Chapter 51: Feeling Nothing, I Think About Sorrow
"Wechen obeys." Feng Yin's face still did not change, like a clay puppet.
Chu Changxi's face became more and more ugly, she jumped out of bed and grabbed Feng Yin's collar: "Ah Yin, how can you remember me, how can you not be so cold and indifferent all day long?" What I want is for you to love me! It's not for you to obey! β
"Your Majesty's will is to let the ministers love Your Majesty, and not to obey the will is to ask the ministers not to love Your Majesty?" Feng Yin raised his head, and his eyes were unfazed.
Chu Changxi overwhelmed him and kissed him fiercely on the lips until he tasted the salty taste.
Feng Yin frowned painfully, and didn't push her away, just endured it silently. The trouble he seems to be is the so-called mighty imperial grace, and there has never been a reason for him to refuse.
Chu Changxi raised his head and smiled lightly, just like the smile of the rude little girl many years ago, but there was no original unruliness in his eyes, and there was only a deep despair like the sea: "Ah Yin, I want you." β
"Wechen obeys." Feng Yin closed his eyes almost imperceptibly. He didn't know what it was like to be happy with Chu Changxi now. He had lost his feelings since seven years ago, and after that high fever he had almost forgotten all his feelings and lived like a walking corpse. After Jiu Niangzi picked him up, he cured him of the brain disease left by the high fever, and he was grateful to Jiu Niangzi and became her eyes and ears. Jiu Niangzi has said that he is the best sword because he has no feelings.
But he knew that in fact, he was just running away from his feelings. He didn't care just because he closed off his senses. If you really don't have feelings, you won't go back without sending news before.
It's just that now, after he knows about the death of his family, it seems that he can no longer be as burden-free as before. He should avenge his sister, his brother, and his parents. As long as the letter of the Nine Lady arrives, he will do it.
Chu Changxi seemed to notice his absent-mindedness, and the movements under his hands became more and more savage, his underwear was torn into rags by Chu Changxi, Chu Changxi bit his earlobe and said hatefully: "Ah Yin, be attentive." β
"Yes."
Feng Yin turned around and pressed Chu Changxi under him, Chu Changxi raised his hand and gently stroked his cheek: "Ah Yin, is it okay to accompany me?" Will you stay with me for the rest of your life? β
Feng Yin was silent for a moment, and his voice, which was a little hoarse due to lust, replied softly: "Weichen obeys the order." β
"Ah Yin, I love you. You have to love me too. Chu Changxi smiled, but there was pain in the depths of his eyes.
Feng Yin has no experience in the matter of love, so he can't help but be a little rude. After only a moment, Chu Changxi wrinkled his whole face and cried out in pain. Although Feng Yin was disgusted in his heart, there was no change on his face, but he still relaxed his movements.
After a cloud and rain, Chu Changxi put his arms around his neck and was carried by him into the bath that had already prepared hot water to wash his body. Chu Changxi squinted and leaned on his arms to play with his long silky hair, lazy and obedient like a kitten.
"Ah Yin, you must not leave me." She said.
Feng Yin still had a cold face, looked at the top of Chu Changxi's hair and responded: "Obey." β
Chu Changxi got his promise and settled down, and fell asleep in his arms with his eyes closed.
Feng Yin looked at Chu Changxi, who was asleep, and his hard heart softened. He picked up the hot water and carefully cleaned the filth on Chu Changxi's body, took a bath towel and wrapped her up and carefully hugged her to the bed.
Maybe because he was by his side, Chu Changxi slept extremely deeply, and even talked in his dreams. Feng Yin frowned when he heard her say in her dream, but in the next second, he heard a clear sentence of "Brother Mingche". Feng Yin's body stiffened, he had always thought that he was the stand-in of "Brother Mingche", but now after knowing his past, he listened to this sentence of "Brother Mingche", and his heart became more and more complicated. An indescribable feeling lingered in my heart. It was so stuffy that he wanted to cry and yell.
He clenched his fists and got up and wanted to leave, but was dragged by Chu Changxi at the corner of his clothes. He frowned, and gently pulled the corner of his coat out and out the door.
Chu Changxi's personal maid at the door was faceless when he saw him and nodded: "Lord Feng." β
Feng Yin nodded and raised his feet to go out, but a little eunuch behind him hurriedly followed. The little eunuch was personally trained by Chu Changxi, with a bit of kung fu in his fists and feet, named Sixi, and he was ordered by Chu Changxi to monitor him.
He's used to it, and it doesn't matter. I went out to a restaurant, ordered lotus leaf soup, braised pork and chopped pepper sea bass, made a good bag, and hugged a jar of Hantan incense and brought it back to the Yuwen Pavilion. Although the Yuwen Pavilion brought the imperial chef from the palace, Feng Yin has become accustomed to the taste of street restaurants and restaurants over the years. It's a smoky smell.
After he had eaten outside, the little eunuch put away the dishes.
The summer sun is a bit sunny, and the cicadas are singing annoyingly.
He opened the window and looked out at the lush trees and was stunned for a moment. He didn't know what he was thinking, and after a long time he sighed faintlyβit was time for his piano to be oiled.
The best tung oil is packed in a Xiuyu box, Chu Changxi has always been exquisite, and the use is a very exquisite good thing. It's not extravagant, but it's exquisite. For example, this Xiuyu box is embossed with a pair of mandarin ducks and clear lotus spring water, which is lifelike.
He held the piano and brushed the tung oil evenly on the body. After brushing, he placed the piano on the table and tuned the strings.
"There is a beautiful woman who will never forget it.
I don't see it for a day, and I think like crazy.
The phoenix soars, seeking the phoenix from all over the world.
Helpless beauty, not on the east wall.
The piano will be used as a substitute for the language, and the conversation will be heartfelt.
