Chapter 222 Xu Yichen's anger and Yixuan's confession
It's been two days, and I haven't seen Yixuan for two days, Xu Yichen threw away the pen in his hand irritably, kicked off the office chair, and walked to the balcony, blowing a hot wind.
Since that day, Xiao Xuan has avoided him intentionally or unintentionally, at first he thought it was just a coincidence, but gradually felt that it was wrong, the first two days were nothing, but I could occasionally see each other, and I didn't pay attention to Xiao Xuan who suddenly became cold, I just thought it was not strange to have amnesia, but now it was gone for two consecutive days, deliberately avoiding the opportunity for two people to touch, what went wrong, or did she find something.
"Damn" cursed in a low voice, could it be that the mother did something again, he had promised so many things and what he didn't want to do.
Ouyang Ling stared at Xu Yichen quietly, "You seem to be irritable for the past two days, something happened." ”
"Isn't it what happened to Sister Yixuan?" Rhofas also looked worried, now all the news of Yixuan has automatically returned to the category of bad news in their minds, almost every time something happens, it is her, and she is also the one who is injured, as if there have been accidents since entering this campus. Even if they are atheists, they have to suspect that this school is really having trouble with her.
"Nothing." Xu Yichen shook his head slightly, but did not turn around, as if he was answering them and seemed to be comforting himself.
In the office, the three of them exchanged strange eyes, the worry in their eyes has never been broken, since Yixuan woke up, Chen has changed, it seems to have become the previous him, and it seems to be different, it seems to have become more rational but also seems to be more cold, it used to be only a little colder sometimes, but now there is no fluctuating emotion in those eyes at all, like a piece of ice, which makes people unable to see clearly, and also feels cold. They also began to wonder if it was right for them to force him to break off his love like that, every time he saw the painful look, he couldn't bear it, but he still hardened his heart, but God seemed to be blocking him, and every time something happened after a little effect, everything didn't return to the same place, and the broken love became more and more profound.
"I have something to do, I have to go back first." Picking up the coat on the chair, Xu Yichen quickly walked to the door.
"Eh......" When a few people reminisced, the door had been heavily closed again.
Increasing the car to the highest speed, Xu Yichen was very sensible, but as long as that sanity was right with Shang Yixuan, it completely disappeared without a trace. Now he is jealous and irritable, and he is also afraid, he can't stand Yixuan's avoidance, afraid of her alienation, afraid that she will treat him like a stranger, he doesn't want to, he used to think that if he really gives up one day, then even if he is a stranger, it will not be a brother and sister, it will only be more painful, but he can't do it, as long as he thinks of Yixuan looking at him with strange eyes, the two of them are strangers and they are very afraid.
The "young master" butler respectfully took the coat.
Xu Yichen didn't have much to do, and now all he was thinking about was Yixuan's unfamiliar eyes, which made him want to kill. As soon as he approached the study, he heard a few inaudible laughter, mixed with the hearty laughter of other people, those voices Xu Yichen couldn't be more familiar, and his anger rose to his heart for a while, why is even if he has amnesia, he is still so good with them, what is he worse than them, is it because they avoid him these days. Reason has been enveloped in fire and cannot think any further.
The door was kicked open hard, and the people inside were also scared of themselves, hehe, I still can't control it. I wanted to laugh very much, but I couldn't laugh, and I couldn't laugh when I looked at the suddenly cold eyes. There was nothing in that look but alienation and strangeness.
