Chapter 254: I Can't Hate It
Yan Yu's action of opening his mouth to swallow the red bean pie also stopped instantly, and he looked at me with a shocked and confused expression: "Then, you, why didn't you tell us?" ”
I helped her stuff the red bean pie into her mouth, and said nonchalantly: "Little thing, tell you what to do?" ”
Jiang Wei also choked, looked confused, and reacted for a long time before speaking: "That's why you will say, soon, you will know the reason for not touching taekwondo?" ”
Yan Yu chewed the red bean pie, shaking his head with a suddenly realized expression: "No wonder you always avoid taekwondo when you mention it, and your expression is unnatural, it turns out that you have an inside story." ”
Yan Ting's eyes were all surprised, and finally they all evolved into a sudden realization: "That's why in the middle of the night, you stood on the balcony and thought about life, asking me if I would regret anything, and what should I do such a strange question?" ”
I stuffed the matcha roll in my mouth and mumbled indistinctly.
Yan Yu and Jiang Wei immediately asked when and what the problem was, Yan Ting explained in a few words, and the two immediately understood.
I licked the cream off my mouth and didn't speak.
Jiang Wei shook his head, with a look of disbelief that "I ate this big melon", and stuffed the puff into his mouth.
Yan Ting was silent, glanced at me lightly, and finally asked with a dead face: "Since it is said that this is the case, then I will ask indifferently, when you were in military training, you said that you and your favorite tablemate, that is, Senior Brother Jiang, slowly distanced yourself and didn't say what was in your heart, is it because of this incident?" ”
I slowly looked up at her and filled the puffs into my mouth without making a sound.
Yan Ting continued to ask, cautiously: "What's the matter, is it convenient to reveal?" ”
I blinked, but didn't answer directly: "Whatever happened, it's over." In short, I'm sorry for him. ”
Yan Yu was taken aback, and it took a long time to calm down, and then Yan Ting's question asked: "So, do you feel regretful, and you will avoid him again and again when you first saw Senior Brother Jiang so resistant?" ”
I didn't speak, but took a small bite of the matcha roll.
The three of them looked at me like this, and they shook their heads at the same frequency.
Yan Yu held the matcha roll and said with a pensive expression: "No wonder. No wonder I went to Senior Brother Jiang and said that when something was wrong with you, he would be so flustered, and immediately put down the work in his hand and left with me, hesitating at all. ”
Yan Ting listened to it and analyzed rationally: "I guess Senior Brother Jiang must be afraid"
"Uh-huh, I saw that too!" Jiang Wei echoed: "You don't know, I was scared when I saw Senior Brother Jiang's red eyes, he had never been like this." ”
I pursed my lips and felt that the rich cream in the puffs in my mouth was not sweet, but had a bitter taste.
"Not only Senior Brother Jiang, but also Xu Siyang." Yan Yu slowly poured himself a glass of water with the kettle, and his voice was like the surprise of discovering a new world: "He is the one who surprised me the most, he actually found out that something was wrong with Jinyu for the first time, and rushed over to take her away from the scene." ”
Jiang Wei was also puzzled at this time: "When you say this, I suddenly feel that Xu Siyang actually cares about Jinyu!" ”
Yan Ting listened to Yan Yu and Jiang Wei's words, and said coldly: "These are not strange The strangest thing is that why did Xu Siyang get angry when he left?" ”
As soon as these words came out, everyone, including Yan Ting herself, was asked.
Oh, yes? Why?
The four of us stared at each other and shook our heads in unison.
In the end, I could only sigh and say, "Forget it, when we meet face-to-face, ask him the reason, apologize to him, and say thank you." ”
The three of them nodded and said yes, and Jiang Wei looked at me cautiously: "Then tomorrow's Golden League, will you go?" ”
Without waiting for me to answer, Yan Ting and Yan Yu rolled their eyes and gave her a burst: "Nonsense!" Of course not! ”
I couldn't help but laugh as I watched them make a fuss.
On Sunday, Jiang Yueze was busy with the Golden League and couldn't accompany me, and his roommates didn't go out to accompany me. So the four of them gathered in the dormitory and chatted together.
We went to the supermarket to buy a lot of delicious snacks, played music in the dormitory, chatted and played games, and had a good time.
The four of them couldn't get enough of talking, so they called Mei Ai over again and played together.
Mei Ai was talking to Cheng Jin on the phone, looking at our joking eyes with a shy face, but she was still reluctant to hang up, and listened to Cheng Jin's words and turned on the speakerphone.
As soon as the hands-free was turned on, Cheng Jin thanked me first: "Thank you for taking care of Mei Ai, she said that she is very happy to have you." ”
I felt a little ashamed: "It's not as exaggerated as she said." I'm so busy that I can't take care of her a lot of the time. "First grab
But he didn't care, and insisted: "No matter what, thank you." If it is later, it is useful to get to the place, despite the squeak. ”
I looked at Mei Ai's red face, and couldn't help but smile at my aunt: "The reward will naturally be paid." If you don't work hard, to put it mildly, where did you get so much confidence to think that Mei Ai will always be yours? ”
The other end of the phone immediately fell silent, Mei Ai was also in a hurry, and her voice stammered: "Don't worry about it, Jinyu is joking, you, don't take it seriously!" ”
Yan Yu and Jiang Wei looked at Mei Ai like this, and they all held back their laughter until their faces turned red, and Yan Ting laughed out of a goose call.