When I see Xu Xi one day, I am hesitant.
I am willing to match virtue and join hands.
I shall not fly away, and I shall be destroyed.
The phoenix returns to his hometown and travels all over the world to seek his phoenix.
When I haven't met anything, I don't know what to do!
There are beautiful ladies in the boudoir, and the room is poisonous to my intestines.
What is the fate of the neck for the mandarin ducks, and the beards and cheeks soar together!
The phoenix and the phoenix are from me, and they have to be entrusted with the tail as a concubine.
Friendship and harmony, who knows each other in the middle and night?
The wings are flying high, and I don't feel that I think about the remaining sorrow. β
Fengqiu Huang is a love poem written by Sima Xiangru to Zhuo Wenjun, and the meaning in it is also very affectionate: There is a handsome woman, I saw her appearance, and it is unforgettable.
I didn't see her for a day, and my heart felt like I was going crazy.
I am like the phoenix bird that is flying high in the air, looking for phoenix birds everywhere in the world.
It's a pity that the beauty is not near the east wall.
I use the sound of the piano instead of the love words in my heart, and I will describe the affection in my heart.
When will you be able to promise a marriage and comfort me to wander back and forth?
I hope that my virtues may be matched with you, hand in hand.
I don't know how to be in a good mood and can't fly with you for a hundred years, and the result of such an injury makes me fall into love and want to die.
Phoenix bird, phoenix bird, returned to his hometown, his whereabouts are uncertain, and he travels the world just to seek the phoenix bird in his heart.
When I didn't meet the phoenix bird, I didn't know where to go, how could I understand what I felt after coming to the door today?
There was a beautiful and elegant woman in her room, and although she lived near, this beautiful woman was far away from me, and the feeling of longing was cruel to my heart.
How can I get this good fate, get married, and be the loving cross-necked mandarin duck, I hope that I, the phoenix, can fly with you, the phoenix, and fly in the sky.
Phoenix Bird, Phoenix Bird, I wish you and I will live together, be inseparable, nurture and give birth to children, and be my spouse forever.
Affection is in harmony, and the two hearts are harmonious and harmonious. Who will know if you follow me in the middle of the night?
Spread your wings and fly away, in vain for you to miss lovesickness and make me sad.
Run away...... That's what he thinks.
The sound of the piano sounded, and the birds outside the window stopped to listen. Ironically, the best song of his generation turned out to be this song of the phoenix. Feng Yin's voice is a little hoarse, magnetic, and soft, and his voice seems to be a superior instrument compared to the world-famous Jiaowei Qin under his hand.
Chu Changxi had been awake for a while, and she was not in a hurry when she didn't see Feng Yin in the roomβhe couldn't escape from the palm of her hand. She drank a cup of herbal tea to moisten her throat, and after reading the military information that came from Wuyan, she got up and changed her clothes.
Feng Yin's piano sound reached the room, and she laughed softly. Wuyan took the strength and came over. Chu Changxi's appearance in a strong suit is even more interesting. The tight-fitting clothes wrapped her figure more delicately, and she was also very capable. Wuyan looked at her and reminded: "Your Majesty, do you want to wear armor?" β
Chu Changxi glanced at the bronze mirror on the dressing table and knew what he looked like in a power suit, and subconsciously said, "Wear soft armor." β
Wuyan got the order to take the soft armor and carefully change it for Chu Changxi. He also fastened the short cloak with the shoulder armor for Chu Changxi. Chu Changxi nodded, and went out to the barracks with the pro-army.
Feng Yin naturally heard her going out and pushed the piano aside. slapped the altar away, and poured the incense into the mouth of the altar and poured it into his throat.
After pouring it, he casually put the jar in the corner of the wall and went to bed. Now only this strong wine can still let him sleep peacefully.
Chu Changxi didn't go back to the room after returning from the barracks, and when he entered the outer room where Feng Yin lived, he smelled a smell of wine, frowned and shouted, "Sixi!" β
The little eunuch Sixi heard that Chu Changxi was angry, and crawled over and knelt down: "Your Majesty." β
"How did you serve the Queen-to-be?" Chu Changxi sat down and glared at him.
"Back to ...... Back to Your Majesty's words, Lord Feng wants to drink, slave ...... The minions can't stop it. The little eunuch's body trembled with fright, "Your Majesty forgives you!" β
"If you don't take care of your master, go down and play ten boards." Chu Changxi waved his hand.
The subordinates immediately dragged Sixi out, and the sound of hitting the board and wailing spread throughout the courtyard.
Feng Yin didn't sleep steadily, and he couldn't sleep anymore listening to this movement. opened his eyes and sat up, frowned, and rubbed the corners of his aching forehead: "Your Majesty, what are you doing?" β
"Drunk?" Chu Changxi didn't reply to him, picked up the shameless herbal tea and took a sip.
"Just drank a little. If His Majesty is displeased, the minister is willing to receive punishment. β
"I can't control you when you drink. I won't punish you either. Chu Changxi smiled, "Then the person who will punish you for taking care of you is." It's just ten boards. Sixi can stand it. β
Feng Yin pursed his lips and did not speak.
"It's getting late, wash the wine off your body, and smoke it in a panic. There will be no need to sleep tonight. I've gone back to my room to rest, and you'll come back tomorrow night to wait for me to go to bed. Chu Changxi stood up, glanced at Feng Yin, and went out.
After Chu Changxi left, Feng Yin let out a sigh of relief, tonight is the day when Jiu Niangzi agreed to send a letter.
At midnight, a man in black avoided everyone's eyes and threw a letter into the window next to Feng Yin's bed. Feng Yin picked up the letter and unfolded it. The instruction given to him by Jiu Niangzi was to ask for Yiyang's offensive and defensive map.
That's a problem.