Chapter 44: I need to talk to him
After a while, the post was deleted by the original owner, and a new statement was issued, saying that it was she who spoke out first, so we ridiculed each other, and the video subtitles were maliciously distorted, and the end was an apology to us.
The entire apology was sincere, without naming names or mentioning details.
I watched the public opinion turn around, said hello to everyone in the group, and said hello to those who cared about me.
I thought about it and sent a message to Jiang Yueze: It's been dealt with, don't worry.
He quickly replied: Okay.
My heart warmed, and I thought of what he had done, and I suddenly felt astringent in my heart.
I'd love to ask him if he sent a video restoration warning to Liu Ying's mailbox. Thinking that a person like him would not do such a childish and impulsive thing, he deleted all the words in the dialog box and retyped two words: thank you.
He didn't reply immediately, but after a while he replied to me: We don't talk about this between us.
I looked at the dialog box and didn't know what to say.
The three of them saw that I was busy chatting, and began to tease me again: "Is Senior Brother Jiang chatting with you?" ”
"Senior Brother Jiang helped a lot this time, find time to thank you."
"Yes, people let so many alumni help clarify, you have to invite people to dinner anyway, right?"
"Yes. How nice it is to take this opportunity to reminisce about the friendship at the same table in the past. ”
I listened to the three of them tease me, Xu Siyang couldn't let go of the argument of asking someone to help with the accusation, and I felt that I owed him a real apology and gratitude.
I wanted to send a message to Xu Siyang and find a time to talk, but I didn't know what to say, so I simply asked the minister for his class schedule and decided to block him while he was not in class.
The economics class says too much and says a lot less. At the end of the day, there was no class in the second class in the afternoon, and it happened that Xu Siyang was too.
So in the afternoon, after the physical testing class, I went to the supermarket, bought a lot of soda snacks, and went to the playground to block people.
Xu Siyang was practicing with his companions, and Xing Sisi was still there with a tripod to record the game.
I'm a little wondering, didn't the poster of the planning department come out a long time ago? Isn't it possible to make a separate promotional video for the computer?
I walked behind her suspiciously, and she was startled. I saw a dark-skinned, tough-looking boy shooting a basketball on the camera, and I naturally said, "This is the legendary Sun Zeyi?" ”
Xing Sisi smiled embarrassedly, his small eyes narrowed into a slit, and his cute rabbit teeth were exposed: "What nonsense?" What legend? ”
I sighed, "What are you shy?" You're not like a shy person. ”
At this time, Xu Siyang came over and shouted, "Fang Jinyu? ”
I looked up embarrassedly and shook the things in my hand unnaturally: "I bought you some water." ”
At this time, Sun Zeyi also walked over, holding a basketball and smiling, with bright white teeth, approached and greeted me: "Senior sister, hello." ”
I looked at this swarthy and handsome face, and this strong voice, and swore I had never seen him.
I smiled reluctantly: "Hello, Sun Zeyi." ”
Xu Siyang was a little surprised, his eyes widened slightly and Xing Sisi looked at each other, Xing Sisi also felt a little surprised, and pointed at the two of us: "You two know each other?" ”
Sun Zeyi smiled and explained, "Senior sister may not know me, but I know her. ”
At this time, Xu Siyang was also curious: "What do you mean?" ”
Sun Zeyi smiled: "We are in high school, but I am a science student, one year younger than her." ”
I groaned, and I felt wrong: "Then how do you know me?" ”
He laughed even harder: "Our homeroom teacher is Teacher Zhang, I always tell us about your students, and then I will say it" He paused, "You made a speech under the national flag, and your name was on the display screen, and the whole school knew it." ”
That's when I realized. Teacher Zhang took me and Jiang Yueze for two years of Chinese, and also took our homeroom teacher for a while.
When we were in the third year of high school, I was transferred to the science building as a class teacher, and it was Sun Zeyi who was supposed to take them to their class, so he knew about me.
As for speeches under the national flag, it is all about the second year of high school or repeating, because only those who have the first place in the school are eligible to speak under the national flag. I only took the exam once in my sophomore year of high school and when I was repeating.
Xing Sisi smiled, "Jinyu is so popular in your school?" ”
Sun Zeyi shook his head: "It's not, it's just that the teacher often talks about her, and we naturally know it." ”
"What are you talking about her?" Xu Siyang was interested and asked casually.
Sun Zeyi asked a little difficult, and said unnaturally: "I said that she talked in class and disturbed the study at the same table." ”
Xing Sisi burst out laughing: "Are you sure you're talking about her?" She doesn't have that kind of character. ”
Xu Siyang was also surprised, shaking his head again and again, his face was full of unexpected, you are such a person's expression.
I didn't change my face, and handed them water without smiling: "Drink some water and rest." ”
Xing Sisi put away the tripod, naturally took the water unscrewed in Sun Zeyi's hand, took a sip, and smiled at me: "Then let's go first." ”
When the two of them walked away, I naturally asked, "Are you together?" ”
Xu Siyang found a bottle of Coke and unscrewed it, and sat under the basket: "I don't know, it shouldn't be yet." ”
I sat down next to him and thought about it in my heart for a long time, and after a while I mustered up the courage to say it, but when it came to my lips, it still became "I'm sorry." ”
Xu Siyang was drinking water, listened to my apology, couldn't help laughing, put down the water bottle and said to me: "Can you change the word, except sorry, is there nothing else?" ”
I thought about it, and there really was: "It's my problem, I shouldn't ......"