"Brother?" Yixuan saw the person clearly, a trace of sadness and irritability flashed in his eyes, but he was still suppressed, his cold eyes looked at the person, the corners of his mouth that were originally pleasantly hooked also bent down, and the whole person was like an ice sculpture bubbling cold, "Why are you back?" ”
One sentence cut off Xu Yichen's only remaining shred of reason, evoked a mocking smile, and looked at the people in the room, like a husband who caught an adulterer. "Yes, Xiao Xuan doesn't want me to come back? I'm sorry to disappoint you and disturb your good spirits. ”
Yixuan frowned slightly, turned his face away, and now the emotion in his eyes made her unbearable and scared, afraid that she would fall into that illusion again, "No." ”
"None? Is there no unhope or disappointment, or is there no spoiling the spirit? Do you want to ignore me? Seeing that Yixuan didn't even want to look at him, Xu Yichen's heart was like a knife, and it hurt so much that he couldn't use his strength.
Satana was already scared and hid behind Lan Yu, while Cari Doxue and the other four people looked at Xu Yichen to prevent him from doing anything, although he didn't understand what was going on, but Xu Yichen was very dangerous now, and Xuan was also very strange.
"You're thinking too much." Yixuan still didn't have any expression, her eyes became more and more cold, and William couldn't help but worry when she saw it, which was a precursor to her anger.
Xu Yichen laughed, "Hehe, I also hope I'm thinking too much, but is I thinking too much or thinking too much?" With a roar, Daniel and they hadn't reacted yet, Yixuan had already been pulled up by Xu Yichen, "Tell me, why, why did you deliberately avoid me, what did I do wrong?" Even if you want to be convicted, give a reason. ”
Yixuan simply closed his eyes, turned his face away, and let the angry Xu Yichen shake, and let the roar buzz in his ears.
"Let her go, Xu Yichen." "Senior Chen" "Bastard, what are you doing?" "Let it go, you're crazy."
A series of voices also came out later, and Yixuan was even more upset, "Let go." ”
The cold voice didn't hinder Xu Yichen, "Why don't you say it?" Don't dare to say it or can't say it? Why? ”
"Bastard" Daniel's fist floated past Yixuan's ears and directly hit Xu Yichen's face.
A punch full of eagerness and anger made Xu Yichen fall directly to the ground, and Yixuan was also protected by William and Daniel.
"Why? Am I not good enough? Why do you want to stay away from me, even if I am your own brother? Xu Yichen smiled sadly and let the blood flow from his mouth.
That smile made several people a little unbearable to see it, and they also thought of the appearance of Yixuan, who was in a coma, like a walking corpse, he was really admirable and unbearable.
"My brother? Hehe. Yixuan's cold laughter came from behind.
"Are you suspicious?" Xu Yichen looked at Yixuan angrily, he hated this relationship before, but now he is angry that Yixuan denies this relationship, he is also afraid, he has always been afraid, afraid that after removing this relationship, they are really nothing, and they can't even afford to be a stranger.
Yixuan finally turned his head and looked directly at Xu Yichen's painful eyes, and walked out, Daniel wanted to be blocked, but was pulled by Qin Mufeng and William, now it is their problem, it is better for outsiders not to intervene.
Standing in front of Xu Yichen, he looked at him coldly, his cold eyes were full of struggle and sadness, "I never doubted that you are Xu Yixuan's brother, her own brother, but you are only Xu Yixuan's brother, not mine." ”
As soon as the words came out, everyone was surprised and puzzled, Daniel They had known for a long time, but they were surprised that Yixuan would say it at such a time, and Satana and Carridoxue's surprise was that they didn't know how to understand Yixuan's words. Xu Yichen was surprised but surprised that she was struggling with this problem, and when she remembered that she was Xu Yichen now, she couldn't help but laugh, she would forget, Xu Yichen, who had been doing it for 20 years, would forget her identity.
Looking at Xu Yichen's surprised expression and mocking wry smile, thinking that he didn't believe it, he turned around gloomily, "You are the brother of this body, but not my brother, I am just a host of an otherworldly soul in this body, the real Xu Yixuan died half a year ago, I just borrowed the corpse to return the soul, so, I'm sorry, your dear sister is dead, I'm not her, so please treat me as a stranger in the future, I hate to be someone else's stand-in, I'm not Xu Yixuan, my name is Jing Mingfu'er." The calm voice was like a thunderclap, but it was Satana and Caridoh who blew up.
