Chapter 184: The relationship is unfamiliar
Murong Jue nodded, if there was no little girl who came out with Gao Qixuan and others to testify today, I am afraid that he would not be able to deceive that guy to expose his true nature, thanks to their help, it would have gone a lot smoother.
"If you want me to say, maybe these officials are not very good, but the emperor's people must be worthy of your efforts for them. ”
Su Yang's words can be regarded as entering Murong Jue's heart, he did all this, but it was for the people, in order to let them live a good life, and in order to live up to these enthusiastic people.
"So, concubine, if you want, you can ......"
Murong Jue almost blurted out those words, but in the end he hesitated, paused for a moment, sighed, and then said, "Can you assist me? ”
When Su Yang heard him say this, her heart, which was still holding a glimmer of hope, instantly cooled down, maybe in Murong Jue's heart, no matter how far she goes, she can only be a courtier, not a wife.
But even if there was more pain in his heart, he couldn't confide it, only to see her chuckle, pretending to be relaxed, and replied: "Of course the concubine is willing, the heart of the concubine, this person belongs to the emperor, and the concubine will only be loyal to the emperor in this life." ”
I don't know if it was out of guilt for Su Yang, Murong Jue held the palm of her hand, and pushed harder and harder, he took her into his arms, put it to her ear, and whispered: "Concubine Ai, I can only get peace with you." ”
Su Yang didn't know how much of Murong Jue's words were true and how much was false, but she knew very well that maybe Murong Jue could really get the peace he wanted in him, but he couldn't get whatever he wanted in Murong Jue, this was the pain of accompanying the Son of Heaven, helpless.
The two of them snuggled up and watched the sun gradually set, each with their own thoughts, and returned to the inn.
Lying on the bed, Su Yang was still thinking about Murong Jue's words today, somehow, she had insomnia, she couldn't help but smile bitterly, and secretly scolded herself in her heart: "Su Yang, why are you so stupid? At this point, what are you still asking for? That man can kill you in his last life!"
She knew very well how much deep hatred and blood hatred she had between herself and Murong Jie, but she still couldn't help it, she couldn't help but smile bitterly, feeling the injustice of fate and the tricks of God.
She tossed and turned, always unable to sleep, and no matter how much he told herself, she couldn't think about it anymore, but to no avail.
Eventually, she struggled to her feet, and walked out of the door and into the courtyard.
Suzhou city night has always been gentle and quiet, the inn is close to the lake, a small pavilion is set up in the middle of the lake, the lake and the autumn moon are harmonious, and the surface of the pond has no wind mirror and is not polished.
Su Yang hurriedly walked to the lake pavilion wrapped in a big coat, and it was expected that there should often be literati and ink writers here to write poems, and there was a table of good wine here, thinking that she was already in a bad mood today, and it didn't hurt to drink two cups of sake.
So I poured a full cup, drank alone to the moon, looked at the bright moon, and couldn't help but recall the past.
When he married Murong Jue at the beginning of the year, the two often drank and had fun under such a bright moonlight, and when he was drunk, he picked her up horizontally and gently brought her back to the room.
Everything that happened tonight has made her see this man clearly, he is unkind, and he only has fame and fortune in his heart, no, in fact, she should have seen these things a long time ago, but today, her heart that still has illusions is broken.
"Oh, I shouldn't have had hope for him. ”
She shook her head and sighed.
The cold elixir slid into her throat, moistening her dry throat like a rain, and after three cups, sorrow welled up in her heart, turning into beads of tears and rolling down her cheeks.
"Murong Jue, can I love you again?"
She drank to herself like this, but she didn't know that there was another person not far away who was watching her from a distance, silent.
That person was Murong Jue, although he couldn't hear Su Yang's self-talk, but just looking at her drinking alone with the moon, he knew that today's incident must have hurt her heart, but he couldn't help it, he already had another person in his heart, and if he came later, no matter how much he liked it, he couldn't compare to that person.
If he hadn't met that woman, Ye Wanying might have been able to enter his heart, but unfortunately, there was no if.
He turned around and was about to leave, but suddenly stopped, as if he remembered something, and said to the little guy on the side: "Keep an eye on it, if the mother is drunk, find someone to take her back." ”
"Yes!"
The night is short.
The next morning, Su Yang woke up from his sleep, but found that he had returned to the room, and everything in the pavilion last night was like a dream.
She raised her hand and rubbed her slightly aching head, Ruo'er saw it, and hurriedly stepped forward to reproach: "Niangniang is hurting this time?" I ran out to drink in the middle of the night last night, but fortunately, the slave maid got up at night and found that you were not there, and I looked for you for a long time before bringing you back. ”
"I'm sorry. ”
Su Yang knew that he had caused Ruo'er a lot of trouble, so he naturally felt a little guilty in his heart, but this voice made Ruo'er stunned.
"What are you talking about? The slave and maid are supposed to serve the mother, and the mother doesn't have to say this. ”
Ruo'er said this, helped Su Yang to get up, and changed her clothes and makeup.
Now that the governor of Suzhou has been ousted from power, all the seized grain has been recovered, so that there is no shortage of food, and only someone needs to be found to supervise the daily opening of the warehouse, so today is the last day of disaster relief.
Although the two of them had already identified their identities, Su Yang didn't want to dress too gorgeously, so he was alienated from the people, so he still wore the same one when he came, and followed Murong Jue to the outside of the city in a carriage.
Now is different from the past, after knowing the identities of Su Yang and Murong Jue, the refugees began to be afraid and did not dare to talk nonsense, but the more this is the case, the more uncomfortable Su Yang feels.
It is clear that their relationship with these people, which they used to be like friends, is now estranged.
"Sister, you are so beautiful today!"
"Little girl, don't talk nonsense!"
The little girl that day wanted to come up and talk to Su Yang, but she was forced back by her mother, and when she left, her mother did not forget to nod to Su Yang, for fear of offending her.
"Actually, you don't have to be so cautious, today we are here for disaster relief, not to put up a fight, so you don't need to be so worried. ”
Su Yang really couldn't stand it anymore, and couldn't stand such a depressing atmosphere, so he opened his mouth.
But the more she said this, the more the people didn't dare to act rashly, only the little girl, hearing this, happily ran over and threw herself into Su Yang's arms.
"I knew that my sister was the best!"