She Nian was rarely playful at the moment, and was blowing bubbles, just Cen Zheng turned his head to look at himself, and said with some doubts: "What's wrong?" ”

Cen Zheng originally wanted to talk about this matter with Nian Nian, it wouldn't be a big deal anyway, and it wouldn't hurt to tell her, but now that he hadn't reported it, if he told her, it would only make her worried, and he would give up after thinking about it.

"It's nothing, it's just that you're having fun." Cen Zheng spoke slowly, in these eyes that are usually indifferent and cold, looking at the sacrifice at this moment is always full of tenderness.

She Nian smiled and said, "I think this is quite funny, are you done with the phone?" ”

Originally, I thought that Cen Zheng was going to take him somewhere, but he didn't expect to take himself to the riverside for a walk, but this person was still very busy, and the phone calls continued.

"Well, let's go, I'll take you somewhere." Cen Zheng spoke softly, seeing that the time was almost up, and striving to go home from her before half past nine.

She Nian put away the bubble-blowing tools, this can be taken back, and tomorrow I will take Yi'er to play in the community.

followed Cen Zheng across the river and came to the square of the municipal government, where advertisements for the hottest stars were projected on the big screen not far away, and I couldn't understand what Cen Zheng brought himself here for.

Cen Zheng didn't explain, but he came to a barbecue stall with Shenian, and Shenian wondered if he hadn't eaten enough just now, and now he was going to eat barbecue?

"Boss, five strings of squid." Cen Zheng's voice was faint, and he stood quietly beside Cen Zheng.

It turns out that this man still loves squid......

The business of these barbecue stalls is quite good, and the five strings of squid will wait for a while, and when Cen Zheng gets it, he leaves with Shenian, and Shenian does not see Cen Zheng eating, but Cen Zheng pulls Shenian to sit down on a bench not far from the barbecue stall.

She Nian became more and more confused about what Cen Zheng was going to do, and just when She Nian was confused, Cen Zheng dropped a string of grilled squid for She Nian.

"Taste, this is your favorite food before, you used to come to eat often, and you brought me here a few times."

In the past, he was very uninterested in these roadside stalls, and even disgusted, so when Shenian brought him here for the first time, he resolutely refused to eat them, and no matter what Shenian said, he didn't take the grilled squid to eat.

Originally, he thought that he had given up, but when he was defenseless, he put the grilled squid to his lips, looked at him with a treacherous smile and said, "Spicy you." ”

At that time, I didn't know why, so I took the grilled squid in her hand and ate it, and then it really became out of control, and he came a few more times.

They used to sit here and eat.

Regarding the date she likes, unlike ordinary people, she doesn't like to wear a fancy costume to go to a place that ordinary people can't go, or go to a concert with him, she prefers this kind of market life.

He had asked her why she liked these before, and she said that because these were fireworks in the world, she would not be lost in such a place, so that she forgot what she should do.

Therefore, Cen Zheng is also habitually reluctant to let go, and she can date her how she likes to date.

She Nian didn't expect Cen Zheng to bring herself to such a place, and give her this skewer of grilled squid, if Cen Zheng didn't say it, she wouldn't know that there would be her and Cen Zheng here

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"Usually we sit here and eat grilled squid, you still can't get enough of it, you will go back and buy it, and then take me across the road to buy latte, you like this kind of life very much." After a pause, Cen Zheng continued.

Listening to Cen Zheng's words, she was silent for a while, she didn't understand what Cen Zheng was doing today, if he had mentioned this to herself in the past.

"Aren't you all reluctant to remind me of the past, why are you telling me this now?" She said slowly, in fact, she could see it more clearly than anyone else, and Cen Zheng was not so willing to let her recover her memory.

But she didn't say these all along, but she couldn't help but ask them today.

If you don't want her to recover her previous memories, then she shouldn't talk to her about this, he will only make her want to know more and more what she has experienced and what kind of rich life she has.

Cen Zheng didn't expect that Shenian would see it so thoroughly from the beginning, and when Shenian asked him this, Cen Zheng himself was a little speechless.

Indeed, as Shenian said, he was anxious to let Shenian recall the past, and on the other hand, he wanted to remind her of it, at least so that she would not be so indifferent to her feelings.

People are contradictory, complex, and greedy, Cen Zheng thinks that he has always known himself well, but since he met Shenian, he has become a little strange to himself.

