Chapter 205: Ten Thousand Tenderness

Fu Rin stayed at Fang Zheng's place and chatted a lot, and only came back in the evening.

In the evening, it started to snow again, but fortunately it was light snow, and it was not in the way.

"The general is back."

As soon as Fu Rin came back, Fusheng, who was waiting at the door, immediately greeted him, stretched out his hand to clean the snow on Fu Rin's body, and took it off to the maid behind him to roast the fire.

Fu Rin loosened the muscles and bones around his body, and when it snowed, he only felt that his whole body was tense.

"Did you send the ginseng to Xia Xiaoniang?"

Hearing Fu Rin's question, Fusheng immediately replied with a smile.

"According to the general's orders, it was sent over, and it was in the name of Miss Fu."

"Well, that's good."

Fu Rin said and said,

"You will prepare some good tea later, and two adults from the military department will come over to discuss it later, and be ready to receive it."

Fusheng nodded and said respectfully,

"Yes."

Saying that, Fusheng glanced at Fu Rin with some hesitation, and stepped forward to ask tentatively.

"General, Miss Fu is sitting in the study, do you want to see me?"

"Sister?"

Fu Rin felt very strange, Fu Qingru's temperament rarely took the initiative to find himself, even after returning from the Hou Mansion to the General's Mansion, the two of them had very little contact, Fu Rin didn't know what Fu Qingru came to find him for at this time.

He didn't have any ideas.

"Got it, you go down and get ready."

After finishing speaking, he entered his study, and sure enough, he saw Fu Qingru sitting at the table.

When she saw Fu Rin coming in, she smiled, raised her hand and poured Fu Rin a cup of tea, which seemed to have been brewed a long time ago.

"You're back, I've been waiting for you for a long time."

Fu Rin sat down inexplicably and took the tea handed by Fu Qingru,

"What is my sister coming to me for at this time?"

"I'm just here to remind you, have you forgotten Xia Xiaoniang?"

Fu Rin originally planned to drink tea, but the cup that had just been delivered to his mouth was paused.

Fu Rin slowly put down the teacup and looked at Fu Qingru steadily, while the light of the candle flame reflected in his dark deep eyes, changing with the wind.

"Why did my sister suddenly say such a thing?"

Fu Rin felt a little surprised, Fu Qingru rarely found himself once, and it was actually for the beginning of the summer peach.

"Xia Xiaoniang had a miscarriage, and she was sad to lose her child. Hello, after being reprimanded the first day, I was no longer happy to see her, and today I heard that I turned around and left directly at the gate of the courtyard. ”

Fu Rin's eyes drooped and he was silent.

"What? Are you mad at her or what? Don't say anything and just stuff people on the side, people are sad when they lose their children, and you are still stuffy with her, you are really not afraid of suffocating people. ”

It's okay if Fu Qingru doesn't say it, as soon as he says it, he says that Fu Rin is not a bunch of things, and Fu Rin really feels a headache when he listens to it.

This is not enough, Fu Qingru opened his mouth again.

"If you want me to say, do you blame her for losing her child, that's why you don't like her?"

"But this is not her responsibility, this natural and man-made disaster is coming, and she can't stop it, and it's not that she doesn't care about her body......"

"A little."

Fu Qingru's words were not finished yet, Fu Rin just said directly.

Just a few words, concise and to the point, but directly said.

Just when Fu Qingru thought that his words had been finished, Fu Rin sighed and continued.

"I'm a little annoyed that she didn't protect the child well, but I also know that even saving her life in that situation is a rare thing."

Fu Rin suddenly began to say his thoughts, Fu Qingru accepted his words, and listened carefully to what Fu Rin said on the side.

"But I felt more guilty, I always felt like I was bringing disaster upon her. Sometimes when I look at Yin Niang's Kang'er, I wonder how good it would be for her to be able to give birth to such a healthy and lively child, but I didn't keep it. ”

"I didn't do anything to face her, it's hard to imagine that I didn't protect her, let alone our children. It's not that I'm not distressed, I just don't know how to face her......"

Fu Rin raised his eyes, it was the first time that Fu Qingru had seen such complicated feelings in his eyes.

Frustration, pain, struggle......

"I brought her back, and I don't know how much blood came down from her lower body, and it almost stained one of my clothes red. I looked at her face lying on the bed, there was no blood at all, and I even thought she was going to die when Wei Qi treated her......"

Fu Rin had to admit that this was the first time he was so scared when he saw blood.

The blood kept flowing, flowing, and even wetting the bedding sheets, and he was so scared to see the blood for the first time.

"So when I see her now, I think of what she was like at that time, and I feel very guilty in my heart."

Fu Qingru's mouth opened, and he didn't say a word for a long time.

She didn't know that Fu Rin thought so in her heart, if she wasn't his sister, the two of them grew up together, Fu Rin could trust her.

It was almost impossible for the people on the side to hear such words from Fu Rin's mouth.

