The rest of the summer Eleventh Petal: No fog and no lights to return to people
Since that day,
Xu Wen, An Xiang, Gu Ting, and Fan Xue often drowned together.
I don't know why, suddenly Xu Wen simply called her a sassy fan as if jokingly.
An Xiang felt that although this name was vulgar, after listening to Xu Wen's explanation, he also called it along.
This is called three full years.
However, even with such a close friend, Fan Xue always felt distant.
It seems that there is a chasm between her and Xu Wen.
Maybe it's not very wide, but it's insurmountable for life.
There are no more birds in Deyun Middle School, and all the birds have flown away.
As if to escape this painfully humid season.
The air is always filled with the smell of tears. I don't know why, Zhao Siqing unexpectedly accepted Xu Wen and became his girlfriend with a high-profile attitude.
One day after school, Xu Wen handed a note to Zhao Siqing. After Zhao Siqing finished reading it, he smiled and nodded with some shyness.
The light in Xu Wen's eyes was clearly extinguished, and he was sure and then confirmed. He took her hand with joy.
Fan Xue, who was not far away, witnessed the whole process. The heart seemed to be shattered, as if it would die in the next second.
She blinked, desperate for tears to flow out and release the sadness in her heart. However, no matter how hard I tried, my eye sockets were dry.
With a sad expression, she bypassed Xu Wen and Zhao Siqing.
Maybe love is really just a game. The bet is on youth, and what accompanies it is the time that will never return.
The loser is always the one who falls in love first.
Xu Wen and Zhao Siqing separated not long after they were together.
There is no other reason, because Xu Wen is tired of saying it. In fact, he didn't know, he always felt that his mind was not on Zhao Siqing's body.
He couldn't calm down.
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At ten o'clock in the evening, the walnut trees glow with a blurry golden glow under the illumination of the street lamps.
Fan Xue listened to the subtle rustle of her feet stepping on the fallen leaves, and felt that her heart was instantly cold.
She suddenly missed summer so much, and when she closed her eyes, she could feel a green sky.
She and Anse, on the path in front of the house, the two of them walked silently, and no one spoke.
In the dark corner of the intersection, several delinquent teenagers squatted on the side of the street and smoked. A few stars of red light flickered in the smoke of the smoke.
When Fan Xue passed by, a boy whistled.
In fact, they all know each other, how can they not know each other in the vicinity.
"Snow, you can go back." When we arrived at the three-way intersection, I said peacefully.
Under the light, his eyes were in a trance.
Fan Xue nodded and did not respond.
"Be careful on the road at night." Serene again.
"Okay."
"Don't be late tomorrow."
After calmly instructing, as if he remembered something, he stopped Fan Xue, who was about to turn back: "Yesterday...... I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have bothered you. ”
"It's fine."
"Goodbye."
"Goodbye."
Fan Xue walked along the road she came from towards her home, and when she passed the intersection, the delinquent teenagers were still smoking cigarettes in the dark. She walked around with a red face, not daring to say hello.
Driven by inexplicable longing and fear, her steps became faster and faster, and finally she couldn't help but run.
After a while, she faintly heard hurried footsteps behind her.
Looking back, there was no one else.
That's an illusion.
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Every girl wants to have a sweet love, but love is sleeping.
Fan Xue has been waiting for one day to wake up.
However, until time has passed the ring, grown a year older, and waited for another year, the world has not yet woken up.
Winter has passed, and it continues to sleep peacefully in the spring sun.
Like the seed of love she buried in the ground, she slept so deeply.
You may not be able to wait for it to sprout and blossom in your lifetime......
The first year always passed so quickly, in the sound of classmates reading, but also in the cold air from the rolling of donkeys outside the school, slowly passed away.
Spring, come and go.
There is a warm smell in the light sunlight, and the cherry blossom trees and locust trees have drawn out fresh and crisp buds, and when you stroll down the street, you can finally feel the green sky buried in your heart.