"I know, I didn't take it seriously." Cheng Jin's voice sounded again, calm with faint restraint: "Even if it's true, it's a big deal to wait for me to come back from the army and chase you again." ”
"Yo yo yo!" The four of us followed and coaxed: "It's so bloody, it's worthy of being a soldier brother!" ”
"Then we can confidently and boldly introduce a boyfriend to Mei Ai, waiting for you to come back and chase her again!"
"Be sure to come back early! If you don't come back, you won't be able to chase Meecho back! ”
Mei Ai saw that we were happy to say a word, and hurriedly muttered to Cheng Jin, "I won't tell you, hang up first" and hurriedly cut off the phone.
The four of us looked at Mei Ai's flustered appearance, like a little white rabbit who had strayed into a hunter's trap, cute and innocent, and couldn't help but laugh even more.
After a long time, we smiled at each other, and then I put the snack in front of her seriously and comforted her seriously: "Okay, let's stop teasing you, let's eat." ”
She looked at me with a shy face, picked up a can of potato chips and started nibbling on them.
I smiled and shook my head, and when I looked up at Yan Yu, I saw that her face was full of evil smiles, and her eyes were full of fox-like slyness.
It instantly became clear to me that this guy wanted to dig a hole for Mei Ai again.
Sure enough. In the next second, Yan Yu smiled at Grandma Wolf, and said with a smile: "Mei Ai, I heard that Cheng Jin, Xu Siyang, and Senior Sister Chen Wan all know each other, is this true?" ”
Mei Ai nodded seriously: "It's true." ”
I couldn't help but laugh as I looked at Yan Yu's expression of internal injury.
This guy obviously wanted to ask Liu Sisi and Cheng Jin about the relationship, and he made a detour, but he didn't expect Mei Ai to cherish words like gold, and he was stunned that she didn't have a way.
But how could she give up so much and continue to persevere: "How can these people who can't be beaten with eight poles know each other?" ”
Mei Ai shook her head and explained seriously: "No. I met Xu Siyang because Cheng Jin transferred to Xu Siyang's high school when he was repeating, and he and Xu Siyang became bunk beds. And I met Chen Wan because they were originally from a school in high school, but later Senior Sister Chen Wan also transferred to another school in her sophomore year of high school, so they didn't contact each other again. ”
I looked at Yan Yu's unhappy expression as if I had eaten, and I couldn't help laughing until my hands trembled.
But Jiang Wei and Yan Ting obviously had a strong gossip heart because of this network, and couldn't wait to ask: "Then Cheng Jin told you about the gossip news during Xu Siyang's rereading, or is it an anecdote about Chen Wan's scandal?" ”
Mei Ai subconsciously glanced at me, then shook her head slowly.
Yan Yu's original grief had already been tickled by Jiang Wei's question, and seeing Mei Ai stumbling like this, he immediately pulled me up and changed my seat and sat next to Mei Ai: "Oh, don't look at her, she wants to hear it too!" If you have any gossip, you can say it, and we promise not to tell anyone! I swear! ”
Mayai still looked at me hesitantly, but didn't squeak.
Jiang Wei and Yan Ting immediately poked me and asked me to express their position. I was so upset that I hurriedly raised my hand and surrendered: "As long as it doesn't involve personality issues, I'm happy to listen to it, and I promise it won't be spread." ”
Mei Ai said embarrassedly: "Cheng Jin didn't talk to me too much, but I also mentioned some stories about Senior Sister Chen Wan and Xu Siyang in a few words. ”
Yan Yu was excited, and everyone was excited: "So what are you waiting for?" Hurry up! ”
Mei Ai glanced at me and said a little awkwardly: "When Senior Sister Chen Wan was in high school with Cheng Jin, she studied very well, and her personality was relatively cold, and she rarely communicated with others. The teachers like her very much, which is already very jealous of her classmates, and she is unreasonable in doing things, so everyone looks down on her more and more. Because of this, Senior Sister Chen Wan was isolated by the whole class, and it was still a long time. In the end, her parents found out and were afraid that it would affect her mental health, so they took it with her to change schools. ”
I couldn't help but be taken aback when I heard this.
Not only me, but also my roommates were taken aback and didn't come back to their senses for a long time.
I see. No wonder, her eyes are always indifferent and detached, like a bystander of fate, coldly watching the emotional ups and downs of all kinds of people, including her own various experiences.
Even though I have also experienced other people's strange eyes and pointed fingers, I still think that Chen Wan is admirable. I've only been in the past few days, and I'm going crazy with depression, let alone her who has been in such an environment for a long time. It shows how strong her mind is.
My mind instantly became complicated again. Thinking of Liu Sisi and what I said, "You really can't be hated", my heart was sour again.
can say such words, even if she is indifferent and calm like Chen Wan, her heart must be warm and kind.
And she's like this, just as she said to me -- I want to hate it, but I can't hate it.