Forty-six, let go
After lying in the hospital for three days, He Yige didn't dare to stay alone, so he had to make soup once a day and come to see her.
"Didn't Xiao Xian call you?" He Yige asked.
"Yes, maybe he came home, and he found me when he found that I was not at home, and I told him to go back to his previous apartment for two days..."Chen Liang said calmly.
In fact, Xiao Xian rushed back early the next morning, and he panicked when he saw the little blood on the ground, and it happened that He Yige went back at that time, Chen Liang picked up the phone and didn't tell Xiao Xian the truth. Xiao Xian thought, it's okay if she's fine, just take it back in two days if she loses her temper, blood... Or maybe something else...
(One person is used to another person's fascination with him, as if many things have become fearless, as if it will always be him, and will not leave...) But he didn't know how unhesitating it would be once such a person was cold and wanted to leave... )
"The doctor just said that you can go home and rest, I'll go through the discharge procedures for you, where do you want to go back... If you don't want to go back for a while, you can also go to me, I can take care of you... Otherwise, you can go to the villa and live first, and Aunt Xue will take care of you..."He Yige proposed.
"No need, I'll go back, many things always have to face it head-on, even if it's not the way it is, learn to accept it or... Give up, give up..."Chen Liang said lightly, without any expression.
After the discharge procedures were completed, He Yige was sent home, but only downstairs.
Back at home, Chen Liang threw away all the medicine bottles such as folic acid, and put the medicine in a separate medicine box, she didn't want Xiao Xian to find out, she didn't want him to compromise because of the child, it was really sad... I went around the house, except for the sanitation and cleaning, the others are still the same as always... Looking at the empty refrigerator, she took out her mobile phone and sent Xiao Xian a message for the day: Help me bring some food back, I don't want to eat takeout...
"Got it." Xiao Xian replied, he thought, willfulness is enough, just know to come back.
In the evening, after Xiao Xian came back, he went into the kitchen, and after a while, three dishes and one soup appeared in front of Chen Liang, Chen Liang picked up the chopsticks and ate them, without too much pretension and words... Except for the bowl of fried red crab (big crab), which she loved to eat before, the other dishes were all wet with rain and dew...
"Why don't you eat big crabs, aren't you your favorite?" Xiao Xian asked.
"Now, I don't like it... Not everything is constant, it's like smoke... I guess quitting is not just a matter of minutes? I've eaten, you clean up, I'm going to rest..."Chen Liang said with something in his words, and left the restaurant after speaking.
Listening to Chen Liang's harsh words, Xiao Xian shook his head helplessly, he still felt that Chen Liang was willful, thinking about how to make her mature a little... It's good to be a little more mature...
But what Xiao Xian didn't know was that if she changed, it wouldn't be Chen Liang, and that Chen Liang wouldn't love Xiao Xian... After the run-in, there are always some people who want to try to make the other party change, but she is not her, and the perfect her in your eyes is not the one you can have... This is a truth that many people will not understand... (So I just want to live an ordinary life, the kind of life that is immutable but has poetry and distance...) It's not bad either... )
But such a peaceful and peaceful day lasted for just half a month and broke again...
Xiao Xian's phone rang and remembered... Chen Liang was one step ahead of Xiao Xian, picked it up, and looking at Xiao Xian's angry appearance, Chen Liang asked on the other end of the phone with a wry smile: What are you looking for Xiao Xian?
"You give Xiao Xian the phone, I have something urgent to find him." Lin Meixi said.
"Don't you have a number of relationships between us now? Do you have to bother us like this? Chen Liang said loudly, as if to vent the pain he had been enduring all along.
"Have you made enough trouble..."Xiao Xian snatched the mobile phone from Chen Liang's hand and shouted.
On the phone, Lin Meixi said: Envy, I may have to go back early, I want to go back to the first hospital in City B for a follow-up, I have a nosebleed today, I am very scared... Can you come with me? You explain to Chen Liang, otherwise I can explain it, and accompany me back and forth for up to two days.
"You don't have to explain to a madman, I'll go over now..."Xian Xian hung up the phone after speaking.
Chen Liang shed tears, but said with a smile: Xiao Xian... If you dare to go and try it today, I'll make you regret it, believe it or not?
"You're a psychopath... I have something to go out, you go away..."
"Xiao Xian... Do you remember what you said? What about your commitment? ”
"You've consumed all of this... I've been eaten by your distrust, it's useless to talk too much, I have to go out today, and when I come back, I'll say..."
"I'm waiting for you to come back again... I don't want to wait any longer, and I don't want to listen to your explanations anymore, if you leave today, we'll be like this..."Chen Liang said.
Later, Xiao Xian learned that this was not Chen Liang's threat, but her duty without hesitation...