"Alright...... I know you like this girl. ”

Fu Qingru could know that Fu Rin was thinking so, and his heart was much more at ease.

"But there are some things that she will never know if you don't say it. She fell ill again today, and in the afternoon, Kang'er began to have a fever as soon as she left, and now she has a high fever that does not go away, and she heard the people of Shen Lian Pavilion say that they are all burned and confused and are talking in their dreams. ”

Fu Qingru sighed, but this passage went to Fu Rin's heart.

He looked at Fu Qingru with some surprise.

"She's having a fever?"

"yes...... You don't know that during the day, Xu Xiaoniang just made her kneel and poured snow water on her, she was originally thin, so it was strange that she couldn't freeze down. ”

Fu Rin's heart moved, and he vaguely felt a little distressed.

"You'll have to take a look, don't just hide. I knew that hiding would not solve the problem, and it would not be good for two people to have an estrangement. In addition, if you prefer one person to leave her dry, these people bully the weak and fear the hard, and you may not bring disaster to her by doing so. ”

Fu Rin fell into deep thought, knowing that Fu Qingru was telling himself that he was too biased towards Yin Niang recently.

"I see."

After speaking, Fu Rin thought for a moment and slowly stood up.

"Sister, please go back, I'll go see her."

Fu Qingru smiled at this time, and saw that Fu Rin had his own consciousness, so he got up,

"Go ahead, deal with this matter well, don't delay Xia Xiaoniang's affection with you."

Fu Rin just nodded, and went out after speaking.

Fu Qingru has been silently watching Fu Rin leave, but he doesn't know what's going on, and he always feels that his heart is very uneasy.

Fu Rin had just arrived at the door when he saw Fusheng preparing to greet the guests.

Fusheng was holding his things and saw Fu Rin who was walking out of the study with his hands behind his back, and was a little overwhelmed.

"General...... Where is this going? ”

"Go to Shenlian Pavilion, you don't have to follow. If those adults come, they will say that they are not in the house for a while, so send them back. ”

Fusheng was a little embarrassed, in the end he went to say such unpleasant things in front of those big people.

But Fu Rin had already given orders, and he had no choice but to nod,

"Yes."

After giving the order, Fu Rin went straight away, and a person came to the Shenlian Pavilion with his hands behind his back, and saw Bizhu sitting on the threshold with his head propped up and dozing off.

"What are you doing sitting here on such a cold day?"

Fu Rin stepped forward and asked so coldly, so startled that Bizhu woke up from her drowsy all of a sudden, and hurriedly knelt down in front of Fu Rin.

"Back to the general's words, the little lady is in a high fever, and the maid is afraid that someone will take advantage of the danger, so she is guarding the door.... I just didn't know why I fell asleep, and the slave was guilty. ”

Fu Rin nodded when he heard this,

"It's a heart, it seems that your little lady didn't hurt you people in vain."

"The people who treat the little lady are very good and approachable, and the maid is really distressed to see the little lady so haggard."

Fu Rin's heart moved, and he opened his mouth with some hesitation.

She ...... Is it emaciated? ”

Bizhu then continued,

"Back to the general's words, after the little mother's miscarriage, the spirit of the little mother is not good. I can't eat, and I can't sleep all night, and I often keep a lonely lamp until dawn. ”

In the cold and frosty night, the little lady just sat on the edge of the bed, staring at one place with her eyes straight at the same place, and she didn't know what she was looking at. Xiao Niang's body is already weak, and the maid is very worried that if she continues like this, Xiao Niang will be tired sooner or later. ”

"Recently, at night, the little lady has been crying from time to time, crying all night, and no one can persuade her......"

Fu Rin didn't have a taste in his heart when he heard it, the impact of this matter on Xia Chutao had already exceeded Fu Rin's expectations.

"Okay, I'll go in and see your little lady, is she asleep now?"

"Fall asleep, fall asleep after taking the medicine after dinner."

"Okay."

Saying that, Fu Rin stepped inside, and then came to Xia Chutao's bed.

Xia Chutao was lying on the bed, and he didn't even recover after the miscarriage, but at this time he caught up with the high fever, only the cheeks were flushed, and his face looked extremely strange.

Fu Rin slowly sat down on the edge of the bed, where he could clearly see that Xia Chutao had a very delicate sweat on his forehead, and he muttered in his mouth, not knowing what he was talking about.

Fu Rin leaned slightly towards Xia Chutao's mouth to hear what Xia Chutao was saying,

"Kid...... My baby...... Mother I'm sorry for you. ”

Fu Rin...... Fu Rin......"

Fu Rin's heart moved, and when he raised his head, he saw that Xia Chutao was still in a coma with high fever.

He looked down and saw Xia Chutao's hand exploring something forward, and subconsciously held her hand.

Xia Chutao on the bed instantly quieted down, and the whole person's breath stabilized a lot.

Fu Rin's eyes sank, and the whole piece of tenderness was instantly filled in his eyes, and then a kiss gently fell on Xia Chutao's forehead.