Chapter 45: Breaking Up

When Severus walked into the Slytherin common room in rags, he was stopped by Cynthia.

"Severus? What's wrong with you? What happened? Cynthia saw the embarrassed Severus and immediately got up to meet him.

"Leave me alone!" Severus pushed away Cynthia's hands that had come to help him.

“…… Severus? Cynthia looked at Severus, who hurriedly walked into the boys' dormitory, and was stunned.

Severus was glad that his roommate, Barty Crouch Jr., was not in the dormitory.

He hurriedly changed a set of clothes, and after calming down his shame, he realized it. He had just subconsciously shouted to Lily, mudbloods?

Merlin, what stupid thing did he do? That's, that's Lily! Lily, whom he liked since childhood! She, she's not like everyone else! How could he say such excessive things to her?

He hurriedly ran out of the dormitory, ignoring Cynthia, who was still stunned, and ran up to the eighth floor in one go, where he stood at the door of the Gryffindor common room, waiting for Lily to appear.

Every Gryffindor student who had passed looked at him strangely. Although he had been in a relationship with Lily for so long, as a Slytherin, he had never been to the eighth floor.

But in order to apologize to Lily, he can only bite the bullet and accept these unbearable stares.

He waited for a long, long time, and Lily didn't come out. Unexpectedly, an angry Jaime stepped out, grabbed him by the collar, pressed him against the cold wall, and said viciously, "Snot! What are you doing here?! Don't you think she hurt enough? It turns out that your so-called love is to mind her bloodline and origin? You're disgusting to me! Get back here, you're not welcome here! ”

"I'm here to apologize, Potter! Moreover, it is between the two of us, and it has nothing to do with you! your dirty hands, or I wouldn't mind chopping them all off and feeding them to the owls! Severus's tone was also very tough.

"Okay, then you can wait! See if Lily will forgive you! Jaime let go of his hands and headed back to the break room.

Severus straightened his Potter-messed collar and continued to wait for Lily to appear.

Gryffindor Tower, girls' dormitory.

"Lily, do you want to go out and have a look, Snape has been standing at the door for four hours!" Mary looked at the red-haired girl in a daze on the bed.

"I never thought that he would say such heavy things to you, he was really too much! As your boyfriend, how can he say such vicious words about you! Mary said angrily.

Lily ignored her, just lifted the covers and got out of bed, apparently planning to go out to meet Severus.

She put on her robe, straightened her long, somewhat messy hair, clenched her fists, and walked out.

Severus, who was outside the door of the lounge, immediately ran over to the girl who came out of the door and held her hands.

"Yes, I'm sorry, Lily! I didn't mean to say that! I was just dizzy, that's not what I intended! Severus hurriedly apologized to the girl.

"That wasn't what you intended? Seaver, what do you mean by that? Lily looked at the boy she had known since she was a child, and she thought she knew him well, but now it seemed that she had never really known him.

"I, you know, Lily, in my heart, you are unique!" Severus was in a hurry.

"I'm unique, Seaver? So in your eyes, even if you don't treat me like a mudblood, what about my friends? You're still going to call them mudbloods, right? But you forget, Seaver, that I, indeed, am a mudblood in your mouth, and nothing can change it! The girl raised her voice.

"No, no, not like that, Lily!"

"What's that like? You look down on my bloodline and origin, Seaver! You don't have to argue, I don't think the two of us are suitable at all! I know you're still secretly researching and learning the dark arts! Every Friday night, you're with a bunch of Slytherins, so could it be that you're just chatting? ”

"I ......"

"I said yes, didn't I? You don't know me at all, you don't want to listen to my advice, you look down on my origins, you don't agree with my opinions, we are not suitable at all! Let's break up! It's that I'm thinking too much, Gryffindor and Slytherin aren't suitable at all! With that, Lily ran back to the break room.

"Lily!" Severus's retention and apology didn't do much.

He looked at the fat lady in the portrait in despair, and he knew that he and Lily could only do this.

He walked back to the Slytherin common room as if he had lost his soul, and sat on the couch, not noticing the tears streaming from his face.

"Severus?" Cynthia waited for more than four hours before Severus arrived, and to his surprise, tears glistened to the other party's face.

She sat cautiously next to him, looking at the boy's tears, she only felt distressed, this was the first time she had seen such a lost Severus.

On weekdays, the sharp black eyes lost their brilliance, and their eyes revealed a deep sadness.

"We're breaking up......" Just when Cynthia thought Severus would ignore her, a hoarse voice rang in her ears.

"What?!" Although Cynthia liked Severus, she wanted him to be happy, and even though she had been jealous of Lily, she was not at all happy to hear the news of their breakup.

"It's all my fault, it's me, it's me who isn't good enough! Right! It must be like this! It must be that I'm not good enough! Severus suddenly became excited.

"Cynthia, only you can help me!" He suddenly squeezed Cynthia's hand tightly. "I want to be better, I want more power! That way, so that Lily can be reconciled with me! ”

"Severus, you, you're scratching me!" Cynthia felt like her hand was about to be crushed.

"Black magic, black magic can make us stronger, and when we are strong, we can gain more power. Right, Cynthia? The boy couldn't hear her cry of pain, just immersed in his own world.

"Yes, Severus. I guess you know about the adult who is dedicated to maintaining his pure-blood status! Cynthia had no choice but to answer his question with pain.

"You mean, the one my mother worked for?" Severus thought for a moment.

"Yes! I figured if we could work for him, you wouldn't have to do what you wanted, and I think no one would have too many good potions makers! ”

When Severus heard Cynthia's answer, he was determined that he must be favored by the Lord!