Fan Xue got her wish and became Xu Wen's girlfriend. In other words, Xu Wen has been planning for a long time.
Fan Xue remembers the night they formalized their relationship.
It was also the night after she read Xu Wen's diary.
Love gave her a pair of wings, but she never learned to fly.
Because of ignorance.
From the second half of the first grade, Xu Wen began Fan Xue's life at the same table.
Fan Xue's quiet personality always listens to Xu Wen talk about the novels he has read,
The story, although it is in the past tense, is also fictional, and it is useless to talk about it.
But it can be remembered.
He always said with his eyebrows fluttering, and she always looked at him with her chin in her eyes fixed.
Both of them will look at her.
She has not long hair, not too beautiful face, but has some unique charm.
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Until that day, math class was on.
This semester, their math teacher changed. I heard that I just graduated from Yunnan Normal University.
Thin and thin, wearing large, black-rimmed glasses, he looks like a student.
Fan Xue likes this teacher very much, and because of her, she also likes to take math class.
On this day, it was Mr. Gao's class again.
The warm sunlight shone on the classroom, and many students dozed off, and the lecture could not continue.
Teacher Gao simply stopped lecturing and asked the students to take out their workbooks and do their homework.
The wind blows through the freshly sprouted locust trees, making a subtle rustling sound.
The classmates who had been dozing before all cheered up and held the pen in their mouths to think.
Xu Wen's grades are very good, and the speed of doing the questions is naturally very fast. After a while, he stepped forward to the math teacher and corrected his homework.
"Xue, how to do this question? It's up to you. Gu Ting suddenly pulled her sleeve from behind and said with a smile.
"Show me, hee-hee. It tells you not to study hard. Fan Xue smiled evilly.
"That's, snow. I won't do it, you teach me" At this time, a small note came from a small note, inserting their words.
Fan Xue also rested, and behind the note, there was another sentence: Look at Xu Wen's diary. You'll be pleasantly surprised.
Fan Xue silently put away the note and glanced at Xu Wen on the stage, on the table under the stage.
There is indeed a diary with a lock there.
But she knew the password.
Gu Ting in the back only saw the note, and she didn't know what the letter said at all.
It's just that when she saw the note, she was immediately happy, and the smile seemed to say, look, look, the prince who loves you is waving to you.
"You laugh at the yarn. I won't teach you anymore. You two go and tell the teacher to change the question to something you'll do! Fan Xue finished speaking very seriously, but she couldn't help laughing.
Laughing and laughing, his face turned red to the heel of his neck. Although she knew that it was indeed a diary written by Xu Wen, wouldn't it be okay to peek at other people's diaries?
I want to see it! When Fan Xue said this, she still couldn't help blushing and her heart beating.
Ignoring the two endlessly, she took out the diary, quickly opened it, and read:
Acacia flowers
I like a girl who is my tablemate.
I like her a lot.
If I could, even if it was that flower on the cliff, I would pick it for her.
If I could, even if it was the wave on the ocean, I would hold it for her.
She is close to the end of the world.
I used to hear books say,
I heard that there was you in the distance, and I set off to travel thousands of miles.
I've blown the wind you've blown, and that's not a hug.
I've walked the road you've walked, and this is not an encounter.
I still like you, serious and cowardly, from the beginning.
It's a pity that the mountains and wilderness are yellow in autumn, and there is no fog and no lights to return to people, you don't know.
It's true,
Exquisite dice and red beans,
I don't know.
This is said: wishful thinking.
Fan Xue read slowly, and at the end there were two words that she had written for more than ten years.
Her name.
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On that day, Fan Xue's mind was no longer in class, nor was it the clouds and blue sky outside the window.
Just look at him, close to him.
Hand him a note and smile.
They will all remember that on that note, there was something like this:
My sweetheart,
It must be as bright as the moon in the sky,
Bright as the breeze in the forest,
Scorching like ten miles of peach blossoms.
How can I give up?
He stained my proud bones with dust.
This said: The two are happy.