Xiao Xian won't leave, Chen Liang hugged his stomach and cried for a long time...
She found herself unconsciously becoming like between her parents... She became what she hated, and in this relationship she completely lost herself... None of this was what she wanted, and she didn't want her children to follow in her footsteps. Now, the dream wakes up... It's time for her to get out of here for good...
Left a handwritten letter to Xiao Xian, she left, she couldn't afford it, she retired...
Xiao Xian, when you received this letter, I believe that I have left you forever. If I can't afford you, I'll let you go... At the same time, I let myself go. I used to think that I would be happier to find someone who loved me than I fell in love with at first sight, but now I find that I am wrong again, and emotional matters can never be explained. Not to separate because you don't understand, but because you understand... You don't know how much maturity you want, how much pain I have to put in to pile up, and if I could, I'd rather be a fool, a simple fool, than a madman as you call it...
Some things are too beautiful for me to have relative disappointment, and it has nothing to do with you... I'm sorry for that, so let's leave it at that... Be each other's passers-by, forget each other's rivers and lakes...
I don't want anything, you can help throw it all away, I hope you will meet a better person who tolerates you, and I hope you can go further, happier and better with her.... Won't repeat my mistakes.
After Chen Liang finished writing, he took off the ring and attached... Except for some important items that belonged to her own to take away, she didn't move anything else, even the suitcase she didn't bother to pack and take away, everything was as if she hadn't left.
He took out his car keys from the keys, put the other keys on the table, drove the car, and left in a dashing manner.
"Miss, you're here... Miss, what's wrong with you, this complexion... Is it an uncle quarrel? Aunt Xue was watering the flowers, and when she saw Chen Liang, she was happy to say hello, but she found that something was wrong.
"No matter what happened to He Yige, I moved in with you, and I will trouble my aunt in the future... Don't want Miss Uncle, it's comfortable to call your name..."Chen Liang knew what Aunt Xue meant and explained.
"Okay Xiaoliang, then your face..."
"I didn't..." Before the two words were finished, Chen Liang fainted.
This scared Aunt Xue enough, she immediately took out her mobile phone and dialed He Yige's number, and said fearfully: Xiao He, you hurry up, Xiao Liang fainted as soon as he came back...
"Aunt Xue, don't worry, I'll be there soon..."
Fortunately, Chen Liang's father had the foresight to buy the house near He Yige's company.
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"How did you do it, how can you make a pregnant woman so excited?" The doctor scolded.
"Xiao Liang is pregnant?" Aunt Xue asked happily.
Looking at the doctor, Xiao Xian asked: Does it matter if she wants to, her body is still...
The doctor looked at He Yige, and the concern in his eyes couldn't deceive people, so he sighed and continued: It's just that the mood can't be eased for a while, you have to let more during pregnancy, and when you wake up, it'll be fine, just take it back to take the medicine I opened a store to protect the fetus. Remember to keep the physical and mental pleasure of pregnant women, it is beneficial to both size and size, to rest in bed for a few days, the most important thing is that it is a special period for you husband and wife to sleep with Feikai... You know.
After listening to the doctor's words, He Yige blushed and kept nodding his head.
The doctor shook his head and left, and if he listened carefully, he could hear the doctor say: The children are all there, who are shy to show them...
"Xiao He, you better let Xiao Liang go, Auntie also knows that Xiao Liang is a little willful..."Aunt Xue looked at He Yige and said seriously.
"Auntie... No... I..."Why can't I argue with the song.
"You don't need to say it, auntie understands, pregnant women, it's inevitable that their temper will be worse... Thank you for your hard work. I'll go get the medicine, you go and guard Xiaoliang, have a better attitude..."After speaking, Aunt Xue went to the pharmacy.
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"You're awake... Do you know, I'm comparable to Dou E now, you are dizzy, I was scolded to death by the doctor and Aunt Xue. That's good..."He Yige said aggrievedly.
"Don't mention Xiao Xian again in the future, just don't have this person, you don't have to feel wronged, you will be the only father of this baby in the future... Dry. Chen Liang said with a smile.
"You've decided? Don't laugh, it's ugly... If you want to cry..."
"How can there be so many tears... I'm fine, I've decided. I will call Ye Qing and tell her that Xiao Xian and I are separated, go out to calm down for a while, and walk around... For example, the world travels around the heart... You put my itinerary on the table, and I'm going to get out of here before my stomach hits. Go... Go to country F, I took over the things over there... I'll hide my current situation from Ye Qing first..."Chen Liang said resolutely.
"Okay, I support you no matter what you decide, but you have to let me stay with you, at least let me feel at ease, even if it's just a godfather... That's also the only dad. He Yige took Chen Liang's hand and said.