"Auntie, don't say it, Ji Chengyu and I ......"

"You're not going to give up, are you?" When Mrs. Ji heard Shen Yazhi's words, she immediately guessed, and she said, "Yazhi, you didn't give up before, how can you think of giving up now?" You don't want to think about it, now that the egrets are dead, how sad Ji Chengyu is now, this is the best time to intervene, how much do you care about him and take care of him, do you think Ji Chengyu will not see your existence? ”

Shen Yazhi didn't have much confidence in her heart. She tilted her head and asked, "Is that okay?" ”

"Of course, how will you know if you don't try?" Mrs. Ji said.

After that, Mrs. Ji gave a few words of advice in Shen Yazhi's ear, telling Shen Yazhi not to give up, fight hard, and come on.

He stayed in the hospital for a few days, and made sure that there was no problem, and the doctor asked them to go through the discharge procedures, Ji Chengyu's mood was still not good, and most of the time he was in a daze.

Ming Xi looked at him like this, and he couldn't connect him with that domineering and invincible little heavenly king. Maybe after complete grief and despair, it really can't be relieved for a long, long time, Mingxi looked at Ji Chengyu worriedly, Xu Shanda patted her shoulder, Mingxi said, "I'm worried about him." ”

Xu Shanda looked at the direction in which Ji Chengyu sat down, and said at this time, "Don't worry, Ji Chengyu will survive." ”

"Hmm."

Mingxi asked the housekeeper to go through the discharge procedures, brought him a change of clothes, and then asked him to go to the bathroom to change, they didn't mention anything unhappy in front of him, but some things have to be faced sooner or later. Ji Chengyu has been dragging the ring he found in his hand, and he has not let go of the ring for several days. It's like I'll be able to catch her.

This is also the only memorial that the egret left him.

He stood alone in the bathroom, looking at the ring.

There was no longer her temperature on the ring, and he looked down at the ring, he still couldn't escape from the grief for a long time, no matter what, there was no way to escape.

Egret, why are you so ruthless?

Mingxi and they waited outside for a long time, but Ji Chengyu never came out, she looked at the door worriedly, and her heart was also heavy, "What will Ji Chengyu do in the future...... If he didn't know that Egret liked him, and Ozawa, maybe it would be fine, but now that he knows Ozawa's existence and knows that Egret loves him so deeply, how can he survive? ”

After Mingxi became pregnant, her emotions became very sensitive, and she snorted and said, "Xu Shanda, I don't dare to think about it, if it were us......"

"Don't talk nonsense-" Now Mingxi is still pregnant, he reached out and touched Mingxi's belly, after the egret incident, he became more and more afraid, he was not afraid of anything, but he was afraid that if something really happened, "Mingxi, he just can't accept it now, if he can accept it, he can survive, he still has Xiao Ze." ”

Mingxi's eyes were full of worry, she was really worried that Ji Chengyu would not be able to survive.

It's just that...... Was Ji Chengyu still Ji Chengyu at that time?

The black sedan slowly drove from the hospital to the outside of the apartment, when Mingxi and Xu Shanda got out of the car with Xiao Ze, Ji Chengyu slowly pushed the car door and got out of the car, he looked at the apartment, remembering the first time they brought the egret here, they bought furniture together, took care of the small yard, and would bask in the sun in the garden every afternoon, drink afternoon tea, and eat desserts.

This place, full of good memories about him and the egrets.

He looked at one place, where there used to be an egret, and then on the other side, there was still an egret.

Ji Chengyu couldn't help laughing.

Standing at the door for a long time, Ji Chengyu didn't move, just with an inexplicable smile on his face, Mingxi hesitantly called: "Ji Chengyu ......"

"......" His thoughts were abruptly interrupted, and he pulled back, nodding and holding a smiling hand, "Let's go in." ”

Once upon a time, it was their cosy little nest.

He fled here with the egret and set up the nest with his own hands, and it was only a short time before they were the only ones left in the nest. After returning to the apartment, Ji Chengyu went to the backyard alone, and there were many flowers planted by the egret himself in the backyard, as well as three small trees, and the egret also said on the day the tree was planted: "This tree is Dad, this tree is Mom, this tree is Xiao Ze, and when we have a sister in the future, we will add a small tree." ”

Now those three trees are growing very well, but what about the egrets?

Ji Chengyu walked to the side of the three trees and looked at the three trees.

The rain in the sky fell silently, and Mingxi and Ji Chengyu only saw him kneeling on the grass, his eyes were pitiful, just looking at the trees. Ozawa just spoke, and Mingxi's tears rolled down again. Looking at the rain outside, he said, "He can't get caught in the rain like this...... Would get sick ......"

She was going to let the housekeeper go over, but Xu Shanda understood that he needed a quiet environment at this time to calm himself down, and that rain, maybe he didn't care at all, he needed to vent it now.

Ji Chengyu only left them a sideways silhouette at this time, his hands were distressed to protect the trees, the rain became more and more dense, falling on his body, and soon the clothes on his body were soaked, and he didn't feel a little cold at all.

