145 If life is only the first sight
Three years later, in a quiet town. Such a scene was staged.
"Xiao Sichen, let grandpa kiss one." Yue Lao'er teased Xiao Sichen. After that, he hugged Xiao Sichen and wanted to prick him with his hard beard, Xiao Sichen pushed his face away, and it was the time to learn the language, "Grandpa pricked me, don't kiss, don't want grandpa to kiss Xiao Sichen." I want my mother. The child smiled and ran away.
Yue Lao'er really felt happy at this time. A lovely child, a filial daughter, what happier day in the world than this. It's just that Kou Le'er is still young, and it is impossible to be by her side for the rest of her life, if she is old and dies one day, then how should she live her life in the future?
Thinking of this time, Yue Lao'er thought of the scene in Donghai Town again.
The real Zi Ruoqing came to seek medical treatment, and she didn't want to save it, but Kou Le'er begged herself to treat her injuries, thanks to her for taking care of her all the way, Yue Lao'er had no choice, so she had to help Zi Ruoqing check her injuries and dispense medicine. Then let go of the rivers and lakes, and never healed anyone again. Since then, the old man has disappeared in the rivers and lakes.
The people of the Broken Love Building came to Donghai Town again and again, to find out the white-haired woman, when there was nowhere to hide, Yue Lao'er had to lead Kou Le'er, Xiao Sichen and Bingling to another safer place, the quiet Qingyue Mountain, presumably no one bothered it. Along the way, Kou Leer covered her face with black veil and her hair with black veil, so she came to a small town at the foot of Qingyue Mountain safely, and lived a stable life ever since.
The people in the Broken Love Building still haven't given up looking for their landlord's wife, and they still haven't given up for many years. In order to avoid the man, Kou Leer had no choice but to put on the appearance of an old woman, and she hid safely for three years.
It's just that in the dead of night, through the window, Yue Lao'er will see Kou Le'er meditating, who he is thinking, and he doesn't know in his heart. It's just that he feels even more sorry for Kou Le'er, for three years, he can't find the medicine that can make Kou Le'er's gray hair return to normal, watching her go on like this for many years.
On a moonlit night, Kou Le'er sat under the window, combing her long hair, it had been three years, and this long hair was still as white as the day, and there was no sign of turning black.
She clearly remembered that day, in the town of crossing the river in the East China Sea, next to the inn, he was still dressed in white and extremely handsome, but there was a little more loss in his eyes. She walked side by side with him, one to the east and the other to the west, and he didn't recognize her. And she didn't give him a chance to recognize herself, so she missed it.
"Le'er, what are you thinking?" Lin Feng came to Kou Le'er's window again at some point, standing on the windowsill and looking at the meditative Kou Le'er. It's been three years, Lin Feng has been with her for three years, living next door to her, and spending three years with her. In the past three years, she has been meticulous in her care and endless dedication, how can she not understand, but she has always avoided it, has always refused, and has never given him a reason to get close to her heart.
Coller put down the comb.
"Didn't think anything?" I opened the door and invited him into the house. has always treated each other politely, but it has made Lin Feng and Kou Leer a lot stranger to each other.
"Le'er, this place is no longer safe, I think we should go and go to another quiet place." After more contact, Lin Feng naturally knew about Kou Leer, and he often walked in the rivers and lakes, so he naturally had some social relations, so he could quickly grasp the information of the Broken Love Building, and today I just learned from the mouth of a friend in the rivers and lakes that it won't be long before the owner of the Broken Love Building will come to this place to find his lost wife.
"I've been hiding for so many years, and I'm still hiding." Kou Le'er was tired, she didn't expect that Shangguan Jueai would spend such a big price to find herself, and persist for three years, maybe she should be moved, maybe she should give him a chance. But when she thought of all the previous deeds, she was a little scared, and she was so afraid that she didn't know what to do. A little sweat appeared on his forehead. Lin Feng sensed her nervousness.
"Le'er, don't be afraid, I'll be by your side to protect you." Lin Feng gently took her into his arms, so natural. Kou Le'er didn't refuse, leaned on his shoulder, and smelled the good smell of his body.
Remembering the three men I knew.
Shangguan is in love, he is his nominal father-in-law, but he treats her like that, and when she falls in love with him, he hurts her heavily. Those wind, frost and snow, those past stories, how can she let go.
Jing Ruoran, that quiet and indifferent man, has a true affection for himself, sometimes he thinks about whether he accepts him, even if he doesn't love him, but he loves himself, maybe he will be happy with him, but she still rejected him, she doesn't want this man to abandon the world because of her.
Shuralie, she has always regarded as a friend, a friend who really cares about herself, but in the end, this friend of hers trampled her under her feet as a stepping stone on the road to revenge. She couldn't take it. So, friends don't have to do it.