"Stop, stop, stop." He made a stop gesture and looked helpless: "Isn't this still an apology?" When are you going to talk about it? ”
I shut up, took a bottle of water and put it in my hand, and slowly said, "Don't you get angry."
Xu Siyang shook his head and shrugged: "I'm not angry." ”
I looked at him and wanted to say something, but he stared at me seriously, with a serious sunny and clean face: "I just think, I can't understand you." ”
I opened my mouth, not knowing what to say. In the end, I could only ask without pain: "How do you say it?" ”
Xu Siyang listened to it and smiled, "I originally thought that you wouldn't care too much about this kind of thing, who knew that you were so explosive in your bones." ”
I rolled my eyes and said slowly, "You know. ”
Xu Siyang smiled: "The entire Academy of Information Technology is spreading, and the girl in the video went to the communication classroom early in the morning to block people, I know it's not strange, right?" ”
I nodded, "Not strange. ”
He laughed and teased me: "Look at it like this? You are not a cold goddess now, but a controversial gossip heroine, don't you regret it? ”
I glanced at him and thought it was a little funny: "What is there to regret." ”
Xu Siyang seemed to have never looked at me, and his eyes never left me for a moment.
I looked back at him seriously and saw the sincerity in his eyes and my face.
He said slowly and softly: "Fang Jinyu, you have been pushed to the forefront now, and you have really become a female man in everyone's eyes." ”
I poured my appetite. I thought he would say something earth-shattering, but it turned out to be this one.
Although I was not satisfied, I also knew that he was tactfully reminding me that I was too showy, so I raised my eyebrows cooperatively: "Really? Am I the prettiest woman you've ever seen? ”
Xu Siyang smiled, with a bright face: "Can you not deviate from the focus of your attention." ”
I looked away and took a sip of water: "I don't expect to hear anything nice from your mouth. Female man? You've said it a long time ago, and I'm used to it. ”
He smiled, noncommittal, turned around and took a towel to wipe his face, and asked me casually, "Do you know Senior Brother Jiang?" The declarative tone of the interrogative sentence.
I looked at him against the light, couldn't open my eyes, and generously admitted: "We are classmates." ”
He nodded, was silent for a moment, and then spoke in a low voice: "Then have you ever thought that if you and Senior Brother Jiang are tied together, there will only be more and no less such things in the future." ”
I was silent. I thought about this series of events carefully, and sadly and reluctantly admitted that as long as the relationship between me and Jiang Yueze eased a little, there would be chaos, and all of this was because of me.
Liu Ying is right, as soon as I came to Chongwen, I was out of the limelight, many people can't get used to me, and as soon as there is black material, they will follow and criticize together, and Jiang Yueze and Xu Siyang are both affected by me, all because I am too flamboyant and have no scruples.
My throat tightened a little, and it took me a long time before I could find my voice: "I know. I turned my head to look at him and looked straight into his clear eyes, "But this incident was an accident, and it won't happen again." ”
He opened his mouth, and finally said as if he had no choice but to compromise: "Don't get me wrong, I just don't want you to be hurt." ”
I nodded, "I know." ”
He looked at me with a hellish look on his face and scratched his head in annoyance. I felt a little funny, and stared at him seriously: "Thank you for helping to control the review." ”
When he listened, he stopped talking. In the end, he said lightly, "I am not the one who controls the evaluation, and when I started, someone had already taken the lead." ”
I was a little surprised. I always thought that it was Xu Siyang who was criticizing, but I didn't expect it to be not, could it be Jiang Yueze who did all this?
So why didn't he just deal with it?
I was at a loss in my heart, and Xu Siyang opened his mouth slowly: "I guess the person who helped you did all this because he wanted you to solve this matter by himself, this person, either he understands your personality, or he just doesn't want you to feel guilty, or both." ”
I chuckled in my heart, I don't know what it tasted like, but I didn't expect it to be said by those old classmates.
Jiang Yueze has been protecting me and giving me the space to deal with it myself, so that I will not be substantially harmed, nor will I be discredited.
Even helping me consider me from my point of view, and indeed as Xu Siyang said, understanding me and taking care of me is indeed worthy of my happiness and joy.
But when I thought that I would make trouble for him as soon as I came, and even let him wipe his ass, I had to remain silent and take care of my emotions, and instantly felt that my heart was bitter and wanted to drown me.
"Don't think about it, just let it be." Xu Siyang seemed to see my thoughts, and said lightly, I looked at his young and sunny side face, a little dazed.
What can I do? God gave me a bright and flamboyant personality and wanted me to be a free and enthusiastic fire, and Jiang Yueze was born with a cold and clear snow lotus, like a pine, a cypress and a glacier, destined to be incompatible with my water and fire.
I smiled helplessly, and sure enough, I was still not a person all the way.
The sunset stretched the figures of the two of us, and the orange sunlight scattered on the two of us, looking lonely and lonely.