The two of them looked at Yixuan in surprise, and then looked at the others, there seemed to be nothing surprised, could it be that they already knew, but this is too amazing, it is unbelievable, if it weren't for seeing Yixuan's serious face, they would definitely laugh without hesitation, saying that this joke was very cold, but now they don't dare. Lan Yu was apologetically silent and comforted the two frightened people.
I couldn't hear Xu Yichen's voice for a long time, Yixuan thought that he couldn't accept it, and was stunned, but when he turned his head, he saw Xu Yichen's complicated eyes, there were joy, pain, struggle, and fear in them, there were too many to read out, but there was no disappointment and doubt.
Daniel They also looked at Xu Yichen with a calm face strangely, it couldn't be stimulated.
Xu Yichen stood up, wiped the corners of his mouth, looked at Yixuan fixedly, for a long time, and hooked a heavy smile, "Then excuse me, my lovely little Fu'er." Looking at the surprise and nostalgia in Yixuan's eyes, Xu Yichen's heart hurt again, with mixed feelings, "Do you remember a person named Jing Mingxuan?" Do you remember the seventh brother who has been with you since childhood? Do you remember your brother who was pestered by you to play the piano? Do you remember the man who died in your arms? ”
A series of questions swirled in Yixuan's mind, and she was dizzy in an instant, without the slightest strength to think, the painful memories were hooked up, and the buried tears also flowed.
Sighing self-deprecatingly, Xu Yichen looked at Yixuan, who was immersed in memories, "Maybe you have forgotten, but I haven't forgotten, I haven't forgotten the cute and naughty girl, the girl who always has a warm smile, the girl who watched her mother die in front of her but was strong to protect herself with indifference, the girl who always threw herself into my arms with despair and cried bitterly, I will never forget that beautiful and kind girl, she accompanied me to the end of my life, if it wasn't for her, There is no trace of my nostalgia in that cold and ruthless palace, if it weren't for her, I would have passed away with the wind, instead of holding on to that moment, watching her grow up and become stronger and stronger, and I was relieved. ”
Looking at Xu Yichen in disbelief, his eyes were full of pain and nostalgia, Yixuan didn't know how to react, and when he came back to his senses, his hand had already touched the painful but joyful eyes, those familiar eyes, "Brother, you are the seventh brother, you are really the seventh brother." ”
Tears kept falling, Yixuan had already thrown into that warm embrace, the first time he let the tears flow naturally, the first time he cried, "Brother, I didn't expect to see you, do you know how sad I am to watch you go, my mother is gone, you are gone, my father doesn't want me, do you know how scared I am to face that cold room and that cold valley every night." If I hadn't insisted on avenging you, I'm afraid I wouldn't have survived. I miss you so much, you are all so selfish, why didn't you take me away at that time, and leave me alone to face those ruthless people. ”
Xu Yichen looked at Yixuan distressedly, in the face of Yixuan's questioning and reproach, he was speechless, he was indeed selfish, in order to escape that feeling, he could only choose to use death to get rid of it, but he ignored her feelings and let her bear so many injuries alone.
"How is she?" William looked at the closed door, a little worried.
Xu Yichen sighed, his voice was a little hoarse, "I've already slept, probably tired." ”
"Take it." Seeing the two people downstairs, Daniel threw the things he had prepared in his hand to Xu Yichen, and "put on his face" received Xu Yichen's puzzled eyes, Daniel turned around directly and went directly to the sofa.
Xu Yichen was stunned for a moment, and then unceremoniously picked up the ice towel in his hand and applied it to his swollen face, he almost forgot it.
Satana and Caritoxue looked at Xu Yichen with watery eyes, and saw that he was a little scared, and they didn't even notice that there were these two scourges. After Lan Yu's explanation, the two of them now understood everything, and they had gone from shock at the beginning to ...... now Excitement and excitement, but also moving, sadness, distress, all kinds of emotions.