When Shen Yazhi came over, she also stood under the eaves and looked at the person kneeling in the rain, she looked at Ji Chengyu's appearance at this moment, and felt as if she couldn't walk to his side no matter what.

She was about to go over to Mingxi, but stopped her, "Miss Shen, let him calm down." ”

“……”

Shen Yazhi had never seen him like this.

So sad, sad can't be myself.

"The egret just left him, he can't end it at all, he can't face it, now he just needs to be alone, he still needs a long time to heal." Mingxi knew that this matter was all because of Shen Yazhi, she looked back at Shen Yazhi, her eyes were full of worry, Mingxi didn't have a good impression of her, if it wasn't for her, maybe Bailu......

"What's next?"

"I don't know."

Mingxi said, "I never thought about two people who love each other, why would God be so cruel to him, I have to break them up, do I have to watch everyone suffer, suffer, and be sad to be happy?" ”

Mingxi was moved, but when he heard this, Shen Yazhi's heart was very uncomfortable, this matter was ...... Although it was not he who harmed the egret, but the egret was lost because of himself. If she hadn't gone to find the egret, maybe she wouldn't have ......

It's too late to say anything now.

Originally, she didn't want to let the egrets die, she just wanted to break them up, but now she can't go back.

Back inside the apartment.

Ozawa was taken care of by a housekeeper, Ji Chengyu stayed in the rain for most of the night and returned to the room, did not eat, and did not pay attention to anyone, Mingxi and Xu Shanda had something to bring Ozawa to China first.

Ji Chengyu hid in the room alone without eating or drinking and locked himself up for several days, Shen Yazhi was also guarding in the small apartment, no matter how they persuaded at the door, Ji Chengyu refused to come out of the room and refused to make a sound.

It was very quiet inside the house, and he didn't breathe anything in it.

Ji Chengyu sat on the ground next to the bed, there were many wine bottles rolling on the ground, almost all of them woke up and drank, drunk, and continued to sleep when they were drunk, so they curled up on the floor of the bed, shrunk alone.

The room was also full of memories of the egret, and when he slept in a daze, someone seemed to come over and cover him with a quilt. "Ji Chengyu, why did you fall asleep on the ground? How old is it? ”

But when I opened my eyes, I found that there was nothing in front of me.

You can't catch anyone at all.

He looked at the empty space in front of him, where there was a familiar person, there was no person's smiling face, there was no person's voice and smile. He covered his chest with one hand, and his heart was hurting a little bit again.

He thought of the smile that the egret left for him in the night before he left, and she said, I love you, Ji Chengyu.

He said he would protect the egrets, but what did he do? It didn't do it at all to reassure the egret, it didn't do it at all. He raised his hand and patted his head, Ji Chengyu, what kind of man are you?

"Egret ......"

He locked himself in the house.

He knew that Ozawa was still there, but he still couldn't accept the fact that the egret had left him, and he always felt that if he didn't listen to what he said, what he didn't listen to, those were just his terrible delusions.

He also said that they were going to have a wedding together, and asked the egret to give him another daughter, but ...... Nothing, nothing. He still has a lot of things to do, he wants to take the egret to walk the streets, to go to Sheena to see the most beautiful sunset, and they want to stay together like this until they are old.

But...... There is no chance.

There was no more chance.

Egret.

It's like the most brittle dream in his life, a big dream, waking up, empty.

He wants to be good to the egret, think about the egret well, why God just didn't give him a chance, gave it, but let him be so short.

"Egret, I haven't had enough of you, why are you willing to leave me behind, how can you be willing?"

He climbed into bed and hugged the pillow that the egret had used, the quilt they had once covered, on which there seemed to be the scent of the egret, and he smelled it greedily. Breathing deeply, the smell of fruit that the egret liked, he remembered her charming appearance in the night, and would whisper in his ear to beg for mercy, calling his name there like a kitten.

One by one, it seemed like he was going to crush his heart.

Those memories became clearer and clearer in my mind.

The more this is the case, the bigger the hole in his heart.

He sat in the room, roared in a low voice, and smashed the wine bottle in his hand to the ground frantically, venting his inner grief and anger. Ji Chengyu walked barefoot on those fragments, and some fragments flew over and flew over his face. He shouted loudly, Shen Yazhi stood at the door and heard the screams inside, and suddenly his heart was raised, and his fingers rubbed his clothes.

"Ji Chengyu, are you okay?"

She heard Ji Chengyu's desperate roar, which was like a fierce beast, screaming, roaring, and roaring after being injured.

Shen Yazhi couldn't wait for herself to feel sorry for him.

Mu Hanshi also heard the mournful voice, and his heart was also sad for a while, and Mrs. Ji naturally heard it when she came, and heard Ji Chengyu's voice through a door. Her eyes were calm and waveless, but Shen Yazhi was in a hurry.

"Auntie, you said that Ji Chengyu won't have anything, right?"

"What can happen?" When Mrs. Ji heard this, her eyes were still so firm, and she didn't have any worries, but sneered, "For a woman, you have to die or live like this?" He really doesn't deserve to be my son. ”