was very young, my grandfather took me to a neighboring village to watch a play, and I asked my grandfather why the people on the stage had long beards?
My grandfather told me that when you get old, you grow a beard.
I then asked my grandfather, what happens when people get old? My grandfather told me that people die when they get old. I asked Grandpa, are you and Grandma going to die? Grandpa shook his head at me with a smile and said, Of course not, your grandmother and I still have to watch you grow up, marry you a daughter-in-law, and watch your children......
"Grandpa, you lied to me, you said that you and grandma would not die, why did you leave?" I looked at my grandparents' tombstone with blurred eyes, and cried out, and at this moment my whole body seemed to be cracked, and my heart was only painful.
"Grandpa, how many stars are there in the sky?"
"Grandpa, will I grow up to be as tall as that tree?"
"Grandpa, I want to eat White Rabbit toffee."
"Grandma, I want to eat fish today."
"Grandma, I want to listen to the story, to hear the story of the vixen eating people."
"Grandma, I want pocket money to buy delicious ......"
"Grandpa...... Grandma ......, "From now on, these two extremely important people in my life will never promise me again."
I didn't dare to think about it, the more I remembered, the more painful my heart became, grandpa and grandma must have been thinking about their grandson at the moment of leaving, and their grandson didn't know that she had ...... at that time
I remember that I also told my grandparents that when your grandchildren grow up and make money, I will honor you.
I told my grandmother that when I grew up, I would build you a big house.
I told my grandfather that when I made the money, they would give you an electric one, but before I could make good on my promise, they left, never again...... Will never come back.
My grandfather and grandmother's love for me has never ebbed and flowed since this tombstone has dried up.
No, this love has long been condensed in the bone marrow and engraved into my heart, but now, my heart is dripping blood......
But at this moment, the loudspeaker in the village suddenly sounded, and a song came to my ears with the sound of the loudspeaker:
"The old tree in front of the door grows new shoots, the dead wood in the yard blooms again, half survives a lot of words, hides in the white hair, the little feet in the memory, the fleshy little mouth, give him love all his life, just for that parent, give birth to children and daughters for a lifetime, the mind is full of children crying and laughing, firewood, rice, oil and salt for half a lifetime, and in a blink of an eye, only the wrinkles on the face are left......"
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I don't remember how long I cried at the grave, until I couldn't read the names on my grandparents' tombstones, and I realized it was already dark.
After one last glance at my grandfather and grandmother's tombstones, I got up and walked back, along the way, I didn't even know how to walk back to my grandparents' door, I only felt that all the people and things around me were shadows, and they had nothing to do with me, no expression, no thoughts, like a soulless walking corpse.
Climbing over the wall to enter, I walked into the house from the courtyard, turned on the light, looked at the still old furnishings in the house, all the traces of my grandparents, looked at the dining table where I sat and ate with my grandparents since I was a child, looked at the small bench that my grandfather made for me out of wood, and watched the word "Fu" cut by my grandmother still pasted on the window......
Tears could not be held back again and flowed.
I stood in the room in a daze, and after the pain and despair, a sudden anger surged in my heart. This anger reminds me to find out who killed them! My grandfather and grandmother were not seriously ill, and they must have been killed when they left suddenly!
"There is kindness to repay kindness, there is revenge and revenge, who killed your father and grandmother, your heart knows better than anyone else." At this moment, an extremely gloomy and hoarse voice suddenly came out of nowhere, and suddenly reached my ears.
"Who? Who are you?!! I asked, looking at the empty room.
"You don't need to know who I am, the hatred of killing relatives is not the same as the sky, the truth is actually in your dreams......" The gloomy and hoarse voice sounded again.
An Rushuang ?!!! Her name popped into my mind at this moment, and the scene from the dream I had had earlier flashed back to me.
Could it be that the dream I had before was given to me by my grandparents after they died? They were really killed by An Rushuang?!
Thinking of this, I immediately took out the jade pendant hanging around my neck and shouted at the jade pendant:
"An Rushuang, come out quickly!! You come out and tell me that you didn't kill my grandparents!! ”
To my disappointment, no one in the jade pendant answered me.
"You come out!!"
The surroundings were still quiet, and my heart sank with the silence around me.
"Are you weak-hearted? Did you kill my grandparents?! If you don't come out again, I'll break this piece of Kodama pendant!! ”
"Ah Yi, I'd rather give everything for you, and you treat me like this?" An Rushuang's voice suddenly sounded from behind me.
After hearing An Rushuang's voice, I hurriedly turned my head to look over, and it was An Rushuang behind me, who was standing in the room and looking at me quietly.
"Did you kill my grandparents?!" I looked at An Rushuang with red eyes and asked.
"Ah Yi, I have been by your side for nearly ten years, how have I ever harmed you and your family? You still don't believe me? An Rushuang looked at me and asked.
I shook my head:
"Since it's not you, then tell me, who killed my grandparents?!"
An Rushuang shook her head:
"I don't know, I want to know too."
"For her, that is, for her, for her to kill her husband and grandmother, don't be confused by it, take revenge, go to revenge, fall with a jade pendant, make it homeless, and avenge your grandmother..."
After hearing this voice, I hurriedly looked at An Rushuang and asked:
"An Rushuang, I had a dream a few days ago that my grandfather and grandmother were killed by you."
"Dreams don't represent reality." An Rushuang looked at me and said.
"But my grandparents are dead! How do you explain this?! I looked at An Rushuang and yelled.
"Do you really doubt me?" An Rushuang's eyes were filled with a hint of disappointment, staring into my eyes and meeting mine.
"You're not going to explain it to me?!" I looked at An Rushuang and asked.
An Rushuang continued:
"I don't have to, I don't need to explain."
After listening to An Rushuang's words, I hesitated, and I didn't know who to trust at the moment.
"Thou shalt look at the tablet as frost." After hearing that voice again, I turned my head to look at the tablet that my grandfather had offered to Jiazhong Anrush, the tablet on the table was long gone, and on the ground below the table, there was a dark red word written on it, and that word was the word "frost"!!
Seeing this, my brain exploded all of a sudden, and I resisted the urge to go up and fight with An Rushuang, looked at it and asked coldly:
"If you don't tell me the truth again, I'll break this piece of Kodama pendant!!"
An Rushuang was stunned for a moment, and then said to me:
"If you bear it, I won't stop you......"
After hearing An Rushuang's words, he suddenly grabbed the hand of the jade pendant and raised it above his head, just when I wanted to slam the jade pendant to the ground, but at this moment, the picture of An Rushuang saving me many times before suddenly came to mind, making my hand freeze in mid-air all of a sudden.
"You go, I don't want to see you again......" I said to An Rushuang.
"Ah Yi, do you really doubt it?" An Rushuang asked me.
"Since it's not you, why don't you explain it to me?!" I looked at An Rushuang and asked.
An Rushuang shook her head:
"I said it, I only tell the truth, only lies, I need to explain."
After listening to An Rushuang's words, I didn't speak, and my brain was in chaos at the moment, as if there was an invisible force controlling my thoughts, and I didn't have any judgment ability at all.
There are also two different voices in my head, one voice says: She is the murderer of your grandparents. The other is the opposite.
"Are you really letting me go?" An Rushuang saw that I didn't speak for a long time, so she asked me again.
I didn't know what to say at the moment, and I wanted to open my mouth to keep her, but another voice in my head stopped me.
"Okay, since you don't believe me, then I'll go......" After An Rushuang finished speaking, her body turned into a faint light, flew out of the window, and disappeared into the night sky in an instant......