"I'm also entangled, but since you've said it, then I still respect your decision." Cen Zheng spoke slowly, this time he did not hide his thoughts.

"Everything I have experienced for more than 20 years cannot be just blank, whether those memories are painful or hateful, but these belong to me, I have the right to know and keep, maybe you are for my good, but I hope you can support me and respect me." The voice of the sacrifice was faint.

Others think that it is best that she can't remember, but because these people haven't tried, the fear of waking up with a blank life, not remembering anything, not remembering her name, not remembering her relatives, not remembering where she was born, and even being at the mercy of others, people who have not experienced this kind of thing will never know.

So she wants to get her memories back, whether it's painful or not, it doesn't matter, she believes that her heart is strong and she can accept anything.

Listening to the words of Shenian, Cen Zheng's heart was also clear at the moment, at least he would not do stupid things wishfully, if so, what was the difference between him and Li Jue Rin.

"I see, I respect your decision, but now is not the best time to recover your memories, and you know that."

After getting Cen Zheng's answer, she was also a lot more relieved, at least Cen Zheng wouldn't do anything behind his back.

"But seriously, you don't want to remind me of the past, are you afraid I'll resent you for what you've done?" She Nian turned her head to look at Cen Zheng, and happened to see a touch of panic in Cen Zheng's eyes.

Cen Zheng didn't dare to look at each other with Shenian, this was what he was afraid of, and he had been hesitating.

"How is it possible, I have always been upright, even if you want to resent me, I will definitely accept it." Cen Zheng spoke lightly, but the more he said this, the more people felt a sense of wanting to cover up

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She Nian hooked her lips and said, "Then if I really resent you, what would you do?" ”

The question of sacrificing thoughts is very realistic, but Cen Zheng never dared to think about it, he had already experienced the pain of losing his thoughts once, and he really didn't want to go through it a second time, but he couldn't disrespect the decision to give up.

For a while, Cen Zheng's heart was also very complicated.

"I'll try to make you stop hating me." This is the goal that Cen Zheng has been working hard so far.

"However, there are some things, if you really hate them, then there is no way to change them, if I really resent you at that time, then don't tie me to you, we are all fine." She frowned slightly, and her voice was soft.

Hearing Shenian say this, Cen Zheng's heartbeat skipped a beat, how could he be okay with each other, if his life was without Shenian, it would be incomplete.

"Sacrifice thoughts, I do all this for a reason, I don't expect you to forgive me, even if you resent me, I accept it. But I don't want you to leave my world, you don't know how sad I am without you......" This is probably the first time that Cen Zheng has confided his heart so bluntly and with his thoughts.

Even if he found Shenian before, he didn't say these words, but now when he heard Shenian say this, he was really panicked, although Cen Zheng thought that he was not a cowardly person, but if he really lost Shenian, he would really collapse.

Hearing Cen Zheng say this, she looked at the person in front of her with some embarrassment, she just said it casually, she felt that her current mentality was very good, although there were some things that Cen Zheng said ambiguously, but she also knew that Cen Zheng must have brought a lot of harm to herself.

But hurting this kind of thing is two-sided, she believes that she must have hurt Cen Zheng too, but before she recovers her memory, she can't make up her mind, and sometimes she feels that she is two completely different personalities from her previous self.

The previous self had suffered too much pain, so only the previous self could make a decision on the direction of her next life, and she was more like a bystander, she had not experienced anything, so in the face of Cen Zheng's good deeds, she would feel panicked.

But even so, she also understood the meaning of her heartbeat, this man was too special to her, even if she didn't remember anything, her heart would still throb when she saw this man again.

"Everything is still inconclusive, Cen Zheng, I can't give you any promises, you must know that if you can't do what you promise, that's the most painful." Her voice was slow, and she could see it more clearly than anyone else.

Hearing this, Cen Zheng breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, at least she didn't say anything to death.

"Leave it all to time." After eating the last skewer of grilled squid, Cen Zheng carefully wiped his hands with a gentle voice.

Looking at Cen Zheng like this, the heart lake of sacrifice seemed to have been thrown into a small pebble, rippling round after circle.

"Go back, it's past nine o'clock, and it's almost time for you to wash up and sleep when you go back." Cen Zheng's voice was faint, and he didn't let go of the hand that had been holding Shenian, but this time Shenian didn't take his hand away, and let Cen Zheng lead it.

She could feel Cen Zheng's uneasiness and panic, if this could comfort him, then let him hold him.

(End of chapter)