Zheng Xian said goodbye to his cousin and prepared to go back to the place where he lived.

She felt very unhappy in her heart, and it seemed that her cousin had become hostile to her.

How so? She was single-mindedly for her cousin's sake.

She also knew that Shi Lei wanted to reconcile with her, didn't she agree.

Why can my cousin say that about her?

If she remembers correctly, her cousin was against her being with Leng Jun at first, and later said that she didn't support or object.

Now my cousin actually said that she should be with Leng Jun.

She suddenly felt very sad, is love so selfish? Selfish enough to despise family affection?

Zheng Xian walked down the street in a lost mood, and she recalled the scene when she met her cousin, who was also enthusiastic to help her introduce the work of the café.

All the while, her cousin cared for her like a relative. Has all that changed today?

When she left, she didn't give her cousin a clear answer.

Because her cousin has been urging her to call Shi Lei, how could she call Shi Lei?

It takes courage to reject others, let alone to reject people who are so good to her.

Besides, Shi Lei didn't confess to her, no.

What her cousin meant, she understood very well, and she understood her cousin's position.

But how could she say to Shi Lei that she wouldn't contact him again in the future.

The more Zheng Xian thought about it, the more angry he became, and he simply didn't want to.

Suddenly, she felt that her ears were freezing a little painful, and she wondered if it was because she didn't eat dumplings during the winter solstice?

Dumplings symbolize reunion, and she hasn't eaten them for a long time.

She remembers that when her mother was still alive, she often made dumplings for her to eat, and at that time, the family of three lived happily.

She hasn't eaten dumplings since her mother left.

Since that stepmother came to her house, she eats dumplings once a year during the Spring Festival, because Qin Alian is very lazy.

Zheng Xian still remembers the scene when Shi Lei took her to his house, the dumplings made by Shi Lei's mother that day, she ate delicious dumplings, and felt like she had returned to her childhood.

At that time, Shi Lei's parents were very good to her, and they had no concept of family.

Now that I think about it, Shi Lei is so good, it is completely the influence of his family.

And at that time, Zheng Xian remembered that she honestly said her family situation, Shi Lei held her hand, and Shi Lei's parents said that as long as she was good to Shi Lei, nothing else mattered.

Zheng Xian thought about it, and suddenly burst into tears. If it weren't for Qin Alian's entanglement of Shi Lei, she would definitely not give up her feelings for Shi Lei.

It's a pity that there are no ifs in the world.

At this moment, Zheng Xian's phone rang. She fixed her eyes and saw that it was Shi Lei calling.

She thought about it carefully, and then answered the phone: "Hey, why are you free to call me now, have you talked to her?" ”

Although Zheng Xian knew in her heart that she shouldn't ask things that she shouldn't ask, she still couldn't help but be curious.

"Don't worry, I've made it clear to her. I'm free now, where are you? Shi Lei's nice voice came from the phone.

Zheng Xian shivered in the cold wind, and he didn't see a taxi for a long time.

"Okay, I'll send you the address, you can pick me up." Zheng Xian replied softly.

After a while, Shi Lei arrived. Shi Lei got out of the car, looked at Zheng Xian, and then said with concern: "Xian'er, get in the car quickly." ”

"You're here, thank you!" Zheng Xian felt very moved.

"Be so polite to me!" Shi Lei said with a smile.

Zheng Xian sat in the co-pilot, thinking about chatting with Shi Lei, but he didn't know where to start.

"Are you still cold? Do you want to turn on the air conditioner temperature a little higher? Shi Lei asked her with concern.

"No, I'm not cold." Zheng Xian always knew that Shi Lei was very careful and considerate.

She asked herself, if it wasn't for Qin Alian's destruction, she might not have left Shi Lei.

Why couldn't she listen to Shi Lei's explanation at the beginning, maybe there must have been a misunderstanding.

But is it still useful to think about it now?

Although Zheng Xian now has a series of questions in her heart, she doesn't know whether to ask or not.

"Do you want to know, how did I talk to her?" Shi Lei saw through her thoughts.

"If you will, I'll hear you." Zheng Xian replied frankly.

Sure enough, it was Shi Lei who knew her best.

Zheng Xian was curious on the one hand, and on the other hand, it was also because she wanted to understand Qin Alian's current thoughts.

"At that time, I drove her to the café so as not to affect your mood." Shi Lei drove the car to the side of the road and stopped.

"I know you're doing it for my good, thank you." Zheng Xian expressed his gratitude.

"Xian'er, you are not allowed to say thank you to me in the future, okay?" Shi Lei was a little unhappy.

"yes, I see." Zheng Xian said softly.

"Xian'er, do you know, I drank wine because I was in a bad mood, and then I took Ah Lian as your ......" Speaking of this, Shi Lei paused.

"Then, she started pestering me, and she called me every day during that time, and I was really annoyed."

"Then, you don't listen to my explanation, and I can't help it."

"With what I know about you, there's no way you'll forgive me, so I'm entangled."

"It wasn't until one day, when she said she was pregnant with my child, that I made up my mind to be with her."

Zheng Xian was very sad when he heard this. She remembered that Qin Alian also said the same thing at the beginning.

"What about your children?" Zheng Xian couldn't help but ask.

Shi Lei sighed heavily, and then said: "Later, she told me that she lied to me, and she said that she lied because she loved me." ”

Zheng Xian was surprised, how could Qin Alian be like this?

Shi Lei took out a cigarette, and before he could light it, Zheng Xian threw the cigarette out of the window.