"Brother Chen, in this case, you and Xuan are not human beings, are you." Satana's bright eyes looked at Xu Yichen blinking, and the question was asked so seriously and innocently.
Xu Yichen is black, and the others are also black, why did they change their taste after touching them, what is not a person, so what is standing in front of her now, is it. Xu Yichen really didn't want to pay attention to her, Qin Mufeng glared directly at Lan Yu, the meaning couldn't be more obvious, 'Take care of your woman', Lan Yu looked at Satana helplessly, how do you want him to care, she cares about him.
Seeing that Xu Yichen ignored her, Satana was not discouraged, and continued to make persistent efforts, "Brother Chen, can you tell me about your affairs there, you and Xuan are really fated, the brothers and sisters there are still brothers and sisters, even if they borrow corpses to return their souls, they will return to the brothers and sisters...... Hmm" Satana didn't finish speaking, and was dragged into the room by Lan Yu covering her mouth.
Xu Yichen's face was not ordinarily bad, and Satana's words were poking at his sore spot, yes, brother and sister, should it be said that it was too fateful, he hated this word, what brother and sister had pressed him for two lifetimes.
The other four people looked at Xu Yichen, and they all sighed helplessly, they used to think that he was just in love with Xu Yixuan, but now they know that what he loves has always been Fu'er, even if he is still a brother and sister, he has suppressed the feelings of the two lives, and he can't break it if he says it, and now he can still insist so sensibly not letting her know that it's already good, if he changes it and he is like this, then he really doesn't know what to do, he can't give up or destroy.
"She's still your sister." William looked at Xu Yichen and gently said the knife-like words, even if he couldn't bear it, there was no way, this relationship was wrong.
Xu Yichen's face turned cold, and he looked directly at William and the others, with hatred and helplessness, "I know." ”
"I know it's hurtful for us to say this, but the truth is that in Xuan's eyes, whether you are Jing Mingxuan or Xu Yichen, you are just an elder brother, just her beloved elder brother." Qin Mufeng's serious tone pierced Xu Yichen's heart even more.
Leaning on the sofa, he closed his eyes tiredly, and there was a self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth, "I also know that no one understands better than me, that's why I haven't let her find out, but I can't help it, I've tried hard, but in the end it's all a failure, what do you think I can do?" I used to think that I would be liberated when I died, but I didn't expect to come to this place by mistake, I wanted to live this life peacefully, but who knew that God sent her again, you said what I could do, what I shouldn't, but I will only say, you think it's very simple, I'm also very tired. The low voice was thick with exhaustion and weakness.
Daniel they are also indifferent, what can they do, what can they do, indeed, even if they think too simply, they have never thought about him, they have never thought about his feelings, if it weren't for Yixuan's coma this time, they would never have been able to feel such deep and painful feelings, such feelings are frightening and touching.
"Senior Chen, you should find something to prepare for Xuan Youtian to know, Xuan is very sensitive, there have always been many things that she doesn't know, but she doesn't want to and dare not know, she is very fragile, maybe it is that kind of environment and experience that makes her know to hide her heart, as long as she doesn't want to know, she will subconsciously refuse, to escape, and when one day it is revealed, I am afraid it will be a big blow to her." Kalidoxue, who had been silent, also spoke after they were quiet, and perhaps only outsiders could see clearly.
Caridosey's words woke up the dreamer, and several people couldn't help but worry.
"Young master, Miss is gone." After hearing the sound of a crash coming from upstairs, a maid hurriedly ran out.
It's gone? A few people downstairs were almost stunned by these three words, didn't Xuan fall asleep, why didn't he see it, did she hear the words just now, she couldn't think about it anymore, and hurriedly rushed upstairs, and saw an empty room, which was still messy on the ground, but the bed was empty.