In the past three years, Lin Feng has been by her side, and has gone through too many joys and sorrows with him.
Yue Lao'er has also been persuading her. Lin Feng is a good candidate, so it's better to leave the rest of his life to Lin Feng. She hesitated. Maybe I'm going to give him an answer tonight.
"Le'er, we've been together for three years, and I've seen more of your unhappiness, I really want you to be happy and be a real Le'er." Lin Feng brushed her white hair with pity, so natural. It's as if this woman is his.
He remembered when he met her three years ago. Such a beautiful woman, but with a head full of gray hair. fell in love with her, but not because of anything, but because of the first acquaintance. Her indifference, her recklessness, every expression and movement deeply touched his heart.
For her sake, he gave up the rivers and lakes and lived next door to her. Watching the sunrise and sunset with her, even so, he didn't ask her to do anything for himself, and it was a different kind of happiness to be able to stay by her side.
"I'm already very happy, with Xiao Sichen by my side calling my mother, with my uncle care, with Bingling's lovely brother, and with such a confidant who takes care of me, I have no reason to be unhappy. It's true. "Kou Le'er wants to reassure Lin Feng. She didn't want Lin Feng to worry too much about herself.
"Le'er, you're always so pitiful." Perhaps, only in this way, can you show your heart. Lin Feng pulled Kou Le'er into his arms and stood quietly like this.
In the palace. In the Huayue Palace where the emperor and queen lived. Jing Ruoran and Kou Huan'er were relatively speechless.
"Huan'er, the three-year period I agreed with the Queen Mother seems to have arrived." After a long time, Jing Ruoran finally spoke, for Le'er's words, he wanted to be an emperor who loved the people like a son, and trapped himself in this palace for three years. Now, in three years, the rebellious ministers and thieves have been cleared. stabilized the world and created a good environment for the little prince.
"Have you really decided to give up the throne?" Huan'er thought that after three years, he could forget the past. Kou Leer said that as long as you are good to him, you don't have the heart to be unenthusiastic. After three years of getting along, she has pinned all her feelings on him, but she didn't expect that he had thought of a way back for himself.
"I haven't decided yet, but I have a plan." Jing Ruoran turned around, not daring to see Huan'er's disappointed eyes. Although Huan'er's background is low, it is because of Kou Leer's children that she sat comfortably on the throne of the emperor. But in the past three years, Huan'er's heart for him, he can't see it.
"Giving up the throne means giving up everything, giving up Concubine Yang and Concubine Shu, giving up the Queen Mother, giving up the country, giving up the cute little prince, of course, you also gave up on me." Tears fell from the corners of Huan'er's eyes. Jing Ruoran's heart, she saw it three years ago, but Kou Le'er persuaded her that as long as she worked hard, she would reap the rewards. Although she has been married to him for three years, she still hasn't entered his heart.
"Huan'er, I'm sorry, give me time." Every word Huan'er said was so reasonable, her heart was not a piece of steel, she was gnostic. But he just couldn't let go of that woman, if he wasn't indifferent, that smiling face would appear in his dreams from time to time.
"It's been three years, is it still a short time? I ask you, in your heart, is there me and my daughter? "Yes, Jing Ruoran's heart is uncomfortable. Last year, Huan'er gave birth to a lovely daughter for herself. It's so beautiful. The imperial daughter, who is only a little more than a year old now, often nestles in his arms and calls her father. Looking at that cute little face, it was like the joy of Kou Le's childhood when he first met.
I'm sorry for Huan'er, I'm sorry for Concubine Shu, and I'm sorry for Concubine Yang. But what can it be, in her heart, she is always the heaviest and heaviest.
"If life is just the first sight." Helplessly, Jing Ruoran came up with such a poem. At first sight, how beautiful. Flowers, flowers, why do you say survival is so difficult? These words will always ring in his heart.
The exact disappearance of the collection on a moonlit night, Kou Le'er lives in a small town at the foot of Qingyue Mountain, full of silver hair, and there is a handsome boy who often accompanies her, I don't know what his identity is. The news that can be collected on a moonlit night can also be collected by the people of the Broken Love Building. Therefore, he is not at ease, he is not worried that Kou Le'er will return to Shangguan's absolute love.
"The first time you see is beautiful, but you only remember the first time you saw her, but you can't remember the first time you saw Huan'er." In the past, Huan'er was never jealous, but now, Huan'er is jealous of her, and the man she has loved with her heart for three years is still in her body. How could she not be jealous.
"Huan'er, I want to go see her. Just take a look. "If you can't let it go, maybe you should meet her. Three years is too long, I don't know if she is doing well or not. It's time for all of this to come to an end.
"Okay, you said just to see. I believe you. I will wait for you to come back with my son and daughter. "He is a generation of emperors, and his words are naturally counted, Huan'er has retreated, it's good to take a look, so that you can live with yourself with peace of mind.